33
C
lock ticking, a twinge of dread set in. TJ knelt on the platform of Union Station, rummaging through his duffel bag.
“All aboard!” the conductor hollered as gruff and loud as a baseball coach.
While getting his shoes shined, a final touch to his pressed uniform, TJ had tossed his ticket into the bag. It couldn’t have fallen out, could it? Doggone it all, he had to find the thing. With the long lines in the station, no way could he get a replacement in time. And the next train to San Fran wouldn’t depart for several hours. He scrambled his hand in and out of his packed khakis.
Passengers continued to board, thinning the crowd. Through open windows on the locomotive, servicemen and sweethearts exchanged farewells. Mothers blew kisses and waved their handkerchiefs. Children twirled little flags like holiday sparklers. It was a scene from a parade on the Fourth of July, featuring a float TJ was about to miss.
“Blast it,” he said, and dug deeper. Rowdy flirtations streamed from a gaggle of sailors inside the train. They sliced through his concentration. But then his fingers brushed the corner of something. He yanked out a small paper. His ticket!
He issued a sigh, cut short by the sight in front of him. A pair of legs rivaling the slenderness of any pinup’s. His gaze traced the woman’s stockings, from the red heels to a matching dress. Its snugness showed off her shapely curves and explained the persistent catcalls.
“Lose something, Corporal?”
Sunlight created a halo around her short-brimmed hat. Steam from the steel transport floated around her. She’d pass as angelic if not for the devilish temptation of that red-wrapped figure.
“Sure thought I did, miss,” he answered, rising. The remainder of his thought vanished at her familiar features. Not with the rouged cheeks and cherry-glossed lips. Not with the hair draped long with the scent of styling lotion. But past all that, he would have sworn she was ...
“Jo?” he said.
She confirmed his guess with a smile.
“Wh-what are you doing here?”
She placed a white-gloved hand on her hip, as if in a practiced pose. “I came to see you off, silly. Why else?” Her voice had gained the sultry tone of Gene Tierney. In fact, everything about her now resembled the starlet.
“But, you look so ... different.” He tried to keep his eyes on her face, yet the shock of her firecracker figure fought for priority.
“All aboard!” The conductor’s warning boomed, followed by encouragement from the sailors.
“
Plant a smooch on her!”
“Don’t be a schmuck!”
“Give her something to remember you by!”
Jo blushed, same shade as when he’d nearly kissed her at the house. More than a few times since, he’d caught himself envisioning that moment play out. Now was his chance.
He could see her waiting. The train was waiting. Their audience was waiting.
Succumbing to the pressure, he leaned toward her. Her eyelids lowered in acceptance. But something—nerves, uncertainty—veered his lips from hers and onto her cheek. “Bye, Jo.”
He snagged his duffel and swung toward the train, an attempt to avoid any hurt in her eyes. And he succeeded.
At the coach’s entry, however, a rush of emotion stalled his foot from boarding.
“Hey, airman.” Drawn by Jo’s voice, he turned to find her a breath away. “You forgot something.”
Swifter than a blazing fastball, she placed her mouth on his. The act stunned him in place. He couldn’t break away even if he wanted to, which he didn’t. His eyes closed and his arms wrapped around her waist. The Navy men cheered wildly as her fingers laced behind his neck. He pulled her in closer. Warmth from her body, from those curves of hers, coated every inch of his skin. He kissed her deeper. The electrical current he’d felt at the house paled in comparison to the charge now shooting through his body.
Finally, he came up for air. It was then, peering into Jo’s eyes, that he saw the girl beneath the rouge, the one in overalls with a nice pitching arm. The one who knew how to push his buttons and to make him think.
The girl he had fallen for.
Powered by the revelation, he went to kiss her some more when she stopped him with two words. “Your train.”
He struggled to decipher her meaning. The syllables seemed foreign.
“TJ, your train,” she stressed.
The locomotive was slowly chugging away. Servicemen onboard laughed from their open windows, yelling at him to move his ass. Instantly sobered, he gave her a final peck, then took off in a sprint. He extended his arm and grabbed hold of a handlebar. Following a heave of his bag, he leapt onto the step.
He leaned out, once secure, and raised a hand toward Jo. She didn’t wave back, but he could see her grinning long after the station became a tiny dot.
TJ rode the high of their parting for five full stops. Then, as it always did, fear crept in, implanting thoughts he couldn’t dismiss. Thoughts like, if fate stayed on its usual path, what chance would they have at happiness? And, most important, could either of them handle losing more than they already had?
34
M
addie’s entire future hinged on this performance. She rehearsed the appeal in her head, feeling pressure akin to taking the stage. The buzzing over her skin, the restlessness of her fingers.
Seated in the reception area of the Civil Control Station, she started to cross her legs, then thought better of it. She had to look her best today and couldn’t risk smearing the makeup-drawn seams down the back of her legs. Granted, she was all for rationing—particularly when nylon was used for airmen’s parachutes—but that didn’t stop her from missing her last pair of good stockings.
A man two chairs away grumbled as he flipped through the
Examiner
. Headline after headline, all about the war. Allied ships torpedoed by U-boats, a RAF night raid on Düsseldorf, an Eighth Army victory against Rommel’s forces in Egypt. It was difficult to remember what had filled those articles before America’s day of infamy.
Again, Maddie regarded the clock on the wall. She layered her hands over the pocketbook on her lap to still her fidgeting. She noticed the shortness of her nails and hard-won calluses. They were the marks of a musician, unfeminine traits she had never been fond of until this instant. Today they just might work to her advantage. Testament to her experience.
“Mrs. Moritomo, please.” The receptionist surveyed the room. “Mrs. Moritomo?”
It took Maddie a moment to recall the name was hers. “Oh, yes.” She jumped to her feet. “That’s me.”
The thickness of the woman’s glasses magnified her surprise.
Maddie found the look disquieting, then reminded herself the reaction would soon be customary. If, of course, the impending meeting went as planned.
“I’m afraid Mr. Sanborn has had a family emergency,” the gal reported. “So he won’t be able to meet with you. I’d be happy to reschedule your appointment for the sixteenth, however, if you’re available.”
Sixteenth? That was two weeks away! The very thought was unbearable.
“I can’t,” Maddie blurted.
“I see. Well, I won’t have another opening until—”
“Please,” Maddie pleaded. “Is there any other supervisor I could speak with? It’s regarding ... a family emergency of our own.”
The receptionist’s gaze held on Maddie’s face, studying her, clearly intrigued. Finally, she said, “Very well.”
Maddie sighed. “Thank you.”
Following the woman through the bustling office, Maddie smoothed her suit jacket and adjusted the belt. Ringing phones and tapping typewriters crowded her ears. Her eyes darted from stenciled doors to a large U.S. map. Colorful triangles hung from several states. Relocation centers.
The gal paused at an office door and poked her head in. After a brief mumbled exchange, she turned to Maddie. “Go on in.”
Stretched to her full height, Maddie proceeded into the room.
A stout gentleman stood before an electric fan set on the metal secretary. Warm air from the open window flailed his loosely hanging tie. He lit the pipe between his teeth. His wreath of hair was blacker than shoe polish.
“Good afternoon, sir. I’m Madeline Mori—”
“Have a seat, have a seat.” Genially, he flicked his hand toward the visitors’ chairs. He puffed musty-smelling plumes into the confines of his office.
Maddie sat down. She clasped her ring finger for inspiration, and waited anxiously to continue. The man moved in slow motion. He wiped his forehead and neck with a rolled rag like a person of eighty rather than forty.
“Jiminy Cricket,” he groaned, “this heat’s for the birds.” He twisted his head toward her. “I was born and raised in Washington. The state, not the capital. Rains so much up there, when the sun comes out people think it’s an alien ship.”
She proffered a smile. The second he perched on the edge of his desk, forcing her gaze upward, she restarted. “Sir, as I was saying. . .”
“Please. Call me Dale.”
“Madeline,” she replied in turn. His friendliness struck her as rather informal for a first meeting, particularly with an administrator at a government agency. But she needed him on her side. “Sir—or Dale, rather—I’ve come to ask about applying for a position.”
His eyebrows popped up. “Is that so? And what sort of experience do you have? Shorthand? Typing, I presume.”
Realizing his assumption, she clarified. “Not for the office here. I’m a violinist. Since I’ve heard the camps are hiring teachers, I wanted to offer my services as a music instructor. Specifically, I’d like to work at Manzanar.” Wary of coming across too bold, she added, “If at all possible, that is.”
“Manzanar, huh?” He sounded befuddled she had even heard of the place. He took another pull from his pipe.
Perhaps her credentials would help.
“I’ve been professionally trained for more than ten years. Naturally, I’d be happy to play for someone to prove my qualifications.” She should have brought her violin along. Why hadn’t she thought of that?
He shook his head, mopped his neck. “That won’t be necessary.”
Worried by what that meant, she pressed her case. “I have people I care about there, which is why I’d like to lend a hand. So if a music teacher isn’t needed, I’m more than willing to help in any other area.”
After a thoughtful pause, he leaned an elbow on his knee and grinned down at her. A sign of progress. “I can see you’ve got the best of intentions, miss, and—”
“Madeline,” she corrected him, and smiled.
The redness in his cheeks seemed to spread. “It’s an admirable gesture you’re making,
Madeline.
And I’m sure your friends there would be awfully touched. But I have to tell you, Manzanar isn’t the type of place for a sweet, pretty lady like yourself.”
Yet it
was
a place for a sweet, pretty child like Emma?
This wasn’t going the way Maddie had hoped. A dead end lay ahead. She would have to switch tactics, no matter how risky.
“Pardon my saying so, Dale”—she spoke with a cordial naivety—“but if the conditions are acceptable for residents of Japanese descent, surely they’re just fine for me. Unless, of course, you’re implying that the living standards, per your organization, aren’t up to par.”
His teeth clenched around his pipe and his eyes hardened.
The point was made.
“You fill out an application at the reception desk,” he told her, “and we’ll get back to you once an appropriate spot opens up.”
“When?”
In the midst of rising, he huffed a sigh. She knew she was pushing it, but what choice did she have?
“In two weeks. Maybe three. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” Grabbing documents from his desk, he returned to the fan. He flipped through the pages, a bald suggestion she leave.
But she didn’t. She couldn’t. Something told her that if she left this chair, this office today, without her request fulfilled, she’d never see Lane again.
Images of their last exchange shuffled through her mind. She saw the rows of cribs and ironing boards, the Japanese girl being ripped from her adoptive family. What possible threat could the youngster have posed to national security? One-sixteenth of Japanese blood was all it took for exclusion. One-sixteenth. A drop in a filled bucket.
And therein lay her solution.
“Miss,” Dale addressed her, irritated. “Unless there’s something else . ..”
“Actually,” she said, “there is. You see, I forgot to mention one important detail.”
“Oh? And what would that be?”
She steeled herself—there would be no going back—and through a tightened jaw, she pushed out the lie. “I’m pregnant,” she said. “With a Japanese baby.”