Dirty Lay (11 page)

       While we sat there waiting for our food to come I asked, “Hey have you ever thought about a future with me?”

       After he thought about it for a few minutes he looked at me and said, “Yea I thought about it but since our relationship is so new I thought I’d keep those thoughts to myself.”

       “I know we’ve only been seeing each other for six months but I was just wondering where I stood with you,” I asked.

       “I’ve never hidden my feelings from you Caramel.  I have always told you how much you mean to me,” he said.

       “I love you Christian so I’m sorry if I seem a bit pushy but I need to know,” I said.

       The server came with our food and set it down on the table.  As he took a bite of his pasta I thought now would be a great time to tell him my news.

       “I know we’ve been seeing each other a short time but I’m pregnant Baby!” I blurted.

       He began to choke on his food.  After he got himself under control he asked, “What did you say?”

       Oh my God, this is it, he’s going to dump me was all I could think about.

       Tears sprang to my eyes as I looked into his and repeated, “I’m pregnant.”

       I started to cry as he got up from his side of the booth to sit next to me.  He wrapped his strong arms around me and asked, “Aren’t you happy?”

       I lifted my head and looked into his sparkling eyes and smiling face.  He grabbed a napkin and wiped away my tears as I stared at him.

       “What?” I asked.

       “Are you crying because you’re happy or not?” he asked.

       “Are you happy Christian?” I asked.

       “Yes!  I know this wasn’t planned but I could never be unhappy about a gift brought to us from God.  This happened because it was meant to happen,” he said as he leaned in and pressed his soft lips against mine.  I held on to this wonderful man that I had in my life, the father of my unborn baby and thanked God for sending me a real man.

       “How far along are you?” he asked.

       “Fourteen weeks, three and a half months,” I said smiling at him.

       Nothing in the world could have prepared me for his reaction.  He was actually happy about our baby.  He wanted to have a baby with me.

       “I love you Caramel,” he said and it was like music to my ears.

       “I love you too Christian.  I was so scared to tell you,” I said through happy tears.

       “Is everything okay?” our waitress asked.

       “Yes, can we just get the check please?” Christian asked and she went to get our check.

       Christian paid our tab and we left hand in hand.  When we got to his car he kissed me like he’s never kissed me before.  While our other kisses were lust filled and rushed this one was soft and sensual.  We got in the car and he drove towards the direction of his house.

       When we made it to his house we couldn’t keep our hands off each other as we kissed hungrily.  He led the way to his room and began undressing me and I undressed him.  He lay me on the bed, spread my legs and put his face between my legs as he began to feast on my snack cake.  I began to grind my hips into his mouth as he brought me to my first climax.  My body shuddered as I moaned and cried out his name.

       He lay on his back and we did the 69 position for what seemed like forever.  As I sucked his dick he dipped his fingers into my cake and touched my G-spot making me cum instantly.  I sucked and stroked and sucked and stroked his pipe until he came and I swallowed all his juices.  I had never ever in my whole life performed this act on any man but love makes you do crazy things.  As much as I thought I loved Scooby I guess I didn’t really love him at all since he never got this kind of special attention from me while we were dating. I went to the bathroom to rinse my mouth and gurgle with mouthwash and when I returned to the bedroom Christian was waiting for me with his dick standing straight up.

       I climbed in the bed and straddled my man taking all of his dick inside me.  We held each other and kissed as he made love to me for the first time.  He stroked long and deep inside me as we continued to kiss.  He removed his lips from mine and began to suck my breasts and my neck.  Up until now he had never sucked on my neck or tried to leave a mark and I didn’t question him.  I figured he never wanted to mark me up because we weren’t in a real relationship but now that we were having a baby maybe things had changed for him.

       As he pumped harder inside me I screamed his name; I couldn’t help it because he was hitting my pussy in all the right places.  When I felt my orgasm reaching the surface, I grinded my hips hard into his pelvis as he squeezed my breasts and we locked eyes. 

       “Arrrrgggghhhh!  I love you Baby!” I screamed.

       “I love you too Baby now turn that ass over,” Shine said as I got on all fours.  He positioned himself behind me and inserted his dick inside me as he grabbed my hips and pushed his dick in and out.  This was a wonderful feeling I had never experienced not even with Scooby.

       He brought me to new heights as he hit my pussy from the back while rubbing my clit with his other hand.  I didn’t know sex with a man you loved could feel this good.  I felt my knees turning to pudding as he lifted my ass cheeks and went in deeper.  Soon after we both came and collapsed next to each other in his bed.  He wrapped one arm around my shoulder as I lay on it and put his other hand on my belly.  I had just a little hint of a bump, certainly nothing I would have thought was a baby growing inside me.

       “I love you Mel and I promise to be there for you and to take care of our baby,” he said as he rubbed my stomach.

       “I was so scared to tell you because I didn’t know how you would react.  After what happened between Shaniqua and Antoine I didn’t know what to think when it came to us,” I said.

       “What happened between them could never happen to us because I’m a man.  All this here is mine that I worked hard for.  I never had a dad growing up because he’s in prison for armed robbery and murder.  My mom took care of me and my brothers by herself and I promised myself that if I had a kid, I would be the kind of dad I wish I had,” Christian said.

       “You and Antoine are so close yet so different,” I said as I stroked his chest.

       “We’ve been friends since the first day of school and we’ve managed to maintain our friendship through a lot of his bullshit because he refuses to grow up.  That’s my boy and I’d never wish anything bad on him but I wish he would get his act together before it’s too late,” he said.

       “Do you know he ran out on Shaniqua and her mom when they told him that she was pregnant?  She’s been calling him every day since and he hasn’t responded once.  Why would he do that?” I asked.

        “Well I don’t know but I can tell you that he’s been offshore for the past three weeks.  He probably couldn’t answer even if he wanted to because we usually don’t have service out there.  I hope that my boy works it out with her though at least for their kid’s sake,” he said.

        “So you both work for the same company right?” I asked.

        “Yea speaking of which, I gotta head back Tuesday,” he said.

        “Awww!  How long will you be gone Bae?” I asked.

        “For like three months; we always stay out between twelve to sixteen weeks at a time,” he explained.

       “Bae that’s a long time!  Can’t you go for a couple of weeks?” I pouted.

       “We are having a baby you know?  If there’s one thing I know about kids is that they are expensive to care for.  Food, diapers and all that other stuff like clothes, carseats, strollers, I need to work to support y’all,” he said.

       “Yea I know and I appreciate you stepping up for us,” I said as I kissed him.

       “Oh yea, you appreciate me huh?  Show me how much you miss me,” he said stroking his already hard dick.

       I opened my mouth and started sucking and stroking as he moaned and pumped his dick in my mouth.  He began kissing me hard and next thing I know we’re going at it like rabbits again.  I loved this man so much and as he punished my pussy with that big dick I moaned and screamed his name over and over again.  After we were done with our love session we got dressed so he could bring me home because I knew my mom would be waiting for me.

       “Can you come over tomorrow so we can tell my mom?” I asked.

       “Yea I will, what time?” he asked.

       “After church, I guess around one.  I think we should tell her together because when you come back I’ll be almost seven months and I want her to know that you will be here for me,” I said.

       “No problem, text me when you make it home.  Now let’s get you home before your mom calls the cops and reports you missing,” we laughed and then he took me home.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN- MEGAN

       Ant had been gone for almost two months and I missed him so much.  I heard from him every once in a while because when he was on that water he hardly had service.  I think since he had been gone I had spoken to him only twice and it didn’t take long before the line went dead.  I hadn’t been feeling well for the past couple weeks and decided to go to the doctor for what I assumed was some lil stomach virus I couldn’t shake.

       I signed in and had a seat in the waiting room.  While I was sitting in the waiting room I overheard a girl talking to her mom and it put me on edge a bit.

       “I told you that fuckin’ boy wasn’t gonna be there for you and that baby!  Antoine ain’t nothing but a nigga out there playing games!” her mom said.

       “Mom he does loves me!  I spoke to Caramel and she said that Shine told her that Ant is offshore and that might be why I haven’t been able to reach him.  You’ll see, he will take care of us,” the young girl said.

       When I looked at her stomach she looked to be about six months pregnant.  I wondered what she was doing her in this office because my doctor was a general practitioner, not an obstetrician.  The nurse called a Shirley Castle and the older woman went to the back office so I guess the girl was there to keep her mom company.  As she rubbed her stomach she smiled as the baby moved about. 

       She saw me watching and asked, “What the fuck you lookin’ at?”

       “I was just wondering how far along you were and I apologize if I was staring,” I said.

       “How far I am is noneya because unless this is your baby, you need not worry about it,” the young girl said with an attitude.

       “Can I ask you something please?” I asked.

       “What the fuck could you possibly have to ask me?  Do you know me or something?” she asked.

       “No I’m sorry for eavesdropping but I overheard you and your mom talking about someone named Antoine.  I was just wondering if he was your baby’s daddy?” I asked.

       “What’s it to ya?” she asked staring at me like I had lost my mind.

       “I have a boyfriend named Antoine but we call him Ant and he works offshore too.  He has a friend named Shine also and that’s why I asked,” I said.

       “Hold up!  What the fuck you just say?” she asked.

       “I said I have a boyfriend named Antoine,” I said again.

       “Don’t mean he’s my Antoine!  They must have a lotta Antoine’s out here; this ah big ass city yea!” the girl said.

       “You’re right, but what if it is the same man?” I asked.

       “What does he look like?” she asked.

       “About six one, brown skin, and he has a diamond grill in his mouth.  Oh yea and he drives a 2012 Monte Carlo, a blue one,” I said.

       All of a sudden her face turned up as if she were fighting back tears.  I didn’t mean to upset her but I wanted to know if Ant was indeed her baby’s daddy.  I wanted to feel bad for her but after the way she just mouthed off to me I wasn’t fixin’ to apologize for how she felt.

       The nurse called my name to the back and I stood up and went through the door.  After my vitals were taken the nurse gave me a cup and asked for a urine sample.  I went to the bathroom and peed in the cup.  I brought the cup back out after having written my name on it and handed the sample to the nurse.  She led me to the exam room where I sat and waited for my doctor to enter.