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Authors: Gayle Brandeis

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A
LSO BY
G
AYLE
B
RANDEIS

F
ICTION

S
ELF
S
TORAGE

T
HE
B
OOK OF
D
EAD
B
IRDS

N
ONFICTION

F
RUITFLESH:

S
EEDS OF
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NSPIRATION FOR
W
OMEN
W
HO
W
RITE

Y
OUNG
A
DULT
F
ICTION

M
Y
L
IFE WITH THE
L
INCOLNS

F
OR MY MOM

Contents

Other Books by this Author

Title Page

Dedication

Epigraph

Chapter 1 - Izzy

Chapter 2 - Karen

Chapter 3 - Izzy

Chapter 4 - Karen

Chapter 5 - Izzy

Chapter 6 - Karen

Chapter 7 - Izzy

Chapter 8 - Karen

Chapter 9 - Izzy

Chapter 10 - Karen

Chapter 11 - Izzy

Chapter 12 - Karen

Chapter 13 - Izzy

Chapter 14 - Karen

Chapter 15 - Izzy

Chapter 16 - Karen

Chapter 17 - Izzy

Chapter 18 - Karen

Chapter 19 - Izzy

Chapter 20 - Karen

Chapter 21 - Izzy

Chapter 22 - Karen

Chapter 23 - Izzy

Chapter 24 - Karen

Chapter 25 - Izzy

Chapter 26 - Karen

Chapter 27 - Izzy

Chapter 28 - Karen

Chapter 29 - Izzy

Chapter 30 - Karen

Chapter 31 - Izzy

Chapter 32 - Karen

Chapter 33 - Izzy

Chapter 34 - Karen

Chapter 35 - Izzy

Chapter 36 - Karen

Chapter 37 - Izzy

Chapter 38 - Karen

Chapter 39 - Izzy

Chapter 40 - Karen

Chapter 41 - Izzy

Chapter 42 - Karen

Chapter 43 - Izzy

Chapter 44 - Karen

Chapter 45 - Izzy

Chapter 46 - Karen

Chapter 47 - Izzy

Chapter 48 - Karen

Chapter 49 - Izzy

Chapter 50 - Karen

Chapter 51 - Izzy

Chapter 52 - Karen

Chapter 53 - Izzy

Chapter 54 - Karen

Chapter 55 - Izzy

Chapter 56 - Karen

Chapter 57 - Izzy

Chapter 58 - Karen

Chapter 59 - Izzy

Chapter 60 - Karen

Chapter 61 - Izzy

Acknowledgments

Reader’s Guide

About the Author

Copyright

 

Delta

If you have taken this rubble for my past
raking through it for fragments you could sell
know that I long ago moved on
deeper into the heart of the matter

If you think you can grasp me, think again:
my story flows in more than one direction
a delta springing from the riverbed
with its five fingers spread


Adrienne Rich

P
EARS RIPEN BEST OFF THE TREE
.

When I picked beefsteak tomatoes in Illinois, the farm stand owners wanted fat, red fruit. In the Arkansas field, it was easy enough to pop a strawberry into my mouth, my daughter’s mouth, when the foreman wasn’t watching. But pears you have to pick when they’re green and hard. When they’re not ready to yield to a thumb, a tongue. They may drive you wild with their scent, but they’ll resist your teeth, make your lips and gums burn.

PEARS DERAILED US
on our way to a blueberry farm in Washington, a family-run place that supposedly welcomed children and paid a decent wage. I had just left my job as a watermelon cutter in Niland, California, near the Mexican border; my task was to slice the fruit from its vine and hand it to the pitching crew that followed me around the dusty field. They hefted the melon from one man to the next, bucket-brigade-style, until it
reached the pickup truck where it was stacked like wobbly cordwood. My daughter Quinn, meanwhile, sat under a nearby tarp with her third-grade math sheets, face flushed, water bottles surrounding her like a packaged moat.

We left before harvesting was finished; I didn’t have a contract like the rest of the crew, whose broker sent them from farm to farm. As a free agent, it was easy for me to take off, find another job. Most small farmers were willing to pay a woman under the table; I only had a problem if they expected something under the table in return. Or if they wouldn’t let my nine-year-old homeschooled daughter out on the field with me. I always hoped my dark hair, my skin tan from so much time outside, would help me fit in with each new set of fellow workers, but they inevitably pegged me for a gringa right off the bat. Quinn’s pale blue eyes probably contributed to this. The fact that I barely understood Spanish after all my time on the circuit didn’t help, either.

I hadn’t minded the melon picking—I felt kind of like a midwife as I eased the ripe fruit through the thatch of wood wool that protected it from sunburn, as I cut the stubborn umbilical cord, handed the bulky baby over to its line of waiting fathers—but the heat was another issue. A fellow cutter, a pregnant nineteen-year-old, had fallen ill from sunstroke, and I didn’t want to risk that with Quinn. Plus the pitching crew made me nervous; I didn’t like the way the first guy in line would hover over me as I knelt by the fruit so his crotch would be right in my face when I turned around, didn’t like the way the group joked about me in Spanish. I would have felt even more vulnerable if it hadn’t been for the knife in my hand.

IT WAS GOOD
to be on the open road again, zipping up the belly of California. A car can get claustrophobic when you’re parked for the night, when you’re trying to sleep with the seat reclined
as far as it can go, your whole body aching, your clothes sour, your daughter squirming in the back seat behind you, the air like an oven even with the windows open. But when you’re driving and she’s sitting beside you and the scenery is changing from desert to mountain to farmland, a mint green twenty-year-old Mercury Zephyr’s a fine place to be.

Quinn put her grimy flip-flops up on the dashboard. “How much longer, Eema?” she asked, turning the vents to blow more air on the backs of her knees. Her faded turquoise shorts rippled and snapped around her legs like sails. I had never told Quinn that
Eema
was Hebrew for “mother,” had never told her to call me that, but she had been doing it since she was a baby. She never said
Mama
, just
Eema
.

“If we drive straight through, twenty-four hours.”

She made a noncommittal sound, then went back to her book and her bag of Funyuns. Quinn and I had fallen into the habit of eating convenience store food on the road, negligibly healthy things we could get for cheap: squishy bread with peanut butter, string cheese, granola bars, jerky, the occasional rubbery hard-boiled egg, tomato juice in lieu of fresh vegetables. Plus a rotating string of treats. The Funyuns filled the car with their bouillon cube tang, and I couldn’t help but reach into the bag and crunch a few myself. I had a weakness for junk food, and didn’t mind the bit of extra heft it gave my belly, my thighs. My body was strong, if achy, from all the farmwork—my body was there for me; it did what I needed it to do. Might as well reward it with some salt and grease.

WE ENTERED A
stretch of I-5 with orchards on both sides of the road; the fruit on the trees was too small to identify as we barreled past at eighty miles per hour, sun flashing between the neatly planted rows like a strobe light. Pistachio, I found out when we stopped at a gas station; a small produce stand in the lot
was selling bags of the pale green nuts, along with peaches and corn and wedges of watermelon in tubs of ice.

“Need any pickers?” I asked the woman running the stand, her white hair buffeted by the hot wind. My mouth was dry from the chips, my skin and eyes dry from the summer air. I was tempted to buy some watermelon, even though Quinn and I had glutted ourselves on it for days—we would hijack melons that had busted open in a fall or developed sugar-crack on the vine; back at our campsite after work, we would plunge our hands straight into the sweet, mealy innards. We must have looked like lions feasting on gazelle, pink pulp hanging off our faces, juice pouring down our arms.

“Nah,” said the woman, “we use machines. Shake the nuts right off the tree.”

I GULPED ANOTHER
bottle of water as we continued up the I-5. My whole body felt parched; I found myself wishing we had taken the longer route up the coast just so we could see the ocean shimmering beside us. When we crossed what looked like a river in Stockton, I was ready to rip off my clothes and dive in. Instead, I pulled over to check the air in my tires.

“Is this the Sacramento River?” I asked a guy who was refilling his wiper fluid.

“It’s the Deepwater Ship Channel,” he said, green liquid glugging sweet through his funnel. “You want to see the river? Go to the Delta.” He handed me a laminated map, one made for boaters. As soon as I saw the spiderweb of waterways, I knew I had to check it out.

Over a thousand miles of water twisted through the Sacramento River Delta, the river routed by levees and dikes, creating wetlands and estuaries and little islands that didn’t look like islands, a few palm trees parked amongst the willow and oak to remind you that you were still in California. The rich peat soil
farmland was so dense with minerals, it was known to combust. Pears grown in the Delta made up more than half the state’s crop. Delta water made up more than two-thirds of California’s drinking supply.

I didn’t recognize the pear trees at first. Highway 160 was a tall levee road; it looked down at the Sacramento River on one side, vast orchards on the other. At first, I thought the farms were level with the asphalt, the treetops shrubs. They looked like giant tortoises hulked on the ground; I had a sudden image of Quinn getting out of the car and leaping from shell to leafy shell, as if they were stepping-stones. I couldn’t figure out what sort of fruit grew on such strange stubby plants. Then I turned a bend and could see the length of their trunks, all the empty space between them. I felt a little dizzy, thinking of how far Quinn could have fallen.

WE DROVE PAST
grand estates, crumbling canning houses, lots of little wooden markets, orchard after orchard after orchard as the road curved with the greenish river. At some point, we took a small ferry, free of charge, that was pulled across the water by cables; it was big enough for maybe six cars, although ours was the only one to make the three-minute crossing. Quinn was thrilled—she said it felt like we were being transported back in time as we floated to the other side. Time did seem to change in the Delta; I could feel my internal clock begin to slow, start to turn as languid as the Sacramento.

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