Cerberus: A WOLF IN THE FOLD (23 page)

 
"Sentence on Dylan Zhang Kohl is therefore pronounced and ratified," the judge was saying. "Prisoner will remain in custody and undergo full sentencing as soon as practicable
,,
preferably within the next few hours. Release is set at ten hundred tomorrow morning, at which time she will be released to your custody, Qvvin Zhang."

 
I nodded and sat back down.

 
"Sanda Tyne," the judge continued, "
you
shall be judged and locked into the body now possessed by Dylan Kohl. It is further directed that you undergo a process of psychological conditioning at the Borough of Medlams Public Psychology Section as prescribed by this court, and that you be reduced to the status of mendicant. Any employment you might find is restricted to the most menial of Class II occupations, and permanently fixed in the lowest position at the minimum wage prescribed by law. This sentence is to be carried out expeditiously, and not later than ten hundred tomorrow morning. This court is now adjourned. Prisoners will report to chambers for initial judgment.

 
The thirteen filed out, and a cop came up and escorted the two women through a door to one side of the judge's dais. Neither of them looked back in my direction.

 
I was frankly more concerned with Dylan than with Sanda.
As head of Hroyasail.
I could hire her even if I was limited in what I could pay her or do for her, so she wouldn't face the fate of others in the mendicant class —a free one-way trip to Momrath. I worried, though, if having her around in that body would bother Dylan.

 
I waited anxiously in the anteroom of the Municipal Holding at ten hundred. I didn't have long to wait. I soon saw both of my women, looking very much the same, walk out and head toward me. Both were stopped, asked to sign something, and then given their cards.

 
Dylan, now in Sanda's slim sandy
^:
haired
form, was through first and came up to me. "Hi," she managed weakly.

 
"Hi, yourself," I responded, and kissed her. "Was it bad?"

 
"Not really. I don't even remember most of it.
No, the bad stuffs to come.
I can't believe the sons of bitches actually
gave
me to you!"

 
"It's not a precedent," I told her, "and not restricted to women, either. It's also done for Syndicate bosses, it seems, and Laroo. Some of "em
have
private harems, male or female. It's based on their first principle—you own your mind but the state owns all our bodies."

 
"Maybe mostly, but they own a little of my mind, too. I don't think they missed a trick to humiliate me. I can't cause myself or anyone else physical harm. The way the psychs adjusted my mind, I'll almost go into heat, like some animal, to get pregnant right on their schedule. I can't even leave your side without permission, and if I'm left in the apartment I must stay there. I can't set foot on a boat, even if it's docked, permission or no.
All that sort of shit."

 
"I'm so very sorry. I'll make it as easy on you as I can," I soothed.

 
She managed a wan smile. "I know you will. Look, I told you I took the risk freely. We crapped out this time, that's all. Look on the bright side: you won't have to worry any more about my getting killed, and those bastards turned me into an adolescent sex fantasy all for you."

 
"I didn't ask for that"

 
"I know." She turned. "Here's Sanda."

 
Our other woman looked
really
stricken, filled with guilt, a guilt I knew would surface not only every time she looked at Dylan but also every time she looked in a mirror. She had done her idol in, and that was her true punishment.

 
Dylan grabbed her and hugged her. "Don't feel so bad! Don't feel so guilty! No more babies for you, no more
prisoner
! And we're still together!" She turned back to me. "You can find a job for her, can't you?"

 
I
nodded,
feeling relieved that
that
was out of the way. "Sure." I looked around. "Let's get out of this place."

 
We walked out into the sunshine and sea breeze, and I hailed a cab to take us back to the dock. When we got out, Dylan looked up at Akeba House, out on the promontory. "There is one requirement they made that I have to observe, permission or no," she told me. "I have to go up to the House in the next few days and, before an assembly of the women there, tell what happened to me and recant my crimes in front of them. That'll be the hardest thing."

 
We entered the old, familiar apartment. "You can set that up now and get it over with," I noted, gestcring toward the phone.

 
She went over, took out her card, put it in the slot, and waited. Nothing happened. She sighed and turned to me. "You'll have to dial for me," she said wearily. "With no credit of any kind I can't even make a simple phone call."

 
I tried to console her. "I'm going after Laroo and this whole rotten system. You're gonna be free and on the seas once more someday. I swear it."

 
I was going to try as hard as hell to make her believe that, too.

CHAPTER TWELVE - Project
Phoenix

 
Dylan's luck had gone down the drain, but mine was still holding up. She went up to the House for her obligatory purging,
then
stayed around a bit, with my blessings, looking up some old friends, getting some consolation and advice, and doing some general talking. Misery loves company, as Sanda pointed out, and deep down, nobody was more miserable than Dylan. Still, when she finally returned, it was with some interesting news. Sanda, after all, had been spending her leave with us and had hardly checked in up there at all

 
"
There's a couple of women
there under Cloister," she told me. "New people I never heard of before.
Really gorgeous, too."

 
"What's Cloister?"

 
"It means they're restricted to the grounds of the House, and they've had their cards completely lifted. They can't leave the place. It's usually only done by the Syndicate as punishment for offenses, but they don't seem to be like that at all. In fact you'll never guess where they come from."

 
I shrugged. "What's the mystery?"

 
'They're from Laroo's
Island
," she told me. "They were some of his—what?
Courtesans?
Harem?
Whatever."

 
The news piqued my interest for several reasons. "What did they do? Have a falling out with the old bastard? Or did he just get tired of them?"

 
"They're not sure. One day—zap! The whole bunch • were picked up and shipped to Houses up and down
the ;
coast under Cloister. They say they think it's because of j some big deal that Laroo's using the island for. According to them lots of new faces and equipment were coming in —and have been for the past few months."

 
She shook her head negatively. "But one of them saw a name on a stack of boxes—looker boxes."

 
Better and better. "What was the name?"

 
"Project
Phoenix
."

 
I punched up the encyclopedia on the roomvision monitor and checked the word. A legendary bird from ancient Earth cultures that was totally reborn by being completely consumed in names.

 
"Can you go back up to the House whenever you want?"

 
"As a Syndicate member, sure."

 
"I want you to do just that. Get to know these women. Find out as discreetly as possible everything you can about Laroo and his island and this mysterious project."

 
"As you wish," she responded. "But I should warn you if you have any new schemes in your head. One of the things they psyched into me might foul you up. I cannot tell a lie.
Not only not
to you, not to
anybody."

 
I considered that. "Can you not tell the truth? I mean, if somebody asks you a question and you don't want to give the answer, can you withhold it?"

 
She thought about it.
"Yeah, sure.
Otherwise anybody could pump me about you, and that would be illegal."

 
"Well, use your common sense, but if anybody ~asks you a question the answer to which would cause any problems, tell them you aren't permitted to answer that"

 
"As you wish," she repeated again in that rote tone,

 
I looked.at her.
"What's that 'as you wish' stuff?"

 
"Conditioning.
Any order or direction you give me that doesn't violate Syndicate rules or my other conditioning I
must
obey. Don't look so upset—^you can't change the rules. You can't even order me to disregard them, because they thought of that, damn them! I have—a—a
compulsion to serve.
They have made me a totally passive individual and I will, well, suffer mentally if I'm not ordered about, set to tasks—in a word, dominated.
Every.
time
you give me an order and I respond I get—well, a feeling of pleasure, of well-being, of importance. I'm a human robot—I exist to serve you, and you must let me. You must—for me."

 
I looked at her strangely. Was this the same Dylan Kohl who only a day before had coolly faced down one of the most horrible monsters of the sea? Was this the independent, gutsy schemer who got out of the motherhood, worked her way to captain, and helped rig a computer? It didn't seem so. They had certainly done something to her. Something in its own way more horrible than the lobot-omies the judge said
were
no longer civilized. In more than one sense, this was a far crueler thing to do. I didn't know how to handle it.

 
"What sort of tasks?" I wanted to know.

 
"Prepare your meals, clean, run errands.
Anything and everything.
Qwin, I know this is hard on you, and you must know it's hard on me, but it's done. I accept it, and you must, too. Otherwise send me away to the House and forget me."

 
"Never—unless you want it."

 
"Qwin, I no longer have wants. Wants have been forbidden me. They stripped the wants away and left only a series of needs. I need to serve. I need to do my work as a mother. I want nothing. If you choose to keep me naked constantly scrubbing the apartment, that is what I will do, and what I
must
do."

 
•'Damn!
There must be some crooked psychs I can pressure into getting this liftedl"

 
"No. These compulsions are so deep-planted that to remove them other than in the precise manner that they were applied would destroy my mind and make me a permanent vegetable—and that precise manner is stored in the master computer alone. They didn't even have just one tech do it, but many, one at a time, so it couldn't be reconstructed; that is the added hold they have. They alone can restore me. As long as I am a good example to the'motherhood of what happens if you try and change your lot, I will remain this way. I would be this way even at the House, only subject to the orders of all the women of the motherhood."

 
That master computer again! I
had
to crack Wagant La-roo! I just
had
to!

 
I pulled all my strings at Tooker, starting with Sugal, with whom I had a cordial lunch.

 
"You want something. You always do when you come up," he told me, sounding not in the least put out

 
"What's Project
Phoenix
?"

 
He started. "Where did you hear
that
name?"

 
"I heard it. I want to know what it is."

 
His voice lowered to a whisper and he grew increasingly nervous. "Man! You're dealing with high explosives here!"

 
"Still, Turgan, by hook or by crook I
will
know about it"

 
He sighed. "If you heard of it at all, I suppose you will.
But not here.
In a public place.
I'll get you the information."

 
He was as good as his word, although even he really didn't know what was going on. Nor in fact did I depend entirely on him. I pulled every string and called in any
lOUs
I had, as well as using the ever-fascinating Tooker computer network, to which I still had access, to build my own picture. The elements, spread out in front of me in my office, gave a story that would emerge only through deduction and analysis.