Die Again (25 page)

“Or he took them as a trophy,” said Jane. “The way hunters take an animal’s skin, to remind them of the thrill.”

“Naw, I doubt he meant it as any kind of ritual. Nicko was just being practical, as usual.”

Jane looked at Barber. “You sound like you know the suspect.”

“I do. We grew up in the same town, so I know him and his brother Eddie.”

“How well?”

“Enough to know those boys were trouble from way back. At twelve, Nick was already stealing loose change out of the other kids’ jackets. At fourteen, he was breaking into cars. At sixteen, it was houses. The victim, Brandon Tyrone, was the same story. Nick and Tyrone, they’d come out here together, steal stuff out of campers’ tents and
cars. After Nick killed Tyrone, we found a bag of stolen items hidden in Tyrone’s garage. Maybe that’s why they had a falling-out. There was some nice stuff in that bag. Cameras, a silver cigarette lighter, a wallet full of credit cards. I think they got in a fight over how to divide it, and Tyrone lost. Mean little bastard. Couldn’t happen to a nicer guy.”

“And where do you think Nick Thibodeau is now?”

“I assumed he took off out west. California, maybe. Didn’t think he’d end up as close as Boston, but maybe he doesn’t want to be too far from his brother Eddie.”

“Where’s Eddie live?”

“He’s about five miles from here. Oh, we hit Eddie hard with the questions, but to this day he refuses to tell us where Nick is.”

“Refuses? Or doesn’t know?”

“Swears he doesn’t know. But these Thibodeau boys, in their minds, it’s them against the world. You gotta remember, Maine is the northern tip of Appalachia, and some of these families value loyalty above all. Stand by your brother, no matter what he’s done. I think that’s exactly what Eddie did. Came up with a plan to get Nick outta here and help him disappear.”

“For five years?”

“Not so hard if you have help from your brother. That’s why I still keep tabs on Eddie. I know where he goes and who he calls. Oh, he’s sick of me all right, because he knows I’m not gonna let it go. He knows I have my eye on him.”

“We need to talk to Eddie Thibodeau,” said Jane.

“You won’t get the truth out of him.”

“We’d still like to try.”

Barber glanced at his watch. “Okay, I’ve got a free hour. We can head over to his house now.”

Jane and Frost looked at each other. Frost said, “Maybe it’d be better if we saw him on our own.”

“You don’t want me there?”

“You two have a history,” said Jane, “obviously not a friendly one. If you’re there, it’ll put him on guard.”

“Oh, I get it. I’m the bad cop and you want to be the good cops. Yeah, that makes sense.” He looked at the weapon strapped to Jane’s waist. “And I see you’re both carrying. That’s good.”

“Why? Is Eddie a problem?” asked Frost.

“He’s unpredictable. Think about what Nick did to Tyrone, and stay alert. Because these brothers are capable of anything.”

A
GUTTED FOUR-POINT BUCK
hung upside down in Eddie Thibodeau’s garage. Cluttered with tools and spare tires, trash cans and fishing gear, it looked like any suburban garage in America, except for the animal dangling from a ceiling hook, dripping blood into a puddle on the concrete floor.

“I don’t know what else I can say ’bout my brother. Already told the police everything there is to say.” Eddie raised a knife to the buck’s hind leg, slit around the ankle joint, then sliced through skin from ankle to groin. Working with the efficiency of a man who’d broken down many a deer, he grasped the pelt with both hands and grunted with effort as he peeled it down, baring purplish muscle and sinew cloaked in silvery fascia. It was cold in the open garage, and he exhaled clouds of steam as he paused to catch his breath. Like the photo of his brother Nick, Eddie had broad shoulders and dark eyes and the same stony expression, but he was an unkempt version of his brother, dressed in bloodstained overalls and a wool cap, his beard stubble already peppered with gray at the ripe age of thirty-nine.

“After they found Tyrone hanging in that tree, the state police kept hassling me, asking the same damn questions. Where would Nick go to ground? Who was hiding him? I kept telling ’em they got it all wrong. That something must’ve happened to Nick, too. If he was on the run, he’d never leave without his bug-out bag.”

“What kind of bag?” said Frost.

“Don’t tell me you’ve never heard of a bug-out bag.” Eddie frowned at them across the splayed rear legs of the deer.

“What is it, exactly?”

“It’s where you keep your essentials for survival. For when the
system goes all to hell. See, if there’s some kind of catastrophe like a dirty bomb or a terrorist attack, people in big cities are gonna be in a world of hurt. No power, folks in a panic. That’s why you need a bug-out bag.” Eddie peeled more of the pelt, and the smell of bloody deer meat, raw and gamy, made Frost grimace and step away.

Eddie glanced at him in amusement. “Not a fan of venison?”

Frost stared at the glistening flesh, streaked with fat. “I tried it once.”

“Didn’t like it?”

“Not really.”

“Then it wasn’t prepared right. Or killed right. For the meat to taste good, the deer has to go down quick. One bullet, no struggle. If it’s only wounded and you have to chase it down, that meat’s gonna taste like fear.”

Frost stared at exposed muscles that had once propelled this buck through fields and woods. “And how does fear taste?”

“Like scorched flesh. Panic sends all kinds of hormones through the animal and you taste the struggle. Ruins the flavor.” He cleanly sliced a fist-sized hunk of meat from the haunch and tossed it into a stainless-steel bowl. “This one was killed right. Never knew what hit him. Gonna make a tasty stew.”

“You ever go hunting with your brother?” asked Jane.

“Nick and I grew up hunting together.” He sliced off another hunk. “I miss that.”

“Was he a good shot?”

“Better than me. Real steady, always took his time.”

“So he could survive out there, in the woods.”

Eddie gave her a cold stare. “It’s been five years. What, you think he’s still out there, living like some mountain man?”

“Where do
you
think he is?”

Eddie dropped his knife in a bucket, and bloodstained water splashed onto the concrete. “You’re looking for the wrong man.”

“Who’s the right man?”

“Not Nick. He’s no killer.”

She eyed the dead buck, its left leg now stripped down to bone. “When they found Nick’s buddy Tyrone, he was gutted and hanging just like this deer.”

“So?”

“Nick was a hunter.”

“So am I, and I haven’t killed anyone. I’m just feeding my family, something you people are so far removed from, you’ve probably never even used a boning knife.” He took the rinsed knife from the bucket and held it out to Jane. “Let’s see you give it a try, Detective. Go on, take it. Slice off a chunk and see how it feels to harvest your own dinner. Or are you afraid of a little blood on your hands?”

Jane saw the disdain in his eyes. Oh no, a city girl would never dirty her hands. It was men like the Thibodeau brothers who hunted and farmed and butchered so that she could have her steak on a plate. She might view his kind in contempt, but so, too, did he view hers.

She took the knife, stepped toward the buck, and sliced deep, all the way to bone. As chilled flesh peeled open, she smelled all that the deer had once been: fresh grass and acorns and forest moss. And blood, wild and coppery. The meat came away from bone, a dense, purple wedge of it, which she tossed into the bowl. She didn’t glance at Eddie as she started carving off the next chunk.

“If Nick didn’t kill his friend Tyrone,” she said, her knife gliding through flesh, “who do you think did?”

“I don’t know.”

“Nick has a history of violence.”

“He was no angel. He got in a few fights.”

“Did he ever get in a fight with Tyrone?”

“Once.”

“That you know of.”

Eddie picked up another knife and reached deep inside the carcass to strip out a tenderloin. His blade was at work barely an arm’s length away from her but she calmly carved another chunk from the leg.

“Tyrone was no angel, either, and they both liked to drink.” Eddie
pulled out the bloody tenderloin, slippery as an eel, and tossed it into the bowl. Swished the blade in the bucket of icy water. “Just because a man loses control once in a while doesn’t make him a monster.”

“Maybe Nick did more than just lose control. Maybe an argument led to something way worse than a fight.”

Eddie looked straight at her. “Why would he leave him hanging from a tree, out in the open, where everyone could find him? Nick’s not stupid. He knows how to cover his tracks. If he killed Tyrone, he’d drag him into the woods and bury him. Or scatter his parts for the animals. What was done to Tyrone, that was something else, something sick. That
wasn’t
my brother.” He crossed to a workbench to hone his blade, and all conversation was cut off by the whine of the sharpener. The steel bowl was now mounded high with meat, at least twenty pounds’ worth, and half the deer had yet to be butchered. Outside the open garage, an icy drizzle was falling. On this lonely country road there were few houses, and in the last half hour she’d seen no cars pass by. And here they were, in the middle of nowhere, watching an angry man sharpen his knife.

“Did your brother go down to Boston much?” she called out over the screech.

“Sometimes. Not a lot.”

“He ever mention a guy named Leon Gott?”

Eddie glanced up at her. “That’s what this is about? Leon Gott’s murder?”

“You knew him?”

“Not personally, but I knew his name, of course. Most hunters do. I could never afford his work, but if you wanted your kill stuffed and mounted, Gott was the man to go to.” Eddie paused. “Is that why you’re up here, asking about Nick? You think
he
did Gott?”

“We’re just asking if they knew each other.”

“We read Gott’s articles in
Trophy Hunter
. And we went down to Cabela’s, to check out some of the big game he mounted. But as far as I know, Nick never met the guy.”

“He ever go to Montana?”

“Years ago. We both went, to see Yellowstone.”

“How many years ago?”

“Does it matter?”

“Yes, it does.”

Eddie set down the knife he’d been sharpening and said, quietly, “Why are you asking about Montana?”

“Other people have been killed, Mr. Thibodeau.”

“You mean, like Tyrone was?”

“There were similarities.”

“Who are these other people?”

“Hunters, in Montana. It happened three years ago.”

Eddie shook his head. “My brother disappeared five years ago.”

“But he has been to Montana. He’s familiar with the state.”

“It was one fucking trip to Yellowstone!”

“What about Nevada?” said Frost. “He ever been there?”

“No. What, did he supposedly kill someone there, too?” Eddie looked back and forth at Jane and Frost and snorted. “Any other murders you want to pin on Nick? He can’t defend himself, so you might as well throw your whole cold-case file at him.”

“Where is he, Eddie?”

“I wish I knew!” In frustration, he slapped away an empty bowl and it hit the concrete floor with an ear-ringing clang. “I wish you fucking cops would do your fucking jobs and come up with answers! Instead you keep harassing me about Nick. I haven’t seen or heard from him in five years. The last time I did see him, he was on the porch, drinking with Tyrone. They were haggling over some crap they’d picked up at the campground.”

“Picked up?” Jane snorted. “You mean, stolen.”

“Whatever. But it wasn’t a fight, okay? It was a … lively negotiation, that’s all. They left for Tyrone’s place, and that’s it. The last time I saw them. Few days later, state police shows up here. They found Nick’s truck parked at the trailhead. And they found Tyrone. But they
never found any trace of Nick.” As if too weary to stand any longer, Eddie sank onto a bench and huffed out a breath. “That’s what I know. That’s all I know.”

“You said Nick’s truck was parked at the trailhead.”

“Yeah. Police figured he took off into the wild. That he’s somewhere in the woods like Rambo, living off the land.”

“What do you think happened?”

For a moment, Eddie was silent, staring down at his callused hands, the nails crusted with blood. “I think my brother’s dead,” he said softly. “I think his bones are scattered somewhere, and we just haven’t found him yet. Or he’s hanging from some tree, like Tyrone.”

“So you think he was murdered.”

Eddie raised his head and looked at her. “I think they met someone else out there, in the woods.”

BOTSWANA

W
HEN THE SUN COMES UP, I AM ALONE IN THE WILDERNESS. I HAVE
stumbled for hours in the darkness, and I have no idea how far I’ve traveled from camp; I only know that I am somewhere downstream, because all night I kept the sound of the river to my left. As the sky brightens from pink to gold I am so thirsty I drop to my knees at the water’s edge and drink like a wild animal. Only yesterday, I would have insisted the water be boiled or purified with iodine first. I would have fretted over all the microbial terrors I’m ingesting, a fatal dose of bacteria and parasites with every gulp. None of that matters now, because I am going to die anyway. I scoop up water in my palms, drink so greedily that it splashes my face, streams from my chin.