Dogstar Rising (22 page)

Read Dogstar Rising Online

Authors: Parker Bilal

BOOK: Dogstar Rising
6.62Mb size Format: txt, pdf, ePub

There were other distractions. A long and turbulent stream of rustic philosophy churned its way from Sindbad’s mind and out into the world.

‘It’s not as if I have anything against them,
ya bey
,’ he laboured, trying to explain himself. ‘I am a simple man and if Our Lord says they are
ahl-al-kitab
, well, that’s good enough for me.’

The People of the Book. The notion that all three monotheistic religions derived from the same written source, drank from the same well as it were, and therefore were deserving of mutual respect. It was a nice idea in theory.

The mourning area had gone, leaving the narrow street quieter and devoid of drapes and chairs, though it was still occupied by Ishaq and his boys. There was a discipline about them that was reminiscent of a trained military unit. They nodded and exchanged whispered commands as he approached. Ishaq stared at him sullenly and nodded for him to be waved through.

Inside nothing appeared to have moved since his last visit. The door was answered by the same sister although dressed more informally in a black gelabiya with gold embroidery, her hand on her plump hip as she peered at him. Maysoun. Her name came to him as she led the way down the hall.

Ridwan Hilal was sitting in exactly the same position as Makana had left him, as though he had taken up living behind his desk in his study. He wore blue pyjamas that he appeared to have been wearing for days. The top buttons were undone, exposing a large expanse of white undervest covering an expansive midriff. A bottle of Johnnie Walker Red Label that had almost been drained of its contents stood on the desk in front of him. Maysoun rolled her eyes as she left them alone. ‘As you can see,’ Hilal wheezed, ‘I find solace in the evils of man. Can I offer you a drink?’

‘No, thank you,’ Makana produced his cigarettes and placed one in his mouth to light.

‘Now you see, there is one of the great contradictions of our age. The Holy Quran.’ Hilal bowed forward until his head was almost touching the desktop. He remained like that as if he had lost his train of thought. Then he sat up and fished about in the plastic bowl for ice that wasn’t there.

‘Maysoun! Maysoun!’

Makana wondered how long he had been in this state. A strand of hair had come free and hung lankly down the doctor’s forehead. He brushed at it absently.

‘Now, where was I? Ah, yes. Sura
4
, Verse
43
of the Holy Quran tells us:
Believers, do not approach your prayers when you are drunk, but wait until you can grasp the meaning of your words.
’ He chuckled and sipped his warm whisky before going on. ‘How reasonable that sounds. To ask that you are sincere in your worship. What does it mean? I shall tell you. It means that alcohol and faith are not mutually exclusive. It demands only sincerity in the act of devotion. Isn’t that beautiful?’ He thumped a hand on the desk which made pens and papers jump. ‘Now, my point is this.’ His eyes were glazed buttons behind the thick lenses. ‘Why can these men who try to bore us to death with their Islam not show the same reason and tolerance as their own sacred text? Are you a religious man, Mr Makana?’

‘That depends on who’s doing the asking.’

‘Of course. Of course. Now take that cigarette you so casually lit. Naturally, you are aware of the hazards to which you expose yourself, yet as a grown man you take responsibility for your actions. Had cigarettes been around in the sixth century, you realise, there is little doubt they would have been banned. We happily pontificate about alcohol while placing between our lips something which Doctor Freud would call a substitute for our mother’s nipple. Do you imagine I could stand up in public in Attaba Square and explain that without being lynched?’

Makana was examining his cigarette in this new light as Maysoun entered the room carrying a bowl of ice cubes. She placed it quietly down and left the room.

‘I accepted her offer to stay on and help,’ Hilal sighed, reaching for the bottle. ‘And with every clumsy gesture she reminds me of how unique my beloved Meera was. Now let me continue my lecture on the abuses of religion. You are familiar, of course, with the famous Sheikh Waheed. Infamous, I should perhaps say.’

‘I witnessed him speaking the other day.’

‘Good for you. My question is this: why is Sheikh Waheed spreading rumours that these children are being sacrificed in some kind of Christian ritual? You’re familiar with these murders in Imbaba of course.’

‘A little.’

‘How easily people are swayed by rumour. The papers are talking about the Angel of Imbaba, a strange apparition that some believe is evil and others benevolent. Anyway, clearly there is a maniac at large who should be apprehended. Sheikh Waheed is well aware that he is talking nonsense.’ Hilal drank thirstily and refilled the glass, ice cubes skittering across the table. ‘I heard him myself on the television telling the world that these children are being sacrificed in rituals conducted by Christians. Blood libel was an accusation raised for centuries against the Jews, not the Christians. The Protocols of Zion. You are familiar with them?’

‘I’ve heard of them,’ Makana muttered, trying to hold on to the man’s logic.

‘That is where you will find such fairy tales. Sheikh Waheed is not a fool, he is much more dangerous than that. He is a knowledgeable fool. And while we are at it, let us ask, why is the government supporting him?’ Ridwan Hilal sat back like an elder statesman, hands folded across his paunch, his eyes closing for a moment. ‘I don’t have to tell you the answer to that.’

‘I understand Meera used to teach the boys English at Father Macarius’ church.’

The eyes opened and Hilal poured the remaining dregs into his glass, setting down the empty bottle with a sigh.

‘It was one of Meera’s little obsessions. She always said that if she ever had the chance, and the money, she would start a charity. Well, she never did, but she did help Father Macarius with his little youth club. She volunteered there. She taught the boys to read. She wanted to do good.’

‘Have you had any further thoughts on what appears in those letters?’

Hilal sat up and straightened his glasses, suddenly alert. ‘You understand that the verses of the Quran can be divided into those which are precise in meaning and those which are ambiguous, yes? The
ayat muhkamat
and the
ayat mutashabihaat
. There is some implication that those whose hearts are troubled by doubt follow the ambiguous parts. In other words, these encourage dissent.’

‘And the Sura of The Star is one of the ambiguous ones?’

‘Precisely, which supports the theory that they were not meant as a threat at all.’

‘You mean, it was some kind of warning? For whom?’

‘For me, of course.’ Hilal’s voice dropped to a whisper. ‘Why didn’t she show it to me?’

‘Meera knew you would think she was trying to persuade you to leave the country. She knew you wouldn’t leave, because of your work.’

‘She told you that?’ Hilal pondered for a moment. ‘What do you know about the nature of my work? The history of Islam?’ Hilal brushed his own question aside impatiently. ‘Have you at least heard of the Mu’tazilites?’

‘The group of medieval philosophers?’

‘Very good. The Mu’tazili school of rationalism believed that God is perfect and complete. Man has to be free to make mistakes. To find solutions that will answer the challenges of society, we must apply reason to what is written in the Quran. This type of rational discourse is of course known simply as
kalam –
to talk or debate.’

Ridwan Hilal was transported by the mere act of explaining. This, Makana decided, was the man Meera had fallen in love with.

‘Another school of thought emerged around the same time which naturally believed the exact opposite. The Hanbalis. To them adherence to doctrine was everything. But see’ – Hilal stretched his big paws across on the table – ‘how close we are to Western civilisation in this. The roots of Greek democracy lie in the Athenian agora where citizens gathered to stroll freely and to talk –
kalam.
For Islam to endure, it has to grow, to become, as Ibn Arabi put it so beautifully in the thirteenth century, a religion of comprehensive love.’ Ridwan Hilal was like a lost man seeking solace in his mind. ‘Ibn Arabi sought to make Islam contemporary, to reconcile it with other faiths. Ideas are the most dangerous thing we have. You can kill a man but his ideas live on.’

Makana stubbed out his cigarette in the overflowing ashtray and stood up. Through the window the view of the street was obscured by a large carob tree. The long, hanging pods dangled like strange worms between the branches. Below, he glimpsed the young seraphs huddled together in conference, perhaps planning to get him when he left the building.

‘You’re saying you would rather die than give up your ideas. Meera believed in you.’

‘I believe she was trying to persuade me to go abroad, if only for a short time.’

‘She told me she had the feeling things were about to change.’

‘What things?’

‘Things,’ repeated Makana. ‘That’s what she said.’

Hilal shook his head. ‘That makes no sense to me.’

‘Meera was spending a lot of time at the office.’

‘She worked hard, yes.’ Hilal shrugged. ‘There is nothing unusual about that.’

‘She stayed late and arrived early, which suggests that she wanted to be alone.’

‘What are you getting at?’

‘I’m not sure. Maybe she was working on something. Did she ever talk about the Blue Ibis?’

‘It was work, nothing more. It kept us alive.’ Short of breath, the plump man gave a long sigh and reached for his cigarettes. Placing one between his lips, he flicked the lighter. The flame warmed the pallid face, slick with a thin film of perspiration. ‘I wish you would leave this alone. For the dignity of her memory.’

‘Other lives may be at stake.’

‘What others?’

‘We still do not know why she was shot. Until we do know we can’t rule anything out.’

‘Fine. Fine,’ Hilal muttered impatiently. ‘If that’s what it takes.’

‘Tell me about the scandal that lost you your job, and Meera hers.’

‘Our lives stopped from one minute to the next, thanks to that charlatan.’

‘You mean, Sheikh Waheed?’

Hilal nodded. ‘Even you must have noticed the level of education to which our beloved president has managed to lower this country. Graduates who are barely able to spell their own names. Writers who are awarded honours for praising his Highness. Sheikhs are the court jesters.’

‘It was a difference of opinion that started it?’

‘It was corruption. These new Islamic banks look for figures to endorse them. Sheikh Waheed has a high profile, a lot of followers. If he appears on television to recommend a certain bank they will go with him. It made him a rich man.’

‘What about Professor Serhan, was that professional rivalry?’

‘Serhan?’ Behind the glasses the twin buttons seemed to glow with fury. ‘The man is an idiot. His vanity eclipses his stupidity. He steals most of his ideas.’ Hilal was working himself into a frenzy. He wheezed and puffed on his cigarette as if determined to choke himself to death on the spot. ‘Intellectually, that door you came through is superior to him. He has the brains of a small child and that’s being unkind to children.’

‘He was instrumental in opposing your professorship. Yet, you were friends when you were students, I understand.’

‘When one is young, the putty is still unformed. It is easy to form acquaintances which, in the course of time, prove themselves to be errors.’

‘Would it be possible for me to look through Meera’s things?’

‘Is that really necessary?’

‘I think it might help at this stage.’

‘Very well. Maysoun will show you.’ He raised his voice and the sister appeared in the doorway clutching her hands together. After another long moment’s hesitation she turned and led the way to a narrow doorway off the hall. She opened it with an air of cautious ceremony as if half expecting to find her sister still sitting there, working away. It was a simple study. Half the size of her husband’s room at the other end of the apartment. It contained bookshelves along one wall and a desk over which hung an old Metro Cinema poster of Laurence Olivier in
Hamlet
.

‘Did she ever mention that she was planning to leave the country?’

‘Leave?’ Tugging a white handkerchief from the sleeve of her dress and burying her nose in it, she said, ‘Never. I mean, she talked about it. Who can live in this country?’

‘In her place you would have left already?’ Makana brought his eyes away from the books to the woman in the doorway.

‘If I had the chance I would leave tomorrow.’ She sounded a resentful note.

He went back to the shelves in front of him, asking casually, ‘How did the family take to her marrying him, I mean, Doctor Hilal being a Muslim?’

‘Of course, it’s not the same, but it’s what happens. Anyway, she always did as she pleased, and expected the world to arrange itself around her.’

‘It can’t have been easy for you.’

Other books

Death by Dissertation by James, Dean
The Three Edwards by Thomas B. Costain
Saving Nathaniel by Jillian Brookes-Ward
Spark of Magic by Trista Ann Michaels
Flawed by J. L. Spelbring
Emperor of a Dead World by Kevin Butler
Alien-Under-Cover by Maree Dry
Jungle Kill by Jim Eldridge
More Than Fiends by Maureen Child