Bridle the Wind (28 page)

By degrees the storm moved away southward to expend the last of its fury over Navarra, the clouds rolled back, and now, all of a sudden, we were given a magnificent view of the land rolling downward away from us to the south. What a contrast to the steep green French valleys! Now I knew that I was in my own country again; that, during our miserable night journey, we had crossed at some point from France into Spain. Far, far away the land stretched, with mountains rising in the distance; a bare land this, different from France, parched and dry-looking. Yet close at hand below us were forests; great beech woods wrapped the sides of mountains.

After an hour's travelling we met a boy with a yoke of oxen, and I was confirmed in my certainty, for the fly shield they wore over their eyes was made of sheepskin, whereas those in France habitually wear one of cloth.

‘Now, I daresay we shall not be long in finding your uncle,' I said to Juan, and he gave me a strange look, as if we had been too long in a world of our own to have confidence in ever again discovering the real one.

Presently the mist came down again, for I suppose the sun was sucking up moisture from the soaked mountain slopes, and we must go carefully and cannily, listening to the drip of the trees and the distant roar of a torrent, now on one side of the track, now on the other. From time to time
the mist would lift for a few moments, and we could get a glimpse of great aisles in the woods, and huge trees.

Sometime after noon we reached a village named Ustarroz, where we were able to purchase food, but no mounts were to be had. Go on to Och-agavía, they told us. We, however, by that time were desperately tired, and turned aside from the track to sleep on a pile of hay in a great many-arched barn where the shade was deep and none came to disturb us.

7

We arrive at Pamplona; the message
from Uncle León; the forest; what
happened in the forest

We travelled soberly westward from Ustarroz, on a little road that wound along a mountain valley, with great views of peaks to our right and, later, to our left also; we could not achieve a rapid pace, for both of us were still desperately weary and I a touch feverish, still, from my snakebite. So, as evening fell before we had found any place large enough to have ponies or mules for sale, we turned aside and slept under the roots of a great fallen pine. The mountains were much forested here, especially on our right hand; Juan told me this must be the edge of the great Forest of Irati, or Iraty, as the French spell it, where the little friendly
laminak
are reputed to dwell.

‘Not so friendly to the Gente, however,' I said, laughing.

‘Whatever in the world, Juan, gave you the notion of letting out that yell in the gorge, when Cocher was about to stop us? But for that shout of yours, I believe that we should be there still. And God Himself only knows what would have happened to us by now.'

‘What gave me the idea? Why, you did, yourself!'
said Juan. ‘Don't you remember? You said, “The
laminak
are waiting to help us.…”'

‘Did
I? I have no recollection of that at all.'

‘Felix,' said Juan. ‘I have been thinking, as we came along. That day… it seems long ago now … I was angry with you, when you took me to task for stealing Father Vespasian's spyglass -and the other things; I thought it was arrogant of you, and priggish, too, to make such a to-do about a few unimportant trifles; yet see what trouble it has led to. So you were right, I think, and I was wrong.'

‘Yet it
was
arrogant of me,' said I. ‘I see now very plainly that I should have said it all in a different way. Also – who knows? – your taking Father Vespasian's spyglass – for all we can tell, that may have been part of the plan?'

‘I
wanted
to take it,' said Juan obstinately. He drew it out of the saddlebag, handling it as if it might be red-hot, and we both stared at it with a certain dread. Yet it was no more than a tarnished little brass object. Turning it in my hands I observed the letters v.s., very tiny, incised on the rim. The maker's initials, no doubt.

‘How I wish I had never laid eyes on it! Yet perhaps,' said Juan hopefully, ‘the Gente and that – that creature will stop following us, now that we are in Spain.'

I, secretly, had been entertaining the same thought, which was not, perhaps, a very logical one.

‘There is another thing I have had in my mind,'
Juan went on. ‘It is no great distance from where we are now to Pamplona, to the house of my uncle. Eight leagues, perhaps? Not more. Why should you come any farther with me, Felix? I can manage the rest alone, very well. You should be travelling westward, not south.'

‘What, leave you now?' I said. ‘Are you mad? Alone, and on foot, and with no certainty that your uncle is there? Put that thought out of your head!'

‘Well, at least,' he said, ‘it would be wasteful to buy another pony or mule for that distance. We can walk it, turn about, as we did today.'

His tone was wistful. What a singular thing, thought I, as I had often before, that this boy, son of a moneyed family (for, though he had not said as much, everything about him, including his abduction by the Gente, suggested this) – how singular that he should not ever have had a horse or pony of his own! Though I had been unloved in my grandfather's house, and continually rebuked, and held to be of no account, yet it was taken for granted that, from the age of eight or so on, I should have my own riding horse; my grandfather would have considered it a slight on the dignity of the house were I seen riding abroad on some insignificant animal. Yet Juan, though he could ride, and ride well, had never, before the unlucky Harlequin, possessed a pony. No wonder he was so attached to it, and grieved when it was killed.

‘Well, I still think that we should purchase
another pony,' said I. ‘Who knows? Perhaps your uncle may have moved elsewhere from Pamplona; perhaps that is why the letter never reached him. Pamplona may not be the end of our journey.'

‘That is true. I had not considered that.' Juan's tone suddenly became more cheerful. ‘And after all, he can buy it from you, Felix; you will be certain to get your money back.'

‘Stop troubling your head about my money! There still remains enough to get you to your uncle's house and myself back home.'

No demon came to trouble our sleep that night. We slept lightly, having rested during the day, rose before daylight, and made our way onward to Burguete, a large, pleasant village of white-faced houses on a southward-facing slope of mountain; there was no market that day, but from a farmer here we were able to purchase a mule, with its harness; he asked nine shillings but I beat him down to three silver crowns. The mule was a humble, docile beast, well content to follow wherever el Demonio led the way.

‘It will do very well,' said Juan, sighing. ‘But I shall never love it as I loved the Harlequin; never.'

‘You have a faithful heart, Juan!'

‘Yes, I have,' said he. ‘Once I give my friendship, it is given for life. Provided the other person does not play me false, like old Anniq.'

The road down from Burguete to Pamplona is long and winding, and the hills are steep zigzags, so that el Demonio and the mule (whom Juan christened Rosa) were continually slipping on the
rocky track and our saddles almost sliding forward over their shoulders. We rode slowly enough. My heart was cheered to see the round haystacks of Spain, and to hear words of Spanish coming into the language of the greetings we had from wayside folk.

The brooks roared down beside us, full to overflowing after the storm of two nights ago, and we saw many uprooted trees. The pastures here, filled with mouse-coloured grazing cattle, were green and lush; not like the high plains of Spain farther on, where never a drop of rain falls from March to October.

Pamplona is a handsome city, situated on a high bluff in a ring of mountains. It has noble walls, and a great viaduct of a hundred arches.

Yet I remember the place with sadness, and would never wish to go back.

As we drew near the city I observed that Juan, too, had fallen silent and had begun to appear more and more downcast. I myself had little to say. My arm still pained me, and the town seemed so grand and prosperous when we approached it, with carriages and cavaliers going in and out, that I began to think what a shabby and ragamuffin appearance Juan and I must present, for our clothes, though purchased not so long ago, had become dusty with travel and stained with drenching. Juan was still sparrow-thin and large-eyed, while I was pale from my recent fever.

Suppose Juan's uncle was some great man of the city?

‘Felix,' said Juan, as we crossed the bridge over the River Arga and rode in at the city gate. He was paler than ever, and seemed to speak with difficulty. ‘Felix, I – I believe it will be best if we part here. You should not be held back any longer from your journey to your grandfather. And I remember how to find my uncle's house – I shall do very well by myself from now on.'

He sounded hurried, strange; almost ungracious. ‘I have taken up too much of your time as it is,' he went on. ‘Also you must see that – that so long as the Gente and Father Vespasian are on my trail, I shall only bring danger on you. But, once away from me, you will be safe. Therefore – therefore I wish that we shall say good-bye to each other now – here. I know, I am certain, that my uncle will most p-punctiliously defray all the costs that you have been put to on my behalf. I – I will ask him to send all moneys that are owing to your grandfather at Villaverde. So – so farewell, now, Felix, my good friend. Adieu. Adios.'

He had flushed up somewhat while making this long speech, and now held out his hand, which trembled; I could see that he was holding himself very rigid.

‘Come, what is this?' said I. ‘Are you mad? Part here? Like this? In the street of a strange town? Do you think that I would let you go in such a way, without ensuring that you are among friends? Without entrusting you to some good guardian? When the Gente and that evil demon are still pursuing you – so far as we know to the contrary?
And without even being sure that your uncle is here – or able – or willing to receive you?'

I spoke from my heart, and very forcibly. Juan's downcast look lightened somewhat at my tone; yet he continued to argue.

‘My uncle lives not a stone's throw from here, in the Calle Santo Domingo. Well – well, if you feel so –'

‘I certainly do!'

‘Why do you not go to the beast market, then, and sell the mule, while I find my uncle and make sure of his welcome. Then I will return to meet you here.'

We were in a small plaza at that moment, I think it was called the Plaza Consistorial. There were arcades, and coffee-houses under them, and people sitting or strolling about.

I bit my lip. I could very plainly see that for some reason Juan felt it of great importance that I did not come into the presence of his uncle. By this I must confess that I was hurt; deeply hurt. It had never occurred to me that I might be thought of such poor birth and breeding as to bring embarrassment or disgrace on Juan by my company. I considered myself of good family, though I knew I was somewhat travel-soiled and worn. But I am not one to kick up a dust about such personal matters, or to discountenance somebody by pressing a request that is clearly unwelcome. So, swallowing a little, I answered, ‘Very well. So be it. If that is what you wish. But I shall not sell the mule yet, until we know that there is no reason to
keep her. I will wait here for you, an hour. So you must promise me faithfully to return, even if it is only to assure me that all is well and your uncle is happy to receive you.'

‘Yes – yes, of course I will do that. I promise you, Felix,' said Juan in a flurried manner, and almost ran away from me along the street.

Somewhat heavily – indeed, my heart felt like a cold, hollow stone inside me – I tethered our two beasts to a pillar, and, as there was a coffeehouse close at hand, made my way there, sat down at a table, and ordered a cup of chocolate. The waiter looked at me oddly enough. I daresay he wondered if I had the money to pay for it. But I snapped at him to hurry up, in a tone taken from my grandfather the Conde, and he answered ‘Yes, senor,' respectfully, and removed himself and his tray.

While waiting, I tried to divert myself by looking about me at the town and townspeople of Pamplona. It seemed most strange to be in a city again, after so many days in the forests and mountains -and before that, so many months in the Abbey of St Just – but I did find it pleasant and homelike to hear Spanish spoken once more, even if it was a Basque Spanish, not such as we speak in Galicia. That – a very little – cheered my dismal spirits. And indeed, Pamplona – or Irrunia, as it should properly be called, since that is its Basque title -seemed a handsome town: many of the houses were new and high, with miradors; that is, glassed-in balconies where the ladies may sit and look down to see what is happening in the street
without suffering from the cold mountain winds. Under the arcades in the street there were well-stocked stores where a person might buy anything he wanted.

Yet after a while I began to notice a strange contrast to the last English town I had visited, Plymouth; that was a seaport, a cheerful, carefree, noisy place, with everybody going about his business freely and unconcerned; whereas in Pamplona it began to seem to me that the people looked oppressed and anxious; though men talked together at the cafe tables they did so quietly, glancing sometimes over their shoulders; many alguacils and town officials moved about the streets, and there were officers of the Civil Guard, also, and soldiers from the barracks.

When the French armies left Spain I was quite small, five years of age, only a child, but I can well remember the sullen, harried, muttering silence of a town which has foreign invading troops quartered there; thus – or so I felt – it was in Pamplona, too.