Dragonfield (18 page)

Gabe shook his head again, but reluctantly agreed. “If you promise to test …”

“I promise you anything you want,” Eddystone answered, a shade too quickly.

“Don’t con me, Tommy. I know you too well. Have known you too long. You are the one person who isn’t expendable on this project.”

“I don’t plan to be expended,” Eddystone answered, grinning. He walked to the door that led to the series of locks, turned, and waved. “And give those techs,” he said, signaling with his head, “give ’em the night off.” Then he was gone through the door.

Gabe could hear the sounds of the pressure-changing device, clicking and sighing, through the intercom. He went over to the techs. “Dr. Eddystone wants me to clear the lab for a few hours.”

“We were just leaving anyway,” said one. To prove she was finished, she reached up and pulled out a large barrette that had held her hair back in a tight bun. As the blondish hair spilled over her shoulders, she gave Gabe a quick noncommittal smile and shrugged out of the yellow smock. She folded it into a small, neat square and stowed it away in a locker. Her friend was a step behind. Once they had left the lab, Gabe turned on the red neon testing sign over the door and locked it. No one would be able to come in now.

He went to the window and waited. It took ten minutes for anyone to go through the entire series of locks into the water, over a half-hour for the same person to return. The locks could not be overridden manually, though there was a secret code for emergencies kept in a black book in Eddystone’s file cabinet. He adjusted the special sea-specs that allowed him to see clearly through pressure-sensitive glass.

Right outside the station grew a hodgepodge of undersea plants. Some had been set in purposefully to act as hiding places for the smaller fish, to entice them closer to the window for easy viewing. Others had drifted in and attached themselves to the sides of the station, to the rock ledges left by the original builders of Hydrospace, to the sandy bottom of the sea.

While Gabe watched, a school of pout swam by, suddenly diving and turning together, on some kind of invisible signal. Though he knew the technical explanations for schooling—that the movement as a unit was made possible by visual stimulation and by pressure-sensitive lateral lines on each fish responding to the minutest vibrations in the water—the natural choreography of schooled fish never ceased to delight him. It was the one
cousteau
he permitted himself—that the fish danced. He was smiling when the school suddenly broke apart and re-formed far off to the right of the window, almost out of sight. A dark shadow was emerging from the locks. Eddystone.

Gabe had expected him to swim in the rolling overhand most divers affected. But, instead, Eddystone moved with the boneless insinuations of an eel. He seemed to undulate through the water, his feet and legs moving together, fluidly pumping him along. His arms were not overhead but by his side, the hands fluttering like fins. It was not a motion that a man should be able to make comfortably, yet he made it with a flowing ease that quickly brought him alongside the window. He turned once to stand upright so that Gabe could get a close look at him. With a shock, Gabe realized that Eddystone was entirely naked. He had not noticed at first because Eddystone’s genitals were not visible, as if they had retracted into his body cavity. Gabe moved closer and bumped his head against the glass.

As if the noise frightened him, Eddystone jerked back.

“Tommy!” Gabe cried out, a howl he did not at first recognize as his own. But the glass was too thick for him to be heard. He tried to signal in the shorthand they had developed for divers, but before he could lift a finger, Eddystone had turned, pumped once, and was gone.

The second eyelid lifted and Eddystone stared at the world around him. The softly filtered light encouraged dreaming. He saw, on the periphery of clear sight, the flickerings of darting fish. Some subtle emanation floated on the stream past him. He flipped over, righted himself with a casual cupping of his palms and waited. He was not sure for what.

She came toward him trailing a line of lovers, but he saw only Her. The swirls of sea-green hair streamed behind Her, and there were tiny conch caught up like barrettes behind each ear. Her body was childlike, with underdeveloped breasts as perfect and pink as bubbleshells, and a tail that resembled legs, so deep was the cleft in it. When She stopped to look at him, Her hair swirled about Her body, masking Her breasts. Her eyes were as green as Her hair, Her mouth full and the teeth as small and white and rounded as pearls. She held a hand out to him, and the webbing between Her fingers was translucent and pulsing.

Eddystone moved toward Her, pulled on by a desire he could not name. But there were suddenly others there before him, four large, bullish-looking males with broad shoulders and deep chests and squinty little eyes. They ringed around Her, and one, more forward than the rest, put his hands on Her body and rubbed them up and down Her sides. She smiled and let the male touch Her for a moment, then pushed him away. He went back to the outer circle with the others, waiting. She held up Her hands again to Eddystone and he swam cautiously to Her touch.

Her skin was as smooth and fluid as an eel’s, and his hands slipped easily up and over Her breasts. But he was bothered by the presence of the others and hesitated.

She flipped Her tail and was away, the line of males behind Her. They moved too quickly for him, and when they left, it was as if a spell were broken. He turned back toward the station.

“Tommy,” Gabe’s voice boomed into the locks. “I hear you in there. Where did you go? One minute you were here, then you took off after a herd of
Sirenia
and were gone.”

The only answer from the intercom was a slow, stumbling hiss. Gabe could only guess that was Eddystone’s breathing readjusting to the air, as the implanted valves responded to the situation. But he did not like the sound, did not like it at all. When the last lock sighed open, he ran into it and found Eddystone collapsed on the floor, still naked and gasping.

“Tommy, wake up! For God’s sake, get up.” He knelt by Eddystone’s side and ran his hands under his friend’s neck. The slipperiness was more apparent than before. Picking him up, Gabe had to cradle Eddystone close against his chest to keep him from sliding away. As Gabe watched, the gill slits fluttered open and shut under Eddystone’s collarbone.

“I’ve got to get you to MedCentral,” he whispered into Eddystone’s ear. “Something is malfunctioning with the valves. Hold on, Buddy. I’ll get you through.” He ran through the lab and was working frantically to unlock the door without dropping Eddystone when he looked down. To his horror, Eddystone had halfway opened his eyes and one of them was partially covered with a second, transparent eyelid.

“Take me … take me back,” Eddystone whispered.

“Not on your life,” Gabe answered.

“It
is
on my life,” Eddystone said in a hoarse, croaking voice.

Gabe stopped. “Tommy.”

The membranous eyelid flicked open and he struggled in Gabe’s arms. “It calls me,” he said. “She calls.”

“Tommy, I don’t know what you mean—she. The sea? I don’t even know what you
are,
anymore.”

“I am what we were all meant to be, Gabe. Take me back. I can’t breathe.” His gasping, wheezing attempts at talking had already confirmed that.”

Gabe turned around. “If I put you down, could you walk?”

“I don’t know. Air strangling me.”

“Then I’ll carry you.”

Eddystone grinned up at him, a grin as familiar as it was strange. “Good. I carried you long enough.”

Gabe tried to laugh but couldn’t. When they reached the locks, Gabe kicked the door open with his foot. “You’re slippery as hell, you know,” he said. He needed to say something.

“The better to sneak through the corridors of the sea,” said Eddystone.

“God, Tommy, don’t
cousteau
me now.”

Eddystone shook his head slowly. “But he was right, you know, Jacques Cousteau. The poetry, the romance, the beauty, the longing for the secret other. Someone sang, ‘What we lose on the land we will find in the sea.’ It’s all out there.”

“Fish are out there, Tommy. And reefs. And the possibility of vast farms to feed a starving humanity. And sharks. And pods of whale. The mermaid is nothing more than a bad case of horniness or a near-sighted sailor looking at a manatee. Sea creatures don’t build, Tommy. There are no houses and no factories under the water. Dolphin don’t weave. Dugongs don’t tell stories. And whale songs are only music because romantics believe them so. Come on, Tommy. You’re a scientist. You know that. Metaphors are words. Words. They don’t exist. They don’t live.”

Eddystone gave him that strange grin once more and threw out an old punch line at him. “You call
this
living?” He tried to laugh but began to wheeze instead.

Gabe hit at the lock mechanism with his elbow, and the door shut behind them. “I’m going Down Under with you this time, Tommy,” he said.

“Yes and no,” Eddystone answered cryptically.

Eddystone lay on the bench and watched as Gabe picked out one of the fits-all trunks from a hook. He slipped out of his clothes and got into the swimsuit, placing his clothes neatly on a hanger. When the timer announced the opening of the next lock, he was ready. He picked Eddystone up and walked through into the second room.

Depositing the little man on another bench, Gabe got into the scuba gear. There were always at least six tanks in readiness.

“Remember the first time we learned to dive?” Gabe asked. “And you were so excited, you didn’t come off the bottom of the swimming pool until your air just about ran out and the instructor had fits?”

“I don’t … don’t remember,” Eddystone said quietly in a very distant way.

“Of course you remember, Tommy.”

Eddystone did not answer.

They went into the next room, Eddystone leaning heavily on Gabe’s arm. This was the first of the two wet-rooms, where the water fed slowly in through piping, giving divers time for any last-minute checks of their gear.

No sooner had the water started in than Eddystone rolled off the bench on which he had been lying and stretched out on the floor. The rising water puddled around him, slowly covering his body. As it closed over the gill slits in his chest, he smiled. It was the slow Eddystone smile that Gabe knew so well. Eddystone ran a finger in and around the gill slits as if cleaning them.

Gabe said nothing but watched as if he were discovering a new species.

When the door opened automatically, mixing the water in the first wet-room with the ocean water funneled into the second, Eddystone swam in alone. He swam under water, but Gabe walked along, keeping his head in the few inches of air. In the last lock, Eddystone surfaced for a moment and held a hand out toward Gabe. There was a strange webbing between the thumb and first finger that Gabe could swear had never been there before. Blue veins, as meandering as old rivers, ran through the webbing.

Gabe took the offered hand and held it up to his cheek. Without meaning to, he began to cry. Eddystone freed his hand and touched one of the tears.

“Salt,” he whispered. “As salty as the sea. We are closer than you think. Closer than you now accept.”

Gabe bit down on his mouthpiece and sucked in the air. The last door opened and the sea flooded the rest of the chamber.

Eddystone was through the door in an instant. Even with flippers, Gabe was left far behind. He could only follow the faint trail of bubbles that Eddystone laid down. A trail that was dissipated in moments. There was nothing ahead of him but the vast ocean shot through with rays of filtered light. He kept up his search for almost an hour, then turned back alone.

He quartered the ocean bottom, searching for Her scent. Each minute under washed away memory, till he swam free of ambition and only instinct drove him on.

At last he slipped, by accident, into a current that brought him news of Her. The water, touching the fine hairs of his body, sent the message of Her presence to his nerve cells. His body turned without his willing it toward the lagoon where She waited.

Effortlessly he moved along, helped by the current, and, scorning the schools of small fish swimming by his side, he raced toward the herd.

If She recognized him. She did not show it, but She signaled to him nonetheless by raising one hand. As he moved toward Her, She swam out to meet him.

He went right up to Her and She drifted so that they touched, Her face on his shoulder, nuzzling. Then She ran Her fingers over his face and down both sides of his head, a knowing touch. As if satisfied, She moved away, but he followed. He touched Her shoulder. She did not turn, not at first. Then, after a long moment, She rolled and lay face up, almost motionless, looking up at him. The not-quite-scent struck him again, and all the males began to circle, slowly moving in. She flipped, suddenly to an upright position, and a fury of bubbles cascaded from Her mouth. The males moved back, waiting.

She turned to him again, this time swimming sinuously to his side. He wanted to touch Her, but could not, some remnants of his humanity keeping him apart.

When he did not touch Her, She swam around him once more, trying to puzzle out the difference. She put Her face close to his, opening Her mouth as if to speak. It was dark red and cavernous, the teeth really a pearly ridge. Two bubbles formed at the corners of Her mouth, then slowly floated away. She had no tongue.

He tried to take Her hand and bring it to his lips, but She pulled away. So he put his hands on either side of Her face and brought Her head to his. She did not seem to know what to do, Her mouth remaining open all the while. He kissed Her gently on the open mouth and, getting no response, pressed harder.

Suddenly She fastened onto him, pressing Her body to his, Her cleft tail twining on each side of his thighs. The suction of Her mouth became irresistible. He felt as if his soul were being sucked out of his body, as if something inside were tearing. He tried desperately to pull back and could not. He opened his eyes briefly. Her eyes were sea-green, deep, fathomless, cold. Trying to draw away, he was drawn more closely to Her and, dying, he remembered land.