Consumed: A MMA Sports Romance (7 page)

Me, I’m just taking these
next few moments to try and catch my breath.

My muscles are gelatin,
and I feel like I’m slowly sinking through the bed toward the center of the
Earth.

Mason produces a condom
from within the dresser drawer and he walks back over to the side of the bed,
removing every last bit of clothing in the process.

He’s rigid and throbbing
in front of me, and I reach out, wrapping my fingers around him, feeling the
warmth of his hardness which, soon enough, will be inside of me.

I glance up at Mason to
gauge his reaction and his head is tilted back to where I can’t see his eyes.
He’s breathing hard, his skin on fire.

I can’t remember ever
feeling this eager, and I take his first few inches into my mouth, slowly
working my tongue over the underside of his shaft.

My free hand finds its
way between my legs, and I slip it under my panties to the hot wetness underneath.

I hum contentedly as I
hungrily suck him. I keep sucking him until I can’t take it anymore and I pull
back. Lying back down, I pull my panties down below my knees, which I bend,
letting go of the fabric and allowing it to fall off of me.

“Now,” I tell him.

His mouth is open and
he’s smiling through heavy breath.

Mason takes the condom
out of the wrapper and puts it on his sizeable member. I prop myself up on my
elbows and watch him move between my legs.

I can hardly bear the
anticipation as he leans forward, putting his hands on the bed, one to each
side of my shoulders, and I wrap my arms around him, pulling him close for a
kiss.

The instant I feel him
against my opening, I can feel my body give a quiver and then he’s inside me.

He’s moving slowly at
first, though with as dripping wet as I am, he probably doesn’t have to, and
I’m trying to remember any time I’ve been this aroused. I’m not successful.

My legs are open, but
relaxed, and Mason slowly works himself all the way in before hooking my knees
with his arms and guiding them up and out until my knees are almost at my
shoulders, allowing him to go even deeper than before.

Our eyes are open and
fixed on each other, his weight adding powerful presence to the sensuality in
every slippery motion.

He goes to stand, and at
first, I let my arms slack a little to let him move, but he just smiles and
puts them back around his neck, saying, “Hold on.”

With that, he goes to
stand again, this time pulling me upright. He lifts me, one arm under each
knee, hands clasped behind my back, until he’s fully upright and I’m suspended
in his arms.

He’s so powerful, but his
kisses are tender, sweet.

My arms hang almost
limply around his neck and he’s entering me so deep now, and my legs begin to
twitch; infrequently at first and then in a constant, jagged rhythm as I give
my body over to him completely.

My sensitive nub is in
near-constant contact with Mason’s warm skin and I let my head fall back, just
drinking it all in.

He turns and sits on the
bed, letting his arms lax so I can move my legs and ride him.

My hands are on his
sternum, and I’m rocking my hips greedily, bringing back the initial rise.

I pitch forward, my hair
falling around my face, and I look down at Mason, whose gentle hands cup my
heaving breasts.

I come down on him hard
and swivel my hips, feeling his erection greet every part of the inside of me.

My eyes move over Mason’s
firm, cut upper body, the fading impression of scars that will never quite
form, and I rise slowly up his shaft and work ever closer to that blind
explosion calling to me from the horizon.

“You’re beautiful,” he
says, running his fingers through my hair, and I smile a little at the innocent
tone of his voice.

I don’t respond with
words, but my body reacts, gleaning that last torn piece of stimulation that
sets me over the edge.

My body is pressed
against Mason’s warm front now, and his arms are around me as we meet and part,
faster and faster, until the surface tension breaks and I can no longer catch
my breath.

Every heartbeat is hot,
charged passion, and I can feel the sweat beading on my forehead as I kiss
Mason deeply.

He gives a pleasured moan
and kisses me back, holding me close as I work to catch my breath, and I can
tell that he’s almost there.

He’s pulling me tighter
against his body now, and I’m kissing his mouth, his chin, his neck.

His mouth opens with a
sharp inhale, and I’m putting every last bit of energy I’ve got into bringing
him the rest of the way, the way he did for me.

Mason’s hands tense and I
can feel him inside me and against me, his muscles contracting as he comes.

We lie here without word
or motion for a minute until I slowly come off of him, lying down next to him
and he puts his arms around me, holding me close. We fall asleep in each
other’s arms.

Chapter
Seven

Confidence

Mason

I wake to the sound of
the neighbor’s leaf blower at about eight o’clock.

It’s been a few days
since Ash and I took our relationship physical, and it’s been hard to keep my
hands off of her since. Waking up without her next to me already feels like the
kind of thing I want to avoid.

She went home last night,
though.

Apparently, Starbright
was cleansing the house of evil spirits and accidentally set the carpet on
fire. I asked Ash if she wanted me to go with her, but she felt she was better
off with fewer witnesses.

I’m almost certain she
was joking.

I get out of bed and
throw on some clothes before steeling myself for what’s about to happen.

Finding Chris passed out
in the front yard helped Ash get past her distrust, but I’m getting sick of his
crap.

I open the door to find
Chris sitting on the couch in the living room, watching a DVD he made of his
favorite cartoons. Sometimes, I come out of that bedroom, and I honestly feel
like I’m five years old again, walking into my parents living room.

Through countless
conversations with Chris, both before and after he formally became a con man,
I’ve found it best to keep in mind what Chris really means when he says certain
words. It’s easy enough if you keep on top of it, but let that guard down for a
minute and he’s already gotten what he wants.

“Hey,” I say. “I think we
should talk.”

“Can it wait?” he asks,
holding a spoonful of cereal between his bowl and his mouth. “I really want to
see how this ends.”

He takes his bite and I
grab the remote, switching off the television.

“Dude!” he says. “Now I’m
never going to find out if Snoopy made it home!”

“Chris, what are your
plans?” I ask.

“Oh jeez,” he says. “Do
we have to do this every day?”

“We’ll do it until either
you move out or I get an answer I like,” I tell him.

“I’m not going to be here
that long
[1]
,” he says. “I don’t even
know if that guy’s still looking for me, but I ain’t going back there until I
feel safe.”

“What did you even do?” I
ask. “Did you con a single mother out of groceries? Did you swipe a kid’s
cellphone? What?”

“I don’t get why you
always gotta make me out to be some heartless guy,” Chris says. “I’ve got
feelings, too, you know.”

“I don’t know what to do
here,” I tell him. “I’m just getting to where things are starting to go all
right in my life, and I can’t have you coming in here and screwing it up like
you always do.”

“I don’t screw things
up,” he says. He cocks his head, thinks about the statement a moment and then
amends it, “I don’t always screw things up.”

“Yeah, well we’re going
to have to come to some kind of understanding here,” I tell him. “Otherwise, I
think it’s best that you don’t come around for a while.”

“Really dude?” he asks.
“I’m your brother. You’re really telling me that you want to just kick me out
and cut me off? Doesn’t seem very fraternal.”

“Neither does expecting
me to go out of my way to fix all of the problems you create by being a
scumbag,” I tell him.

“Scumbag?” he asks. “May
I remind you that when we were kids, I kept dad off your back for years.”

“You didn’t keep him off
my back,” I retort, “you just pissed him off more than I did. Come on,” I tell
him, “what did you do?”

“Well,” he sighs, “I fell
into some old, discarded jewelry and I was just trying to sell it at a fair
markup. I don’t know why the guy got so mad at me. I think he was one of those
sociopath guys. He totally seemed like the type that would give a cow beef
jerky.”

“So you tried to pawn
some worthless crap onto someone after telling them it was pure gold and
diamonds or whatever, he found out you were trying to screw him and it blew up
in your face,” I say. “Is that about right?”

“That’s not the way I see
it,” he says. “It does kinda sound like what that guy was saying when he was
chasing me to my car, though.”

“Christ, Chris!” I exclaim.
“You’ve got to stop pulling this crap! Has it ever occurred to you that one of
your more jilted clients could follow you here and pull me into your mess even
more than you already have?” I ask. “What’s the matter with you?”

“I’m just trying to get
back on my feet
[2]
,”
Chris says. “What’s your deal?”

“My deal is that you keep
doing the same things you’ve always done, and you still expect me to bail you
out when it goes wrong,” I tell him. “You’re my older brother. You’re supposed
to be the mature one, the one who has his life together, but you’re just a
child.”

“Kids have it made,”
Chris says. “Follow a few simple rules and someone will take care of everything
else for you. That’s the life.”

“It’s time to grow up,” I
tell him. “Can you even hear yourself?”

“You know something,
bro?” he asks. “Studies show that most people who go around telling everyone
else to grow up are just unhappy that they don’t have a better relationship
with their inner child.”

Chris and his studies...
It’s a joke, but I’m not laughing.

“I’m not going to do it
anymore,” I tell him. “Find some other patsy.”

“Anyone ever tell you
that you talk like a geezer?” Chris asks, but I don’t dignify the question with
a response.

“So, what are you willing
to do?” I ask him. “If you’re going to stay here, I’ll help you, but only if
you stop all the scamming and get a real job.”

“Oh, like the ‘real job’
you’ve got?” he asks. “Just invite me to one of your fights and I’ll see if I
can’t get my new career off the ground. I can’t wait to work with my little
bro!” he mocks.

“If I thought for a
second that you had anything like the discipline and determination to fight,
I’d train you myself,” I tell him. “That’s not going to happen, though.”

“Hold on a minute,” he
says. “We’re just going to gloss right over that? What you do isn’t any more
legal than what I do. Where you get off acting like you’re better than—”

“The difference is that I
don’t trick anyone into fighting,” I tell him. “I don’t lie or make up stories
to get through the door, and if someone wants to back out, that’s on them. The
money I make, I make because people bet on me. They know that I get things
done. It’s not even the same thing.”

“Potato, tomato,” he
says. “It doesn’t matter, only…”

Why did I have a feeling
there was another shoe just waiting to drop?

“What?” I ask curtly.

“Well,” he says. “I’m
sure you noticed I don’t have my car
[3]
with me this time.”

“Yeah,” I answer. “I
assumed you’d stolen it, though, so I wasn’t expecting to see it again anyway.”

“I didn’t steal it!” he
protests. “It was on loan
[4]
.”

“Uh huh,” I yawn. “Who
loaned it to you?”

“Well, it was more of an
‘I borrowed it’ thing than a formal loan,” he says.

“Okay, so you stole it
then,” I state.

“No—gosh, will you listen
to me?” Chris says. “I was working with this guy who works at a dealership. We
were doing a new take on the Spanish Prisoner, but when I got that bag of
jewelry—”

“Hold on,” I tell him,
rubbing my forehead. “So you’re telling me you got this guy to let you use one
of the dealership’s car’s, you and him start scamming people together, at which
point, you decide to then scam your partner?” I ask.

“In the business world,
they call that initiative,” Chris says.

“In the real world, they
call that twenty years in a cell with a large roommate,” I respond.

“I’m just trying to get
back what’s mine,” Chris says ambiguously. “I know you think you had things
hard growing up, but things were worse for me.”

“They were not!” I shout.
“Even if they were—which, again, they’re
not
—that
doesn’t entitle you to just start ripping off everyone you meet.”

“Oh right,” he says. “You
know you were mom’s favorite.”

“Mom’s favorite was a
half-gallon bottle of cheap vodka, with a splash of Everclear in every shot,” I
snap back. “What does that have to do with anything anyway?”

“I’m just saying that you
and I grew up in different worlds and mine’s not easy to get out of
[5]
, you know?” he asks.

“If you’re trying to get
out, I’ll help you get out,” I tell him, “but I’m not going to let you con me
into thinking you’re going to change when we both know you’ll just look for the
first chance to take a shortcut.”

“Then what do you want
from me?” he asks. “If wanting to get out is the only way you’ll trust me, but
you wouldn’t trust me if I said I wanted to get out, where exactly does that
leave me? You’re going to just throw your own brother out onto the—”

Line: crossed.

“Do you know how many
times I’ve taken you in?” I ask. “I’m only twenty-one and you’ve already used
up more chances than most people get in a lifetime.”

“Whatever, dude,” he says
and finally stands. He walks over to me and I’m almost expecting him to throw a
punch, but he just reaches out and grabs at the remote control in my hand.

“Let go,” he says.

“We’re talking, Chris,” I
tell him. “I’m not going to let you drown me out with my own television.”

“What do you expect me to
say, huh?” he asks. “I wasn’t born with the gifts that you were. I’m not motivated
the same way other people are,” he says. “I know that. Maybe you could even
call me lazy or tell me that I just take shortcuts, but do you have any idea
how much skill and planning goes into a successful job
[6]
? Instead of going to
college, maybe you should think about interning with your big brother for a
little while.”

“Three days,” I tell him.
“I want some kind of substantial evidence that you’re turning things around
within three days, or I want you out of my house.”

“It’s like that, huh?” he
asks.

“Yeah,” I tell him.
“That’s what it’s like.”

“Harsh, bro,” Chris says.
“And how exactly am I supposed to give you some kind of evidence you’ll
actually believe. You’ve never really given me the benefit of the doubt.”

“I did give you the
benefit of the doubt,” I tell him. “I gave you the benefit of the doubt when we
were both kids and you were the closest thing to a functioning parent that I
had, but you lie all the time, Chris. For all I know, your entire half of this
conversation has been completely made-up.”

“By the way,” he says,
“that chick you’ve been seeing: what’s her story?”

“Are you serious?” I ask.

“What? She’s cute,” he
says.

My fingers bend into my
palms and my mouth is open, ready for whatever diatribe is about to come out,
but that’s when I see the gleam in Chris’s eyes.

“What are you doing?” I
ask.

“What do you mean?” he
asks.

“You’re just trying to
get me mad now,” I observe. “Why?”

“Oh, I didn’t mean that I
was going to try to steal her out from under you,” Chris says. “I just wanted
to know a little bit more about her in case things go bad with the two of you.”

“Are you threatening me?”
I ask. “Do you really think that’s a smart decision?”

“Put the guns back in
their holsters,” he laughs, patting one of my arms. “I just wanted to break the
tension.”

“You know, I don’t think
it worked,” I tell him.

“I’ll make you a deal,”
he says. “Let me back toward home tonight and I’ll see how things look. If
everything’s copacetic, I’ll just be gone.”

“If it’s not?” I ask.

“Well, I might need you
to help me get back out of there again,” he says.

Chris never has fewer
than half a dozen people on the hook at any given time. Most of them are quick,
five-minutes-and-out cons, but he’s never let someone with an impressive
pocketbook go so easily. The story he’s giving me, as outlandish as it is,
can’t be the whole truth.

“What aren’t you telling
me?” I ask him.

“Nothing, I swear!” he
protests.

“Isn’t that the line you
always used when mom asked you if you’d stolen any of her vodka while she was
sleeping?” I ask.

“Okay,” he says, “I can
see the charm everyone else knows and loves isn’t going to be enough.”

“Stop trying to con me,”
I tell him. “Are you going to make a change or are you going to find somewhere
else to live?”