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I nearly broke into a chorus of hallelujahs went my toy rumbled to life. I wasted no time sliding it down the center of my folds, moaning as my nerve endings were rattled with pleasure. Sweet delicious erotic tension built quickly as I moved the hard vibrator against my soft, humble flesh. Every time it skimmed my longing clit, shockwaves of pleasure shot from my core.

I threw my head back against the pillows, unable to contain my verbal reactions to the exquisite tingles from the toy. I shamelessly writhed against it, nearly bursting with joy as I climbed t
hat erotic peak
to a climax I’d been craving, been hungering for
for
so long.

Chapter 4

EVAN

Holy shit! Before I could even stop myself, before I could come to my senses, my wolf took the reigns. When I finally
regained
control, I found myself standing inside Callie’s kitchen, listening to the most intimate
erotic
cries
coming from her. I smelled her, and her scent was overwhelming. Fuck. It seeped into my lungs, it swarmed me, ignited my drive in a way it never had before. It was far more potent. The stronger her cries became, the closer I found my cock to exploding and my wolf from erupting again.

Finally succumbing to instinct, I stormed to her bedroom. My heart rate tripled at the glorious sight before me; my body came alive with an irrational
drive
I could no longer deny.

All of Callie’s curves were on display, and damn they were beautiful. She was beautiful. Her hair fanned out o
ver
her white pillow
;
her creamy skin looked delectable atop her chocolate brown comforter. Her breasts were round mounds with tight peaks that had my mouth watering. It wasn’t the details that had me struggling to catch my breath though; it was the full picture.

Callie’s luscious figure was
thrashing
against the bed, her head was tossed back,
her
lips formed the perfect ‘O’ as she let out another cry. What had me damn near coming all over myself was her sweet pussy on full display
. I watched as her perfectly manicured hand maneuvered the vibrator expertly against her clit.

When her other hand slid up and grabbed her breast, rolling her nipple between her fingers, I lost control. I was gone, and Callie was going to be mine whether she wanted to be or not.

Chapter 5

CALLIE

My entire body was a ball of tension, of erotically built longing. The pulsing waves of the vibrator against my sensitive flesh sent me soaring. I’d never been thrust this close to climax so quickly. My muscles were
clinched
so hard I thought they were going to cramp; my womb was wound so
taut
I was certain I’d lose my ability to ovulate.

Liquid heat flooded my inner channel as my body
prepared to be thrown
over the edge into ecstasy.

I lifted my hips off the bed, leaning into the delightful pleasure stemming from my toy, trying to get closer, craving more an
d more but feeling like it wasn’t enough yet
knowing that it was.

I screeched as my toy was abruptly jerked from my hand and thrown across the room. Before I could react, he was sucking my clit, plunging his tongue deep within my pussy and pushing me over the edge. His arms snaked around my hips and held me down as fireworks burst from within me.

My
body shook and my vision blurred as pleasure blasted through me. Every hair stood on end. My flesh lit up, every pore
was
zapped with awareness, with electrically charged erotic awareness that was heightened by waves of pleasure crashing over me. I could barely breathe as he continued to demand more and more from my pussy with his talented mouth, as his every lick, every suckle commanded my body to respon
d
with more,
forcing
my orgasm to seem never ending.

My voice echoed around me, but the phrases, the pleasure induced moans sounded foreign.

Before I could come back down, he was over me. Through my haze, I was shocked to see Evan hovering over me, the way I’d always dreamed. Once second I was watching him watching me come and the next his lips were on mine.

Damn he tasted good. His lips molded so easily to mine, so perfectly to mine. There was urgency in his touch, yet he wasn’t rough. I could tell he wanted to be, but he held back.

His breathing was just as labored as mine. His heavy breaths fluttered over my mouth as he sucked my bottom lip between his. He lightly nibbled my flesh as my consci
ous mind
began to return, as the fog started to disappear.

Right when I was on the verge of freaking out, feeling my emotions, my conscience rising to the occasion, he plunged into me. His cock stretched the walls of my pussy to the max, sent new undulations of pleasure through my sensitive core, eliciting a moan from me. I’d never been so full; I’d never felt so much.

I grabbed his flexing biceps, straining as he held himself over me; my nails bit into his
skin
the second he captured my nipple. I gasped for air, my body overwhelme
d with all these new sensations;
e
nchanting
sensations I never wanted to be without again.

Chapter 6

EVAN

Fuck! She felt like heaven. When I saw her about to crawl back into her shell, when I noticed that she was on the verge of embarrassment over what had just happened, I reacted. I disrobed in record time and seated my throbbing cock as deep as I possibly could inside her.

I rolled my tongue around her tight nipple, teasing her into oblivion. I needed her conscience to stay away for a bit. I needed her. Damn it. I just needed her.

I tweaked her other breast with one of my hands before switching. I didn’t linger, pulling back to take in her wet peaks, standing up straight with a
longing
I was going to fulfill.

My wolf was jumping, was raging within me, fighting to be set free so he could ensure she would be ours forever.

Her mouth was ajar as she met my gaze. Her
blue
eyes were dilated, dark with
a desire that matched my own. I could sense
she
was a little hesitant, a little overwhelmed, but I also sensed that she wanted this.

I moved my cock inside her, sliding to the hilt before shoving back into her. She cried out, her hands fisting around my biceps. She bit her bottom lip, as I continued to
pound into her
. Fuck, she was gorgeous. I wanted to touch every curve, but I also didn’t want to crush her. I was much taller than her with a lot more muscle and bulk. Her curves were nothing against my frame. She was delicate flower that I was going to pluck.

I lowered to my elbows, hovering inches from her face as I
drove
in and out of her pussy at a slow, torturous rhythm.

“Tell me you want this,” I demanded, accenting my command with a growl
from my wolf. I knew he was pee
king through my eyes, watching her closely.

“I want this,” she breathlessly replied, squirming beneath me.

“Why?” The head of my cock slammed into her cervix. Pleasure burst through my groin even as every muscle tightened in
expectation
.

She cried out, her hands moving to fist the sheets. “Why what?” Her hips lifted to meet mine.

“Why do you want this?” I couldn’t hold back the anger within me. Either she’d wanted me this entire fucking time and we both suffered in silence or she was just using me.

She bit her bottom lip, whimpering as I pushed into her again.

My need was on the back burner as a novel one burst forth. I had to know. Suddenly it became vital that I knew whether she wanted this or not. I didn’t want to claim someone who didn’t want to be with me. I needed to know whether I could give into my every craving and unleash my wolf on her.

“Answer me!”
I grabbed her wrists and jerked them over her head near the headboard. I began pumping into her in
a frenzy
. My wolf was riding me, pestering the shit out of me to break free; my balls were drawn so close to my cock, so constricted with need I felt like I was going to explode. Pleasure licked my dick, spreading from my groin
in
tiny bursts of awareness that had my body twisting, my muscles clenching with a
compelling
craving
. “God damn it, Callie, you better answer me.” I was so close to losing my control, my delicate balance on the tightrope.

Chapter 7

CALLIE

Cognizance
muffled my pleasure for a moment. I was having sex with Evan, my boss, my neighbor and the alpha of the pack I lived among. And damn it, he was every bit of
the
physical perfection I’d dreamed
him to be
. His muscles bulged as he thrust into me; his eyes bore into me as he shouted commands that had me want
ing
to come so bad. But I didn’t want to answer the question he was demanding an answer for.

Abruptly he slid out of me. I immediately felt empty and cold. After two minutes of him inside me, I missed his warmth; I missed his touch.

“Callie.” My name was a harsh
plea
on his lips. He ground his jaw as he glared at me. It took me a moment before I noticed he was shaking.

I immediately sat up, and cupped his face. I didn’t care if he saw the rolls of my stomach or that my breasts were
n’t
totally perky.
I cared too much about him.

Fear knotted my chest as his features pinched. He swallowed hard, his breathing loud gasps through gritted teeth. “Evan. Talk to me. What’s wrong?” I couldn’t keep the panic from my voice.

He growled, pushing away from me. His head snapped towards me as he stood up off the bed. His eyes were glowing honey, his lips curled into a snarl as he took me in.

“Evan?” I’d never seen his wolf before, but I was certain that’s what I was seeing now. I wasn’t afraid of it, but I was concerned. I didn’t know what was going on.

Abruptly, his head jerked towards the vibrator, still buzzing on the floor. I watched his large frame stomp towards the offending toy. I jumped when he slammed his foot down on it, effectively breaking the object and killing the noise.

I heard a snap and he hunched over at the waist. His eyes sought me. “Shit! Callie, tell me if you want this or not, now!”

I opened and closed my mouth, but nothing came out.

“I need to know whether or not to run, Callie!” He was
begging
despite the volume and command of his voice.

“I-“

He gritted his teeth, strain wrinkling his forehead, pulling on his brows. His body escalated to a violent
tremble
. “You’re. My. Mate. Now do you want this or not?”

My head whipped back. I felt like I’d been slapped with a thousand flogs. Emotions surged, suppressed desires surfaced with a vengeance. Hell yeah I wanted him. If nature dictated that I was his mate, then that explained everything that I’d felt for him. It explained my body’s reaction to him, my need for him.

Shit! He was suffering, trying to save me. He was willing to give me a choice. I felt tears prick my eyes.

I slid off the bed and went to him. “Don’t fight it. I want you, Evan. I’ve always wanted you. I just didn’t think you wanted me.”

He tugged me into his arms, yanking me to him tightly. “I’ve always wanted you, Callie
. I will always want you. Ah!” h
e
cried out, lurching
back.

I watched as his wolf sprung free. The bones in his face broke, elongating into a snout.
He fell on all fours, his hands and feet transforming into paws. His body trembled as his muscles regrouped, as his frame changed.
Hair burst through every pore
; he gleamed black as midnight. H
is teeth grew, the sharp edges of them poking beyond his lips, warning me of their ability to rip their enemies apart. His eyes glowed a pure honey hue. Every breath was a puffed snarl as he watched me closely.

My chest rose and fell heavily
. I though
t for a moment like I was in a movie, like I was having an out of body experience.
I struggled to comprehend that I’d just watched a human transform into a wolf
;
my wolf.

I slowly back up to the bed. I was lost in his gaze, lost in this beautiful creature that was
deeply
focused on me. When the backs of my legs hit the mattress, I put my hands behind me and carefully
hoist
ed myself onto the bed. I never looked away from Evan though. I knew eye contact was important. He warned me
the moment he hired me
that if I ever came in contact with a wolf to never run. Running would g
et me attacked.