Darkside (31 page)

'All right, Neil?' said Jonas, offering his hand.

Neil looked at it, then ignored it and tried to sit up by himself. Jonas withdrew his hand and let him struggle. The smell of booze came off him in waves, over an undertow of profanity.

Jonas remembered Neil Randall at school. He had been a
star on the football field - quick on his feet and tough in a tackle. That was with two legs, of course.

'Fuck,' said Neil, and Jonas became aware that he was groping at his own thigh. He looked down and saw that Neil's right leg had grown about a foot longer than the left. For a second his brain couldn't adjust to the anomaly - then he realized that Neil Randall's prosthetic limb had come loose and was slowly working its way out of his trouser leg. By the orange light of the streetlamp he could see the edge of a thick sock and the start of a shiny plastic shin.

Jonas bent and started to try to push it back up, but it just bunched Neil's jeans at the empty hip.

'No'tha'way!' slurred Neil, shoving his hands off. 'Take it off.'

Feeling surreal, Jonas pulled carefully on the slush-covered boot. The limb came so far and then stopped, the thigh caught in the narrow leg of Neil Randall's jeans.

'It's stuck,' he informed him.

'What?' said Neil aggressively, as if it was all his fault.

'It's stuck in your jeans, mate. You want me to push it back inside?'

'Get it
off
!' said Neil.

'It's
stuck
,' said Jonas, getting impatient. He was supposed to be on anti-killer patrol, not playing tug-of-war with a fake leg.

'Fuck you, get it
off
!'

Jonas stood up and yanked hard. Neil Randall bumped off the kerb and into the road on his back with the violence of the tug, but his leg stayed in his jeans.

'Watchmefuckin
head
!'

'You want me to pull it off or not?' said Jonas.

'No, leave it. Jus' fucking leave it.'

Jonas let go of the leg and it splashed down in the slush in
the road. He thought immediately of Marvel dropping the leg of the dead pony.

It made him brusque enough to walk round behind Neil and grasp him under the arms.

'Leave
off
!'

Jonas ignored him and pulled him back on to the pavement and towards his house, as Neil twisted and flailed. 'Bastard! Ge'yofuckinhands
offme y'bastard!
'

Something hit Jonas hard in the side of the head, making him stagger sideways and fall to one knee, dragging Neil Randall with him. They both grunted at the fall and Jonas's helmet landed in the snow.

Groggily he put one hand down to steady himself and touched his ear with the other, as he looked up and down the street to see who had hit him.

For a second he couldn't grasp what he was seeing.

Then it all became horribly clear.

Suspended above the snow-covered, orange-flavoured street by what looked like a sheet was Danny Marsh. His kicking foot was what had caught Jonas in the ear.

Jonas got up in a dream.

A nightmare.

'Jesus!' said Neil Randall.

One second Jonas was just watching, the next he had Danny's shoes and ankles in his big hands, trying to take his weight, trying to push him upwards and against the cottage wall as he jerked, and someone was shouting, loudly and incoherently, and Jonas knew it was
him
but he had no idea what he was saying because his whole world was a jumble as he held his old friend's feet and tried to keep the pressure off his neck, tried to keep him alive, kept losing his grip ... as Danny bobbed and writhed in the frozen air.

Jonas saw a yellow light and knew that the door had been opened.

He heard people shouting and rushing towards him.

He was dimly aware of Elizabeth Rice's shouts to get to the bedroom and pull Danny up from there, and the sound of men thudding upstairs.

But before they even made it to the window, the kicks turned to spasms and he felt the hot trickle of piss running up his sleeves - and Jonas Holly knew that Danny Marsh was dead.

They lowered him from the window on his own bedsheet, recalling a less deadly childhood adventure, and Jonas felt his friend's body pass solidly through his arms, head lolling and knees buckling as his feet touched the pavement.

Jonas knelt beside him in the icy snow and pumped the still-warm chest, and pinched the still-warm nose, and sealed his lips to the lips of the son, just as he had to the mother. All the while Neil Randall watched wide-eyed, propped on his elbows and with one leg six feet long.

Too late. Too late. Too late. The words ticked like a clock, low and calm inside his head, and finally Jonas heard them. And from somewhere, his neglected memory salvaged the fact that the hearing is the last sense to leave the dying consciousness.

He stopped trying to bring Danny back and instead - for the second time tonight - bent so close to a warm ear that he could feel his own breath coming back at him.

'Thank you,' he said.

Then Jonas Holly got slowly to his feet and asked whether someone had called an ambulance.

They had.

He took off his jacket and laid it over Danny Marsh's face and asked people to please step back.

They did.

He watched Alan Marsh come out of his house, saw his eyes roll back and his knees buckle, just as his dead son's had done mere moments before, then Jonas heard the soft crunch as the man's head dropped almost silently into the snow.

*

There was a note.

'What do you know about this?'

Jonas stared dumbly at the note they had found in Danny's room, then slowly shook his head.

'Nothing,' he said.

It was 3am. They were in the mobile unit. The ambulance had taken Danny's body away. Jonas's sleeves were still wet up to the armpits with piss; he could feel it every time he moved and smell it every time he drew breath.

'Bollocks,' said Marvel. 'You knew it was him all along.'

'That's not true!'

It wasn't! Jonas felt panicky that Marvel could even think it! He was an officer of the law and if he was aware of wrongdoing, he would take action - whoever the hell it was doing the wrong.

Apart from Lucy.

Probably.

But that was
all!

'I don't believe Danny killed anyone.'

'He cracked,' said Marvel. 'Under the pressure from his
mother going bananas. Killed Margaret Priddy as a kind of trial run most likely, then his own mother. Then the people up at Sunset Lodge.'

'Why?' said Jonas. 'Why kill
anyone
after he'd killed his mother, if that was the problem?'

'Maybe he passed the tipping point,' said Marvel, pleased that he'd remembered without recourse to Reynolds. 'Maybe once he cracked, the floodgates just opened. We were about to pull him in. The night of the killings at Sunset Lodge, he got out of a window at his house. We've got shoe prints on the sill. Didn't know
that
, did you?'

'No,' said Jonas, and thought of the voice calling his name from the shadows beyond the garden gate that very same night, luring him out into the freezing dark ...

Jonas!

It had sounded like Danny.

But it had been a dream. Hadn't it?

If you won't do your job ...

He had no idea what Marvel meant.
... then I'll do it for you
.

The mobile unit was cramped, damp and smelly. A flickering fluorescent strip made this feel like a Stasi interrogation.

'Sir, even if I believed he killed those people, which I don't, why would I cover it up?'

'You two were mates. I saw you on the playing field after we dragged his mother out of the stream. Good mates, I'd say. If
he
had something to hide, I reckon either you knew about it,
or you've
got something to hide too.'

'What?' demanded Jonas. 'What am I hiding?'

From the look on Reynolds's face, he'd only just beaten him to the question. Reynolds looked embarrassed even to be there.

'You tell
me
,' said Marvel, and sat back in his chair with an
air of dogged certainty. 'First,' he continued when he got no response, 'first tell me why you hit Danny Marsh the other day.'

'He
swung at
me
!'

'So arrest him. Don't beat the shit out of him!'

'I think that's a bit of an exaggeration, sir,' said Reynolds, and refused to look at Marvel so he could not be disciplined by a glare.

Jonas barely heard him. He recalled that feeling of threat that had come off Danny. While he laughed and joked about old times, Jonas had been consumed with fear, desperate for him to back off and
stop
... In hindsight it seemed very minor.

'I felt threatened, sir,' he said truthfully. 'If I over-reacted, that's why.'

'Why did you fall out with him?'

Jonas was confused. 'Fall
out
?'

'When you were kids,' Marvel insisted.

'When we were
kids
?' Jonas gave a small laugh.

'Yes,' said Marvel, deadly serious. 'When you were eleven or so.'

Jonas looked blank.

'Ten or eleven. You were best mates. Then one day you weren't. What happened?'

The smell of burned things. Burned wood ... burned hair ... burned flesh
.

Only confusing fragments.

'I don't remember, sir.'

'Bollocks. You do.'

Jonas shrugged. He didn't. He didn't want to.

He looked around. The cramped unit was dingy and dirty. He didn't think he could work in a place like this. There was a calendar on the wall that was four years out of date. Four
years ago, Lu could have walked upstairs on her hands. Four years ago, Jonas was following another path to another place. Four years ago would do him nicely, thank you very much, so he let his mind linger there instead of here, where Lucy was dying, Danny was dead, and DCI Marvel was being a prick.

'... to him?
Holly!
'

Jonas came back, blinking. 'What?'

'What did you say to him?'

'Say to who?'

'Whom,' said Reynolds. 'Sorry.'

They both ignored him.

'To Danny Marsh. When he was dying. Rice says you said something to him.'

'I didn't say anything.'

'Bollocks. Again.'

Marvel pushed his chair away from Jonas and went over to the fridge. He opened it and took out a can of cola.
Generic
cola.

'I think I said, "Thank you."'

'Why?'

Jonas frowned. 'I don't know.'

It was the truth. He had no idea. He'd taken his lips from Danny's mouth and slid them round to his ear without any thought of why or of what he was going to say when he got there. There was just something inside him that had to be said.
Had
to be said. And when he'd said it, it had felt
right
.

Jonas!

The voice at the gate had been Danny Marsh, he was sure.

He'd wanted to talk to him.

Had Danny left him the note?

If so, what was the
job
Danny wanted him to do?

The dead eye of the pony. The prickle of hay against his cheek. The woman's face at the dusty window ...

Pfffftt!
Marvel opened the cola and Jonas came back with a start to find him and Reynolds regarding him with interest.

'He's dead, Holly. You can't protect him. Not if you call yourself a policeman.'

Jonas couldn't breathe.

Call yourself a policeman?

How did he know? How did Marvel
know?
He'd never told him what the first note said!

Jonas sat there, staring wide-eyed at Marvel while his mind screamed at him,
Don't stare! Don't look at him! He'll know that you spotted the slip!
But he couldn't move - even his eyes.