Can You Forgive Her? (74 page)

There had been another word or two between Burgo Fitzgerald and his aunt before the evening came, a word or two in the speaking of which she had found some difficulty. She was prepared
with the money, – with that two hundred pounds for which he had asked,– obtained with what wiles, and lies, and baseness of subterfuge I need not stop here to describe. But she was by no means willing to give this over into her nephew’s hands without security. She was willing to advance him this money; she had been willing even to go through unusual dirt to get it for him; but she was desirous that
he should have it only for a certain purpose. How could she bind him down to spend it as she would have it spent? Could she undertake to hand it to him as soon as Lady Glencora should be in his power? Even though she could have brought herself to say as much,– and I think she might also have done so after what she had said, – she could not have carried out such a plan. In that case the want would
be instant, and the action must be rapid. She therefore had no alternative but to entrust him with the bank-notes at once. ‘Burgo’ she said, ‘if I find that you deceive me now, I will never trust you again.’ ‘All right,’ said Burgo, as he barely counted the money before he thrust it into his breast-pocket. ‘It is lent to you for a certain purpose, should you happen to want it,’ she said, solemnly.
‘I do happen to want it very much,’ he answered. She did not dare to say more; but as her nephew turned away from her with a step that was quite light in its gaiety, she almost felt that she was already cozened. Let
Burgo’s troubles be as heavy as they might be, there was something to him ecstatic in the touch of ready money which always cured them for the moment.

On the morning of Lady Monk’s
party a few very uncomfortable words passed between Mr Palliser and his wife.

‘Your cousin is not going, then?’ said he.

‘Alice is not going.’

Then you can give Mrs Marsham a seat in your carriage?’

‘Impossible, Plantagenet. I thought I had told you that I had promised my cousin Jane.’

‘But you can take three.’

‘Indeed I can’t,– unless you would like me to sit out with the coachman.’

There
was something in this, – a tone of loudness, a touch of what he called to himself vulgarity, – which made him very angry. So he turned away from her, and looked as black as a thundercloud.

‘You must know, Plantagenet,’ she went on, ‘that it is impossible for three women dressed to go out in one carriage. I am sure you wouldn’t like to see me afterwards if I had been one of them’

‘You need not
have said anything to Lady Jane when Miss Vavasor refused. I had asked you before that’

‘And I had told you that I liked going with young women, and not with old ones. That’s the long and the short of it’

‘Glencora, I wish you would not use such expressions.’

‘What! not the long and the short? It’s good English. Quite as good as Mr Bott’s, when he said in the House the other night that the
Government kept their accounts in a higgledy-piggledy way. You see, I have been studying the debates, and you shouldn’t be angry with me.’

‘I am not angry with you. You speak like a child to say so. Then, I suppose, the carriage must go for Mrs Marsham after it has taken you?’

‘It shall go before. Jane will not be in a hurry, and I am sure I shall not’

‘She will think you very uncivil; that
is all. I told her that she
could go with you when I heard that Miss Vavasor was not to be there’

‘Then, Plantagenet, you shouldn’t have told her so, and that’s the long –; but I mustn’t say that. The truth is this, if you give me any orders I’ll obey them, – as far as I can. If I can’t I’ll say so. But if I’m left to go by my own judgement, it’s not fair that I should be scolded afterwards.’

‘I have never scolded you.’

‘Yes, you have. You have told me that I was uncivil.’ ‘I said that she would think you so.’

‘Then, if it’s only what she thinks, I don’t care two straws about it. She may have the carriage to herself if she likes, but she shan’t have me in it,– not unless I’m ordered to go. I don’t like her, and I won’t pretend to like her. My belief is that she follows me about to
tell you if she thinks that I do wrong.’

‘Glencoral!’

‘And that odious baboon with the red bristles does the same thing, – only he goes to her because he doesn’t dare to go to you.’

Plantagenet Palliser was struck wild with dismay. He understood well who it was whom his wife intended to describe; but that she should have spoken of any man as a baboon with red bristles, was terrible to his mind!
He was beginning to think that he hardly knew how to manage his wife. And the picture she had drawn was very distressing to him. She had no mother; neither had he; and he had wished that Mrs Marsham should give to her some of that matronly assistance and guidance which a mother does give to her young married daughter. It was true, too, as he knew, that a word or two as to some socially domestic
matters had filtered through to him from Mr Bott, down at Matching Priory, but only in such a way as to enable him to see what counsel it was needful that he should give. As for espionage over his wife, – no man could despise it more than he did! No man would be less willing to resort to it! And now his wife was accusing him of keeping spies, both male and female.

‘Glencora!’ he said again; and
then he stopped, not knowing what to say to her.

‘Well, my dear, if’s better you should know at once what I feel about it. I don’t suppose I’m very good; indeed I dare say I’bad enough, but these people about me won’t make me any better. The duennas don’t make the Spanish ladies worth much.’

‘Duennas!’ After that, Lady Glencora sat herself down, and Mr Palliser stood for some moments looking
at her.

It ended in his making her a long speech, in which he said a good deal of his own justice and forbearance, and something also of her frivolity and childishness. He told her that his only complaint of her was that she was too young, and, as he did so, she made a little grimace, – not to him, but to herself, as though saying to herself that that was all he knew about it. He did not notice
it, or, if he did, his notice did not stop his eloquence. He assured her that he was far from keeping any watch over her, and declared that she had altogether mistaken Mrs Marsham’s character. Then there was another little grimace. ‘There’s somebody has mistaken it worse than I have,’ the grimace said. Of the bristly baboon he condescended to say nothing, and he wound up by giving her a cold kiss,
and saying that he would meet her at Lady Monk’s.

When the evening came, – or rather the night, – the carriage went first for Mrs Marsham, and having deposited her at Lady Monk’s, went back to Park Lane for Lady Glencora. Then she had herself driven to St James’s Square, to pick up Lady Jane, so that altogether the coachman and horses did not have a good time of it. ‘I wish he’d keep a separate
carriage for her,’ Lady Glencora said to her cousin Jane, – having perceived that her servants were not in a good humour. That would be expensive,’ said Lady Jane. ‘Yes, it would be expensive’said Lady Glencora. She would not condescend to make any remark as to the non-importance of such expense to a man so wealthy as her husband, knowing that his wealth was, in fact, hers. Never to him or to any
other, – not even to herself, – had she hinted that much was due to her because she had been magnificent as an heiress. There were many things about this woman that were not altogether what a husband might wish. She was not softly delicate in all her ways; but in disposition and temper she was altogether generous. I do not know that she was at
all points a lady, but had Fate so willed it she would
have been a thorough gentleman.

Mrs Marsham was by no means satisfied with the way in which she was treated. She would not have- cared to go at all to Lady Monk’s party had she supposed that she would have to make her entry there alone. With Lady Glencora she would have seemed to receive some of that homage which would certainly have been paid to her companion. The carriage called, moreover,
before she was fully ready, and the footman, as he stood at the door to hand her in, had been very sulky. She understood it all. She knew that Lady Glencora had positively declined her companionship; and if she resolved to be revenged, such resolution on her part was only natural. When she reached Lady Monk’s house, she had to make her way up stairs all alone. The servants called her Mrs Marsh, and
under that name she got passed on into the front drawing-room. There she sat down, not having seen Lady Monk, and meditated over her injuries.

It was past eleven before Lady Glencora arrived, and Brngo Fitzgerald had begun to think that his evil stars intended that he should never see her again. He had been wickedly, baulked at Monkshade, by what influence he had never yet ascertained; and now
he thought that the same influence must be at work to keep her again away from his aunt’s house. He had settled in his mind no accurate plan of a campaign; he had in his thoughts no fixed arrangement by which he might do the thing which he meditated. He had attempted to make some such plan; but, as is the case with all men to whom thinking is an unusual operation, concluded at last that he had better
leave it to the course of events. It was, however, obviously necessary that he should see Lady Glencora before the course of events could be made to do anything for him. He had written to her, making his proposition in bold terms, and he felt that if she were utterly decided against him, her anger at his suggestion, or at least her refusal, would have been made known to him in some way. Silence
did not absolutely give consent, but it seemed to show that consent was not impossible From ten o’clock to past eleven he stood about on the staircase of his aunt’s house, waiting for the name which he was desirous of hearing, and
which he almost feared to hear. Men spoke to him, and women also, but he hardly answered. His aunt once called him into her room, and with a cautionary frown on her
brow, bade him go dance. ‘Don’t look so dreadfully preoccupied,’ she said to him in a whisper. But he shook his head at her, almost savagely, and went away, and did not dance. Dance! How was he to dance with such an enterprise as that upon his mind? Even to Burgo Fitzgerald the task of running away with another man’s wife had in it something which prevented dancing. Lady Monk was older, and was able
to regulate her feelings with more exactness. But Burgo, though he could not dance, went down into the dining-room and drank. He took a large beer-glass full of champagne and soon after that another. The drink did not flush his cheeks or make his forehead red, or bring out the sweat-drops on his brow, as it does with some men; but it added a peculiar brightness to his blue eyes. It was by the light
of his eyes that men knew when Burgo had been drinking.

At last, while he was still in the supper room, he heard Lady Glencora’s name announced. He had already seen Mr Palliser come in and make his way upstairs some quarter of an hour before; but as to that he was indifferent. He had known that the husband was to be there. When the long-expected name reached his ears, his heart seemed to jump
within him. What, on the spur of the moment, should he do? As he had resolved that he would be doing, that something should be done, let it be what it might, – he hurried to the dining-room door, and was just in time to see and be seen as Lady Glencora was passing up the stairs. She was just above him as he got himself out into the hall, so that he could not absolutely greet her with his hand; but
he looked up at her, and caught her eye. He looked up, and moved his hand to her in token of salutation. She looked down at him, and the expression of her face altered visibly as her glance met his. She barely bowed to him, with her eyes rather than with her head, but he flattered him self that there was, at any rate, no anger in her countenance. How beautiful he was as he gazed up at her, leaning
against the wall as he stood, and watching her as she made her slow way up the stairs! She felt that his eyes were on her, and where the stairs
turned she could not restrain herself from one other glance. As her eyes fell on his again, his mouth opened, and she fancied that she could hear the faint sigh that he uttered. It was a glorious mouth, such as the old sculptors gave to their marble gods!
And Burgo, if it was so that he had not heart enough to love truly, could look as though he loved. It was not in him deceit, – or what men call acting. The expression came to him naturally, though it expressed so much more than there was within; as strong words come to some men who have no knowledge that they are speaking strongly. At this moment Burgo Fitzgerald looked as though it were possible
that he might die of love.

Lady Glencora was met at the top of the stairs by Lady Monk, who came out to her, almost into the gallery, with her sweetest smile, – so that the newly-arrived guest, of course, entered into the small room. There sat the Duchess of St Bungay on her stool in the corner, and there, next to the Duchess, but at the moment engaged in no conversation, stood Mr Bott There
was another lady there, who stood very high in the world, and whom Lady Monk was very glad to welcome – the young Marchioness of Har-tietop
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. She was in slight mourning; for her father-in-law, the late Marquis, had died not yet quite six months since. Very beautiful she was, and one whose presence at their houses ladies and gentlemen prized alike. She never said silly things, like the Duchess,
never was troublesome as to people’s conduct to her, was always gracious, yet was never led away into intimacies, was without peer the best-dressed woman in London, and yet gave herself no airs; – and then she was so exquisitely beautiful. Her smile was loveliness itself. There were, indeed, people who said that it meant nothing; but then, what should the smile of a young married woman mean? She
had not been born in the purple, like Lady Glencora, her father being a country clergyman who had never reached a higher grade than that of an archdeacon; but she knew the ways of high life, and what an exigeant husband would demand of her, much better than poor Glencora. She would have spoken of no man as a baboon with a bristly beard. She never talked of the long and the short of it. She did not
wander out o’ nights in winter among the ruins. She made no fast friendship
with ladies whom her lord did not like. She had once, indeed, been approached by a lover since she had been married, – Mr Palliser himself having been the offender, – but she had turned the affair to infinite credit and profit, had gained her husband’s closest confidence by telling him of it all, had yet not brought on
any hostile collision, and had even dismissed her lover without annoying him. But then Lady Hartletop was a miracle of a woman!