Authors: Jo Beverley
Tags: #Contemporary, #Fiction, #Romance, #General, #Man-Woman Relationships, #Love Stories, #Historical, #England, #Historical Fiction, #Great Britain, #Knights and Knighthood, #Castles, #Historical Romance, #Great Britain - History - Medieval Period; 1066-1485, #Upper Class, #Europe, #Knights
Copyright © Jo Beverley, 2003
PUBLISHER’S NOTE
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
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Imogen of Carrisford stood in the dark cold, shivering at the muted sounds of horror. Even here in her castle’s secret ways, she could not escape the distant clash of arms, the howls of battle rage, the frantic bellowed orders and screams of terror.
Screams of death.
The clamor told of horrors beyond her imagining, but her small spy hole revealed only the beautiful great hall of Carrisford Castle, empty, untouched, and gilded by torchlight and candlelight. The only violence there was in the precious wall hangings, where silken warriors fought with gilded swords.
The trestles had been broken down after the evening meal, but the mighty oaken high table sat in its place with the two solid great chairs behind it. Her father’s chair and her own.
Her father was dead.
A flagon of wine and some goblets told of the meeting so rudely disturbed. She and her father’s officers had been making sad but orderly plans for the future. One silver goblet lay on its side, red wine soaking into the wood and dripping slowly down onto the rush mats.
The only sign of disarray.
The peaceful, familiar chamber tempted her to leave her dank hiding place, but she stayed. Sir Gilbert de Valens, her father’s marshal, had thrust her into the secret space between the walls and bade her remain there at all costs. The invaders—whoever they were—had surely come for one thing only. The Treasure of Carrisford.
Herself. The heiress to all her father’s vast wealth and properties.
The secret way was narrow, only wide enough for most men to pass sideways. Though Imogen was not as large as most men, her body sometimes brushed the outer wall, and the dampness which seeped through the massive stones crept chillingly into her gown.
Or perhaps the chill came from terror.
Or perhaps it came just from the agony of waiting.
Imogen would much rather have been out among the noise than cowering here. As mistress of Carrisford, surely she should be with her people.
They were invaded, but
how
?
Carrisford was a mighty, impregnable fortress. Her father said it could hold against the whole of England.
She stifled a whimper. Her father was dead.
The bereavement, the raw and recent loss, swelled up to drown out even the sounds of horror. How could Bernard of Carrisford, mighty lord of west England, die so quickly of a minor hunting wound?
Father Wulfgan said it was the hand of God. Her chaplain had instructed her to mark well how such a fate could strike down the mighty as easily as the low. He was right, she supposed. The simple gash had festered, and before they knew it her father had the wound fever and neither hot iron nor poultice, woundwort nor holy water, had stopped the spread.
In his death agony Bernard had dictated a plea to the king for protection; then he had commanded that the castle be sealed tight, that no one other than the king’s envoy be admitted, high or low. All to safeguard his only child, now vulnerable at sixteen to the first greedy man to hear the news. Now trembling in this cold dark hole.
It was impossible, but it had happened. Before the earth was smooth on Lord Bernard’s grave, a greedy man had heard, and come, and entered. It could only be treachery, but that was for later. For now it was Imogen’s duty to escape this brutal wooing.
The clamor grew louder and Imogen flinched back from the hole. But then she pressed her eye close again, seeking any evidence of what was happening. A piercing scream told of violence just out of sight. Was that her Aunt Constance? Surely not. Who would hurt such a sweet, gentle lady?
Imogen gave thanks that there were few innocents to suffer here. Her own two girlhood companions had recently left to marry, and her father’s squire and pages had set off for their family homes yesterday after the funeral.
Which left only Aunt Constance.
If only Imogen’s aunt had been in the hall when the alarm was given. But the dear lady had taken no interest in political matters, and had been in her beloved garden. Heaven only knew what was happening to her now.
Sweet Jesu, what was happening?
One of the great hall doors swung open and Sir Gilbert de Valens staggered into view, swaying from exhaustion and the weakness of wounds. There had been no time for him to arm; his bare head was matted with blood, his tunic torn and stained. His sword hung wearily from his right hand and blood dripped from his useless left with mesmerizing regularity.
Imogen found herself watching those droplets of scarlet blood.
Drip. Drip. Drip
.
Now that the true face of violence was before her, she felt numb rather than afraid. She supposed she was as safe as possible. Only the family and a few senior servants knew of the secret passages. The chink she was looking through was disguised by a shield hung on the wall…
Her father had taught her all these things.
Her father was dead.
Drip. Drip. Drip
. That wound needed binding. She must go to aid Sir Gilbert. Soon his very life would drip away into the rushes and it was her duty as Lady of Carrisford to aid the sick and wounded. Even as she formed the thought, the half-open doors were slammed back to bounce against the walls. A monstrous figure appeared in the entrance, backed by a horde of villainous, howling followers.
Arnulf of Warbrick!
He was a giant of a man—tall and massive. Under his chain mail his belly swelled like a monstrous pregnancy, and as he swaggered into the room his tree trunk legs were far apart, unable to meet.
Warbrick. Vile Warbrick, brutal brother of the infamous Robert de Belleme…
When Warbrick had come courting Imogen in satin and velvet, she had been hard-pressed not to laugh at such a barrel of a man. There was nothing amusing about the demon before her now. Every word of his reputation for bestial cruelty and superhuman strength was surely true.
And he came to wed her.
“Ha! Sir Gilbert!” he bellowed. “Where’s the pretty morsel?”
“Lady Imogen has already left to go to the king,” Sir Gilbert said faintly. “Leave us in peace, Lord Warbrick.”
Warbrick advanced on the knight. Gilbert raised his sword, but it wavered. Warbrick took the man’s wrist in his beefy paw and controlled him with ease. “You lie. I have had the roads watched for days. The only one to leave here for the east was the messenger you sent to the king, seeking his protection for the girl.”
Gilbert fell to his knees. Imogen felt her own legs weaken with fear. If Warbrick knew of the message, he had stopped it. No aid was on the way.
Warbrick took the older man’s throat in his fist. “Where is she?”
“Gone,” Sir Gilbert choked out.
“
Where
!” Warbrick’s gross face flushed purple with rage and he shook Sir Gilbert like a dog with a rat.
There was only a rattling noise. With a snarl Warbrick threw the man aside. Imogen stared in blank horror at her father’s friend and faithful vassal. His throat had been crushed.
She began to tremble. Nothing could stop it. She was sure the men in the room could hear her teeth as they clashed together hard enough to break.
She couldn’t move.
She couldn’t think.
A woman ran into the room, fleeing some terror but finding worse. It was Janine, Imogen’s middle-aged handmaid. She stopped and tried to back out again, but two of the soldiers seized her.
At a word from Warbrick they threw her down on the table and yanked her skirts up over her head. Her shrieks and futile prayers were muffled. The men grasped her kicking legs and held them apart. Warbrick opened his clothing to let free a monstrous phallus. He thrust into Janine and pumped at her. The woman shrieked at the first assault, then her cries took on the rhythm of Warbrick’s thrusts in a mesmerizing way.
Janine gave short, high-pitched despairing screams. Warbrick grunted. His gross body thumped, thumped, thumped.
Imogen found she was moaning in horror in time with the rape, and thrust her fist into her mouth to stifle the noise. That was her fate if she were caught.
She supposed Warbrick would marry her before he threw her down and thrust into her, but there the difference would end. She had no doubt that if she fought him he would have his ruffian soldiers hold her down for his pleasure.
She wanted to look away but was transfixed. To look away would be to abandon Janine, to abandon Sir Gilbert’s already cooling corpse.
Imogen watched as Warbrick readjusted his clothes and nodded to one of Janine’s captors. The man grinned and repeated his master’s crime. The maid’s shrieks changed into an altogether more dreadful moan of despair.
Imogen couldn’t stand this anymore. Sir Gilbert had instructed her to stay in the secret passage no matter what happened, but Sir Gilbert was dead. Imogen was what Warbrick wanted, and if she surrendered the horrors would cease. Janine would be left alone. She began to sidle along the narrow space toward the entrance slit.
The thought of giving herself up to Warbrick brought bile to her throat, but to be doing something was an immense relief. After all, she might be able to escape before marriage formalities could be arranged. If not, she thought sickly, she could always kill herself.
Away from the spy hole there was little light, but Imogen knew she had only to follow the passage to find the exit beneath the west stairs. She worked her way by feel alone, grateful for the blackness around her. Nothing to see, little to hear, but at long last something to do.
A faint gleam of light told her she was near the exit. She moved more quickly.
Abruptly, the light was obscured. Imogen gasped and shrank back.
“My lady?” someone whispered.
“Siward?” She sagged with relief. “Oh, Siward. We can’t allow this to go on. I must give myself up to Warbrick.”
“I was affeared you’d be thinking that,” her seneschal said, and his fist connected with her jaw. That was the last Imogen knew.
Imogen came to her senses in the woods. There was a moon, so it was not pitch-dark, but under the heavy canopy of summer foliage it was close enough. Imogen was first aware of a very painful jaw and rubbed it, muttering unflattering comments about the perpetrator.
Then she remembered.
Sir Gilbert.
Janine.
Warbrick.
Siward must have forced some potion into her to keep her unconscious for so long, and perhaps that was why she felt so numb. It was a relief to be so. Her memory could repeat scenes of horror for her again and again—she thought it would do so for the rest of her life—but it was like a mummer’s play. It did not touch her.
Or not too much. Her teeth began to chatter again, and she clenched her jaws to stop them.
Then winced at the pain.
She buried her swimming head in her hands. What was happening now back in the castle, her beautiful, tranquil home?
Immediately, her mind shied away.
She looked up and made out Siward sitting nearby. A few dark shapes showed that other people had escaped.
“Siward,” whispered Imogen, “you have done a terrible thing. What will happen to my people with Warbrick tearing Carrisford apart looking for me?”
He was hunched over, and she realized he was an old man, and that he too was accustomed to an orderly life. At her words, however, he straightened and spoke firmly. “What will happen to your people if Warbrick forces you to wed him and thus becomes Lord of Carrisford, lady? Sir Gilbert deputed me to keep you safe, and so I will. You must stay out of that devil’s hands.”
Imogen pressed her hands to her face. He was right, she supposed. For her sins, she was the Lady of Carrisford and the heir to the castle. She was the key to possession of great wealth and power and must act for the good of all her people. A leader had to be willing to sacrifice a few for the good of the many.
But it was hard. She could not forget her maid crying for pity and for help…
“Janine,” she moaned. “Did you see… ? Oh, Siward, did you see?”
Wordlessly, he gathered her into his arms and she shuddered there, far beyond tears.
Imogen had never experienced violence, and today she had near drowned in it. She had never seen the act between man and woman before, but now the picture was imprinted on her mind and the sounds rang in her head.
And she would have to come to that some day with some man…
She thrust that thought away before it truly drove her mad. Not Warbrick. At least, not Warbrick. If she could keep out of his hands, perhaps she could bear it. Not all men could be so vile.
Siward’s voice broke into her panicked thoughts. “We can’t stay here, lady. It’s not safe. Where shall we take you?”
Imogen looked up in shock. She’d thought her people had the matter all in hand, but here they were looking to her to lead them.
She had no idea what to do.
Until two days past she had been the pampered daughter of Bernard of Carrisford, great lord of Gloucestershire. Her days had been an orderly succession of music, needlework, hawking, and reading the treasured manuscripts in her father’s possession.
Until the past spring her future had been securely planned to continue in this pattern. She had been betrothed at ten to Lord Gerald of Huntwich, a pleasant and able man fifteen years her senior who would surely have secured her peace forever.