Criminal Minds (28 page)

‘‘Ever have nightmares?’’

‘‘It’s been scientifically proven that we all dream every night.’’

Rossi made a move. ‘‘Don’t let it eat at you,’’ he said.

‘‘. . . I try not to.’’

‘‘Because, brother, does this job have a way of eating at you.’’

Reid moved a piece. ‘‘Gideon told me that, too, in so many words.’’

‘‘That’s because it’s true. That’s part of why he’s not here now.’’

The young man frowned. ‘‘Are you saying Gideon was weak?’’

‘‘No,’’ Rossi said, moving a bishop. ‘‘Gideon is one of the strongest people I know, but he lets things get in . . . well, it’s hard
not
to let things get in. Let’s say, Jason can let things get too far
inside
.’’

‘‘You
are
saying he was weak,’’ Reid said.

‘‘No,’’ Rossi said, calmly. ‘‘I’m also not referring to him in the past tense. He’s not dead, Spencer, he’s just not here right now.’’

Reid thought about that. ‘‘It’s hard to keep someone in the present tense when they’ve entered the past tense of your life.’’

‘‘I know. But he’s got his own path. For a long time, Jason took this path, and took it for a lot longer than most; and now he’s on a new one.’’

‘‘You’ve lasted just as long. Longer.’’

Rossi considered that. ‘‘No. I was off the path a while. But this is what I’m supposed to be doing now.’’

Reid seemed to be considering his next move. Then he looked up and asked, ‘‘How do you keep things from getting too far inside?’’

Rossi shrugged. ‘‘The wreckage we see, victims and killers, the lives destroyed, other lives scarred . . . you can’t wade as deeply into it as we do and not have some of it seep in. I’m just saying, you can’t let it consume you.’’

The game forgotten now, Reid asked, ‘‘How do you keep that from happening?’’

‘‘Think of it this way. We’re doctors—hell, you even have the word in front of your name. But our patients aren’t the victims—we diagnose the disease afflicting not the innocent but the guilty. We have to understand the sickness that has turned these human beings into monsters. We can’t cure their disease, but we can sure as hell quarantine them.’’

‘‘Okay. I get that. But that doesn’t address how to keep the horror from consuming us.’’

‘‘Reid, I see you do it all the time. You keep a distance, maintain an intellectual perimeter. Doctors have to stay objective . . . and they can’t take their work home with them.’’

They were silent for a long time, then Reid said, ‘‘Sometimes it all just seems . . . not pointless, no, I understand that we accomplish something. But . . . hopeless. There’s no
end
to this disease.’’

Rossi locked eyes with the young man. ‘‘Daniel Dryden would have kept killing if we hadn’t stopped him, right?’’

‘‘He wasn’t going to stop, unless it was with a grand flourish—killing his wife, his sons, himself.’’

Rossi nodded curtly. ‘‘But he didn’t. Mrs. Dryden and her boys, no matter how scarred this will leave them . . . and it
will
. . . are alive. They are survivors. So—how many people did we save?’’

Reid shrugged facially. ‘‘It’s impossible to say.’’

‘‘Right. But you agree, we did save some?’’

Reid nodded. ‘‘But we’ll never know those people.’’

‘‘Now you’re getting it.
That
is my hope.’’

‘‘What is?’’

‘‘That I never have to meet any of those people. For now, they’re safe . . . and that’s enough for me until the next time.’’

‘‘I can see that,’’ Reid said. ‘‘And we can always hope that there
isn’t
a next time.’’

Rossi gently pushed the chessboard away and got up into the aisle. ‘‘Afraid that’s more hope than I can muster, Spencer. I’m pretty damn sure there’s going to be a next time. So, for right now, let’s get some sleep.’’

My assistant, Matthew Clemens, helped me develop the plot of
Killer Profile
, and worked up a lengthy story treatment (which included all of his considerable forensics research and on-site location scouting) from which I could work.

Profiler Steven R. Conlon, Assistant Director, Division of Criminal Investigation for the State of Iowa Department of Public Safety, generously provided a great deal of help and useful information.

Lt. Chris Kauffman (retired), Bettendorf (Iowa) Police Department, and Lt. Paul Van Steenhuyse (retired), Scott County Sheriff’s Office, again provided professional insights and expertise.

Also helpful were Matthew T. Schwarz, CLPE, Identification Bureau Manager, Davenport (Iowa) Police Department, and Sheila Rogeness, IAI Certified CSI, Lead Crime Scene Tech, Davenport (Iowa) Police Department.

The following books were consulted:
The Encyclopediaof Serial Killers
(2000), Michael Newton;
Mind-hunter
(1995), John Douglas and Mark Olshaker; and
My Life Among the Serial Killers
(2004), Helen Morrison with Harold Goldberg; and
Profile of a Criminal Mind (2003)
, Brian Innes. Information was also gleaned from Court TV’s
CrimeLibrary.com
.

Special thanks go to Executive Producer Edward Allen Bernero of
Criminal Minds
; editor Kristen Weber of Penguin Group (USA) Inc.; and Maryann C. Martin of CBS Consumer Products. Without them, this novel series would not have happened.

Thanks also go to agent Dominick Abel; Matthew’s wife, Pam Clemens, a knowledgeable
Criminal Minds
fan who again aided the effort; and the author’s frequent accomplice, Barbara Collins.

Max Allan Collins
was hailed in 2004 by
Publishers Weekly
as ‘‘a new breed of writer.’’ A frequent Mystery Writers of America ‘‘Edgar’’ nominee, he has earned an unprecedented fourteen Private Eye Writers of America ‘‘Shamus’’ nominations for his historical thrillers, winning for his Nathan Heller novels,
True Detective
(1983) and
Stolen Away
(1991).

His graphic novel
Road to Perdition
is the basis of the Academy Award-winning film starring Tom Hanks, directed by Sam Mendes. His many comics credits include the syndicated strip ‘‘Dick Tracy’’; his own ‘‘Ms. Tree’’; ‘‘Batman’’; and ‘‘CSI: Crime Scene Investigation,’’ based on the hit TV series for which he has also written video games, jigsaw puzzles, and a
USA Today
bestselling series of novels.

An independent filmmaker in the Midwest, he wrote and directed the Lifetime movie
Mommy
(1996) and a 1997 sequel,
Mommy’s Day
. He wrote
The Expert
, a 1995 HBO World Premiere, and wrote and directed the innovative made-for-DVD feature,
Real Time: Siege at Lucas Street Market
(2000).
Shades of Noir
(2004), an anthology of his short films, includes his award-winning documentary,
Mike Hammer’s Mickey Spillane
, featured in a DVD collection of his films,
Black Box
. His most recent feature,
Eliot Ness: An UntouchableLife
(2006), based on his Edgar-nominated play, is now available on DVD.

His other credits include film criticism, short fiction, songwriting, trading-card sets, and movie/TV tie-in novels, including the
New York Times
bestsellers
Saving Private Ryan
and
American Gangster
.

Collins lives in Muscatine, Iowa, with his wife, writer Barbara Collins; they write the Trash ‘n’ Treasures mystery series together as Barbara Allan. Their son Nathan, a University of Iowa graduate, has completed a year of post-grad studies in Japan, and spent much of 2007 working for the Barack Obama presidential campaign.