Deep Blue Forever (Deep Blue Series) (5 page)

             
"So we will stay another night at the castle and we will see what happens tomorrow." He nods his head as to say we are in agreement. 

             
When we get back to the castle, Sam was waiting for us leaning in the doorway of the foyer.

             
"How was the "office"?" He says with a knowing smile.  I turn to Ian wondering what he knows. 

             
"Got me, I don't know how he does it?" I shrug. 

             
"You going to tell me where you really went or am I going to have to figure it out?" Sam is smug, which makes me look at Ian, and I know he is thinking the same as me.

             
"Figure it out."  We say in unison, laughing.

             
"OK, I love a challenge.  I guess you went to a doctor's appointment," he says, and I turn to look at Ian with amazement.  Ian just starts chuckling and pointing to the pharmacy bag in my hand. 

             
"Oh for Christ's sakes!  Brilliant, Sam."  I laugh.  "OK, but what did we go there for, hmmm?" 

            
 
"Let me look in the bag and I can tell you."  We all start laughing. "I'm going up to take a shower. When you figure it out, let me know."  I start walking up the stairs as Ian tells me he will be up in a minute. 

              "Would you like some company?" I turn around to see my gorgeous hunk of a man step in the shower behind me. 

             
"Yes I would." I smile at him as he steps in behind me, and I wrap my arms around his waist.

             
"You know, I have never been so happy to see something so unrecognizable in my life," he says with a chuckle, and starts kissing my neck.

             
"Yeah, isn't it amazing?" I breathe in as he kisses a trail from below my ear to the hollow of my throat.

             
"Yes and so are you baby," he murmurs, his kisses traveling down between my breasts.  He moves me so I am against the shower wall. "How are you feeling?" He says setting his deep blue's on me as his hands travel to cup my ass.

             
"Very good." I assure him, and wrap my fingers in his hair.

             
"Mmmm," he says licking and sucking his way down to my belly. He is now on his knees in front of me.  "I have some more marks that need freshening up."  I feel him smile against my belly, and my whole body quivers.  "Hi little peanut," he whispers to my stomach and I laugh.  "What?" He looks up at me, his chin resting on my belly.

             
"Nothing, I just call it that, too, in my head."

             
"Don't call my baby an it," he says scornfully before he keeps moving lower.

             
He sucks and licks my inner thigh, working on his marks that have faded.

             
He takes one of my legs and swings it over his shoulder and moves in kissing my sex.  His tongue is purposeful as he rolls it around my clit. I feel weak at the contact, but Ian's strong hands are holding me tight at my waist.  He moves his tongue to my opening, and thrusts his tongue inside me.  It's a very good thing he is holding me because I feel like I could collapse from pleasure. 

             
"Do you know how amazing you taste baby?" He growls, the vibration from his words sends shock waves through me.  "You are so wet and ready for me." He groans, and I feel my insides tighten. 

             
"Ian, please."  My hands wrap in his dark silky wet hair.  He slowly takes his fingers moving them in and out of me.  He makes short work of bringing me to a mind blowing orgasm.  It feels like the first time, as tidal wave after tidal wave flows through me.  Ian is still licking as I come all over his tongue.

             
"Beautiful baby, you are so breathtakingly beautiful," he moans in his low, animal, sex voice that just about makes me come again.  Now making his way back up my belly to my very sensitive breast, he is gentle and careful as he licks and sucks at my nipples. Then his mouth is on mine, I can taste my arousal mixed with him.  His expert tongue explores my mouth, hungry and desperate to be there.   I love the way Ian kisses me, the way his lips possess mine, and the way he tells me with his kiss just how much he loves me.

             
"I need you," I moan into his kiss, and he shakes his head.

             
"This is all about you right now, my girl," he says and starts washing me with a sponge and body wash. He moves gently over my body spreading flowery suds everywhere.  He gently massages my head with shampoo following with conditioner.  The whole time I am aware of his very hard, very large erection. I go to reach for him, but he moves back from my touch.  "No, no I'm not done with you."  

             
He ignores his rock hard erection. I see the veins popping out, but he only pays attention to me.  Every time I move to touch him, he moves telling me not yet.  

             
"Ian, you look like you're going to explode." I protest as I look down at him.

             
"I'm not going to explode. I want to make sure you are taken care of first and then we'll see." He chuckles at me.

             
"Are you afraid?" I look at him as he rinses the conditioner from my hair.

             
"I don't want to hurt you," he says, not meeting my eyes.

             
"You heard the doctor, it's fine."

             
"If I took you right now in this shower, I don't know how well I could control myself and the last thing you need right now is a hard fuck."

             
"On the contrary, I need that very much right now."  I giggle as he gives me a look.

             
"You're not helping," he growls.  "When we're in bed, and I can control myself more, okay?" He barks and I can't help but laugh. 

             
Ian dries me off and combs my hair all with loving attention, making sure I am still feeling okay when we make it to the bed. "You're not feeling nauseous are you, or weak or sick?"  He is drilling me with questions, so afraid of me getting sick again.

             
"No, I am feeling very, very horny," I say pulling him to me. Like I am made of glass, he doesn't lay on me like he would normally. He holds himself up and kisses me gently. 
This is not going to work for me
.  I push him off of me and he lands on his back. I crawl on top of him and straddle his thighs.  Ian's deep blues are wild as he watches me lower myself on to his raging cock. 

             
"I need you." I moan as he slips in me.  He's holding me so I don't go too hard, too fast.

             
There's a little pain at first, but a good pain. Ian holds my hips up when he see's my face.  "I'm fine, you're just so big." I smile and lower myself gently, taking him all the way in.

             
"Fuck baby, you feel so good." He growls, his hands on my hips helping me up and down him.  Every time with Ian feels like the first time, but especially this time.  It's like there is a connection with us now, an unbreakable bond, and it feels so good.

             
"I love you, Ian." I gasp as he slides in and out of me.  He sits up so he can kiss me, his hands rubbing up and down my back. His lips are everywhere on mine, and then on my neck and to my breast. He works to make his little marks on my breast kissing and sucking, making little red dots all over.  He pulls me tight to his chest holding me so hard, like I'm going to float away if he doesn't. "I'm close baby, are you ready?'

             
"Yes," he growls into my throat, and then like always, he grabs my face in his hands holding me there so he can stare into my eyes. His deep blue's penetrating me to my core.  We both release, I feel everything. My insides are hyperaware of every ounce of fluid he releases into me.  I convulse around him, my body wanting every last drop. 

             
I collapse on top of him, and he is panting very heavy as he mumbles, "I love you too, sweet girl." 

             
"God, I don't think I will ever get tired of you."  I breathe into his neck.

             
"I sure hope not, baby." He swats my ass lightly. 

             
After a couple of minutes of holding each other, and getting our breathing back to normal, Ian rolls me over.

             
"You still feel okay?"

             
"Yeah, I'm actually really hungry," I tell him, and he gives me his dazzling dimple smile. 

             
"Well good, because I had Ethan run out and get us something," he says as I crawl off of him.  He throws me his t-shirt and I put it on smiling at how well he knows me.  I love wearing his t-shirts after him.  I inhale his scent as it goes over my face.  Ian is chuckling at me when my head emerges. I know I have a giddy grin on my face.  "You are so cute," he says, wrinkling his nose leaning his hands on the bed to kiss my nose.

             
"Back at you," I mimic his nose wrinkle.  He takes a blanket off the bed wrapping around his waist.  Then he takes big pillows off of the couch and lays them on the floor.  Going to the door, he opens it grabbing a large brown paper bag. 

             
"Would you like to have a picnic with me?"  He asks motioning to the floor.

             
"Of course." I scoot off the bed and sit on one of the pillows.  He sits across from me and starts digging in the bag.

             
"Truffle mac and cheese, fillet mignon with béarnaise, salad, and for dessert chocolate cheese cake," Ian tells me, and it smells heavenly. "I believe these are some of your favorites." 

             
"They are, you sure do know how to pay attention," I lean over and kiss him, "but geez, I think I've gained five pounds just smelling this food."

             
"Good, you need to gain weight. You are too skinny.  Don't forget you are eating for two." 

             
"Don't worry. I'm sure I will be fat soon enough," I say rubbing my belly.

             
"You won't be fat. You're pregnant, and you're going to be beautiful," Ian says dishing up my plate.  The food is delicious, but after only a few bites of each item I am feeling full. Ian frowns at me as he sees me stop eating.

             
"Sorry, but baby steps, baby.  I haven't eaten much the past few days, and what I did eat came back out."  I take another bite of steak just to appease him.    He finishes his and then finishes mine.  After sitting for awhile, he clears everything out of the way and gets a serious look on his face.  He stands up, taking my hands he brings me to my feet. 

             
"I want to do this right," he says kneeling in front of me on one knee.  "Before you say anything, I want you to know that I have had this ring for awhile.  I was always going to propose.  I know you, and I know you are going to think I am only going to do this because of the baby.  I have the receipt to prove when I bought it if you don't believe me," he says before clearing his throat and opening the velvet ring box.  Showing me a huge princess cut diamond with two sapphires on either side set in white gold.

             
"Aubrey Elizabeth Jackson, I love you with all my heart and soul.  I can't ever imagine my life without you in it.  Will you be my wife?  Have all my children, that will have our grandchildren?  Will you grow old and wrinkly with me?"

             
I put my hand up to my mouth as I look at the sapphires that remind me of the color of Ian's eyes.  He is staring up at me with those deep blues waiting for me to say something.  "You bought this before you knew I was pregnant?"

             
"Yes, baby. I knew since the day I met you that you would be my bride. Now can you answer my question before I have a heart attack here?" He smiles up at me as I drop to my knees, and wrap my arms around his neck.

             
"Yes, yes, yes! A million times yes."

             
Ian puts the ring on my finger and lays me down.  We make love, slow and gentle for hours, exploring each other's bodies in every way imaginable.  It's so intimate and sexy. I can never imagine myself ever loving someone as much as I love this man, who is going to be my forever. 

Chapter 10

Ian

              The next day, we are sitting on the couch with my laptop trying to get some work done. There is heavy fog today, so we know we aren't going anywhere by plane.  Sam was having Miry fly in today, and we aren't even sure when she should arrive, if even at all today.