California Sunrise (6 page)

He glared at her. Something needed to be done, but Hadiya would be reluctant to let her go. Graciela was an excellent worker.

“I’ll be with her in a moment.”

Luis remained remarkably quiet while Alicia settled her bill. The boy snuggled into Raúl’s shoulder, stirring a familial tenderness from a distant past. By the time he handed the boy to Alicia, Luis was almost asleep.

“I’ll see
you
on Wednesday,” he said.

“
Sí.
”

She walked toward her car, her back straight in spite of the weight of her child. Mother love. He saw it every day, but it never ceased to awe him. Luis would never be a perfect child, but Alicia would stand by him.

He wanted to get to know her better.

It was close to five thirty by the time he was done. Lunch had been a rushed ham sandwich from a nearby deli, along with his fifth or sixth coffee of the day.

He really should cut down on caffeine.

Opening the medical records browser, he typed in notes about his last patient before calling Graciela into his office.

“What can I do for you, Dr. Mendez?” She traced a glossy red nail across the papers at the edge of his desk.

Her nails looked sharp enough to rip skin, like her words had torn at Alicia.

“Sit down. We need to talk about your behavior.” He clenched his abs to keep his temper in check.

Once his receptionist sat, her legs slightly apart, he stood and walked around the desk. If nothing else, his uncle had taught him how to make someone feel powerless.

She crossed her legs, her skirt inching up her thigh.

He forced himself to focus on her face. The heavy makeup enhanced the invitation in her eyes—a request he’d avoid.

“I don’t like your attitude with Alicia. Your behavior this morning crossed the line. That will stop or there will be consequences.”

Graciela licked her lips and leaned forward. “You wouldn’t treat her so nicely if you knew her better. Like I told you, I know her from Los Banos.”

His hand itched to slap her face.

“She claims my boyfriend Eduardo is Luis’s father, but ...” She shrugged her shoulders. “You know women like that.” She raised her eyebrows. “How could she possibly know who the father is?”

“Enough. One more word and you’re fired. I don’t know what happened between you and Alicia, and I don’t care. You will treat
everyone
in this office and all of our patients with respect. If you feel you can’t, I’ll write you a two-week severance check right now, and you can pack up your things.”

The rat-a-tat of the blood in his temples made it difficult to think.

Graciela’s mouth was a thin line.

He forced himself to stay silent.

“I understand, Dr. Mendez.”

As she squeezed past him to exit, her heat radiated against his skin. He pulled away from her as if she was a snake about to strike.

She paused at the door. “I’ll do
whatever
you say, Dr. Mendez.” Her red-stained lips stretched in a smile more predatory than appealing.

Once she left, he let out his breath.

Paperwork. Hadiya had drummed into his mind the necessity for writing up personnel issues. God, he hated employee problems. He typed a quick email to his partner, including his formal complaint about Graciela.

She would handle it. Growing up in the farmworkers’ cabins of the Central Valley, he’d never seen any man deal with relationships well. His male relatives would carp and complain under the shade of a lonely live oak in the dusty lot as they drank their beer. Disagreements and children’s behavior were left to the women. If a man was involved, a belt usually came out.

Especially if that man was his uncle. Raúl still had scars from the belt the man had used on him. His upbringing hadn’t given him the skills to handle employees who often acted like bickering schoolchildren.

He’d needed someone to teach him.

When he’d heard about this position at the clinic through his school, he’d phoned immediately for an appointment. In one of the better turns in his life, Hadiya Patel had taken him on as a business partner.

His practice was growing and providing enough income that he didn’t have to worry about life’s economics. With a steady hand on his finances, he’d never go back to the crushing poverty of his youth.

But his personal life was a mess. Depression haunted him far too often, and he was lonely. Maybe it was time to squeeze out some time for dating.

• • •

Raúl arrived at Starbucks the following Wednesday about ten minutes early, but Alicia was already there, two cups on the table in front of her.

“I got you a Frappuccino,” she said, smiling. “It’s the least I can do for all the free advice you’re giving me.”

Maybe he’d give up caffeine tomorrow.

“
Gracias
, but you don’t owe me anything.” If anything, it was the reverse. He took a sip of the sweet caffeinated drink. “Mmm.” He grinned at her. “How is Luis? Did the fever go away?”

“Yes, he’s much better,” she said.

He took another sip of his drink, at a loss for words. While he was good with small children and mothers, any other interaction with the female gender made his palms sweat. The cup crinkled as he squeezed it, a drip of foam slipping down its side.

“You said your cousin had Asperger’s. Is that how you became interested in childhood behavior?”

His shoulders relaxed as he began the long-winded answer to her question. “I grew up in the Central Valley. My parents were fieldworkers. It was a hard life, but it was happy in its own way. We kids would do all kinds of crazy things when we weren’t working in the fields.”

“How old were you when you started working? What did you pick?”

“I worked in the family garden from the time I could walk. By fourteen I was in the fields. We picked everything—oranges, plums, cotton. The grapes were the worst. Sticky. Wasps. Even black widow spiders.”

“Ooh. Gross.” Her nose crinkled up, and her pink lips became a circle.

“Yeah, it was. Of course, we boys would tease the girls with whatever insect we could find. They’d run away screaming the first few times, but then they’d retaliate. And man, they were worse than any guy could be.” He chuckled. It was an easy laugh, like those he’d shared with his friends when he was small.

“Sounds like a tough start for a doctor,” she said.

“It was.” He nodded. “But I had some wonderful teachers—the kind that see beyond the racial stereotype to the kid who is eager to learn. They helped me believe I was too smart to work in the fields forever. I stayed in school, applied for a scholarship, and made it into the UC Santa Cruz, followed by medical school in Irvine. Then I interned at Dominican in Santa Cruz.” It was the sanitized version of his life, skipping over the deportation of his family, his uncle’s abuse, and his own fight with depression ever since.

“Sounds intense,” she said.

“It was. There were times I thought I wasn’t going to make it. Rotation was brutal. I didn’t know whether it was day or night. No time for anything except eating and sleeping.” He patted his stomach. “I lived on junk food. It’s taken me three years to get the pounds off.”

“But you did it.”

“
Sí
. I accomplished my dream.”

Some of the sunshine slipped from Alicia’s face.

“What’s the matter?”

“Nothing.” She waved her hand. “There are things I need to do, and they’re taking longer than I want to accomplish.”

“Like what?”

“I was on the track and field team in high school, before ... before I got pregnant. I was going to go for a scholarship to Berkeley. She looked away from him and stared at a corner of the ceiling. “I still want to go to college, but it’s a lot harder trying to do it with a job and Luis.”

His light caress on her hand made her look up at him, but she didn’t pull away.

“That doesn’t mean you have to give up your dreams forever. Didn’t you tell me you were registering for classes at Costanoa College? What courses are you taking?”

“Mainly business. It’s the quickest way to make more money to take care of my son.”

“How long will it take to get a degree?”

She shrugged. “It’s going to take a while. I can only do a few classes at a time. Most daycare facilities won’t take Luis. They manage him for a little while, then hand him back and tell me he doesn’t fit in. My grandmother’s the only one who’s been able to handle him while I work and go to school, but he exhausts her.”

Her plight made his heart ache. “If you didn’t have to worry about daycare for Luis, would you still work in retail?”

Her hesitation told him of her conflict, a battle he could understand. When it came to fighting for an education, he’d had to be selfish, putting himself ahead of family and friends. The trait hadn’t always been appreciated.

“I accidently took a sociology class.” A smile played across her lips.

“Accidently?” He laughed.

“I wanted to do something just for me—something that didn’t involve being practical.” She withdrew her hand and picked up her beverage, her smile dipping at one corner.

His laugh was bolder this time. “Sounds like you need to take more ‘accidental’ classes—things that can help you go to a four-year school if you want. Don’t let the dream die.”

“Some days it seems impossible.”

“If I could do it, so can you.” Judging by her frown, he thought he might be pushing too hard.

“You didn’t have a child to take care of.” Frost edged her tone.

“I’m not saying it’s easy. I know what it’s like to fight prejudice and poverty to get what you want. Many days I had to force myself out of bed to go to class or work because it seemed hopeless. But I did make it, and so can you.” He stared into her eyes and drummed his fingers to emphasize the point. “So. Can. You.” This was a gift he could give her—support in believing she could achieve her goals, in spite of the problem fate had handed her.

Could he give her more than moral support? Would she let him help take care of Luis? It was a big step for this early in their relationship, if they even had a relationship.

She lowered her eyelids and took a sip from her coffee. “Why children?” she asked. “Especially, why kids with behavioral problems?”

Apparently they were done talking about her.

“There were always lots of kids running in and out of my house—relatives, neighbors, foster kids. I got used to babies and little ones pretty early on. They may be difficult, but for the most part they don’t lie to me about what’s wrong. If only people understood how important early-childhood care is to a person’s entire life, they’d ...”

She shifted in her seat.

“Sorry. I ramble about things that make me passionate.” He shrugged and splayed his hands.

“I can see that.” Her face shined with approval. “But I’m happy to listen. I like learning about what drives people.”

Once again, he looked into her brown eyes, seeing honesty and a touch of wariness. His gaze expanded to take in her features, full lips, smooth skin, and abundant dark hair. Her figure was trim without the extra fleshiness he often saw in teen mothers who hadn’t bothered to recover from pregnancy in anticipation of the next child.

“You said you did track and field in high school. Do you still run?”

“When I can—there’s not much time these days.”

“I jog a few times a week. Maybe some Saturday you could join me?”

“That would be nice. I’ve got one of those jogging strollers I found in a secondhand sports store, so I don’t have to find someone to watch Luis.”

“Good.” Another opportunity to get to know her and observe Luis.

He glanced at his watch.
Damn
. “I have to leave soon. Can I see you again next week? Maybe we could jog together this weekend?”

The half smile returned. “I’ll meet with you next week, but I have to work on Saturday. Some other time?”

He nodded and left the café with a lighter step than when he’d entered.

• • •

Leaving Luis buckled in his car seat for a moment, Alicia took the pink-boxed chocolate mousse cake she’d picked up from Gayle’s Bakery to Elizabeth’s front door and rang the bell.

“Hi, Alicia! Come in, everyone else is here,” Elizabeth said.

“I need to get Luis.” She held out the box.

“Of course. Do you need help with anything else?”

Alicia shook her head.

“Before we go in,” Elizabeth said, “I wanted to talk with you about something.”

“Okay.” A chill washed over her skin.

“Nothing bad!” Elizabeth smiled. “Sarah said she gave you the coach’s card. I know it can be expensive, but it’s really worth it. I’d like to offer to pay for one session a month, part of your employee benefits.”

“I can’t accept that. You do so much for me already.”

“Yes, you can. That’s what family is for—to help each other when times are tough. You’re family. Even if it is a little strange, it works for me.”

“But …”

“I want you to be successful. That way, when Marcos and I are old and decrepit, you can help Sarah take care of us.”

“I don’t think a coach can help me. I mean, what do they know about Asperger’s?”

“A good coach, like Carol Eos, can make you face your problems head-on. She won’t tell you what you want to hear, she’ll tell you what you need to hear.”

The prospect didn’t sound inviting, but if it would help her move forward with her goals …

“Okay. Thank you.”

“Good.”

“Mom!” Sarah yelled from the kitchen. “Something’s burning!”

“Oh, dear.” A frown line crossed Elizabeth’s perfect forehead, causing Alicia to smile. Her boss was rarely flustered.

Even though she wasn’t sure he understood her, Alicia crouched next to Luis and explained what was going to happen. It was a technique the book had mentioned for older children, but she was desperate to try anything that might improve her life.

She touched his cheek to get his attention.

His deep brown eyes stared at her.

“First, I’m going to unbuckle you.” She touched the buckle. “Then, I’m going to move the straps off your arms.” She touched the straps and his arms. “Then I’ll pick you up, and we’ll go inside.” She pointed to the open door of Elizabeth’s house.