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A real weapon, Pavek reminded himself. Kakzim could lose himself in an illusion, but the knife
remained real, fixed in the real grip of the halfling's arm, limited by a halfling's reach, a halfling's skill. He'd
taken a wound in his thigh because it was exposed, but also because it was Kakzim's easiest target. Pavek
kept his arms and the sword in constant motion, warding against the attacks he thought a halfling might
choose, while he, himself, looked for a knife-sized flaw in the illusion.

Kakzim chuckled; Pavek slashed at the sound. The halfling wasn't a fighter, not with steel. Kakzim
sent illusion after illusion into Pavek's mind. Some were people the halfling must have plucked out of
Pavek's memory, others were total strangers. All of them had weapons and all of them withered in the
barren soil of Pavek's imagination.

All except one—

One dark-eyed woman returned, no matter how many times Pavek sent her image away. Her name
was Sian. She had hair like midnight and a luscious smile. She'd never met a man she didn't love; never met
a man she didn't love more than she loved her tagalong son. Pavek couldn't fight the memory of his own
mother, couldn't look for a knife in her hand.

Kakzim had found his weakness. He took another gouge along his left leg. It was painful, but not yet
disabling. The halfling's weapon was a small knife, but, then again, in human terms, any halfling weapon
would seem small.

Pavek gritted his teeth against the pain. Once again, he reasoned his way past his long-dead
mother—and became aware of another Unseen presence in his mind. It was furtive, but not small. It faded
from a glancing thought, and with Kakzim reconstructing Sian's image, Pavek couldn't afford a second
outward thought: the first alone cost him another gash—this one on his right shin, and deep enough to affect
his balance.

Not a halfling, Pavek's mind reached that certainty with the speed of lightning. No halfling had the
power, the sheer weight, to drive him to his knees. And, to his knowledge, nothing could strike a man so
many times as he went down. The beast had twice as many legs as it needed and a tufted tail with
wickedly curved spikes protruding through the shaggy hair. Fortunately, the spikes curved toward the tail's
tip and were sharp on their inner edge, else Pavek would have lost an eye, at the very least, as the beast
sank down on its too-many-feet between himself and Kakzim.

It was the Unseen predatory presence he'd felt moments ago and, quite probably, the predator that had
responded to his Kakzim-image with food. Ears flicking constantly, it flooded the minds of its prey with a
simple but powerful mind-bending attack. Pavek knew this, because it considered him prey. It considered
Kakzim prey, as well, because the halfling had shed his illusions. Beads of sweat bloomed on Kakzim's
forehead as he absorbed the beast's assault, trying—no doubt—to dominate it and turn it against Pavek.

If he'd been a clever man, Pavek would have used his few precious moments to slay the beast and
Kakzim, too, but he was awed by its power, its lethal beauty. Hamanu styled himself the Lion of Urik,
though no one in Urik had ever seen a lion. This many-legged creature could be Hamanu's lion. It had
almost as many ways to kill its prey: if mind-bending wasn't enough, it had eight clawed feet, an abundance
of teeth, a pair of horns, and the spikes on its tail.

Pavek was lucky to be alive, and he should kill it while he had the chance, but lethal as it was, it was
beautiful, too, with irregular stripes across its long back, its tail, and down each leg. Magical silver-gold
moonlight limned each muscular curve of its body as it fought Kakzim for dominance. The dark stripes
were tipped with starlight; the lighter, tawny stripes, with fire.

Though he knew what he should do, Pavek found himself thinking of Ruari, instead. It was so easy to
imagine the two of them together, Ruari on his knees, scratching all the itchy places that were sure to
collect around those horns and ears.

So easy, and so breathtakingly sad that the half-elf would never touch, never see—

The lion made a sound deep in its throat, the first sound it had made. Pavek sensed its concentration
had faltered. He feared Kakzim had won. Then, in his mind's eye, Pavek saw Ruari as he'd not seen him
before: angular and flat-nosed, coppery hair and coppery skin coming together around slit-pupiled coppery
eyes.

Ruari? Pavek was no mind-bender, but after enduring so many of Kakzim's Unseen assaults, he had a
notion of how to channel his thoughts to the lion. Ruari—? Is that you? Telhami, after all, persisted as a
green sprite in her grove. Perhaps on this magic-heavy night, Ruari had found a refuge in the mind of a lion.

But before the lion could answer, Kakzim lunged forward and thrust his knife between its ribs, high
above its front legs. The lion leapt aside and yowled. Pavek saw—and recognized instantly—the knife
sticking out of a tawny stripe. It was his knife, the knife he'd given to Ruari in Codesh, the knife whose hilt
he'd wrapped with a lock of his mother's midnight hair.

Faster than thought and with a scream of his own, Pavek took his sword-hilt in both hands. He easily
dodged the lion's thrashing tail and committed everything to a sweeping crosswise slash with his sword.

Kakzim's body toppled forward; his head came to rest where the wounded lion had stood a heartbeat
earlier. The lion was already gone into the forest, roaring its anger and agony, taking Pavek's knife with it.
Pavek called his friend's name, but Ruari's spirit had not come to rest in the great cat, and soon the forest
was quiet again.

He cried for his knife as he hadn't yet cried for Ruari and had never cried for Sian. Then Pavek picked
up Kakzim's gory head by a tuft of hair. He remembered the four of them—him, Mahtra, Zvain and
Ruari—first returning to Urik; it seemed a lifetime ago. Zvain had wished for honor and glory; he'd wanted
to throw Kakzim's head at Hamanu's feet.

If Zvain lived, he, at least, could have a wish come true.

But the strength of purpose that had sustained Pavek since morning finally failed him. Walking slowly
with Kakzim's head in one hand and his sword back in its scabbard, Pavek slowly retraced his way to the
black tree. Ral slid free of Guthay; the forest remained bright, but the silver-gold light came to a sudden
end.

*****
Dawn was coming, the fainter stars had already vanished for the day, and Pavek's injured legs hurt
with every plodding step he took. By the time got back to the brook where he'd reached for moonlight
magic, Pavek didn't know quite where he was, and really didn't care. He stumbled on the wet stones and
went down. The cool water felt good on his wounds. He didn't want to stand again; couldn't have, if he'd
tried. Pavek barely had the strength left to heave Kakzim's head onto the far bank where someone could
find it. For himself, all he wanted to do was put his head down and sleep..

Pavek didn't recognize the voice—didn't see anyone at all until Javed laughed and pulled him out of the
water. Mahtra was waiting on the bank, too. Her mask was in its accustomed place and her shawl was
expertly wound around her shoulder.

"Lord Javed is very good at bandaging; he'll take good care of your legs," she confided to Pavek.

With one arm bound against her, Mahtra remained as strong as many men, and had no trouble propping
Pavek's weary body against a tree. The commandant—whom she called Lord Javed, as she'd once called
Elabon Escrissar Lord Elabon—stood nearby tearing strips of silk into bandages. Everyone said the Hero of
Urik took good care of his men, and apparently that was no myth. He unslung a roll of soft black leather
and surveyed an assortment of salves and potions that any healer would be proud to own.

Mahtra must have seen Pavek staring. "Don't worry," she reassured him. "My lord is very wise, like
Father. He's been everywhere—even to the tower where I was made. There's nothing he doesn't know."

Pavek was too weary to say anything except the first words that came into his mind: "You've made a
good choice, Mahtra. He'll take good care of you."

"I know."

The commandant had already taken care of almost everything. While Javed cleaned and bandaged
Pavek's three wounds, he carefully explained everything that he'd done while Pavek was chasing Kakzim
through the forest— and in Lord Pavek's name, of course. The corpses had been respectfully laid out
beneath the black tree; they awaited the proper burial rites, which the halfling, Cerk, would perform with
the assistance of the Brethren who'd sworn their loyalty to him. Javed had personally examined all the
wounded before sending them to the halfling village for rest, food, and other care. Those halflings who'd
refused to swear to Cerk had been sent to the village, also—under the watchful eyes and sharper swords of
Javed's maniples. And once Lord Pavek's wounds were bound up, they'd be going back to the village.
There was a litter waiting, with two strong dwarves to carry it, if Lord Pavek didn't think he could walk that
far.

Pavek nodded. He listened to everything the commandant said, but he didn't really hear any of it. His
legs had been numb before Javed bandaged them, and they felt no different now. He needed help standing,
and if it weren't for Javed's arm under his, he'd have fallen several times along the path from the brook to
the black tree. He'd had the presence of mind to make certain Kakzim's head wasn't left behind. Beyond
that, whatever Javed said, wherever Javed took him, however he got there, it was all the same to Pavek.

The sky was glowing when, with the commandant steadying his every step, Pavek walked beneath the
black tree again. The moss-covered clearing was quiet—

"Pavek!"

Zvain ran toward him. There was a big bandage around his forehead, covering one eye, but he ran too
well to have been seriously injured. Pavek opened his arms and let the boy try to catch him as he fell.

In waking dreams, Pavek remembered being helped to an improvised bed. Someone apologized, saying
there wasn't a single piece of linen anywhere large enough to cover him from head to foot. He remembered
laughing and then falling asleep. He remembered sunlight and food and more apologies because, wounded
though he was, he'd have to sleep under the stars; the houses were too small. He remembered wondering
where he was, and then sleeping some more.

The sun was at its height when his eyes opened again, clear-headed and ready to deal with the man
who'd awakened him.

"Do you think you'll live, Lord Pavek?" Commandant Javed asked with his usual cryptic smile.

Pavek shoved himself up on one elbow. Every muscle ached and every ache brought back a memory.
By the time he was sitting, he'd recalled it all: from putting on a silk shirt to Mahtra carrying Kakzim's head
in a silk shirt sleeve. There was a day and a night's worth of dreamless heartbeats between him and those
memories.

"If I'm not dead now—"
"Your life was never in danger," the veteran elf assured him quickly. "A few nicks and scratches, a bit
more running than you're used to—" He grinned again. "But you'll mend."

When he opened his eyes, Mahtra stood behind Javed. Her shoulder wasn't bandaged; there were no
scabs or scars. He wondered if he had dreamed.

"The child heals quickly," Javed confided in a whisper. "Remarkable. I've never met anyone like her."

Pavek nodded. It was a relief, a guilt-ridden relief, to know he didn't have to think about what would
happen to her. He was going to need every thought he had to get himself pointed at the future again.

"It's time for another decision, my lord," Javed said, and Pavek groaned—only half in jest. "We've done
what we came to do. There are two maniples camped out in the trees here, cramped, hungry, and itching to
get home. There are two men bound to bed and not likely to get up for another week. And there's you. You
can head for home now—I judge your legs are equal to the mountains, if we take them a bit slower than we
did the last time. Or you can stay here, heal up some more, and come home a bit later. You understand, my
lord, you're in charge still, and there's no one leaving here without your say-so."

"Two injured men?" Pavek mused aloud. Of everything Javed had said, those were the words that
stuck in his mind. They'd lost a templar to halfling poison, but she wasn't a man. "Zvain—?" he asked
anxiously. In his memory, the boy had looked lively enough beneath his bandage—at least before Pavek had
fallen on him, whenever, wherever that had happened—if it weren't another dream.

Javed grimaced. "Not him. I'd forgotten him—or tried to. He's fine. Says he'll do whatever you do: stay
or leave."

"Who's injured then? I don't remember," Pavek scratched his head, as if knowledge seeped through his
scalp.

"A noisy dwarf from Ject—you remember Ject, the village south of here on the far side of the
mountains? And that half-elf friend—"

"—Ruari? Ruari's alive?" Pavek caught himself reaching for Javed's hands. "He didn't die on Kakzim's
tree?"

"No," Mahtra said, cocking her head. "I told you. You heard me, Lord Javed, didn't you? I told him first
thing, as you were pulling him out of the water." She turned back to Pavek. "You didn't pay any attention!"

"I didn't hear." Pavek hid his face behind his hands, unsure if he would laugh or cry, and did neither as
the emotions shattered against each other. He uncovered his face. "How is he? Where is he?"

Javed put a hand on Pavek's shoulder, holding him down with very little effort.

"Where he is, is over there—" A black arm reached toward the other side of the halfling village where
another improvised bed held another tall man, a copper-haired man whose copper hair was the only
unbandaged part of him. "How he is, is surviving, mending bit by bit. They damn near killed him, those
BlackTree halflings. If it had been up to me, I'd've slain the lot of them—even for a half-breed bastard. But,
I've taken your measure, my lord, and I didn't think you'd approve. If I was wrong, Lord Pavek—?"

Another smile, which Pavek gamely returned. "No, you've measured me right, Commandant, and you
have my leave to take the maniples back to Urik. I choose to stay here, with my friends."

The commandant nodded. An elf could always appreciate the notion of friendship, even if he didn't
appreciate the friends. "Your permission, my lord, I'll take the head with me, as proof of what we've
accomplished. Somehow, I think it might be a while before you and your friends wander back to Urik. If
you listen to that dwarf, you'll waste the rest of your life looking for halfling treasure!"

Not treasure, Pavek thought, but a lion and a knife...

He said good-bye to them later that afternoon. Then, with Zvain on one side and a talkative dwarf
named Orekel bending his ear on the other, Pavek took up vigil at Ruari's side.