Brimstone (2 page)

“It’s called investigative journalism, asshole. The next time I even hear about you attacking someone, I’ll e-mail these pictures to the principal, the local paper, and the admissions board of every school with a Division One football team.”

Brandon took a threatening step toward me, but restrained himself when I raised the camera. He gestured to his knuckle-cracking goon squad and they lumbered off, followed by Jessica, Jessica, and Jessica, who each gave me the death eye before they flipped their hair and flounced after them. I wondered if they worked on that synchronized hair flip during cheer practice.

When they’d gone, the Spanish Club and their customers emerged from behind the table where they’d been
hunkered, and began to applaud. I pshawed and, with a sense of whimsy, dropped a deep curtsy that probably looked silly in my jeans and Doc Martens.

“You bitch.” The depth of venom in the word prickled the skin on the back of my neck. The faces of the Spanish Club changed as well, like villagers in a werewolf movie, when their kindly town grocer suddenly turns into a slavering beast.

I whirled, but saw only Stanley. He was a mess; his colorless hair stood up in limp spikes, and his clothes were askew, so that even his skin didn’t seem to fit quite right. The sight should have been comically pathetic. But his eyes blazed at me from his thin face, so poisonous that I took an instinctive step back. “I don’t need your help handling those asswipes. I don’t need anyone’s help!”

“Of course you don’t.” I made my voice soothing, the way they talk to crazy people on TV. I wanted to tell him to get over himself, but the malice in him stopped my tongue. I was fighting the urge to cross myself, like Granny Quinn did when she talked about the evil eye, or bad news, or my mother’s cooking.

“You don’t believe me.” He brushed by, bumping me aside, stomping past the Mexican candy table. We all watched him, maybe afraid to look away, in case he sprouted another head or something. It didn’t seem impossible. “You’ll see. I don’t need anyone’s protection. You’ll all be sorry.”

Still muttering, he flung open the glass door and went in. I heard the Spanish Club exhale their pent-up breath, and someone laughed nervously. I didn’t blame her. Talk
about your B-movie dialogue. It was ridiculous to feel anything but sorry for the guy.

That’s what I told myself as I rubbed my arm where Stanley’s bony elbow had hit me, hard enough to leave a bruise.

a
valon High was the older of the town’s two public secondary schools. The oldest building on our campus had been around since World War II, and I was pretty sure my civics teacher had been on the faculty then.

Mr. Wells lectured straight from a series of overhead transparencies that dated back to the Reagan administration. I wasn’t sure if the material was that outdated, or if the government process was that stagnant, but it meant that as long as you copied down the information from the overhead (or got the transcription later), you could pretty much do whatever you wanted and the slightly deaf Wells
would keep droning on, like the little bald-headed engine that could.

This, and the fact that I had D&D Lisa to share my misery, kept me from skipping too much, despite it being the last class of the day.

Lisa had been D&D Lisa since the seventh grade. When she’d moved into the district midterm, there was already a Lisa in our class. Asked to “stand up and tell the students something about yourself,” the new Lisa said shamelessly, “I like to play Dungeons and Dragons.”

We laughed, of course, but she repeated this introduction in each new class period, with the same result. Finally I asked her, “Why do you say that, when you know everyone’s going to laugh?” She told me it was the quickest way to separate friend from foe: one laughs
with
her, the other laughs
at
her. “And when I take over the world,” she had said, with a very straight face, “I will know who to embrace into the fold, and who to feed to my undead zombie minions.”

That was Lisa. She said outrageous things, and you could never tell if she was being sarcastic or not. Geeky pretty, like that Goth girl on the TV show
NCIS
, and wicked smart, she didn’t even need fashion camouflage. She had the armadillo plating of unflappable self-confidence, and nothing she said, no matter how droll, seemed impossible.

Since I had no desire to be Zombie Chow, I resolved to stay on her good side. Eventually, I got over my intimidation and we became good friends, despite our obvious differences. Though she gave up the spikes and black nail polish in tenth grade, Lisa still had a way of throwing together vintage-store finds—things that should never go together—
and somehow making it work. When I do that, I just look like I dressed in the dark.

Maybe it helped that she had a tall and naturally slender physique, with chestnut hair that fell in a smooth curtain around her face. I’m short, but otherwise average, which means that I wish my butt were smaller, but I don’t wish it enough to actually exercise. My dark hair is cut in a bob, which is supposed to look like Velma Kelly in the movie
Chicago
. Only it never works out that way. My hair has a mind of its own, so with my round face and pointed chin, I mostly look like that crazy girl in
Fight Club
, only without the chain smoking and the, you know, crazy part.

Maybe I’m just saving the chain smoking, binge drinking, and crazy wild sex until I go off to college. But at the moment, my major vice is sarcasm, with a side of caffeine addiction.

Anyway, Lisa had the Geek Chic thing working for her, was the front-runner for valedictorian, and though she was in no way popular, she knew people in every subgroup in the school and had her finger on the pulse of the student body in a way that even I—plucky girl reporter—could only envy.

“I heard you took on the Jocks and Jessicas this morning,” she said as we sat in civics class that afternoon. The hum of the overhead projector covered our conversation easily. “When I am an evil overlord, you may be my minister of disinformation.”

“Thanks. I’ll need a job after you dissolve the free press.”

“Of course you will.”

Mr. Wells changed the transparency and we copied
down the overview of the judicial system. Test questions came word for word from the notes, making rote memorization the path of least effort. “I heard Stanley Dozer totally wigged out.”

I made bored curlicues out of the bottoms of my
g
’s,
p
’s, and
y
’s. “Who could blame him after the meatheads roughed him up?”

“Did he really call you a bitch?” I nodded and she made an annoyed sound. “That’s gratitude for you.”

“The fragile male ego makes no exceptions for nerds, I guess.” Finished copying the page, I slumped back down until the next installment, and rubbed the bruise on my arm. “You think he might climb the clock tower with an assault weapon one day?”

“Dozer? He’s in the Chess Club, for crying out loud.” She chewed the end of her pen. “Besides, we don’t have a clock tower.”

“You know what I mean.” No one really talked about Columbine High School anymore, but when I was in middle school we had three drills: fire, tornado, and one that involved locking the doors and huddling together as far away from the windows as possible. They told us this was an “extreme-weather drill,” for when there wasn’t time to move to safety. But it didn’t take a genius to figure out that nobody locked a door against a tornado.

“I’ll make you a deal,” Lisa mumbled around the pen in her mouth. “If Dozer comes to school in a black trench coat, we’ll ditch the rest of the day.”

“We can take my Jeep.”

Wells changed the transparency again, and we had to
shut up because the plastic was yellowed to the point where deciphering the print took all our concentration.

“There’s no coffee.” At five-thirty the next morning I stood in our kitchen in my pajamas and ratty old bathrobe and stared at the coffeemaker stupidly. “Why is there no coffee?”

My father continued to eat his cereal, showing not nearly enough concern for this crisis. “Write it on the grocery list.” He gestured with his spoon to the scrap of paper that was stuck to the fridge with a Disneyland magnet. “Your mom is going to the store this afternoon.”

“I don’t need coffee in the afternoon. I need it now.” I was whining, but I didn’t care. I needed caffeine.

“Have some tea.”

Grumbling, I opened the fridge. There was no Coke, either. This day was shot to Hell already. I scuffed my bunny slippers to the breakfast table and sat, head in hands, moaning piteously until he noticed my misery.

“What’s the matter, Magpie? You’re up early.”

“I had a nightmare.” I laid my cheek on the table. “I couldn’t go back to sleep, so I figured I’d get up.”

“You’re not nervous about your exams, are you?”

“No.” True, I was a little swamped at the moment. But the nightmare that rattled me wasn’t a brain dream, where my anxieties ran around in my skull like ADD gerbils. It was what, when I was little, I used to call “gut dreams,” after the “gut instincts” I still sometimes get. Those flashes were easier to filter than the dreams they sparked, because my defenses were down while I slept.

This nightmare was little more than disjointed images, but I’d awoken in a sweat, certain that something was very wrong somewhere. I had stumbled downstairs to try and chase the shadows away, but without my usual morning stimulant, the unease simply would not fade.

“Is Mom all right?” I asked.

Dad set down his spoon; his bowl was empty except for three Cheerios clinging together like tiny lifesavers in an ocean of milk. “She’s delicately snoring away.” He paused, then gave me a verbal nudge. “Did you dream about your mom?”

“No. It was really vague.” I frowned, doubting myself. “Probably just random stuff.”

“Tell me. Maybe you’ll feel better.”

Eyes fixed on those three little oat rings, I let my thoughts drift back to the dream, which always worked better than trying to purposefully remember details.

“I was somewhere really hot,” I began haltingly. “As hot as that blast of air when you open the oven door. There was fire, and really foul-smelling smoke.” My brows knotted. “Or maybe I only thought there were flames, because of the heat and the smoke. It was more the
impression
of fire, of trying to leash a force of nature.”

He nodded. I saw the motion in the corner of my eye as I let my mind float with the Cheerios. “And smoke?”

“All around me, burning my eyes and my throat. The smell was horrible, like a Dumpster on a hot day. Rotten eggs, spoiled meat, and something like gunpowder.” The images played before my unfocused eyes and I went on describing them in a droning voice. “In the center, the smoke thickened. Not solid, but with substance. Viscous, maybe.”

I wasn’t sure that was the right word. I remembered the toy slime I’d had as a kid, and the way the goo would slide through your hands, and squish through your fingers. The stuff also made a comical farting noise when you pushed it into the jar, but there was nothing funny about the formed yet formless darkness in my dream.

“What else happened?” Dad leaned on his elbows, eyes alive with an academic interest.

“A voice was calling out a list of names. Gibberish or another language, but definitely a roll call of some kind. I knew they were names of people. And I knew which name was mine.”

The images slipped away now, faster and faster the more I tried to grasp them. Then Dad bumped the bowl; the Cheerio rings broke apart, and with them my concentration. I breathed deep, and scrubbed my hands over my face.

“That’s all I remember.” My fingers speared through my thick mop of hair, worsening a raging case of bedhead. Dad watched me carefully, and I dredged up a sheepish sort of smile. “The whole thing doesn’t sound that scary when I say it aloud.”

He rose, gathering his breakfast dishes, and gave my shoulder an encouraging squeeze. “Isn’t that the point?”

“I guess.” I rubbed a little crust of sleep from my eye and asked, as casually as I could, “What do you suppose the dream means?”

“I don’t know, Magpie. What do you think?”

“I think it means I’m going to Hell.”

His dishes clattered in the sink. “What in God’s name makes you say that?”

“Come on, Dad. Fire? Brimstone? And that roll call, like
Gabriel, only on the crispy end of things.” I did feel better voicing the fear. Things lose a lot of power once you name them. “I’m probably going to Hell for telling Stanley I wouldn’t go to the prom with him.”

“Professor Dozer’s son?” Dad taught history in the same department where Stanley’s mom taught anthropology.

“Yeah. He asked me yesterday.”

“Heh.”

That was the support I got from my loving parent. “Heh.” I also noticed that he didn’t deny I might be Hellbound. I was
so
glad we’d had this little heart-to-heart.

I got up and shuffled toward the hall. “I’m going upstairs to get dressed. I’ll grab some coffee on the way to school.”

“You need to eat some breakfast.”

“Yes,
Mom
.”