Dying Days (9 page)

The man audibly gulped. “I’m Daniel. I’m just in need of some food, looking to join you guys and get to safety. I just met them yesterday and stayed away from her when she got bit, I swear. I have a .357 in my right pocket with three bullets left. I was planning on using one on her if I had to.” He smiled and nodded at Jonathan. “You saved me a bullet.”

Barry nudged Russ with the toe of his work boot. “What now?”

Russ looked up at him. “What do you mean?”

Barry glanced over his shoulder. “While we’ve been here talking the group has moved off, too far for comfort. If anything is around they’ve heard the gunshot and are on their way to eat us. We need to move right now.”

“Okay.” Russ wiped his eyes with a filthy sleeve and bent to pick up his daughter.

“I don’t think so.” Barry gripped the man by his arm. “She’s been infected, and we don’t know if it spreads any other way besides the biting and the, uh, other ways. Besides, we only have a few pickups and trucks and we use them to catch an hour or two of sleep. Space is limited; we can’t carry the dead with us.”

“I won’t leave her.”

“That’s your prerogative,” Barry said and turned away. “Good luck.”

The Rear Guard jogged to catch back up with the group, Daniel in with them.

Darlene hoped that the man came to his senses and left the body, but she doubted he would. More than likely he’d be overrun by zombies and they’d rip him apart before starting on her corpse. She supposed it was better that it was still dark. She’d only be able to hear his screams. Eventually, during a rest stop, father and daughter would catch up to them and Barry would blast them both between the eyes. It never failed.

The newest member, Daniel, moved forward to see if he could be useful while the Rear Guard continued to patrol and scan the horizon for undead.

An hour later they were relieved, and they climbed onto a nearby pickup truck and spread out as much as possible. Darlene, Barry and Jonathan were joined by five others, who Darlene knew by face but not by name.

“Another day, another death,” Barry said. He rubbed his bald head and then his eyes. “I hope I can sleep.”

“I wish I could sleep with my eyes open. Closing them shows me too many bad things.” Jonathan leaned his head against the side of the truck. “I wonder if the Scavengers found any food. I can’t remember the last time I ate.”

“I can’t remember the last time I had a decent meal,” Darlene said.

“I can. It was at McCoy Stadium in Pawtucket. Two Monster Dogs, cheese fries and three draft beers.” Barry closed his eyes and grinned. “I’d give my left nut for a Monster Dog right now.”

“Gross,” Darlene said but laughed. “I’d give anything for a nice Maine lobster right now.”

“You from Maine?” Barry asked.

“Born and bred. Just outside of Dexter.” Darlene patted her Desert Eagle. “My daddy actually made this pistol in the factory and bought it for me and trained me on its proper use.”

“Touching,” Jonathan said. Everyone laughed.

“Anyone have any idea how this shit started?” a woman asked. She was fit and in her thirties but only wore dirty ripped jeans and a soiled bra. This was the first time Darlene had heard her speak even though some shifts they walked a few paces apart on Rear Guard. Darlene had no idea what her name was.

“That voodoo guy in Montreal who killed his kids,” someone said.

“Nah, it was the oil spill in the Gulf that brought up those black creatures, I saw it on CNN right before the TV went out.”

“I know for a fact it was because that pilot in Alaska crashed and had to eat his wife and son. It was like mad cow disease.”

“It’s because we’ve pissed off God and he’s purging the earth of the sinners.”

“Hell was full.”

“I saw that story about the chick with O.C.D. and she swears when she stopped counting shit this shit happened.”

“Some crazy fucker had sex with a green monkey and instead of another strain of AIDS in created undead.”

Darlene curled up and closed her eyes. “Good night, my friends.” No one knew the real reason and she didn’t want to hear another thirty conjectures before she slept.

“Night,” Barry said, followed by the rest.

Her dreams were troubled but she woke a few hours later and couldn’t remember them. She was always thankful for that. They’d all gotten used to the rough ride on the back of the trucks and flatbeds, sneaking as many winks as possible before going back to their job.

“Where’s Jonathan?” Darlene asked Barry. He was already sitting on the tailgate of the truck watching the sun creep slowly on the horizon.

“Military guy came by about an hour ago. Jonathan was awake so they recruited him.”

“For what?”

The pickup stopped and everyone shook off their meager sleep and hit the ground.

“We’re running short of everything again, especially fuel. There is a library a block or two over and it looks intact.” Barry pointed at the road they’d come from. “There’s a huge mass of the dead about a mile behind us, maybe a thousand. We’re moving way too slow to outdistance them, so we might try to hole up and let them pass.”

Darlene slapped the side of the pickup truck and it stopped. They hopped off the back and immediately followed along with everyone else, a stream of bodies heading through a convenience store parking lot.

Two men carrying baseball bats stood outside the shattered store. “It’s already been picked clean,” one of them said to Darlene when she looked their way.

“She does have a great ass,” the other man said to his partner, loud enough for Darlene to hear. She ignored it. She’d seen enough sexual violence in the last month or so, either done to her or by the undead to others, to last a lifetime and to keep her dreams filled with terror and death. The last thing she needed was sex. “Who are you trying to kid?” she whispered. Without trying to seem obvious she glanced back at the man to see what he looked like. He was handsome, rugged and dirty like everyone else. He was also smiling and staring at her. She turned away.

“Let’s get the hurt inside,” someone kept shouting over and over from the steps of the library, a small building with glass windows. As she stopped on the steps to let people file past her she could already see the efficiency of the group: wooden boards were being used as covering on the windows, both shattered and intact, while three men were dragging the tables and chairs outside to use as kindling or for the defenses. An older woman began whittling on a chair leg with a pocketknife.

One of the military men approached her. “You Death Squad?”

“Rear Guard.”

“You’re Death Squad now.” He pointed to a sickly old man sitting on the back of a pickup truck. “Take him over to the next block and take care of it. He won’t last another hour.”

Darlene swallowed hard. “I’m Rear Guard.”

“Right now you’re helping all of us to stay alive by taking dying people and shooting them in the head.” He eyed her. “Do it.”

“Sir, yes sir,” she said sarcastically but he was already turned away from her. Darlene went to the back of the pickup truck. The man was in bad condition, with a plethora of cuts and bruises. His thumb was sheared from his left hand and it was wrapped in a dirty shirt, a bandage around his head, blood seeping through the soiled cloth from his eye socket.

“I need some help,” Darlene said to the driver as he got out of the truck.

He smiled and shook his head. “I’m just the driver, I ain’t the Death Squad.”

“Dickhead.”

“Bitch.”

Darlene closed her eyes and rubbed her temples. This day was getting worse and worse. The prospect of holing up in a library with a roof over her head and perhaps some food and water kept her going. “Hurry up, bitch, and get this done so we can relax for a bit,” she whispered.

“Let’s go.” She helped him off of the truck.

The fear was plainly sketched on his face.

“I can do this, I have to do this,” she whispered. She tried not to look at him again, preferring to ignore the fact that she’d have to kill an innocent person before he died and tried to kill her. It didn’t make it any easier. She took the Desert Eagle out and held it low as they moved.

A block away they stopped. “I’m sorry,” was all she could muster. Darlene had begun to cry at some point.

“Let me go,” he said. “My name is Paul. What’s your name?”

Darlene shook her head. “No names.”

“I promise I’ll get as far away as possible, clear across this city.”

Darlene hesitated.
How far could he really get on his own before he died or was attacked and turned into a zombie?
“I can’t.”

“You can, you can. Does it make a difference if we’re killed out there or by another living person’s hand at this point? Can you have that on your conscience? I know I couldn’t kill another human being.” The old man shifted on his feet. “Turn away and we’ll be gone.”

“I can’t risk that. What if you died and came back and killed me? Remembered me or where we were hiding?”

“Do you really think those mindless things can do that?”

“I don’t know. I can’t take a chance.” Darlene held the gun at eye level. “I can’t. I’m sorry.”

“But you can,” Paul pleaded falling roughly to one knee and folding his hands together in prayer. “You’re better than this, I know you are.”

Darlene tried to keep her hand steady as she held the pistol. She needed one clean shot to his head to end it, and her violent shaking might force her to shoot him a second or third time before he died. She didn’t want to pull the trigger once, let alone another.

“You’re good people, raised right, I know you are,” Paul was saying, words rushing out of his mouth now as he pleaded for his life. “I’m fine, I feel better, and I could walk back with you to the library or help you find us some food and water. I could be your servant, yes, I could, help you with your patrols and watch over you while you sleep.” Paul tried to stifle a coughing fit.

“I can’t. Stop talking.” Darlene lowered the weapon and rubbed her temple with her free hand.

“I have a wife out there, and grandchildren.” Paul stood slowly. “I have pictures of the grandchildren in my wallet, let me show you little Michael.”

One moment the old man was standing there, trying desperately to look fit and trim despite the fact that his feet kept buckling under and his many cuts were bleeding. The next his head shattered, spitting gore and crimson and death several feet in any direction.

Darlene moved by instinct, the last weeks of running taking her over the edge and beyond. Before she could catch her breath or blink she’d already lifted the Desert Eagle and pulled the trigger twice to her immediate right.

“Oh my God.” She went to Jonathan just as he fell, his .357 slipping from his grip. His eyes were wide and unseeing, two bloody holes growing on his chest.

Jonathan had come out of nowhere when he’d shot the old man. “Why didn’t you say something? Why not show yourself before doing that?”

Darlene cradled his head and sobbed. She considered him one of her only friends. Besides Barry she was alone, with no one to guard her back. Despite the age difference between them she thought they had a lot in common, and kept each other grounded.

“Where were you from?” Darlene whispered, ashamed that she’d spent so much time with this kid and couldn’t remember too many personal details about his life before everything turned upside down. “Did you have two loving parents? A job? A girlfriend?”

For the first time in weeks the world around her simply stopped; all sound shut out from her. She welcomed it, wondering if she had somehow died as well and was at peace.
If I died right now, would I be at rest, or would I still be in this shell, shuffling along with my killer, trying to kill others?
Darlene didn’t care to know the answer. She hoped that death would be the end, period, take me to Heaven and let me in moment. With death so close at every step, either through zombie attacks, lack of food and water, dehydration, no medicine, crazy militia and marauders and looters, or simply falling into a ditch and never being found…

It didn’t register at first that Jonathan had opened his eyes and his mouth as she sat with him on the ground cupping his head gently.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered. She stroked his hair, oblivious to the fact that he was squirming under her weight.

“All I wanted was a friend, someone to talk to, someone to share stories with, and someone to laugh at my jokes. Does that sound cliché to you?”

“Very cliché, to be honest,” Barry said as he pulled Darlene forcefully up off of the ground and put his booted foot on the chest of their former friend. “But now I know why I’m in love with you, Darlene Bobich.”

Barry shot Jonathan in the face at pointblank range, covering Darlene’s dirty pants in blood. They watched as the lifeless body of their friend slumped on the ground.

“We need to go, they’re all around us,” Barry said.

Darlene stood numbly, staring at the body.
When will this end? When will the death stop finding us?

“This way.” Barry dragged her to the side of a building just as a dozen undead came into view. “They’ve cut us off from the library. Shit.”