Brides of Ohio (42 page)

Professor Kirby nodded. “It’s called a ‘timber lesson,’ an education young boys and—I’m sad to say—some grown men like to give tramps.” He shook his head. “It all comes from too much freedom in the home. Boys raised like that seldom end well.” Peter winced slightly, and the professor, his face full of concern, asked, “Are you in pain?”

“No, not really.” The truth of those words had stung, though. In the-past months, he’d been forced to look his own lack of guidance square in the eye.

“The Lord was surely looking after you today. It had to have been His hand that guided my colleague, Professor Townshend, and me to pass that alley when we did. We put a stop to it, but not before you took quite a blow to the head.” The professor stood and gently forced Peter to lay back. “Professor Townshend also happens to be a medical doctor. He says you should stay in bed for a few days.”

“Then, I suppose, you’ll send me off to the poorhouse.” Sighing, he laid his arm over his eyes. He’d spent one night in a poorhouse and swore never to do so again. He’d been shocked to see people placed in such deplorable conditions just because they were poor.

“No.”

The professor’s decisive tone surprised Peter, and he lifted his arm to look at him. His face was just as firm as his voice had been.

“I’m curious about your clothes.” Professor Kirby nodded to where they lay, across the back of a chair next to the bed.

Peter’s heart began to pound. They were worn and dirty, but not nearly enough for someone not to see their quality.

“The sack suit jacket seems appropriate enough. But where does a man like you get such finely made shirt and pants?”

Peter swallowed and looked away. He already liked this man and didn’t want to lie to him. But how could he tell him the truth? Meeting his eyes, he settled for partial truth. “I didn’t steal them.”

There was a pause, then Professor Kirby nodded. “I believe you.” His gaze dropped and Peter just made out what he said next. “Looking at you, how can I not?” With a slight shake, he roused himself, raised his eyes, and smiled slightly. “We’ll leave the other mysteries about you for later. It’s late, and you should rest.”

“Sir?”

The professor looked back as he opened the door.

“Where am I?”

“You’re in my home. On the grounds of The Ohio State University in Columbus, Ohio. Try to sleep now.” The door closed quietly behind him.

But Peter lay awake. How would he explain the mysteries about himself to this man who had so kindly taken him in, at least for the moment?

“Too much freedom in the home.”

The words echoed in the walls of his heart, their truth tearing at him. Being forced to beg for food and shelter had humbled him considerably. He’d come to see how spoiled he was. Earning your food was much different from having it set in front of you by a servant every night. No wonder Granddad had been angrier about Uncle Randall’s cuts in the workers’ wages than about the money McCord Steel had lost under his uncle’s care. He’d seen more than his share of youngsters homeless because their families couldn’t afford to feed them. Saddest of all were those who couldn’t hold a job because something was wrong with them—their mind or body had been injured and work wasn’t possible.

As Hiram McCord’s grandson, he’d always thought himself too good to have to earn his keep. He didn’t think that way now. His uncle had been right, at least on that score: high time he earned his way in the world. The irony of it all was now that he wanted to work, he couldn’t find a job—one look at him and no one wanted to hire him. The professor was the first person in a long time to see the man, not the tramp.

“The Lord was surely looking after you today.”

Professor Kirby was clearly a man of faith. He said those words as if he’d been speaking of a friend. If anyone would be willing to help him find an honest job, it was him. He just hoped he wouldn’t have to tell the professor any more about his past than necessary. At least he’d believed him when Peter said he hadn’t stolen the clothes.

He found the man’s faith curious. Peter had never met someone who actually followed what the Bible commanded. He certainly hadn’t done so, nor had anyone else in his acquaintance. For appearance’s sake, Granddad had made him go to church every week without fail, and as a result, he’d taken to seeing God as nothing more than someone he had to listen to once a week. As sleep finally began to melt over him, he wondered if there might be more to God than just that.

Y
ou’ve decided to keep the beard.”

Peter looked up from his breakfast to find Dr. Kirby scrutinizing him. It had been a week and a half since he’d been brought to the professor’s home. He was up and about now, and although he’d made some changes to himself, the beard hadn’t been one of them.

“Mrs. Werner tried to get me to shave it again this morning, but I told her I’ve decided to keep it.” He smiled, remembering the housekeeper’s less than enthusiastic reaction.

“I’m a little … surprised,” the professor replied. “I never liked having a beard when I was your age.”

Peter thought he sounded disappointed. In all honesty, he’d have rather been clean shaven, but the thought that his uncle might be looking for him was enough to decide otherwise.

“At least I look a little more presentable now. I can’t imagine why you bothered with me, looking as I did.” He’d been shocked to see himself in the mirror a few days ago when Mrs. Werner gave him a trim. His hair and beard had grown considerably in the three months he’d been on the road. “I must’ve looked like a wild man.”

“You were still a man, Peter. And in God’s eyes, you were worth the bother. Don’t you remember our discussion about Zacchaeus, yesterday?”

Peter nodded. That, and many other discussions, had been born out of his attempt to keep all conversation away from himself. Professor Kirby had been only too happy to talk about God, but Peter sensed he saw through his ploy. While that, indeed, may have been his plan at first, by his second or third day in bed, Peter began to feel a hunger for God he hadn’t known before. The professor’s kindness tapped something in his heart, and he drank up all the professor told him and eagerly read the Bible he’d loaned him.

“It doesn’t matter who you are in man’s eyes. God looks at the heart.” Dr. Kirby’s expression grew wistful. “That was one of my wife’s favorite verses. First Samuel 16:7: ‘For man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.’”

Peter watched him, concerned. While he’d managed to reveal little about himself, Dr. Kirby shared much about himself and his family. He still felt keenly his wife’s death over a year ago. “Professor? Are you all right?”

“I was blessed to have my Katherine for the years I did.” Dr. Kirby roused himself. “She’s with God now, celebrating the decision you made a few days ago.”

Peter smiled. His second day out of bed had been fine, and he and the professor went for a walk. Dr. Kirby led them alongside a spring until they came to what the student body called simply the Lake, nestled in a tree-lined vale. On its shores, their conversation turned quite serious. And Peter decided to clothe himself with Christ.

But his excitement of feeling right with God was dampened because he couldn’t bring himself to tell Dr. Kirby his whole story. He couldn’t bear the thought of the disappointment in the doctor’s eyes when he told him about the ugly person he had once been. He could hardly think of it himself. Maybe it would be best if he moved on as quickly as possible. But how? He didn’t have a job. He didn’t even own the clothes he now wore. He looked at the professor.

“Thank you for giving me these clothes, sir. I’ll return them to you when my own are clean.”

“Keep them. I insist.”

Peter bit his lip. However much had been spent on him, he was determined to pay back.

They finished their breakfast, or rather, Peter did. Professor Kirby had been eating until he mentioned his wife. After that he’d allowed the rest to grow cold, between reading the
Columbus Dispatch
and staring out the window. He revived somewhat when he discovered Peter intended to spend time reading his Bible and invited him into the library.

“Classes will begin soon, and I have lecture notes and lessons to review. It will be nice to have company for a change.”

The library connected to the parlor through a set of sliding doors, which were open. While the professor settled behind his desk, Peter found himself drawn to the pictures on the oak mantel.

“Are these of your family, sir?”

“Yes,” Dr. Kirby replied. “Please, feel free to look at them.”

The first was a photograph of two young people, only a few years younger than he. “Are these your children?”

“Yes. Rebecca and Joseph. She’s married and lives in Cincinnati. My son is in college—in Maine.”

Noting the slight pause, Peter looked closely at Joseph. Was his relationship with the professor strained? He thought better of asking, especially after noticing the pensive look that crossed the professor’s face before he turned his attention to the papers before him.

The next pictured a lovely dark-haired woman sitting on a chair, the professor standing behind her. It was, without a doubt, a picture of him and his wife, taken several years ago. They both looked so young. Peter now understood, if only a little, Professor Kirby’s pain. The look of kind serenity on Katherine Kirby’s face was enough to assume she must have been a gentle and gracious woman. In some hazy way, she reminded him of his own mother. He had vague memories of her having that same sweet look on her face, and dark hair as well. Peter moved to the next picture, and his eyes widened at the vision.

It would be nothing short of an insult to call the young woman merely pretty, at least to Peter’s way of thinking. As far as he was concerned, she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. The black and white photograph made it impossible to tell exactly the color of her hair, but her ringlets shone smooth, and her large eyes were lively above a small, straight nose and pert mouth. The more he looked at her, the more fascinated he became, and he immediately began to plan how to win her over. Every girl was different. Some required gifts, others responded to effusive compliments. He’d even attended a temperance meeting in order to win one young lady’s affections. Some girls were hard to crack, and some were ridiculously easy, but one way or another, they always laid their hearts at his feet. Certainly, she would be no different.

“That’s my niece, Anne.”

He started but covered it by quickly turning his head toward the professor. “Your brother’s daughter?” He hoped he spoke loudly enough to drown out the pounding of his heart.

“Yes, that’s him in the next picture over.”

Peter turned to see the professor’s wedding picture. Two other men were in the photograph besides Dr. Kirby. One smiled jovially, the other looked angry and surly. Just as he was hoping the pleasant man was the young lady’s father, the professor spoke again. “I’m sorry he looks so cross. Jonah didn’t feel himself that day.”

Peter’s heart now pounded twice as hard. He took another look at Jonah Kirby, feeling sure the man somehow knew what he’d been thinking about his daughter. He looked down at the stonework on the fireplace, guilt bearing down on him like a steel beam. How could he think that way about the professor’s niece, or any young lady for that matter? Hadn’t his near miss with Letty taught him anything? And on the road, how many times had he watched men charm young women into committing deplorable things for them? His thoughts added more weight to the guilt he already felt. He should be ashamed of the way he’d treated the fairer sex. Letty included.

“They’ll be arriving next week.” Peter almost didn’t hear the words. He looked up as they fully registered.

“They will?”

“My niece is coming here to live with me. She’ll work in the university library.” He rose and joined him at the mantel. “Their arrival brings me to something I wanted to discuss with you.” Apprehension must have shown on Peter’s face because Dr. Kirby smiled and patted him on the shoulder. “Don’t look so alarmed; I have no intention of putting you out. Quite the opposite.” He took his arm. “Let me show you something.”

Peter followed the professor through the dining room and kitchen, and out the back door. They walked to the northwest corner of the fenced lot, where a brand-new stable had been erected.

“My brother has been taking care of my horse, Scioto, while the university had this built.” Dr. Kirby opened the door, and they walked in. As Peter breathed in the smell of fresh wood, straw, and feed, a host of other memories assailed his thoughts. A deep longing for his own stables rose in his heart. But he quickly dashed it against the hard fact that his love of horses had cost him dearly. “
Remember the racing park in Pittsburgh? You wouldn’t be homeless now if you hadn’t placed all your money on that ‘sure thing.’”

“Jonah will bring Scioto with him when he brings my niece,” the professor said. “I’d like for you to stay and take care of him. I don’t know what your background with horses is, but I was brought up on a farm, and I’m more than willing to teach you all I know.”

Peter took in the hopeful look on the professor’s face and then looked around the stable. The offer was the chance he’d been hoping for; a job that would pay wages, giving him the ability to earn his keep. But, considering his past, could he trust himself to take it?