Authors: Andrew Ball
"…so if you don’t approve, it’s not
allowed? Some friend you are."
Eleanor huffed. "I’ll not be provoked
again. Goodbye, Mr. Fitzgerald. I doubt
we’ll have reason to speak to one another
after this."
"Oh, don’t worry. We will." Daniel
tapped a few buttons on his cell phone. The
message sent
blurb dinged on his screen.
She eyed him a moment longer, then marched
off down the hall without bothering to
answer. "Are you sure you don’t want to
know why?" he called.
He watched her fingers curl up. Her fists
clenched. She turned back with a look that
could kill. "Why, of all the things I could be
doing with my time, would I want to speak
with you?"
"Because." Daniel hit the play button on
his cell phone. Her voice came out hollow
over the speaker.
I understand your father’s position at
work is rather fragile after his long
depression. It would be a shame if he lost
his job.
It sure would be.
And your insurance payments for your
mother’s death? I can have the
circumstances reinvestigated. I could
destroy your family’s financial security.
Eleanor lunged for his cell. Daniel let
her take it without resisting. She backed
away from him a few steps, glancing
between him and his phone. "…looks like
I’ve stolen your trump card. You’ll be paying
double for that."
"The thing about data," Daniel said, "is that it’s very easily copied."
"…what have you done?"
"I sent that recording to everyone in my
contacts list and asked them to send it to
everyone in their contacts list. The whole
campus will know you’re a lunatic in about
five minutes." Daniel put a finger on his lips.
"I wonder what Rachel will think about all
this?"
The alabaster statue that was Eleanor
Astor began to crack. Her lips twitched. His
phone creaked as her grip tightened. "You…
no one will believe you! My family is -"
"Just shut up already," Daniel said.
"Who is everyone going to believe? The kid
who made lasagna for them and is an all-
around good guy, or duchess, the turbo
bitch?" She flinched at hearing her nickname.
"Tabloids don’t care about how amazing and
perfect your family is. In fact, they’ll be even
more excited because they’ll be to be the
ones to ruin your so-called good name." He
walked forward until he was standing by her
side. She didn’t move. "How does it feel to
be outsmarted by useless trash?"
She looked at him. Her beautiful face
had warped into an ugly mask of loathing. "I
won’t forgive you for this."
"Can I have my cellphone back now?"
Eleanor shrieked and chucked it down
as hard as she could. The padded casing and
the soft carpet made it bounce a few times.
Daniel picked it up. "Oh, hey, a message
from Jack. He says you’re a turbo bitch. You
know what they say: great minds think alike."
Daniel chuckled. "Apparently the whole
dining hall is laughing it up right now."
"You’ll regret this. Mark my words."
"Whatever you say, Monte Cristo."
Daniel pretended to open another message.
"Oh, Rebecca Dalton’s father knows
someone who works for CNN. She’s offered
to get me in touch. That’s convenient. Do you
know her? She’s in our calculus class."
Eleanor’s eyes shimmered. Her anger
crumbled as she realized the inevitability of
the situation. Daniel felt no pity. "…just go.
If it’s done, then leave me be."
"Actually, just kidding," Daniel said. "I didn’t actually send it to anyone."
She blinked, baffled. "What?"
Daniel sighed. Maybe he was getting
soft in his old age. "I didn’t send it to
anyone."
She rubbed her eyes. "…then…I
don’t…"
"Look," Daniel said, "I just wanted to freak you out, not make you cry, ok?"
Even if
you are an evil bitch, Rachel still has to
live with you.
"But I did send a copy to two other email addresses, though, so unless you
think you can hack into Google and Yahoo,
stealing my cell phone won’t help you."
Eleanor stood there, processing what
he’d said. He’d told only one white lie—he
had a backup for his backup. He’d sent it to
three different email addresses and his home
computer’s hard drive. Just in case she
could
hack into fortune 500 companies.
Eventually, she looked back at him.
"What do you want?"
"Stay out of my life, and Rachel’s
personal life," Daniel said. "I know you have history. Whatever. It’s none of my business,
and I intend on respecting that as long as you
keep your cool. But she gets to make her own
decisions. If you don’t like some of her
choices, tough shit. You don’t get to throw a
fit every time something happens. Capiche?"
"If you’re lying -"
"You’d find out really quick if I was,"
Daniel said. He started walking away. "Have
a nice life."
"You’ve dated her what?" Eleanor
called. "A month? Why are you so
persistent? I know her better than you! I
know what she needs better than you!"
Daniel stopped one last time. "Are you
really her friend?"
"Of course I am!" she shouted. A tear
rolled down her cheek. "More than you could
ever be! More than you could understand!
You don’t know me, or her, or -"
"Then start acting like it, you selfish
piece of shit!" he shouted. She brought her
hands up to her chest, as if to defend herself
from the sound of his voice. He leveled a
finger at her. "You’re so concerned with
what you think is best for her that you’ve
convinced yourself that’s what she needs.
You don’t care about her. You just want to
control her to compensate for your own
insecurities. You’re jumping through mental
hoops I can’t even believe. But it all boils
down to the same bullshit. Underneath the
makeup, you’re a self-conscious idiot. Big
fucking surprise!"
Daniel stormed away.
****
A minute later, Daniel was at Eleanor
and Rachel’s room. He knew their room
number, but he usually left Rachel at the end
of the hallway. He examined the door for a
moment, collecting his thoughts, then
knocked. There was a scraping and scuffling.
He heard socks padding across a carpet. The
door opened.
Rachel was there. Her eyes were red.
"…Daniel."
"Hey."
She grabbed him and cried into his
shoulder. He bundled her up, brought her into
the room, and sat her down on her bed. He
patted her on the back and waited for her to
get it out of her system.
Their room was bigger than the others;
they each had their own individual bed,
rather than a shared bunk. He could tell
Eleanor’s side of the room immediately. It
was crisp and immaculate. A conservative
blue, white, and gold pattern repeated itself
on her comforters, window shades, and even
the upholstery of her chair.
Rachel’s side of the room was a mess.
She had clothes everywhere. Her bed was
more pillows and dolls than mattress. It was
saturated with greens and pinks, chaotic, but
rich with her personality. Just like her. She
always wore herself on her sleeve.
Except when it concerned Eleanor. The
strain of keeping that inside was ripping at
her every day. And now she was reduced to
this.
"Daniel." She wiped the tears from her
eyes. Gone was the strong, stubborn redhead.
Gone was the outgoing girl that bantered
with him. "…there’s something I—I can’t…"
"Eleanor already got to you, huh?"
"…how did you know?"
"There’s something you need to hear."
Daniel explained what had happened.
He played back the recording on his cell
phone from start to finish. Rachel didn’t say
anything for a long time. Daniel lent her the
patience she’d given him, quietly waiting
with an arm around her waist.
"I just…" Rachel trailed off. She put a
hand on her face. "No. I can believe it. I just
really don’t want to."
"This isn’t normal," Daniel said. "I
don’t know what’s happened between you
two, but this is not how sisters should
operate." He sighed. "But…I know it’s part
of your secret. I won’t go there. But I’m
stopping this."
"…stopping what?"
"I’ve got copies of the recording saved
in a few safe places. I told her she’s done
butting into your life, or the campus gets an
earful. She doesn’t get to tell you what to do
anymore, or influence your decisions. You’re
your own woman. You should have what
makes you happy, not what satisfies her
criteria." He shrugged. "I pegged her for the kind that puts everything on public
reputation. Easy pickings."
Rachel buried her face on Daniel’s chest
and, if anything, wailed louder. He could
feel the palpable weight come off her
shoulders. He could feel her joy. He couldn’t
remember the last time he could say that with
any honesty about someone else.
"Thanks," Rachel managed.
"What are boyfriends for?"
"Boyfriend, huh?" She sniffed, then
smiled. "Guess that makes me your
girlfriend."
He kissed her forehead. "You know,
when I got up this morning, I just thought,
shit, I could die today. I need to go see
Rachel, right now." He kissed her cheek.
"You’re driving me insane."
"I am?"
"It’s kinda lame to say, but I can’t stop
thinking about you."
"…you need to work on your delivery,"
Rachel said. She rubbed her nose. "But
practice makes perfect."
Daniel hacked a laugh. He looked
around at her bed. "You’ve got a lot of
pillows," Daniel said. "And dolls."
"I made them. I make some of my own
clothes, too."
"I had no idea."
"I learned to sew from my mother,"
Rachel said. "I love dolls. I just…" Rachel shifted her fingers to her shoulders. "I
realized something last night. Eleanor sees
me as a doll. Maybe it’s extreme to say that,
but somehow…it really describes our
relationship."
"I think I know what you mean."
"…I felt so bad. I just wanted to see
you, too."
Daniel tightened his arm around her,
bringing her against him. "…it’s not bad to
want someone to understand and accept you,"
he whispered. "It can’t be." He looked at her.
"Why didn’t you mention it before? Your
sewing? It seems like it’s kind of a big
hobby."
"…Eleanor thinks it’s childish, so…I
was worried you would think the same."
"Really?"
"…if you were more selfish, you’d be
her," Rachel said. "You’re very similar."
Daniel didn’t know what to make of that.
The thought bothered him more than a little.
In the end, he just shrugged. "If you say so."
"But I honestly believe she doesn’t mean
it the way she does," Rachel said. "She isn’t mean-spirited. She just doesn’t get it. I
think…I think she has some deep seated
worries. Something she doesn’t talk to
anyone about, a worry strong enough to make
her act like this."
"I guess it’s enough to make you give up
after a while."
Rachel’s eyes went hard and fierce.
"But that’s changing. Today. Starting right
now."
The echo of his own words rung in his
head. Change. He had changed. Jack had
changed. Rachel had changed. He’d always
thought people couldn’t change, but here they
were. Maybe college was good for
something other than student debt after all.
"Yeah," Daniel agreed. "Good." They sat there, then, basking in each other’s
company.
"You’re finally in my room," Rachel
said after a moment. She smiled. There was
something shady about her grin that he
couldn’t quite place. "Want to see some of
the clothes I’ve made?"
"Would now be a bad time for a dress-
up joke?"
She laughed her warm laugh. "You’re
impossible."
"I won’t complain about having Rachel
Ashworth as my own personal model."
"I’ve got something that’ll shut you and
your big mouth up." She got up from the bed
and rooted through her drawer. She ducked
into the bathroom before he could see what
she picked. "No peeking!" she yelled. The
door slammed shut.
Daniel had half a mind to walk right up
and open it, but through sheer force of will,
he kept himself under control. He listened to
the flutter and rustle of clothes. It wasn’t long
until the door creaked back open.
Rachel padded out in a cerulean blue
slip. The nightgown was tight around her
curves and very short.
"Uh…" Eventually, his eyes traveled