Complete Atopia Chronicles (17 page)

A familiar tapping echoed through the wooden doorway, slightly ajar, of the shared room I was sleeping in. I was inhabiting the body of a Buddhist monk from the Sera monastery on the outskirts of Lhasa. In return for borrowing his corporal form, I’d offered the monk a chance for some truly out-of-body meditation sessions using the pssi network, something they didn’t normally have access to here.

Smarticles were an internationally controlled substance. My transport of them outside of Atopia, and especially what I was doing here, was highly illegal.

“Don’t even try it,” I warned Hotstuff.

I pulled the bed sheets off myself. She stood there pouting in the doorway, all done up in a French Maid outfit, but of course still with her riding crop in hand. I stood and quickly pulled my maroon dhonka robe up and around myself.

Weeks had passed and death was closer than ever. I was still here, but barely. The day before there’d been nearly fifty thousand ways I could have died in the millions of phutures we were tracking, and I’d even had to fight off two sequences in real time and real space, an incredibly close call.

While we’d managed to slow down the contagion, we hadn’t been able to stop its spreading. We’d tried simulations of locking my body in a vault, but this made things worse, as the death events piled up, making even the slightest of exposures of my body to the outside disastrously threatening, eventually ending in some kind of terrorist strike against my hiding place.

We had hundreds of thousands of bots and synthetics running around now doing large and small things to sweep the death events back, but I was still the key to many of them. Today was going to be a big day, and by all indications we would be fighting death off more fiercely than ever.

“So what’s the bad news?” I sighed.

The rest of the sleeping mats in my room were empty, the other monks apparently much earlier risers than me, but then again, they were real Buddhist monks. I stretched, yawning, and rubbed my neck, expecting the worst. I needed to get some hot tea into this body before the morning meditation session.

“Good news!” exclaimed Madame Hotstuff, snapping the riding crop against my monk’s ass, urging me awake. She swished the air in front of her with the riding crop to leave it finally pointing towards the door. We began to walk. “Today it seems the threats have begun to recede—or at least, they’ve stabilized in number.”

“Really?”

My constricted future eased ever so slightly. Finally.

We walked out the door and into the hallway, passing a group of monks busily on their way somewhere. Hotstuff sashayed her way past them in her stilettos and knee high stocking, smiling at them appreciatively.

“Really,” she stated, looking back at me and snapping her riding crop against the rough hewn rock wall of the corridor. She smiled and gave a playful little growl. “It looks like the new ring fencing of a perimeter around your phutures has begun to pay off,
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combined with this new meditation and awareness stuff.”

“So what was it then?” I asked. If we’d found a way to contain it, then there must be a path to the root source, some forensic process we could use to follow it backwards.

Hotstuff lowered the riding crop.

“Vince, honey, remember what Nicky Nixons said, what Yongdzin is saying. You need to stop thinking in deterministic terms. Remember the reservoir. Expand the reservoir, live in the moment.”

“Right,” I replied. “Live in the moment, effortless action.”

“Exactly.”

“Hotstuff…Hotstuff…” I intoned solemnly, pressing my monk’s hands together in a prayer while we walked.

“I do wish you’d chosen a different word for your mantra than my name.”

I opened my eyes and winked at her. “Hey, it works for me.”

“Well, as long as it works for you,” she sighed, smiling and rolling her eyes. “The patterns are solidifying. Whoever did this has left a trail of Easter eggs behind, we think leading to a back door. Nicky Nixons has been a lot of help.”

“Well remind me to thank him sometime personally,” I replied, now eager to have a look at what was on the agenda today.

We’d arrived in the cafeteria, if one could call it that, in the center of Sera Jey. I grabbed a cup of tea and sat down with Hotstuff at a wooden table in the corner. A list of the day’s activities floated into view over the bench.

“Not so bad for today, mister, not as bad as yesterday.”

By now we’d built up an espionage and counter-espionage network that outstripped any but the wealthiest of corporations and nation states, all with the specific directive of bending the future timeline to my will, to keep me alive. We’d funneled all the money we could from Phuture News and sold off all my assets to fund the program.

One thing in particular floated up through the threat matrices.

“So there’s no way around it?”

In all the long list of things I’d had to do, this one hit closest to home and I was struggling with it.

“No boss, sorry,” replied Hotstuff. “And you’d better take care of it before the morning meditation.”

I felt terrible about sabotaging the launch of the Infinixx distributed consciousness project, but there didn’t seem to be any way around it.  A Triad gangster network in Hong Kong would have used it to pinpoint some of my other activities, and disabling the launch was a key vector in keeping my lifeline intact.

I shrugged. Progress was progress. I’d better stick with what was working. Using a communication phantom I punched up Patricia’s networks, requesting an urgent, private meeting with her primary subjective.

A large Chenrezig statue, the Buddha of Compassion, sat at the head of the long chamber I was in. I stared up into its face, and then inspected its dozens of arms stretching out around it like star fire. Immediately above its main face, eleven of its other faces gazed down benevolently. I was struck by how eerily similar its array of outstretched arms resembled what phantom limbs used in the pssi system would look like, if they were visible in real space. Shaking my head, I turned my gaze out of the window to the majestic peaks around us.

The plains surrounding Lhasa were filled with permanent makeshift encampments of international troops that stood as a buffer between the Chinese and Indian bases that lined the opposite sides of the valley. The Americans were there as a part of the UN mission, as well as NATO forces, but the largest contingent was the African Union.

Africa was where many thought hope for the future could be found; where the engine of a new economic powerhouse was beginning to growl. It was closely linked with Terra Nova, the off-shore colonies competing with Atopia, with their own synthetic reality product.

“You want me to what?” asked Patricia, materializing at the seat across from me and pulling my gaze back from looking out the window.  A glittering security blanket settled around us. Patricia paused for a moment while the blanket sealed. “Do you have everything you need? What’s this about?”

She’d helped me smuggle the smarticles out of Atopia, even helped me set up my covert communications network, and all this without even asking me what it was for. I hadn’t been able to tell her, it was just too dangerous. Thank God for old friends.

“I’m fine,” I replied in a quiet voice. “I don’t need any more materials. I just need you to come help me right now with something, in your physical form.”

This sounded odd even before it came out, especially coming from the slight frame of my monk, diminutive in front of this world famous scientist.

“There are some things I need some direct help with, and it’s critical to get done right now. I can’t say more than that, except that it needs to be kept a secret.”

Patricia eyed me carefully. “You realize the launch of Infinixx is in less than an hour?”

“I’m not saying you can’t go, just go virtually. Isn’t that what your whole project is about anyway? And what’s the difference? I need your help right now.”

This was definitely weird, but I’d gotten over my squeamishness about these sorts of requests.

She hesitated.

“Look, you said I could rely on you if I ever needed anything right?”

“Yes, I suppose…”

“So I’m asking.”

She sighed. “I guess it won’t make any difference.”

“Perfect,” I replied, sensing this mission accomplished. “I appreciate it, Pat.”

An awkward silence ensued.

“So what’s going on with these storm systems?” I asked casually, changing the topic

I was curious to see if Patricia had anything more to say than what I got through the mediaworlds. I’d been so caught up in my own disasters lately I’d hardly paid attention to the storm systems that were threatening Atopia. With a little more breathing space, I’d started to let my mind assimilate more of what was happening on the outside. These storms were the big news.

“We don’t know,” she replied, shrugging, “but they’re definitely not natural.”

Not natural? I hadn’t heard that before.

“Really?”

“Something is going on, and we’re not sure what,” she replied.

No kidding, I thought to myself, but I just kept quiet.

10

FINALLY, IN LONGER than I could remember, I was really enjoying my walk through Beun Retiro Park in Madrid. Fall had begun to turn fully to winter, and all the leaves had fallen off the trees to create a beautiful golden carpet underfoot. Perfectly faultless blue skies hung overhead.

In my mind’s eye, I could see myself stepping gracefully to the side as a helicopter crashed down from the heavens, nearly crushing me on a walk through Stanley Park in Vancouver the next day. In another splinter, I could see a car swerve, bouncing into my beach cruiser as I turned into a parking lot in Malibu a few days later. The car clipped the surf board sitting in the back of the cruiser, sending it spinning around. I ducked just before the board would have decapitated me. It was all effortless action, like a ballet with death.

We’d found a solution to my problem. Since we’d stabilized them a few weeks back when I was in Tibet, the density of death events had quickly begun to fall. There were still nearly twenty thousand future fatalities we had to avoid to maintain my healthy timeline, but what had seemed terrifying and unfathomable just a few short weeks before, had become just a walk in the park. Literally. 

I strode purposefully forward as I walked around Retiro Park, each step picking out another yellow leaf underfoot to grind into the gravel, imagining each to be a tiny harbinger of doom I was snuffing out with each step. Looking up from my work, I found myself standing in front of the Crystal Palace.

Down the path a little way, a woman leaned over to pick up one of the leaves, and then began laughing, and then crying, completely oblivious to everyone else around her. Not wanting to disturb her, I shifted my walk onto another trail. I glanced back over my shoulder towards the woman, but she was already gone. She’d looked awfully familiar.

To protect myself, I’d developed a kind of temporal immune system, stretching out into the alternate universes connected to me. An army of killer tomorrow-cells spun through the probabilistic spaces surrounding me, neutralizing threats, clotting dangerous portals and pathways both into the future and through the past. This immune system had become a part of me, a part of my living body, a highly attuned death-sense that allowed me to effortlessly thread my way through even the most dangerous of situations.

For once, the conspiracy theorists were right. Some of the tabloid worlds had begun publishing stories about a shadowy force that had been detected, pushing and pulling the future prediction networks.  The shadowy force they were referring to was me, but there was something else out there too. That something else that was the thing that was trying to hunt me down, but I was hunting it down as well.

What had more of my attention were the hurricanes that were threatening to pin Atopia between them. In my situation, it was impossible to ignore the idea that perhaps the storms were aimed at me, a final attempt to destroy my power base after attempting to trap me there. Try as I might, the idea just didn’t stick, and though the storms looked like they would damage Atopia, they were no real threat to me.

In my struggle to save myself, I had been reborn. I turned my face up to the morning sunshine, feeling its heat warm my soul. Where my life before had been sliding into apathy, the past few months had led me on a spiritual journey into an almost mystical place. Decoding the hidden pattern had helped us navigate the most stable path through my future, and it was leading us further and further back. A hidden truth I was just beginning to glimpse was buried somewhere in humankind’s history.

The solution, as such, was no solution, but simply to carry on. It was everything and nothing, both the beginning and the end. I was still engaged in a desperate struggle against death, as we all are, whether we saw it that way or not, but it had become more like a dance, with effortless action guiding me through. I’d reached a heightened state of being that I would never have been able to achieve any other way.

As this timeline had worn on, the world had begun filtering the incessant predictions of my death as the attempts of another bored trillionaire at getting attention. The world at large had erased me from their networks as phuture spam, and even the flash death mobs had gotten bored. The man with no future, who existed only in the moment, was invisible to a world fixated on anywhere but where they actually were.

On my end, I’d come to grips with, and even relish, my situation. My death had become a local solution to the universe that, with the massive resources at my disposal, I’d managed to bring under control in a tight but stable spiral, undertaking a list of nearly incomprehensible activities each day.

The irony just made it that much richer.

I was trapped by my own creation, unable to even tell people what was happening. Even more ironic was that I didn’t even know if it all was true. It was possible that I was just running around everyday doing it all for no reason. But then, this was life.