Bring Larks and Heroes (2 page)

To Judith

who nursed this poor herd of chapters to pasture

AUTHOR'S NOTE

This novel is set in a penal colony in the South Pacific. The time is the late eighteenth century. Though the germ-idea from which the book grew was a passage in Captain Watkin Tench's journal,
Account of Settlement at Port Jackson
, and although many of the administrative details of this fictional station will resemble those of the settlement of which Tench wrote, the members of the administration are all – for better or worse – imaginary.

The geography of the colony suggests that of Sydney, but is not meant to be identified with it.

An example of the liberties I have taken is the use of the word ‘felon' in preference to ‘convict'. While ‘felon' did not, until well into the nineteenth century, become a general term for transported prisoners, it is used generally of prisoners in this story. ‘Convict' is a word which possesses pungent tones and colours, a word loaded with distracting evocations, especially for Australian readers. Whereas ‘felon' was free to take on the colour of whatever happened in these pages.

Anachronistic idioms have been avoided wherever their use would seem too blatant. But it is hoped that the reader who accepts the claim that the world of this novel is a world of its own will also accept the claim that it is allowed to have an idiom of its own.

1

At the world's worse end, it is Sunday afternoon in February. Through the edge of the forest a soldier moves without any idea that he's caught in a mesh of sunlight and shade. Corporal Halloran's this fellow's name. He's a lean boy taking long strides through the Sabbath heat. Visibly, he has the illusion of knowing where he's going. Let us say, without conceit, that if any of his ideas on this subject were
not
illusion, there would be no story.

He is not exactly a parade-ground soldier today. His hair isn't slicked into a queue, because the garrison he serves in has no pomade left, and some idle subaltern is trying to convert the goo into candles. Halloran's in his shirt, his forage jacket over his left arm. He wears gaiters over canvas shoes. Anyone who knew firearms would take great interest in the musket he's got in his
right hand. It's a rare model that usually hangs in the company commander's office.

The afternoon is hot in this alien forest. The sunlight burrows like a worm in both eye-balls. His jacket looks pallid, the arms are rotted out of his yellowing shirt, and, under the gaiters, worn for the occasion, the canvas shoes are too light for this knobbly land. Yet, as already seen, he takes long strides, he moves with vigour. He's on his way to Mr Commissary Blythe's place, where his secret bride, Ann Rush, runs the kitchen and the house. When he arrives in the Blythes' futile vegetable garden, and comes mooning up to the kitchen door, he will, in fact, call Ann
my secret bride, my bride in Christ.
She
is
his secret bride. If Mrs Blythe knew, she would do her best to crucify him, though that he is a spouse in secret today comes largely as the result of a summons from Mrs Blythe six weeks ago.

One Sunday about New Year, Halloran came to the kitchen door. Ann rushed out to him, and pressed his shoulders with both hands. This economy of endearment was made very spontaneously; and so it's necessary to say that Ann is not always spontaneous with Corporal Halloran. She sometimes suspects his motives; more often, she suspects God's.

‘Promise to wait here, Halloran,' she said, pointing at the threshold. She was whispering like a girl today, not like a conspirator; and she was openly exalted to
see him. ‘Mrs Blythe wants to talk to you. I was to tell her when you came.'

Hence the rapture, he thought. The front parlour is taking
cognizance
of us, as they say in court.

‘What does she want?'

Ann squinted and made a gesture of tamping down his voice with both hands.

‘I think she wants to make sure you're decent.'

‘Decent!' he hissed. He wasn't angry in any honest sense. Anger was futile since Mrs Blythe had the sovereignty over Ann. ‘Who's that old Babylonian whore of a heretic to worry whether I'm decent?'

Girlish for once, Ann rocked on her hips, and kept her laughter in with both hands. ‘You make me feel I'm ungrateful,' she said.

‘To her?' he asked. ‘Ungrateful to
her
? I think she might have her eye on your boy Halloran.'

The girl's mouth went haughty at the very idea.

‘She's a most sober woman. It's impossible.'

‘She wouldn't be the first one who ever wanted to wriggle round the sofa with a well-bred boy like me, who's got no diseases and doesn't look too bad.'

‘You make me laugh,' she said.

She bent with her forefingers of one hand in her mouth and laughed over the top of them. The laughter was supple and shivered with colour like a tree. As soon as Halloran was aware that it was beautiful in itself, instead of relishing it, he winced with pity. He winced,
visibly or otherwise, any time that her defencelessness was revealed. The poets promised the young some sort of leisure of love, some easeful immunity. Forget the leisure of love! A long acrid pity for an Ann who would weep, bleed and perish in season, possessed him most of his days.

However, he covered up the fact that her mortality had stung him. He lowered his eyes and uttered a few worn-out vows, and she took his hesitancy for a sort of ardour, and hunched her shoulders with delight. Once again, poets and story-tellers had formulated what a courting male should say, had created the counterfeit coinage of love; and a man was stuck with it.

She told him to wait, and he prepared himself to face Mrs Blythe. He laboured into his jacket. One of his elbows caught in its hot sleeve, and he snorted. He flattened his canvas hat and stowed it in against his ribs. He forced the uppers of his shoes, which had come adrift from the bark-thin soles, into trim shape.

Ann was back.

‘Be humble now, Phelim,' she whispered.

Humbly, his canvas feet scraped up the few blocks of sandstone that gave into the back parlour.

He followed Ann around the flanks of a pretentious mahogany table where Mr Blythe starved Mrs Blythe twice a day. The Blythes had shipped out such substantial furniture, because the Home Secretary had intended a volume of industry within the new
colony that would make a Commissary a substantial figure, doing substantial work. But the industries had been all still-born; and all Blythe did now was to see that everyone was given two and a bit pounds of flour, two and a bit pounds of meat and a few sundries of other food each week. He restricted his own household to this bare ration.

Such moral heroism, rare amongst Commissary officials, had been gingerly praised by His Excellency when the new ration was announced to the garrison. One look into Blythe's household, however, gave a person an indication of Blythe's true motive: that he was trying to starve his wife, short of killing her, until her pious gut cracked. King in the food store, he could at will prise the lid off a barrel of cheeses and filch one from the top. The Portsmouth victuallers would be blamed for such casual losses as went to keep the Commissary robust.

Now Ann and Halloran had come into the hall. It was breathless and dark, seeming full of the grey ashes of that smouldering day.

‘Be humble, love,' she repeated, and knocked on a properly-panelled door towards the front of the house.

‘Ongtray!' called Mrs Blythe.

‘She means go in,' Ann hissed at him.

‘I know, I know.'

‘Turn the handle!' called Mrs Blythe, as if a door with a turning handle were a specialty to him.

So Halloran turned the handle, and came into the
room where Mrs Blythe used all the day on her devotions and her leg ulcers. She sat in a heavy, straight-backed Italianate chair. Her feet rested on a hassock, and there was a rug over her knees. On a table to her left stood all that was needed to rub, anoint, lance, probe, cauterize and dress her leg. A squat stone lamp, the spoons and needles and lancet, the rags and jars of stewing poultice were, all together, the staple of her life. For Mrs Blythe had been blessed with a putrid leg as other women are with children.

On her right, amongst a deal of impassive mahogany, a slender half-circle of walnut, meant to go against a wall but free to wander in view of Mrs Blythe's disorder, attended its mistress on foal's legs. Her books were heaped on it in two tiered pyramids. Halloran had a passion for the leather wholesomeness of books, and the aley smell of book-mould was for him the smell of matured wisdom. So much so that he thought Aquinas must have smelt like that, and Solomon in his chaster days. There was time to read two titles:
Primitive Christianity
by Bishop Cave,
Sermons for Several Occasions
by John Wesley. Then he had to turn to Mrs Blythe.

She had her square owl's face with its baggy jaws fixed on him. All her hair, not a wisp excepted, was swept up into a tight cap, so that eyes predominated and looked perilously alert. Halloran avoided taking her on eye to eye. He gazed at an empty space to the
left of her head, and dominated it in a relevantly direct, respectful, staunch and soldierly manner.

‘Corporal Halloran,' she muttered speculatively, as if it mightn't be such a bad name for a terrier or a horse.

‘Yes, madam.'

‘Errh . . .' she said by way of a dainty parenthesis, and wriggled her afflicted leg about on the hassock. ‘I've asked some of the officers who have visited my husband here, about what sort of young man you are.'

‘Yes, Mrs Blythe.'

‘I was able to ask Captain Allen also, your company commander, I think. He claims that you are a most temperate and reliable young man.'

‘Thank you, madam.'

‘No, don't thank me, young man. For this reason, that I find that a soldier's idea, any soldier's idea, of what is temperate and reliable to be very lacking.'

She leant on one buttock as pain diverted her for some seconds. Her narrow mouth opened to the spasm, not altogether humourlessly or ungratefully.

Shuddering, she asked him, ‘Do you love Ann?'

Halloran's eyes, having been drawn by the lady's virtuoso agony, returned to the empty space with which he'd earlier chosen to deal. Whatever could the woman mean by the word, when she locked Ann up in the kitchen at night against her predatory husband,
while she herself sat here morning and afternoon with pain licking up and down her limbs?

‘Yes, Mrs Blythe,' Halloran decided, loath.

‘I am not the type of lady who lets her servants go to hell in their free time, Corporal.'

‘I'm sure, Mrs Blythe,' Halloran rumbled, out of the deeps of his blushing throat.

No one would go to hell in peace in her household. Not even old Blythe could damn himself at leisure. For Mrs Blythe had confided once to Ann, and Ann had ultimately reconfided to Halloran, the story of how her husband had
walked disorderly
with a domestic in Portsmouth. Even Ann had thought that, in view of what probably passed between Blythe and the girl,
walked disorderly
was a poor choice of terms. Mrs Blythe's father had obtained this expiatory post on the edge of the Southern Ocean for his son-in-law, and bullied him into it. The old man was an august Staffordshire potter, now clawing up the breakneck face of his eighty-sixth European winter; and mad Mrs Blythe wrote to him with ruinous frequency, begging him to exclude herself and indecent Mr Blythe from the inheritance.

‘Since the day I had Ann assigned me on the
Castile
,'
the lady was grinding on, ‘she has been as close to me as a servant can be. I approve her industry, and her standards of behaviour are remarkable in this human sink in which we serve our King, Halloran.'

‘Yes, madam.'

Madam took a large, manly handkerchief from her sleeve. She rubbed her neck which grew lividly out of her old lace fichu. Apart from the question of the potter's fortune, had that flawed skin and baggy throat once put furies into Blythe's loins?

‘I will not speak indirectly, Halloran,' she said, chin up and the handkerchief rubbing. ‘I know how men live in this small parish of hell. I ask you straight. Have you ever lived in concubinage?'

‘No,' he said grudgingly. ‘No.' Not, he thought, that there would be any concubinage on the earth if all women shared the complexion of Mrs Blythe's flesh and spirit. ‘You're not the only one who fears hell, Madam.'

‘I do not fear hell, young man. I have a Saviour. And answer me properly!'

‘No, I haven't lived in concubinage, Mrs Blythe.' He swallowed. ‘I live for Ann.'

‘Why don't you marry Ann, then? It is better to marry than to burn.'

As this random lump of St Paul hit him in the eye, he snorted, continuing in mental revolt. Could the woman believe that someone had once burnt for her, and that her dumpy flesh had quenched any fires?

Suffer it to be said that Halloran was doing better with Mrs Blythe than many an Irishman would have. After all, he knew what a large word like concubinage meant, although he claimed to have never practised it;
and Mrs Blythe somehow expected, when she used the word, that Halloran would understand it. Although he comes from a tiny place along Wexford Bay, he studied for two years, until he was nineteen, in the Bishop's house in Wexford itself. It was planned that he would be going to the Sulpicians in Paris to be trained and priested. However, he was, there in Mrs Blythe's sitting-room, as he is here in the forest, a corporal of Marines in a different world. Nonetheless, he could remember that in Wexford he read some moral treatises that advocated marriage as a remedy for lust and a cure for the sin of Onan; and he thought, that Sunday when Mrs Blythe quoted scripture, that, in common with such moralists, she wouldn't have recognized love on a fine day, with the sun on its face.

‘It is not a matter of burning, Mrs Blythe. We can't marry except before a priest.'

‘A papist priest?'

‘Yes.'

‘And in the meantime, you expose my Ann to temptation. I find your attitude difficult to understand.'

‘Mrs Blythe, you know of a district of the soul called the conscience. If Ann married against her conscience, she'd despair. Then, certainly, she'd be open to temptation.'

Mrs Blythe screwed her rigorous nose. Pain was at her again. Her eyes closed delicately. Halloran remembered a time in Wexford, when he himself had been drowning in guilt, and the stairways and the dark corners of rooms had
stunk of hell, how a poisoning in his jaw had given him a marvellous repose. He understood Mrs Blythe's indecency as now she groaned for Brother Pain, who had the knack of flushing out of the veins any sense of immensities, of the terrible height of God and the depth of hell; who left you enjoying the uprightness of your chair, the splotch of sun on the floor, the astringent sweatiness of your face, all for their own delicious sakes.

With her mouth partly open and shut eyes, Mrs Blythe enjoyed these things for perhaps fifteen seconds. Then she came back to Halloran; her face wide open for business again, nasty as a hockshop.

‘When I spoke of temptations,' she said, ‘I was not referring mainly to temptation from inside Ann herself. I was speaking of temptation from the outside. I was speaking of you, Corporal.'