Cord SEAL Team Seven (Book 5) (17 page)

“I don’t want to…” I understood, she was afraid to fall asleep, to relive her nightmare.

“I’ll watch over you baby, get some sleep.” It seemed that’s all it took to put her mind at ease and it wasn’t long before I was listening to the sound of her breathing as it evened out in sleep.

I laid awake thinking long after her little body settled into mine and there was no more tenseness. Tomorrow, my brothers and I will put an end to the waiting game and I have no doubt all hell will break loose. There’s a lot to be done to ensure that we didn’t lose any bodies on our end, and I guess these fucks had taken one more thing from me. No way I’m going into battle without taking her. Looks like her time had run out.

Looking down at her in the predawn light, my heart filled with so much love it was a physical ache. For the first time in my life I felt real gut fear. I’d never thought twice about putting it all on the line, never worried about the loss of my own life. But if anything happened to her, there would be nothing of worth left on this earth, nothing for me to live for.

It would be dangerous to underestimate the enemy. As secure as we are here, there was always a way. We were dealing with men who could use their power and position to come after us in so many ways. So I knew before we did anything else we’d have to make damn sure that the girls were safe.

CORD

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“I
t’s time little gem.” That’s all I said to her as soon as her eyes opened in the morning. From the widening of her eyes I knew she didn’t need me to explain. Earlier this morning, she was ready to ride my dick, now her fear was back. When her eyes flew right to my dick I knew what her problem was.

“Let’s get this out of the way.” I took her hand and held it against my cock. “He’s skin and blood, he might hurt you a little as is his right when he takes you for the first time, but he won’t kill you. And you know I will never harm you, so put that fear I see in your eyes away. Now come ‘ere.”

I lifted her from the bed and headed for the bathroom with her held closely in my arms. Once there I stood her on her feet next to the tub as I ran the water until it was just right. She still hadn’t said a word and I left her to her own thoughts. This was a life changing moment for her after all. I’d told her enough times what this final step in our bond would mean. If she was having second thoughts about belonging to me too damn bad. I wasn’t even gonna ask.

“Come.” I held out my hand and she came to me on unsteady legs. I steadied her with my hands on her hips before lifting the tee shirt over her head and throwing it to the floor. She stood in front of me naked, perfect.

Her body was toned from the exercises I’ve had her doing with me sometimes at night. Her hips had a nice soft flair, and her breasts were high and firm. I cupped them as I imagined my sons and daughters feeding there and my cock wept.

There was no need for words when I lifted her into the tub and picked up the cloth to wash her. I ran it gently over the marks on her neck that I had missed in the dark. They were obscenely evident now and only served to piss me the fuck off again. I bit back the anger refusing to invite them or thoughts of them here.

“I love you Little Gem.” Her eyes welled up with tears and I leaned over to sip them as they fell. I took very good care of her, paying special attention to that place between her legs that I would soon eat from.

I dropped the cloth in the water and used my fingers to clean her inside while teasing her clit with my thumb. Priming her. When I’d washed every inch of her body, I lifted her from the water and wrapped her in a soft warmed towel. By the time we left the steamy room, my need was on the rise. I left the bedroom with her in my arms and headed for the playroom.

While she’d slept, I’d come in here and made it ready before taking a shower. Now I unwrapped her and laid her back on the silk sheets. I moved slowly but precisely as I cuffed her hands above her head and attached them to the bed, before taking care of her legs. I tested the chains to make sure there was enough give and that there was no danger of chafing when she moved, as I’m sure she would.

Her eyes followed my every move and I was pleased to see that now instead of fear there was only need. I’d already laid out what I was gonna need to make her first time as pleasurable as possible. I couldn’t let myself think about the pain I was gonna inflict on her in this bed. If there was a way to avoid it, I would, but there was no way I could breech her with my length and size and not do some damage.

“I’m going to be very careful with you Little Gem.”

“I know. And Cord, I love you too.” Her voice was soft and tinged with anticipation.

“I know baby.” I smiled down at her as I climbed into bed between her spread legs.

I started out slow, controlling my lust by sheer strength of will as I poured the oil into my palm. I worked it into her thighs, making my way down to her feet where I caressed each toe, making sure to dip in between before massaging the bottoms of her feet until they arched.

I licked and nibbled on her toes while teasing my fingers slowly up her inner thigh. “That tickles.” She could laugh. It did my heart good to hear it. “Does it?” I did it again and she pulled against her restraints.

“I want to touch you too.”

“Soon baby, let me take care of you first.” I kissed her instep and worked my lips up her legs until I reached her pussy. I dipped my tongue in her while letting my fingers drift down to her ass. I wanted her mindless with lust before I fucked her this first time so I teased her unmercifully with my fingers and tongue until she was panting for breath.

Opening her legs as wide as they would go with the chains around her ankles, I laid myself flat between them with my mouth at her opened gash. I made love to her pussy with my mouth until her juices started flowing, completely attuned to her all the while. The sounds she makes always tell me how far gone she is. And where before I always pulled her back from the brink, this time I wanted to push her over.

Using just the tip of my thumb, I teased her clit until it was soft and wet. My finger in her ass moved in just a little deeper. I’d decided to claim all of her, that’s why I had pain meds on the side table for later. I should probably give them to her before we got started, but I wanted her to feel everything I did to her. There will be no barriers.

With my tongue pressing down on her clit I drove my fingers into her pussy until I reached her hymen. She lifted her ass and tried snatching my digits deeper inside her. “Be still.” She whimpered and bit into her lip as she tried to obey, but I knew she wouldn’t be able to for long. I mean to push her beyond her limits and then some. Only then will she be able to take all of me.

I finger fucked her pussy and ass while licking her swollen clit. My balls filled and my cock grew as her taste destroyed the last of my control. She fought against her restraints and pleaded for release.

“Please Cord I can’t…”

“Yes you can.” She was actually crying now as she pushed her pussy harder against my mouth. I let her ride my tongue until her legs shook and her tummy tightened.

“I need to cum, please let me cum.” I nipped her clit before sucking it into my mouth. “No.” She slumped back down onto the bed and thrashed her head from side to side as she tried to hold her body still.

I lapped at her pussy with the flat of my tongue while my finger dug deeper in her ass, then I added another one. I opened her pussy with my thumb and forefinger and blew into her sweet pinkness as she howled and moaned, her restraints pulling against the bedposts.

Licking my way up her middle, I latched onto her tit and sucked hard while letting the head of my cock rest against her clit. Her moan was long and hard, her voice hoarse as she pleaded with me for release.

“Today you’re only allowed to cum on my cock.” Getting up from the bed I moved over to the table and removed the length of silk cloth I’d placed there. Moving back to her I wrapped it around her eyes. “I want you to feel.”

I dropped my robe and stroked my cock, as I looked down at her naked form, spread open for my pleasure. Waiting to be fucked. I stroked until my cock was iron hard before squeezing it off to keep it under control.

When I climbed back on the bed, it wasn’t to get between her spread thighs, but at her head. I ran the leaking tip of my cock across her lips, back and forth until they were covered with pre-cum.

“Taste me, lick your lips.” I waited until her tongue had cleaned every vestige of pre-cum from her lips before dipping my cockhead into her mouth. She jumped at first at the unfamiliar, but soon settled down.

I led her by moving my cock back and forth making sure not to go too deep too soon. I fed her just a few inches and watched her lips stretch as she tried to swallow. “There’s no way you’ll ever be able to take all of me in your mouth so I won’t even try. Relax.”

I used my free hand to massage her throat, being sure not to touch the marks that had been left there. “Open.” I fed her about eight inches until I hit the back of her throat and she gagged. Instead of pulling out I held still until she got accustomed, enjoying the fuck out of the way her throat worked around my cockhead as she tried to breathe.

Yes, that’s one of my joys, something I can’t wait to share with her. Something I hope she enjoys as much as I do. It’s one of those things I need to get off, that total control, even of her breathing at the time of climax. Just thinking of it made my cock grow harder.

She soon got the hang of it and her head moved back and forth while I held still. She was a natural. When I was sure she wasn’t gonna choke on my dick, I reached down and pushed three fingers inside her cunt, widening her for the invasion of my meat.

I had to remember to hold my dick at the cut off point lest I lose control and fuck into her throat too deep. There was pre-cum and her own spit leaking out the side of her mouth onto her chin, and the way her throat worked around my cockhead was magic.

I worked her pussy with my fingers and fucked her face a little harder, the sight of her tied and at my mercy making my lust burn out of control. She was really getting into it now, going after my dick hungrily. Her tongue teased the little slit in the head of my cock before licking its way down my shaft and back.

She hummed around my meat like she was enjoying the taste and her pussy squeezed around my fingers with each stroke of my cock into her mouth. The look on her face as I looked down at her was one of total abandon. She had given herself over to just feeling. I was close, too close.

“Enough.” My already full balls grew heavy and hung down low. It had been a long fucking time since I’d fucked. I’ve been denying myself the pleasure of masturbation, so after each session with her I’d used my mind to bring my body back from the edge. That is those times I didn’t spill in her back or all over her tummy.

She refused to release her new toy, and even with her hands tied, used her mouth to hold me prisoner. When I was finally able to pull out of her neck I climbed back into bed and crawled between her legs. “I want you to stay still for me.”

I ran my cock up her thigh and over her pussy, teasing her clit then dipping into her slit and out again. I knew what I was doing to her, but I needed to control her even in this, especially in this. She was able to hold it in until I squeezed her clit between my fingers while fucking just the head of my cock into her. “Fuck-now-now-now.” She broke.

She lifted her ass off the bed trying to impale herself on my dick. Leaning over her, I whispered in her ear, “if you don’t behave I won’t let him in you.” I knew she wanted to feel me inside her I’d brought her to the point of begging me to fuck her.

I was really holding off to bring myself under control. Finally getting to this point, the point at which I knew there was no turning back did strange things to me. I didn’t want to hurt her anymore than I had to so reaching over to the table I retrieved the cock ring and slid it on before getting the lube.

Pouring some on my fingers, I rubbed it deep inside her pussy before oiling up my cock liberally. I stretched her pussy some more around my fingers, and then leaning over her with my cock teasing at her opening, I removed her blindfold and covered her lips with mine.

“I’ve never before in my life wanted to own anything as much as I need to own you. Once I cum inside you, that’s it. You’ll never know anyone else but me. No one else will ever have you but me. I’m not going to ask you if you’re ready, I am.” I slipped my fat cockhead into the entrance of her pussy. “Look at me Susie.” I waited for her eyes to focus.

“I Cord MacManus, take you Susana Cordova, as mine.” I slammed into her, one deep, heavy thrust, tearing away the piece of flesh that had kept her innocence safe. She screamed and I was barely in time to catch that shit before my brothers heard her and came running.

“Shh, it’s okay.” I untied her arms so I could pull her into me while I soothed her. “It’s okay baby, the pain will ease soon I promise.” Her pussy was a tight vise around my cock. I wanted to drag the ring from around my cock and drive my whole length into her, even though I was already knocking at her cervix.

Looking down between us, I saw how stretched the flesh of her pussy was as she fought to hold her man inside. I’d looked it up enough times to know that in order for her to take my length and width with her small size, I was going to have to use extreme caution less I do some serious damage.

I eased out of her just a little and she winced. “Are you okay Little Gem?” I licked the tears from her cheeks as I held her head gently between my hands. Her eyes were glazed with lust but her body was tense as if waiting for an onslaught.

“I asked you if you were okay, answer me.”

“Yes, I just feel so full, I didn’t know it would be like this.” She moved.

“Don’t…” I gritted my teeth as another inch slipped into her and all I wanted to do was plunge over and over again.

“I’ll make it better for you baby, just hang on.” I was trying not to move, trying to give her the time she needed to adjust but it was hard as fuck to hold back.

Knowing who she was, that she was the woman my heart had chosen for life, the one who would eventually bear my seed, made it damn near impossible for me to control my dick. “You gotta stop moving baby.”

“I can’t help it. It hurts but…” She rolled her hips and my cock lurched inside her. I didn’t realize that I’d been holding my breath until I was in her up to the point where the cock ring met her pussy lips. But now that I had finally breeched her and her blood was on my cock I was able to breathe easy.

“You ready little one?” I brushed her hair back and looked down into her tear-drenched eyes. “So brave.” I complimented her when she nodded her head and smiled. “I’m going to move now, tell me if you hurt too much.”