He makes a low harrumphing sound. “What did you do next?”
“I rapped on everybody’s door. Then I came back here and waited.”
“I was awake already,” Parson whispers to the sash.
The Colonel looks hard at Parson. “And where were
you
sequestered, Your Saintliness, might I inquire?”
Parson turns lazily about to face him. (The Colonel is a parakeet—; Parson is a cat.) “I heard the fuss and come on downstairs,” he says.
“You were gone from your room all night, sirrah. I heard you as you left.”
Parson simply shakes his head. He looks at me and smiles. “Poor fat Harvey,” he says. His voice is sweet as clotted butter.
A new fancy strikes me then. We stand gathered about the body like delegates to a mock Confederate Congress—: the Colonel playing the part of Robert E. Lee, Harvey standing in for Stonewall Jackson, Parson for the blessing of the Lord, and Jefferson Davis, that paragon of Southern gentility, being played (of course) by—
The thought strikes each of us at once. Oliver Delamare is missing. The Colonel raises his head with a jerk and his eyes dart from one of us to another. I do my best to avoid his look.
“Where is the mulatto?” he demands.
“Back in Huh!—Huh!—
Hominy
ville by now, most likely,” Kennedy answers, letting out a snort.
“See if you can find that mulatto, Virgil,” the Colonel says tightly. “Tell him to get himself up here.”
“As you like, Colonel,” I say. But I say it too eagerly. Kennedy’s lips pull back from his teeth and Parson shoots me that look of his. No matter, I think—; in another moment I’ll be gone. Gone from the room, gone from the sight of them, out into the un-cankered air.
The Colonel crooks a finger at me as I go.
“You bring him straight up here, Virgil! No dallying! Do you hear?”
BY VIRTUE OF OUR DAILY WALKS TOGETHER, it’s supposed that Delamare and I are friends. The truth is that I adore him. My love for Delamare is not like the love I feel for my Clementine, of course, though his beauty plays a part in it. (Clementine Gilchrist! My catastrophe! My life!—No. I won’t think of her. Not yet.) Delamare possesses what the rest of us are desperate for—: Delamare possesses grace. He draws on it at whim, effortlessly, like a hawk tipping on the wind. The adoration I feel toward him is in no way returned—: he feels a lack of revulsion toward me, at best. But even that is no small miracle in this place.
I step out into the hall, force myself to take a breath, then shuffle in my heavy-footed way downstairs. The Colonel knows where Delamare is as well as I—: out on the verandah, dressed in his immaculate city clothes, gargling his Mississippi mud.
Each morning at six Delamare goes to the river, dressed as if for a banker’s holiday, then wades into the current and ducks his body under. He stays under-water until his sight goes black and the water clambers up his brain, until he forgets himself and Geburah, until death comes and tickles him on the ribs. Then he brings a jarful back to the house and sits cradling it in priestly silence, breathing in carefully plotted patterns, waiting for the breakfast bell to chime. Often the whites of his eyes are red with broken veins and his face is as yellow as the mud he sips. He swears by this ritual, and occasionally performs it a second time at dusk.
I’ve been in the water exactly once, and that by accident. The last thing I want is that damned river in my skull.
Delamare is not sitting as I pictured him, with his boots propped against the rail and a jar cradled in his kid-gloved hands, nursing his heroic spite. Instead I find him leaning out over the lawn, not so much to get a view of the river as to distance himself from the house at his back. The look on his face is that of complacency beatified by bitterness. He glances at me and I find myself straightening, waiting for him to address me—: there are moments when he inspires, quite carelessly, a behavior that borders on the courtly. For a time I thought it arose from his nobility of spirit—; for a time from his natural refinement—; for a time simply from his youth. After thirty weeks together in this charnel-house, however, I know that it can be traced to the calm disdain in which he holds each of us without exception, and to the violence that hovers about his perfect body like a cloud of bees over an exotic flower.
“Ah! It’s you, Virgil,” he says, as though I were bringing him out his slippers.
“Goodman Harvey is dead.”
He blinks at this. “Poisoned?”
I nod. “Permanganate of potassium, rules the inquest.”
He scratches his chin. “Kennedy’s my guess.”
I say nothing for a moment, considering. “I might reckon it a suicide.”
“Might you?” He grants me a smile. “And on what would such a ruling rest?”
“He was a sorry son of a bitch, that’s all. Perhaps he realized it.”
Delamare sighs. “By that logic, we should each of us be laid in our respective plots, Mr. Ball.” He winks at me. “Excepting present company.”
I make a courtly bow. “I might excuse Asa as well, the poor cracked egg.”
This proves a mistake. Asa Trist, mad-man and heir to this estate— both the gang’s protector, therefore, and its protégé—was born into everything Delamare covets, and has grown into everything Delamare hates. His madness has never been enough to excuse his wealth and pedigree. Delamare’s face goes dark and tight-cornered as a closet.
“Your generosity does you credit, Virgil. Historically speaking, however, young Asa has more blood on his hands than all the rest of us put together.”
I tip my head to one side, trying to catch his eye. “Look him in the face, Oliver, the next time you see him. He’s paying for the sins of his fathers every waking minute.”
Delamare looks out at the river. “That may be,” he says, in a voice drained of all humor. “Yes. I expect he is working at his atonement.”
From the kitchen-house comes the sound of old Dodds, the house-boy, busying himself with breakfast. I watch Delamare patiently, waiting on a sign. All traces of calm have rolled off his features like river-water from a bluff.
“I’m sorry, Oliver,” I say.
“Nonsense!” Delamare sing-songs, getting to his feet. “Shall we take our ceremonial turn through the grounds?”
This is less a proposal than a decree. He gives me a mock bow and glides elegantly away, out from under the shadow of the house and off toward the orchard without a single wasted movement. I think of my promise to the Colonel and hang back a spell, gazing over the red clay lawn at Delamare’s gracefully retreating form. The next instant I’m off the porch and gone, shuffling after the Redeemer’s prodigy no differently than I shuffled after the Redeemer himself, faithfully and doggedly, those seven swift years that led me down into this hole.
II
The Law is a ass.
—William Bumble
Horse-Thievery.
IT BEGAN at a respectable camp-meeting, Virgil says. I first laid eyes on the Redeemer in May of ’56, just up-river from Natchez. I was passing the head of Lafitte’s Chute in a pine-sap canoe I’d paid for honestly in Vicksburg when the immaculate white of a revival tent caught my notice, fluttering bravely at a spot that had been wilderness only a fortnight before. I banked my canoe in the shade and climbed up the muddy, stump-littered slope, aiming to satisfy my curiosity at the tent-flap. A water-stained bill stuck to the canvas by what looked to be a lady’s hat-pin caught my eye—:
THADDEUS H. MORELLE
REDEEMER OF LAMBS
“The Same Came For A Witness;
To Bear Witness Of The Light”
On the far side of the tent, past a cluster of traps and wagons, thirty-odd horses stood tethered in a row. There were a few skiffs and bucket-boats farther up the bank, but not many. Most of the congregation looked to have come on foot. Up close, the canvas was frayed and weathered—: peering in through a thumb-sized gash, I saw the tent was already amply filled with lambs. I hung back a moment, overcome by a fit of bashfulness (I was a rather timid vagrant in those days) and looked straight above me at the sky. It was sapphire blue, I remember, and wonderfully calm. A warbling rose up now and then inside the tent, punctuating the reedy exhortations of the preacher. Even through the heavy cloth his voice had something queer about it, something out of place, as though a chimpanzee were lecturing a learned assembly. My prudence did battle with my curiosity, fired a brave volley, then collapsed in a heap of dust. I parted the tent-flap and slipped inside.
In doing so I sentenced my Christian self to death, though at the time I felt nothing but astonishment. Through a breach in the crowd I saw the preacher on his crate pulpit, gasping and spitting and proselytizing and weeping—: a delicate, sallow-faced, limp-haired dwarf, in a suit that looked cut out of butcher’s paper. I mumbled an oath and passed a hand over my eyes. Was this some manner of vaudeville? Had I mistaken a curiosity-show for a bona-fide camp meeting? I stood stock-still for a spell, my right hand clutching at the tent-flap, my left hand in front of me as if in expectation of a fall. Then I found a place for myself at the back of the airless, man-smelling tent and listened.
The preacher wore a bi-cornered hat of brushed black silk, the kind Napoleon favored at Waterloo. His left fore-finger rested lightly on a Bible, and he was declaiming in a tremulous voice, a voice riddled with earthly suffering—:
TRULY GOD IS GOOD TO ISRAEL, EVEN TO SUCH AS ARE CLEAN OF
HEART. BUT AS FOR ME, MY FEET WERE ALMOST GONE; MY STEPS
HAD WELL NIGH SLIPPED. FOR I WAS ENVIOUS AT THE FOOLISH,
WHEN I SAW THE PROSPERITY OF THE WICKED.
He paused the briefest of instants and raised his rum-colored eyeballs to survey us. I’d been to revivals before, and was used to their choked-back burlesqueries—; delighted in them, in fact. This was altogether different. The few women in the crowd clutched at their bosoms and wept in silent misery—; the men stood together in a clot, staring at the preacher with a look of unleavened murder. They did their best to drive the notion from their minds, of course, as the killing of a preacher is no small matter in the eyes of God and society. But the urge was there, and unquiet—: you could read it in their faces. And it was this very same urge held them in his power.
“ ‘For there are no bands in their Death,’ ” the preacher continued, lingering affectionately over his
t’
s and
s’
s in an unmistakable shanty-town lisp. I smiled a little to myself—: this sport of nature had come— of all places!—from the nigger-townships along the delta. But he was all the more marvelous for it.
THEY ARE NOT IN TROUBLE AS OTHER MEN: NEITHER ARE THEY
PLAGUED LIKE OTHER MEN. THEREFORE PRIDE COMPASSETH
THEM ABOUT AS A CHAIN; VIOLENCE COVERETH THEM AS A
GARMENT . . .
He leaned slowly forward, the trace of a frown on his damp, rat-like face, and glanced up from the book as though he’d just recollected us. “This puts me in mind of an episode from my own life,” he said in a wistful voice. Planting a finger on the little book, as if to keep it from escaping, he began—:
“I was raised on an acre of black peat in Virginia, youngest boy to a simple, scripture-loving planter of plug tobacco. There were thirteen of us all told, minnowed into two eight-by-seven-foot rooms. But we lived modestly, and praised God nightly in our prayers.” The crate creaked angrily beneath his feet. “Up the lane lived a great patriarch, Yeoman Dorne, with his wife and seven sons. The youngest of them, Ezekiel, was my equal in years.”
His eyes grew melancholy and fixed. “Lord knows, our lot was not a disburthened one,” he said.
A chorus of anticipatory sighs.
“Hejekuma Morelle, my grandfather,” said the preacher, “was, to put not too fine a point on it, stricken with the pox” (assorted gasps and mutterings). “Contrary-wise, Yeoman Dorne—a Bostoner—was a wide-breasted squire of sixty-five, arresting in person and boisterous in manner. The cries and frequent imprecations to our Lord by my grandfather, who raved and cursed us in his misery, took their toll not only on my grandmother, Odette—who developed in consequence a nervous palsy—but also on my mother, Anne-Marie, who grew progressively weaker from lack of sleep, and presented an easy mark to the cholera which swept through the country in the winter of ’29” (brighter, more plaintive whimperings from the choir). “Morelia Dorne, wife of our neighbor—whose boots we buffed, whose wheat we threshed—never suffered the least complaint of health and bore seven healthy, plum-cheeked sons and daughters.”
The preacher regarded the assembly dolefully. Not a word was spoken during that very lengthy pause. The breeze rustled the canvas and moved the tent-poles from side to side, giving the illusion of a ship at sea, or at least of a barge in a heavy current. At last he cleared his throat.
“The premature end of my sweet mother sent my father, who’d never been entirely right in the head, into antics of filth and violence undreamt of by Christian man. My eldest brother, Thaddeus Everett— whose left side was withered from birth—made the error of reprimanding my father one evening for his profligacy, calling on Saints Peter and Albert as his witnesses. My father brained him with a cast-iron chimney pan.” The preacher paused again. “The sight of
that
drove my sister Sophia clean out of her wits, and troubled all of our sleep for six months thereafter. My grandfather’s blubberings, needless to say, continued without abatement.”
The preacher had not so much as blinked since the commencement of his narrative. His face was placid as a saint’s. Ignoring the mounting disbelief of the crowd, he continued—: “The eldest Dorne boy, Patrice, excelled at hunting, fishing, and the steeple-chase, in which last he took particular pleasure on account of the Libyan thorough-bred with which his father had lately furnished him.
Contrary
-wise, my second sister, Margaret, a bed-ridden cripple, witnessed the unrelenting recession of our family’s fortunes stoically from her pallet by the coke-stove. My younger brother Thaddeus Benjamin had the skin slowly peeled from his body for the sole offense of stuttering at the supper-table—; Ezekiel—my counterpart in the Dorne household—was never, to my knowledge, so much as shat on by a pigeon. My third sister, Isabel, was set upon, while still quite young, by a hungry sow and horribly disfigured. Each of the Dorne boys, contrary-wise, received a trained jacarundi at their confirmation, with a pearl-and-moleskin collar on which the Declaration of Independence, in its entirety, had been embroidered in platinum thread. Esperanza, our youngest, was seized by my grandfather in a fit of syphilitic delirium, taken hold of by the ears, and repeatedly, mercilessly—”
At this instant the preacher’s litany was cut short by the sobs of a woman to the left side of the pulpit. With a wink to the assembled crowd, he turned to her.
“You there,” he said. “You, little mother! Would you venture to affirm that you know your scripture?”
I could just make out the back of the woman’s head, if I stood on tip-toe. It shook a little, but she answered confidently enough—:
“I believe I do, preacher.”
“We’ll see what you believe,” the preacher said. His voice was low and reverent. Holding his right hand aloft, he intoned—:
THEIR EYES STAND OUT WITH FATNESS:
THEY HAVE MORE THAN HEART COULD WISH.
“Who is being discussed here?” he asked, looking not at the woman but over her black-bonneted head at the rest of us. A light was beginning to kindle in his eyes.
“The wicked,” the woman answered promptly.
“The
wicked,
” the preacher repeated for our benefit. He coughed once into his sleeve. “Recognize them, do you, from that description?”
“I haven’t—beg pardon, I recognize their manner from it,” the woman said. “I’d know them by their
ways,
sir, yes.”
“Your familiarity, sister, with the ways and manners of the
wicked
is duly noted,” the preacher said. A ripple of laughter ran through the tent. “Pray continue your declamation for us.”
The woman said nothing, shaking her head more resolutely now.
“No?” said the preacher, frowning. “Nothing? Shall we give you more? Good—; we’ll give you more.” He ran his finger slowly, almost coquettishly, down the page.
THEY ARE CORRUPT, AND SPEAK WICKEDLY CONCERNING
OPPRESSION: THEY SPEAK LOFTILY.
He paused again. The tent was as silent, in that moment, as a genuine church might have been. The woman was one of a small, severely clothed handful at the very front who looked to be the only persons there to have opened the Holy Book—; the others, by the look of them, were in the habit of passing their Sabbath-days in decidedly looser collars. The preacher smiled and shifted his balance on the crate.
“I don’t follow, sir,” the woman said, looking to either side of her in perplexity. “I don’t see that I warrant—”
“ ‘They set their mouths against the heavens,’ ” the preacher hissed, glaring down at her as though the Antichrist were hiding in her bonnet—: “ ‘They set their mouths against the heavens, and their tongue walketh through the earth.’ ” There! What is the lesson in that, little mother-in-Jesus?” He stepped—or rather teetered—back from the edge of the crate as he spoke, holding the small glossy book above him like a tomahawk. I saw now that it was a cheap brush-peddler’s copy, the sort passed out at every river-landing. “ ‘Their tongue WALKETH through the earth,’ ” he sang out, slapping the binding smartly with his palm. “Psalm 73, one–nine!”
The woman made no attempt at a reply. The bonnet hid her face from us, but it was plain that she was weeping. The preacher looked down at her contentedly. He was a puzzle to us all, and an entertainment—; but he was more than that. He was a revelation. To the woman in front of him, of course, he was no less than a scourge.
“‘Their tongue walketh through the earth,’ ” he said once more, almost too quietly to hear.
Just then a scuffling began outside the tent. No-one else seemed to take note of it, though the sound was irregular and bright. Perhaps the preacher did, however, as he suddenly stood bolt upright and sucked in a solemn breath. In spite of his exceeding smallness—or perhaps because of it—this act had a tragic nobility that was irresistible. It seemed as if he were about to embark, with gentility and grace, upon a long and sweetly rendered discourse on human suffering.
Instead he hurled himself down at the stricken woman, buffeting the air with the little book, his thin voice sharpening to a shriek—:
“It’s ME, of course, little mother-in-Jesus!
Me!
Can’t you find me in that scrap of doggerel? Can’t you make out my silhouette? Do
my
eyes not stand out with fatness? Does pride not compass
me
about? Have
I
not set my mouth against the heavens? Answer! Have I not spoken loftily?”
He tossed the book aside and caught the woman about the waist, pulling a pocket-mirror from his coat and bringing it within a hair’sbreadth of her face—:
“The lesson, little mother, is not to go rooting about for sweet-meats when your bowels were meant for oats.”
The woman’s body slumped forward slightly, as though the wind had gone out of it. The preacher’s next words came out very like a hymn—:
LOOK UPON YOUR CUD-CHEWING NATURE,
BLESSED OF JAHWEH, AND BE CONTENT.
The image of him in that instant is graven onto my memory like acid onto copper-plate. He stood stock-still before the woman, one arm hidden among the starched pleats of her dress, the other holding the mirror aloft that the entire tent might peer into it. He was a good deal smaller than his victim and there was something about him of the supplicant and the school-boy even as he stared up into her eyes, his face a patch-work of malice, exultation, and heaven knows what species of desire. The rest of the women buried their faces in their shawls—; the men howled at the pulpit like heifers at a branding.
No-one had made a move as yet, however. All stood looking on abjectly, stiffly, breaking away in a great show of disgust only to look back at once, helpless as babes in their curiosity. Some of the men had begun, without being aware of it, to leer. The sermon had done its work—: in the space of five minutes the assembly under the tent— which at first had borne at least a skin-deep resemblance to a gathering of the faithful—had been exposed as a carnival of mawkishness and lust. A dream-like stillness overcame me, the stillness of astonishment, weighing down my awareness and my limbs—; I turned back sleepily to face the pulpit. The preacher was now clutching the woman’s head by its tight, revivalist bun and fumbling with the fly-button of his britches.
In the blink of an eye the crowd swung shut on them like a gate. I fought my way forward with all my strength—; just as I reached the pulpit, however, shouts rang out behind me and the gate swung open as inexorably as it had closed. The preacher and his catechist had vanished. A tide of bewildered faces swept me out onto the grass—: it was the better part of a minute before I was able to get my bearings. When at last I did, I couldn’t suppress a laugh—: along the edge of the tent lay a row of cast-off saddles, ranged neatly side-by-side in the weeds. Of the thirty-odd horses there was not the slightest trace.