Dr. Frank Einstein (32 page)

       
Alone in my car I toured the city, other couples seemed to enjoy sightseeing together.  But she did not want to join me for this. She of course would enjoy it when she did do anything with me. It was a disconnect.

       
When I went to work from the timeshare I left her to watch television. She would have rather I left her in Palmdale. I wanted her to be with me. I would come back to find that she most enjoyed to be entangled from behind on the sofa. I felt the silkiness of her hair as we vibrated together. To impress her I was gentle gentle till the end I drove forceful to her remarks of Pleasure.

       
Beyond that, she always asked to go home.

         In Mesquite, Nevada the timeshare combined two motel rooms.

         She came in the outside jazzcuzi in a white bikini that was too forbidden for others to see. My arousal level maximized as the dusk seeped behind from the desert mountains.

         Brian's head, Utah located itself nearby to national parks.  I spent four days touring the parks with and without her.  She
liked all the deer. They were especially plentiful at dusk. An astronaut lectured as a group of us made and launched model rockets in the other national park.

When you're in love with a beautiful woman it's hard

When you're in love with a beautiful woman you know it’s hard

'Cause everybody wants her, everybody loves her

Everybody wants to take your baby home

When you're in love with a beautiful woman you watch your friends

When you're in love with a beautiful woman it never ends

You know that is crazy and you wanna trust her

Then somebody hangs up when you answer the phone

When you're in love with a beautiful woman you go it alone

Maybe it's just an ego problem; problem is that I've been fooled before

By fair-weather friends and faint hearted lovers

And every time it happens it just convinces me more

When you're in love with a beautiful woman you watch her eyes

When you're in love with a beautiful woman you look for lies

'Cause everybody tempts her everybody tells her

She's the most beautiful woman they know

When you're in love with a beautiful woman you go it alone

      She started ballroom dancing that next July. I wanted to do it with her but she refused to let me join her.  She was doing it all the time.  Then she started to babysit for this divorced guy.

      
After a year, I found myself with her in our room. I lay on that bed. She was standing in the middle of the room as if she was about to go somewhere. She told me she wanted us to live apart.  She said I had to pay three hundred United States Dollars a month for a room in Lancaster. 

      
“I can’t stand to live separate from you. You’re gonna make me miserable if I can’t live with you.  I’m certainly not gonna to pay for this misery.”  At that, she ran out the door and didn’t come home for two days. Even before this I got this call from a man with a Filipino voice.

      
“Noeme has a boyfriend.” 

      
“Do you have a boyfriend?”  I asked her.  “Some Filipino guy called me and told me you have a boyfriend.”

      
“They’re lying. I promise.” she assured me.

      
But I did not believe her.   I pulled up from the internet her cell phone records.  Calling the most frequent used numbers I found a guy whose answering machine said this:  “this is Chris.”  And a little boy said “and Tommy.”

      
I answered.  “Stay away from my wife!”  Over the next couple week I repeated the message several times.

       
She cajoled me to rent her that room.  It had been a long time since I felt this horrible.

        Every day after work I searched for her in Lancaster.    Going to her room; places she frequented.  She was never there or maybe she was hiding.    Places she had worked under the table.  I did not realize there was such a Filipino underground in the Antelope Valley.

Noeme’s mother says Noeme’s busy, too busy to come to the phone

Noeme’s mother says Noeme’s tryin' to start a new life of her own

Noeme’s mother says Noeme’s happy so why don't you leave her alone

And the operator says forty cents more for the next three minutes

Please Mrs. Carrascal, I just gotta talk to her,

I'll only keep her a while

Please Mrs. Carrascal, I just wanna tell her goodbye

Noeme’s mother says Noeme’s packin' she's gonna be leavin' today

Noeme’s mother says Noeme’s marryin' a fella down Galveston way

Noeme’s mother says please don't say nothin' to make her start cryin' and stay

And the operator says forty cents more for the next three minutes

Please Mrs. Carrascal, I just gotta talk to her,

I'll only keep her a while

Please Mrs.  Carrascal, I just wanna tell her goodbye

Noeme’s mother says Noeme’s hurryin' she's catchin' the nine o'clock train

Noeme’s mother says take your umbrella cause
Mae, it's startin' to rain

And Noeme’s mother says thank you for callin' and sir won't you call back again

And the operator says forty cents more for the next three minutes

Please Mrs. Carrascal, I just gotta talk to her,

I'll only keep her a while

Please Mrs. Carrascal, I just wanna tell her goodbye

Tell her goodbye...

Please... tell her goodbye
.

      
I would drive between Palmdale and Lancaster on the Sierra Highway passing Rockwell International and Boeing missiles manufacturing plants. I could not rid of their coitus from my mind.

  
    I even went to where she had taken dance lessons.  All the Filipinos were saying they had not seen her for a longtime. All were lying.  I’m sure that they thought I was the crazy retard that was no match for Chris.  He lived in one of the biggest houses in Lancaster.  His family business supplied parts for the major defense industries that had put Antelope Valley on the map.

      One rare occasion Noeme showed up.  She told me she had a friend who owns a plane.  They had flown to Las Vegas for the day. Also a
t Edwards Air force base they had took her up in an F sixteen fighter jet.

      One day alone with her and in the car I told I would give her
five hundred dollars to sleep with me. It was on December fifth that she did. During winter break I went to Branson, Mo.  From there I called Chris’s answer machine.  I said this, “December fifth I slept with Noeme and we had sex.”

  
    About the time I returned to Palmdale.  Noeme called from the airport and told me she missed Mutyah and she was going back to the Philippines.

                           Chapter Forty Three

      I found her cell phone chip. It was with that I was able to text Chris.  I texted him. He texted me back.  This is what he texted:

       “I’ve broken up with Noeme.  I convinced her to go back to the Philippines because I knew she would never be allowed back in the US.”

       “I broke up with her because she cheated on me with you.  When u left the message that she slept with u she had told me that she had worked and had to stay overnight.  Your call made me break up with her.”

                                                  Chapter Forty Four                             

     NOAMI'S SONG

People say I'm a fool

Cause I love you

But they don't understand

I'm the only man

Who can take care of you?

Because you're really loco

You’re so loco

You’re the most loco

Because you're really loco

You are so loco

You’re the most loco

Every man wants you

Cause you’re beautiful

But when they take you home

They want to groan for

You too much of a hand full

Because you're really loco

You are so loco

You’re the most loco

I'm too old

I’m told

For someone that so young

But I am the only one

That put you in the right mold

YOU ARE THE ONE

I believe they’re one woman for a man

I believe you are that woman

For me

So why did you do it

How could you do it?

You are the one

You are the one

You told me

You were my woman

You told me

I was your man

So why did you do it

How could you do it?

You are the one

You are the one

I can only be with you
             

I can’t be without you

So why did you do it

How could you do it?

You are the one

You are the one

       We lived in the Philippines.  After being separated from her in America for three months I rode on a bus, to Monumento in great anticipation.  She was the destiny that would relieve such anxiety of longing.  She sat in the back of an American fast food restaurant.  Without ordering anything, she took me by the hand led to the hotel that we had first live with each other two years ago.

      Her family had begun building a house in the isolated fishing village where she had grown up in. She had manipulated me out of some cash to put in the house. That September said she would join me in America. I went there to America just like it happened before.

     A few weeks later, I tried to pick up at LAX.   I parked the car. I searched Tom Bradley International terminal. Going around several times.  I looked on flight manifest but her name on i.e. felt shocked when she was not there.  Later she confessed that she had no intention to come to America.  The money I gave to her to come to America she spent on building the house.  

     
As false complaints of unproven accusations that I abused students at work stacked up.   A teacher assistant said I yelled at seven year old Amber.  This occurred at a school of students with severe behaviors.  Then months later I taught the same class.  I made a point not to talk at all, leaving to the three assistants in the class to run the class. I never did this in any other class but it was expected in this school.   The same assistant accused me again of yelling at Amber.  Only, there were two Ambers in the class.  Further, the Amber that was in the class the first incident was absence   at second incident. The Amber at second incident had not even been placed in the class by the first incident.

     
I received a complaint when I taught a class of autism.  The parents complain that I did not know how to teach students with Autism.  They complained that what I was doing in the class was inappropriate for these students.  First of all, I taught directly from the lesson plan left by the teacher.  Also, I was the only substitute teacher with a special education credential in district—which covered autism.  In the seventeen years I had taught up until then, I had subbed  in well over a hundred classes of autism—none with a complaint.  Before I retired I subbed during my off track time.  Also Palmdale unified school district specifically targeted me to special education substitution.  This included many sub assignments in classes of Autism.  At this point I had seven years at Palmdale, none saying I taught these classes of autism wrong.