Dancing Tides (131 page)

“
I
g
u
e
ss.
I
s it
e
f
f
e
c
tive
a
g
a
inst d
e
p
re
ssion
?
”

“Ve
r
y
.
I
t d
o
e
s h
a
v
e
some
side
eff
e
c
ts thou
g
h
.
”

“
L
i
k
e
w
h
a
t
?
”

“
Some
p
a
ti
e
nts
re
po
r
t h
e
a
d
ac
h
e
s, n
er
vous
n
e
ss
a
t
f
i
r
st until the
b
ra
in
g
e
ts u
s
e
d to the d
r
u
g
.
”

“Y
ou m
ea
n the
c
h
e
mi
c
a
l
?
”

“T
h
a
t
’
s
r
i
g
ht.”
A
nd
b
e
ca
use
this p
a
ti
e
nt
wa
s thi
r
t
y
-f
our
y
e
ar
s old, she
tho
u
g
ht he d
e
s
er
v
e
d to kno
w
.
“A
nd
some
h
a
ve
r
e
po
r
t
e
d a
d
r
o
p in th
e
ir
libido.”
She
r
ipp
e
d o
f
f
the
p
a
p
e
r
fr
om the
p
a
d
a
nd
h
a
nd
e
d
him the
p
re
s
cr
iption.

Terr
i
f
i
c
,
h
e
tho
u
g
ht
a
s he
took the
pi
ec
e
of
p
a
p
er
,
st
are
d
a
t it.
“T
h
a
t
’
s
a
lot of
d
a
mn
e
d side
eff
e
c
ts,
a
ll of
w
hi
c
h
sound a
lot
w
o
r
se
th
a
n
w
h
a
t
I
’
m d
ea
li
n
g
w
ith no
w
.”

“De
p
r
e
ssion is not som
e
thing
to i
g
n
o
re
, M
r
.
B
e
n
n
e
tt.
A
nd h
a
d
y
ou not jump
e
d into the o
cea
n,
h
a
d
y
ou not b
ee
n
car
r
y
i
n
g a
w
e
a
pon,
I
w
o
u
ldn
’
t
e
v
e
n think
a
bout p
r
e
s
cr
ibi
n
g
y
ou
a
ntid
e
p
re
ss
a
nts.
B
ut sin
c
e
w
e
c
a
n
’
t
c
h
a
n
g
e
e
ith
e
r
one
of
those
e
v
e
nts,
I
’
ll s
e
e
y
ou on
T
hu
r
s
d
a
y
a
t one
o
’c
lo
c
k.
N
ow
s
c
oot.”

T
he
minute
Co
r
d
g
ot ou
t
side
a
nd
wa
lk
e
d to the
t
r
u
c
k h
e’
d d
r
i
v
e
n in
fr
om
t
he
far
m,
h
e
a
lmost
c
oll
a
ps
e
d n
e
x
t to
i
t.

He’
d su
r
viv
e
d t
h
e
first a
ppoi
n
tm
e
nt.

Ta
lking
a
bout th
a
t
d
a
y
a
l
w
a
y
s b
r
o
u
g
ht p
a
in
a
nd
a
n
g
e
r
to the
f
o
r
efr
ont
a
t t
h
e
s
e
ns
e
l
e
ss d
ea
ths h
e’
d
w
itn
e
s
s
e
d
f
i
r
sth
a
nd.
L
iv
e
s
h
a
d b
ee
n l
o
st th
a
t d
a
y
, not just C
a
ssi
e’
s, but h
e
r
f
a
th
er
,
h
e
r m
a
id of
hono
r
, one
of
h
e
r
c
ousins,
a
nd t
w
o of
th
e
ir
g
u
e
sts,
a
ll on C
a
ssi
e’
s s
i
de
of
the
f
a
mi
l
y
, of
c
ou
r
s
e.

Co
r
d h
a
d lost no
fa
mi
l
y
t
h
a
t d
a
y
b
e
c
a
use
he
h
a
d
n
on
e
.
O
n
l
y
C
a
ssi
e
. C
a
ssie
h
a
d b
ee
n the on
l
y
p
er
son
h
e’
d
e
v
e
r
c
o
nsid
ere
d his
fa
mi
l
y
.

A
nd look how
th
a
t h
a
d tu
r
n
e
d out?

T
he
t
r
a
g
e
d
y
should n
e
v
e
r
h
a
ve
h
a
p
p
e
n
e
d.
I
f
h
e’
d
a
c
t
e
d soon
er
, do
n
e
som
e
thing
a
bout Rob
b
y
b
ef
o
r
e
th
e
ir
we
d
d
ing
d
a
y
…