Cast in Ruin (9 page)

“But our people? They’re fuckin’ mice. They scatter at the sight of the Norannir.”

“Big surprise. They were generally smart enough to scatter at the sight of you, and you weren’t eight feet tall and wielding an ax they probably couldn’t lift on a good day.”

Morse was willing to concede this, but only barely. “I
wanted
them to be afraid. I
was
a threat. Avoiding me? Made sense. But avoiding the Norannir makes none.”

Clearly, life in Tiamaris—the fief, not the Dragon—agreed with Morse; she’d never cared much whether people made sense before.

“They’ll stay if the Lady’s with them, though. They love her more than they fear the Norannir.”

“We can probably work with that.”

Tara, who had been walking in silence toward the Tower—with the odd stop to look at dirt or grass—turned to look at Kaylin. She raised a brow to make clear she’d heard the words and wanted details. “The Norannir are going to be living in the fief. They may make their way out in ones and twos—I did, Severn did—but this is where most of them are going to stay. The rest of the People who already live here don’t have much choice, and even if they thought they did, they wouldn’t say anything.

“But they trust you now.” In truth, it had taken much, much less time for that trust to build than Kaylin would have guessed. “If they trust you
enough
that they’re willing to risk their lives in the presence of the strangers, we can work with that. We can make the strangers seem less, well, strange.”

“How?” Morse demanded.

“I don’t know how much time Tara has, but…these language lessons. Sanabalis has a good idea once in a while; he’s trying to teach the kids. What if we do it in the other direction?”

“What?”

“We teach the human kids the Norannir language. Tara can be there to help. It doesn’t have to be much, and it doesn’t have to be useful right away. But the kids’ll spend time with the Norannir, and anything that doesn’t terrify kids…”

“Who’s going to volunteer their kids?”

Kaylin said, “I don’t know. But we won’t be the ones asking—Tara will. Besides, not all the kids have living parents. Offer them a meal and they’ll come.” Morse nodded and they both looked at Tara.

Tara, however, looked ahead to the Tower. “Come,” she said quietly. “You asked me about the sword.”

“You said you didn’t—”

“I don’t. I don’t, but I can—in the words of the fief—guess.”

The Tower doors still boasted no door wards, and this, more than anything else, made it instantly feel like home. Or as much a home as a rising pillar of white stone, surrounded by carrot, beet, and potato gardens could ever be. The doors rolled inward as Tara approached them, but many, many of the fancier buildings in the City had doors that did that, as well. Here, she bowed to Maggaron.

“You will be safe within,” she told him.

“What I see—”

“You will be safe. You cannot harm
me.
And if I do not wish you to leave, you will remain within the Tower for the rest of your natural existence.”

He didn’t find this as off-putting as Kaylin might have were she in his shoes. Instead, he nodded. “I have no weapon to offer,” he added, as if this made sense. Clearly, to the Norannir, it did. Tara nodded.

Kaylin, on the other hand, said, “This sword—”

“It is yours,” was his grave reply.

“Yes, I got that. But—did it happen to come with a sheath?”

His brows, which were pale, rose in an arch that almost touched his hairline.

“I’ll take that as a no.”

Maggaron looked to Tara; Tara said nothing. Together, they entered the Tower, shadowed by Morse. Kaylin and Severn pulled up the rear.

As Towers went, this one—at least in the front—was stable. The foyer looked the same as it had any other time Kaylin had crossed the threshold, and the long wide halls still looked as if a Dragon in native form could comfortably maneuver them. The doors were doubled, and wide, where they could be seen at all. Given the changing nature of Castle Nightshade, this brought Kaylin some comfort.

Maggaron had no difficulty entering the doors; nor did he find the halls themselves in any way cramped or confining.

“Where are we going?” Kaylin asked when Tara opened the doors that led into the main—or what Kaylin assumed was the main—halls.

“To the mirror,” was the quiet reply.

Kaylin managed to hide a grimace, in large part because Tara had already turned and begun to walk away. The mirror within the Tower wasn’t an actual mirror; it was a small pool whose still water was reflective. Kaylin’s previous experience with said mirror hadn’t exactly been comforting.

Tara raised a brow, as if she could hear the thought; given who she was and where they were, she probably could. “I think you will find the visit less exciting this time,” she offered.

“Think?”

“You are unusual, so there is always the possibility that something entirely unforeseen could occur.”

“This has something to do with the sword?”

“No. Not directly.”

“With Maggaron?”

“No. I find him curious,” Tara added, “because it is clear to me that he is
not
immortal; it is clear, as well, that he has a true name. These two things should not be able to coexist.”

Kaylin cleared her throat.

Tara raised a brow. “I am aware of your claims, Kaylin. I am aware of what you carry. I am not yet aware of how it affects either you, or the name itself; nor am I certain whether or not the name can be used against you, as true names can otherwise be used.

“But in the case of this man, the name
can
be so used; it is part of him.”

“You can tell that just by looking?”

“You cannot?”

“Never mind.” Kaylin turned to Maggaron and said, “Mejrah called you Ascendant. What does that mean?”

It was his turn to look confused. “You do not understand what an Ascendant
is?
But you—you are Chosen.”

“I’m what passes for Chosen in
this
world. And in
this
world, until a few weeks ago, there were no Norannir. And no Ascendants, either.”

“I do not understand.”

Join the club,
Kaylin thought. “The Norannir now live in a world that’s mostly populated by people like me. Or like my companion, Corporal Handred.”

“And Dragons.”

“There aren’t so many Dragons as all that,” Kaylin replied. “One of them is the Lord of this fief. I think there are five Dragons in total; one of those five is Emperor, so he’d be considered the Lord of the fief
I
live in. Which is not this one.”

“And this Tower? Is it not yours?”

“No, it is definitively
not
mine. It’s the home of Lord Tiamaris—the one with the large wings, the long neck, and the impressive set of teeth.” Pausing, she added, “What are Dragons to the Norannir? I get the impression you didn’t have them at home.”

“Our stories of our own home are best told by the elder: she is the keeper of our tales.” He had stopped walking, but so had Tara, and she’d tilted her chin in that particular way that meant she was paying attention.

Kaylin watched his expression as she asked her next question. “The Norannir clearly hadn’t seen Dragons before they came here. They were really…uncomfortable…about their transformation to and from Dragon form the first time they saw it—they thought the Dragons might be Shadows.

“But you saw Tiamaris and recognized him. Maggaron, you knew Dragons.”

CHAPTER 7

Tara approached the closed double doors at the hall’s end. They were exactly as Kaylin remembered them, as was the rest of the hall. They rolled open into a room that was also familiar: runes glowed on the walls, separated by standing pillars; these pillars surrounded a shallow, circular pool of water that was absolutely still.

Maggaron hesitated, still pinned by Kaylin’s gaze. At length he turned and followed where Tara led. He hadn’t answered the question; Kaylin
knew
it was because he would have lied. Which made no sense. “Maggaron—”

“If you want an answer I am sworn not to give, you have the option of forcing it from me.”

She cursed briefly, and in Barrani. This cheered her up; she was going to have so much fun at the office with that word.

They entered the room, Severn pulling up the rear, and the doors rolled quietly—but not ominously—shut behind them. Every part of this building was in some way part of Tara; it
was
her physical form, her body. Sanabalis might not understand why the citizens of the fief didn’t fear the Avatar, but Kaylin did; Tara, at her most terrifying, stood against things that had demonstrably killed—or worse—people’s neighbors in the past few months. While people had famously short memories, they weren’t
that
short.

“Kaylin?” Tara asked.

She lifted the sword that was still entirely without a scabbard.

Tara frowned. “Do you wish me to take it? You don’t mind?”

Something about the way she asked the question caused an answering frown across Kaylin’s lips. “Should I?” She held the weapon out. It was, absent runes, a sword. It looked decently forged, decently put together; the hilt was fancier than Kaylin would have ideally liked, because fancy hilts were a total pain in the butt to keep clean.

Tara held out a hand, and Kaylin put the sword’s hilt—not the blade, as Maggaron had done—into her palm. Tara was watching her face closely. “You feel…nothing?”

“Should I?”

“I don’t know. I would have said, had I been asked, that you must.” She turned to Maggaron. “You gave her this blade.”

He nodded, and then his glance bounced off her gaze and landed somewhere on the wall just past her shoulder. “I did.”

“Did you not feel its pull?”

He was silent.

Tara frowned again. She lifted the sword, examining the runes along the blade as if she were reading a letter.

“What do they say?” Kaylin asked her.

Tara was silent, absorbed in her inspection. When she spoke again, it was to the Norannir. “Could you have given her this blade at all if your name were entirely your own?”

He grimaced. “I do not know, Lady. The blades call
us
when we are finished our training and we are taken to the spire of ascension. If we are not called, we go no further, although many who have failed the test of sword have gone on to lead, and lead well.”

“When you say call, what do you mean? Do the swords literally speak?” This question, Kaylin could have asked. She hadn’t, but she was interested in the answer.

His answer was quiet, and long in coming. “Yes,” he finally said.

Kaylin glanced at the blade that now rested in Tara’s hand. “It didn’t speak to me,” she told the Avatar. “It changed shape, but it didn’t speak.”

Tara examined the sword once more. After a pause she spoke, and the word traveled down Kaylin’s spine as if it had been hissed in her ear. The sword’s runes began to glow, the color shifting from pale blue to a white gold that was hard to look at for long. Tara’s eyes, when she looked up, were literal stone, which happened when she forgot to maintain their appearance. The rest of her face looked normal. “Tara, what do the runes say?”

Tara was silent for a long moment, scrutinizing the blade’s flat. At length she said, “I cannot read them. I cannot
see
them clearly, Kaylin. I can sense that they are there, no more. The sword—it did not speak to you.”

“No. Should it have?”

“But it took a shape that you could more easily wield. Maggaron, did the sword speak to you?”

“I answered—”

“No, not upon your ascension. Today. In the streets of the heartlands.”

Once again, he turned away. “Yes, Lady.”

“When? I apologize if this is uncomfortable,” she added. The words were not gently spoken.

“When she spoke my name,” was the soft reply. “When the Chosen spoke my name, the sword spoke to me.” He started to speak, stopped, and turned away completely, but his expression was so wounded Kaylin reached out and caught Tara’s shoulder, pulling her back.

Tara, eyes still marbled stone with no whites, no pupils, and no irises, frowned. “If we do not understand the nature of the weapon’s interaction with this man, we will not understand the weapon itself.”

“It doesn’t matter,” Kaylin said, pitching her voice as low as possible. “I think we can guess at the answer to at least that question.”

Tara hesitated, and then color returned to her eyes as they lost that disturbing appearance of carved rock. “Can I ask him what the last thing the sword said was?”

Kaylin, looking at the blade, could also guess the answer. “I think—I think the sword told him to give it to—to someone else.”

“To give it, Chosen, to you,” was the soft reply. “I have not heard her voice for so long—” He shook himself then. “She must be speaking to you; her shape is now yours. You cannot hear her?”

“No.”

“Have you tried?”

“Well, no. It’s a sword—I didn’t expect it to try to hold a conversation.”

He appeared to be genuinely scandalized; it made him look younger. “Please—try. She
has
a voice, and if you hear it once—” his voice broke, but this time he continued “—you will hear it until you fall.”

“As you did.”

“As I did.”

“And you can’t hear her now?” It was hard, to give a sword a gender.

“No, Chosen. She is no longer mine, and I—I am no longer hers.”

Tara, mindful of Kaylin’s words, said, “But you carried her into the Shadow, and she absorbed some of what you absorbed.”

He nodded.

“And you’re certain the sword is both whole and safe?”

“Safe? She is as you see her.”

“Safe to use. Uncorrupted.”

“She cannot be corrupted.” There was no doubt at all in his words.

Kaylin lifted a hand. “She might not be corruptible,” she pointed out, “but the fact is you used her to cleave great chunks of ground to open a crevice that passed beneath the borders here. It doesn’t matter if she can’t be
changed
if you can use her at the command of Shadows.”

He said nothing.

“Maggaron—”

“I will not speak of it further unless you force the words from me,” he replied. “But she is—as she always was—blameless. I could not cast her away; the weakness was mine. She is now in your hands. Mejrah knows; take her to Mejrah and she will begin to teach you.”

Tara shook her head. “I do not like this,” she finally said.

“The sword?”

“Or the connection between the sword and the bearer. There is something that is not quite right here.” She turned to Kaylin. “I suggest that you do not wield the weapon until more of its nature is understood.”

Kaylin shrugged. “I’m not great with a sword, anyway. Do you want to keep it for now?”

Tara hesitated again, and then nodded. She carried the sword to the still, and untouched, surface of the mirror, and lowered it gently toward the water. The mirror’s surface began to ripple. Tara spoke slowly as she held the sword—Kaylin couldn’t understand a word of the speech. But the rhythm of the words implied ritual, not conversation.

The water began to rise, and the Avatar frowned. She spoke again, and this time the cadence was different—but Kaylin saw no images reflected in the water’s surface; there was too much turbulence. “Tara?”

Tara frowned. She shifted her grip on the hilt and brought it down into the water in one sudden rush of movement. The water
parted.
Anywhere where the sword’s edge was, it wasn’t.

“Tara, the water’s not supposed to do that, is it?”

“It is not entirely water, and as you have apparently surmised, no.”

“You weren’t going to leave it
in
the water, were you?”

“No, Kaylin. But I wished to access information about the runes on the blade itself.”

“You can’t.”

“I cannot access any information relevant to this weapon at all. The mirror does not…see it…clearly.”

Kaylin wasn’t certain how mirrors—of any kind—“saw.” It wasn’t one of the technical details explained in Magical Theory 101; if it had been, she’d probably have paid a lot more attention. But as a student in that particular class, she’d been expected to accept as incontrovertible truth whatever the teacher laid down as “fact.”

What she’d taken out of the class, however, was basic: when magic was working properly, things were fine. When magic broke down—like, say, carriage joists—things went downhill very quickly, and not in entirely predictable ways. “Maybe we shouldn’t try.”

Tara lifted a brow. “Perhaps. But I find the sword disturbing. I am aware of the ways in which weapons were imbued with magic; with the oldest of magics, the enchantments were not entirely predictable. Even so, there is something about this blade that is strange. I will keep it for the moment.”

Kaylin, however, shook her head and glanced pointedly at the roiling water. “It hasn’t hurt me, yet,” she told the Tower’s Avatar. “And it hasn’t had any effect on me that I can see. But it’s certainly having an effect on the Tower. I’ll keep it.” She grimaced. “And try to find a damn sheath for it.” Turning to Maggaron, she said, “What did you use for a sheath?”

“A…sheath?” He stared at her for a moment, and then said in a clear and distinct voice, “What have I done? What did you ask me to do?”

She realized that he was speaking not to her but to the sword that currently rested in Tara’s hands. What was disturbing was the attenuated sound of a disembodied
snicker.

Tara returned the sword to Kaylin. “Perhaps you are correct,” she said quietly. “But…be careful if you decide to use the blade.” She stepped away from the pool and then said, “Have you eaten?”

Maggaron accompanied them into a hall that branched off the main one. He was silent in the way that badly shaken people are. Kaylin, who’d been perfectly serious about a sheath for the weapon, couldn’t bring herself to ask again. But there were other questions she wanted to ask.

“Maggaron, how long have you been trapped in the—the heartlands?”

“I do not know, Chosen. Time does not pass in the Shadows the way it does in my homeland. The sun rises and sets in a manner that makes no sense, and night is oft long.” He hesitated, and then added, “She would know.”

He meant the sword. “She’s not speaking to me, yet; I don’t think she’d answer the question. How much can you clearly remember?”

“Enough. I was not always aware of where I was or what I did when under compulsion. I can be controlled; I can contain the Shadows, but only when controlled; they will not otherwise come at my call.”

“Do you understand how they’re called?”

He frowned. “No. I understand that they are both individual and connected somehow; they speak, but they speak through or past me. They are aware of what I am, and some handful have attempted to attack me directly; they fail.

“But beneath the ground in some areas of the heartland, the Shadows lay fallow. They are seeded there, dormant, and they rise when called. They do not always don the same forms, but when they are finished, they always dissipate; the ground once again absorbs them.”

“Are they aware of you when they’re in the ground?”

“I do not know.”

“If they’re not called, they don’t attack?”

“They do not attack me, Chosen; there is no point. At best, they could destroy me, but I would then be of little use.”

“What do they want from you?”

“What do they want from any? They will corrupt any land that borders their own; what they cannot corrupt, they destroy. But when the land is transformed, those that cannot be transformed wither and die; it will no longer sustain them. That is history,” he added with just a faint hint of reproach.

“They didn’t destroy you,” she pointed out.

He stopped walking. His expression when he turned to her was both gaunt and hollow. “Did they not?” he whispered.

She decided to take her own advice to Tara, and fell silent.

Tara led Maggaron to a set of doors that were, as all doors in the Tower, quite wide. “Maggaron,” she said quietly. She gestured and the doors rolled open. “There is a window; it doesn’t look out into the streets or the gardens.”

He glanced at it.

“The doors are not warded, but they are…sensitive. If you are willing to remain here as my guest, remain here.”

“I—”

“Tomorrow, when my Lord and I return to the borders, we will bespeak Mejrah and discuss your fate. For the remainder of the day, however, the Chosen and my Lord have much to discuss; she was not summoned to these lands in order to contain you, but rather, in order to serve my Lord.”

“I—are you certain it is safe, Lady?”

“I am certain. While you are in this Tower, you are safe. Not even Kaylin could use your name against you here if I did not desire its use.”

He lowered his head. “I will rest here,” he said. “The room is large enough, and the bed—”

“It was designed for the use of the Norannir.”

He was silent.

“Maggaron, how long has it been since you slept?” Kaylin asked softly.

“Slept?” he asked, as if it were a foreign concept.

“Sleep now, if you can.”

He nodded. It looked as though a bad puppeteer had pulled strings to achieve the effect. “She is no longer mine,” was his quiet reply as he headed awkwardly toward the bed. “Maybe, now, I will sleep.”

Tara had clearly learned about dining from an Imperial Dragon who attended large, formal state dinners and regularly fed hundreds of people in one sitting. Since this was not the first time that Tara had offered Kaylin food, the room that appeared when the doors rolled open was a bit of a shock. It was, for one, huge; the ceilings were high, the walls were adorned with tapestries that could have been used for an entire mansion’s worth of walls.