Brie Masters Love in Submission: Submissive in Love (54 page)

After several miles, she finally found the courage to ask, “Do you think the girl will be okay, Rytsar?”

He acted as if he hadn’t heard her. Instead of an answer, the crisp sound of their footsteps breaking through the icy snow filled the night air.

Eventually, however, he did speak. “It is a long, treacherous road. Some do not survive.”

“Why not?”

He spat on the ground, snarling angrily under his breath, “They take their own lives,
radost moya
.”

Rytsar’s tone stopped any further conversation. Brie had never seen his dark and brooding side, and found it impenetrable. They walked the remainder of the trip in silence. She wondered about his past and how he knew of such things.

To keep from irritating him with further questions, Brie concentrated on the moon-bathed countryside, finding solace in the icy landscape. But when the warm light from the cabin cut through the trees, she squealed and started walking faster.

“Come, Rytsar,” she encouraged, breaking into a run. She jogged the last hundred yards, arriving at the cabin coughing out the frigid night air that burned her lungs.

“That was foolish,” Rytsar scolded as he walked up.

He helped her out of her coat and boots once they were safely inside. “Bathe to warm yourself,” he ordered, smacking her hard on the ass as penance for her rashness. She was grateful to see a glimmer of the old Rytsar when she looked back at him.

Brie escaped into the bathroom and spent a long time soaking in the tub as she tried to come to terms with what had happened. It didn’t seem real and she struggled to wrap her mind around the fact a man had been killed and a young girl rescued right in front of her very eyes…

After she’d toweled off and redressed, she went to find Rytsar, but stopped abruptly in the hallway.

The Russian Dom was seated in the main room, hunched over a single pillar candle as he lit it. His low voice drifted through the hallway as he whispered something over and over again while staring at the flame, lost in thought.

Brie understood it was a private ritual, and chose not to disturb him. Instead, she tiptoed to the bedroom and took refuge under the heavy blankets, still feeling unsettled by the evening’s events.

Falling asleep proved impossible for her, but partway through the night Rytsar joined her. He pulled Brie to him with his strong, muscular arms and held her tight. His thoughts still seemed a million miles away, so Brie concentrated on slowing her breathing to help him relax. It took a while, but eventually his breath synced in time with hers, and soon after he was snoring quietly in her ear.

It brought tears to Brie’s eyes when she heard it.

Whatever dark secrets Rytsar held, she would keep them safe. It was what Sir would want, and what her heart desired.

This Will Hurt

B
rie woke up alone the next morning.

Rytsar’s guard directed her outside when she asked where he was. She found Rytsar beside the cabin, chopping wood. He was silent, not addressing her even when she called out to him.

Taking the hint, Brie headed back inside, unsure what to do with herself. She was tempted to call Sir to ask for advice, but it proved unnecessary when the Russian Dom returned, noisily kicking the mud from his boots.

“Come here,” he demanded in a gruff voice.

Brie quickly made her way over to him and automatically bowed at his feet because of the forceful tone of his command.

“Last night we were to scene together. That was taken from me. We will do it—now.”

Brie looked up, a warm flush on her cheeks, remembering Sir’s requirement of remaining true to herself. “You told me that you would make me enjoy the pain, but that frightens me, Rytsar.”

For the first time since the incident, Rytsar broke into a smile. “Your fear is like sweet ambrosia to me.”

Again, Brie was struck by the unsettling fact that her fear acted as an aphrodisiac.

“This will hurt,
radost moya
.”

He said it so causally, as if it were a romantic invitation.

“I’d be lying if I didn’t admit I was scared to scene with you.”

“Frightened but willing?”

Her heart raced when she answered, “Yes.”

“Then undress and lie on the bed. I will get my tools.”

Brie felt lightheaded as she slowly walked to the bedroom. It seemed unreal that she was about to give herself over to the Russian Dom.

She quickly stripped off her clothes and laid them in a neat pile on top of the nightstand before crawling onto the bed. Brie lay there, suddenly feeling naked and afraid. Goosebumps rose on her skin so she hugged herself, trying to keep her courage as she waited.

Rytsar did not hurry, purposely dragging out her anticipation—and dread.

Brie whimpered when he finally entered the room. She noticed that he was holding his hands behind his back so she could not see what he carried. The fact he was hiding it meant he was not going to use a cane for the scene.

Oh, hell, what did that mean for her?

“There are several things I expect from you during this session,” he informed her. “First, you will be brave. Second, you will be honest. Third, you will trust me.”

Brie took a deep breath, sifting through her misgivings before she replied with conviction, “Yes, Rytsar.”

He then surprised her by requesting, “What would you ask of me?”

She had to think for several moments before she came up with her answer. “I understand it will hurt, Rytsar, but I don’t want to be permanently damaged physically
or
psychologically.” She added with a hesitant smile, “I want to still like you when we’re done.”

“Hah! You will like me even more when we are finished,
radost moya
,” he stated brazenly.

Rytsar laid his instruments on the dresser on the other side of the room, still keeping the items a mystery to her—all but one. He held up his Hitachi and raised an eyebrow. “This will open you up to enjoy my unique attention.”

She licked her lips nervously and blurted the first thing that came to mind as he approached the bed. “I remember that you told me once that my body was like a child learning to walk and it needed your guidance.”

He nodded slowly, a pleased expression on his face. “I’m impressed you remembered that. It’s true. I can help change your body’s response when it comes to the pain I inflict.”

When the bed shifted with his weight, it suddenly became real to her so she asked another question, stalling for time. “Before we start, can I ask why you enjoy hurting people?”

He paused, tilting his head charmingly. “For me, it is the highest form of submission—relinquishing one’s own instincts of self-preservation and self-gratification to satisfy the cravings of another. It is the ultimate power exchange, but means nothing unless it is given willingly. A sacred part of the person, a part they never share, is handed over to me in the exchange.” He smiled lustfully at her. “I find it my drug of choice.”

His words had a hypnotic effect on her. She longed to know the intimacy of that exchange and to share it with the man before her.

Rytsar turned on the Magic Wand and the familiar buzzing filled the room. “First, I reward your willingness.” Rytsar placed the vibrator against her clit. She turned her head away, embarrassed by how quickly her pussy responded to the vibration.

“Eyes on me the entire session,” he commanded.

She looked at him and lost herself in the intensity of his pale-blue gaze. Her first orgasm followed a short time later.

Rytsar pulled the wand away, telling her, “That is a good start.” To her surprise, he placed it back on her clit and ordered, “This time you will come harder.”

Brie often found it difficult to come consecutively, but forced her body to relax so that the sensation of the vibrator could take over and carry her on to another orgasm.

Rytsar was talented with the tool, watching her intently and pulling the wand back whenever her pussy started to pulsate with need. He was determined to build the second climax, and was highly skilled at the process, so in tune with her responses that it was as if she were guiding the wand herself.

Brie moaned when he pulled it away again, desperate to enjoy the aching release he’d produced with his tool.

“We are close,” he assured her.

She nodded, relaxing her muscles and willing her thighs to stop shaking. When he placed it back on her clit, however, they started trembling again. Brie knew it was going to be a powerful orgasm.

“Come for me,
radost moya
.”

Her eyes rolled back in her head as she let go and allowed her body to embrace the climax it had been fighting. Brie’s hips lifted as her body came hard against the vibrating wand.

Rytsar murmured passionate words in his native tongue as she orgasmed for him, enhancing the experience and turning her on even more. Afterwards she lay there like a ragdoll, already spent, and they hadn’t even begun yet.

“Now that we have your body primed, I will introduce you to the process.”

Rytsar left her side and returned with a beautiful set of clover nipple clamps attached together with a heavy chain. She was familiar with them because she’d seen them used at clubs, but she had never experienced them herself because they were notorious for being extremely painful.

Brie looked at Rytsar fearfully.

“You know the bite of this clamp?” he asked.

“Only by reputation. I’ve never wanted to play with them.”

“They
will
demand all your attention.”

Brie looked at the clamps warily, whispering to herself, “I hope I can handle this…”

Rytsar grabbed her chin and stated in no uncertain terms, “You will be brave.”

She faced his intense gaze and nodded.

Rytsar released his hold, laying the clamps on her stomach. She jumped and then giggled nervously, surprised by the chilliness of the metal.

He pulled a length of rope from his back pocket and bound her wrists together, securing them above her to the headboard. Then he began caressing her breasts with both of his large hands. “Your body is already flowing with endorphins. It’s hungry.”

She stiffened when he began pinching her left nipple, making it hard and erect. Brie knew he was readying it for the evil clamp, and starting breathing more rapidly.

“Yes, I want you to anticipate the pain.”

Brie realized that Rytsar was the opposite of Tono Nosaka in a scene. Whereas Tono knew how to bring peace to her soul as he carried her along, Rytsar enjoyed the thrill of her fear and encouraged it.

Polar opposites with the same end goal.

She cried out when he picked up the clamp—before he even brought it anywhere near her poor nipple.

Rytsar’s chuckle was low and charming as he grasped her breast with one hand, squeezing it so her nipple protruded while he opened the clamp and placed it on either side of her innocent nipple. She stared at it in dread, knowing he was about to let go.

“Look at me.”

Brie looked up as he slowly released his hold on the clamp and it closed around her tender flesh. Her eyes widened as the pain registered, and she whimpered. She’d promised Rytsar she would be brave, so she silenced her cries, although tears formed as she fought through the sharp, throbbing ache it caused.

“I know your low tolerance for pain,
radost moya
,” he murmured as he kissed her on the lips and then left a trail of fiery kisses down her throat to her other breast. “I appreciate the sacrifice of your will as you struggle to obey.”

All Brie felt was the sharp pain of that clamp. It took over every thought but one as he pulled and pinched her other nipple.

Oh, God, he’s going to do it again…

Brie felt the same wild terror she’d witnessed when filming his sub, as he picked up the attached clamp and dragged the chain across her skin, bringing it to her other nipple. She fought the urge to look and kept her gaze locked on him.

Rytsar’s eyes shone with unbridled lust. She’d never seen him look at her that way before and it moved the submissive in her. She longed to please him—to be fully pleasing to him.

Knowing he valued her willingness, Brie forced herself to lift her right shoulder, offering her nipple to him even though everything inside her was screaming to push away.