Emerald (Jewel Trilogy, Book 2) (13 page)

"Where I come from, this is flat." She sniffed back the tears, determined not to let them fall. "W-will you take me there, then? To Rossington, where the coach is?"

She hated herself for the wobble in her voice.

"No."

She hated
him
for being so disagreeable.

"Why not? What do you want from me?"

"I don't have time to backtrack. And I want to keep an eye on you." Rain dripped off his wide-brimmed hat, but he didn't look nearly as miserable as she felt. "I cannot allow you to face Gothard alone."

"Gothard!" The name was the last straw, the end of her hopeless struggle. The tears overflowed and ran down her cheeks. "I don't want this man Gothard," she wailed. "I want my brother, Adam! I want my bed at Leslie, and my cousin, Cameron. I want something—one thing!—to go right for a change! And my name is Caithren!"

Her chest heaved with a sudden sob, and the Englishman reacted immediately, wrapping her into his arms.

"I hate you!" Reaching up, she pounded on his shoulders.

With a grunt, he shoved her away. "Bloody hell, will you stop beating up on me?" he said much more calmly than the words would imply. "I told you I'd take you to London. I'll replace your clothes and your precious satchel and whatever else was inside. I'll repay your money, and should it turn out you really do have a brother"—his face showed what he thought were the chances of
that
—"I'll hire a solicitor to draw up your bloody papers. Just stop hitting me, damn it."

He paused for breath, and his voice dropped, almost to a whisper. "I'm not out to hurt you. I want only to get to Gothard first. I cannot get on with my life—whatever is left of it—until I do so." The eyes that bore into hers were filled with pain. "Can you not try to understand that?"

Despite herself, she nodded, hot tears trailing down her face to mix with the cold rain. When she swayed, he gathered her close once again.

She melted against him willingly, her tears flowing faster. What would she have done if he hadn't come after her? She was so far ahead of the coach now—far too far to go back. It made much more sense to head for London. But with no coin, she had no way to get there by herself, even if she managed to keep going the right direction. She couldn't walk there in time, and horses and food and beds all cost money.

But she hated the fact that she needed him, especially because his arms felt so reassuring around her. He was a scoundrel who wouldn't believe her story. A scoundrel who'd kept her off the public coach, endangering her plans to meet Adam and stranding her with nothing. A scoundrel who kept calling her Emerald.

And still, she felt safe in the circle of his arms. Beneath his chilly, wet cloak, his spicy male scent warmed her nostrils while rain pattered all around them.

"Have we a bargain?" he asked quietly.

She nodded against his chest.

He stepped back and reached out a finger, lifting her chin. "Was that a yes?"

"Aye, it was." She drew a shaky breath.

"And you won't disappear on me again?"

"I won't try to escape you."

"And you won't hit me again?"

A tiny smile threatened to burst free. "That I cannot promise."

He heaved an elaborate sigh. "I suppose I will have to take what I can get, then."

"I suppose you will." Despite her best efforts, her lips curved, after all. She simply couldn't help herself.

He was staring at her mouth. He moved close and placed his hands on her shoulders…and still, he was staring at her mouth.

"Shall we seal this agreement?" he asked softly.

"What?" Was he fixing to kiss her? Nay, that couldn't be. She backed away. "I said we have a bargain, Mr. Chase."

He blinked. "Mr. Chase? Didn't I tell you to call me Jason?"

"I haven't been calling you anything. I've been trying my best to ignore you, if you hadn't noticed. Out loud, that is. In my head, I've been calling you all sorts of things."

"I'll bet you have." He bent down and fished the knife from the mud, pulled out a handkerchief, and wiped the blade. "I'm thinking you should have leave to call me Jason."

"Oh, aye?"

A gleam came into his eyes. "After all, we have slept together."

Her cheeks flushed hot. "Not exactly.
You
slept." Looking down, she readjusted the soggy bow at the top of her laces. "I was taught to address my elders with respect."

"Your
elders
? Do you think me so old and decrepit?"

He sounded so disconcerted, Cait's gaze shot up to his face. It took all she had not to laugh. She wished she had the talent to paint; if she could capture his expression on canvas, she could laugh at it forever.

"Very well, then," she said, keeping her voice businesslike. "Since I've no other means to get to London—thanks to you—I will stay with you willingly. As your equal." He opened his mouth, but she rushed on. "And as such, I will call you Jason. Out loud. I cannot promise what I'll call you in my head."

Frustration and amusement mingled on his face as he shoved the knife into his belt. "Here," he said gruffly, shrugging out of his cloak and settling it over her shoulders.

"You'll get wet," she protested even as she snuggled into it. It felt heavy and blessedly warm from the heat of his body. But his brown surcoat was becoming peppered with the dark splotches of raindrops. "I'm already soaked. It will do me no good."

"You're shivering. It will cut the cold." He removed his hat and plopped it on her head. "I won't have you catching a chill."

He'd tied his hair back with a ribbon, making a short, neat tail at the nape of his neck. She watched as it became soaked, too. "Now we'll both be miserable," she said. "But I thank you for your gallantry. Why you deserve thanks is beyond me, but Mam always said 'guid manners suffer bad yins.'"

Thin rivulets of water ran down his blank face and dripped off the end of his nose. She saw a muscle twitch in his jaw while she waited for him to ask for a translation.

"Courtesy outshines poor manners," she finally said.

His eyes narrowed but he said nothing, only swung her up into his arms. Before she could protest, he marched to his horse and deposited her on the saddle with a bit more force than was necessary.

She let out a little grunt.

"I'm sorry," he mumbled. "Are you all right?"

"I reckon I'll live."

He reached up to wipe a tear from her cheek, a futile gesture considering the continual rain. "Why didn't you pull your gun on that bastard?"

"It's in my satchel, in—"

"—the coach." He sighed. "I know. My fault. I'm sorry." He reached down to draw a pistol from his boot. The smallest one she'd ever seen, much fancier than Da's, with a brass barrel and a mother-of-pearl grip inlaid with brass wire scrollwork. "Here, take this one," he offered.

It looked very expensive. "Nay, I—"

"Take it. You should have something to protect yourself." When she didn't move to claim it, he reached beneath the cloak and stuffed it into her skirt pocket.

"Thank you," she said stiffly, clutching the cloak closed in front with two cold fists. "It may be that I'll need it; there seem to be a high proportion of unscrupulous men about England."

He fixed her with an assessing green gaze, then mounted behind her. His arms came around her waist, altogether more comforting than she expected, and they took off at a decent clip down the muddy road.

"You seem to paint all Englishmen with the same brush," he said presently. "Tell me, Emerald, are there not bad people in Scotland as well?"

"My name is Caithren," she snapped. "And we save our aggression for the English."

It wasn't even close to the truth, but it sounded good.

Seated behind Emerald in the saddle, Jason watched her head bob as she drifted in and out of sleep. He found himself leaning close, hoping for a whiff of the flowery scent he'd already come to think of as hers. Whatever it had been—bath oil, perfume, or the like; he was certainly no expert on women's toiletries—the rain had washed away every trace.

But plain Emerald smelled almost as good.

He glanced at the sky, happy that the rain had let up. The road in this area was clay, normally stiff and easy to travel, but the miserable wet had made it into a path of mud. On both sides of the slushy mess, barley fields glistened green in the dwindling drizzle.

When he stood in the stirrups to relieve his stiffness, Emerald came awake with a start. He grabbed her to keep her from falling. She yawned into a small, feminine hand.

It certainly wasn't a hand that looked accustomed to holding a pistol, but he supposed that was to her advantage. The less she looked like a threat, the more likely outlaws wouldn't notice her coming after them.

"Tired, are you?" he drawled, resettling both her and himself and adjusting again to Chiron's rhythmic sway.

"I didn't sleep, if you'll remember."

"What I remember is waking up alone, wondering where you were and if you were safe."

"You mean wondering if I'd managed to get to Gothard before you could."

"I didn't say that, Emerald."

"How many times must I tell you I'm not Emerald MacCallum?" She twisted around to see him. "Why won't you believe my story?"

"You do a pretty job of telling it, but it doesn't wash. For one thing, it hinges on you or your brother inheriting some land. Besides the fact that I cannot imagine you as a landowner"—that earned him a glare before she turned away, her chin tilting up—"you're from Scotland. Land there isn't owned by individuals," he said smugly. "It's owned by the clans."

"A fat lot you know." Her voice was unmistakably scornful. "I'm from the east, not the northern Highlands. Can you not tell from my accent?"

That lilting accent was muddling his brain. "You sound like a Scot to me." He guided Chiron back to the center of the road, away from the dangerous bogs that plagued the edges. "Scots are Scots."

Before him, her back went stiff. "Curious," she said softly. "You don't strike an initial impression of an uneducated man, but you seem to be unaccountably lacking in knowledge."

"And I suppose
you've
been to university?" The fact that he hadn't had always rankled him. Following the Civil War, he'd spent his early adulthood in exile with the king. Of all the Chases, only the youngest brother, Ford, had received a formal education.

"Close enough," she said. "I read all of Adam's books after he was booted out. Didn't want to see them go to waste."

"Don't tell me they believe women should be educated in that wilderness you call a country."

Though he'd said the words in all good humor—he'd seen to it that his sister Kendra was educated—an outraged squeal came from before him. Emerald bounced, her elbow unintentionally lodging in his gut.

At least he thought it was unintentional. "Ouch!" He rubbed his ribs. "Sit still, will you?"

"Well," she huffed, "I'm thinking you should buy another horse. Then you wouldn't care how I sit. And we could go faster. The Gothard brothers are on two horses."

"Don't I know it," he grumbled.
His
two horses.

She had a point. But though yesterday he'd planned to buy another horse, today he was having second thoughts. With another horse, Emerald would have the means to run off on her own.

Besides, his complaining aside, he rather liked having her sitting in front of him.

"This horse is faster," he said. "Even with us riding double."

"How can—"

"Take my word for it." He knew those horses; they were decent stock, but not in Chiron's class. The brothers had gotten a big head start toward Pontefract, yet he'd beaten them there traveling wounded.

"I'm sure they're not riding any more hours than we are," he said, anticipating her next protest. "This road is plagued by highwaymen at night, not at all safe to travel. And their horses need the rest; they've been riding them for weeks."

"They said they would ride like the dickens," she reminded him. "They could be changing horses."

"I've no fear of that. They haven't the money to be changing horses."

Beneath her borrowed hat, her plaits swished as she shook her head. "If
you
haven't the money for another horse," she said in a patronizing tone, "you can just say so. It's nothing to be ashamed of."

She truly had no idea who he was. He smiled to himself, glad to see his cover of a commoner was convincing. It was safer that way for them both.

"Speaking of money," he said, "why didn't you take some when you tried to leave? How did you expect to fend for yourself with no silver to pay your way?"

She was silent a moment. "Are you saying I should have
stolen
from you?"

"Some folks wouldn't look at it as stealing." When Chiron started up a hill, she slid back against him. Too close. "As you miss no chance to point out, it's my fault you have no coin. It's a dangerous world; you really need to look out for yourself."

The road flattened, giving him relief when she drew herself straight. "Two wrongs don't make a right."

"Does your mother say that, too?"

"Everyone says that. You must have heard it before?"

"I've heard it." Spotting a bridge up ahead, he tensed. "I just don't think it applies in this case." Deliberately he drew his gaze from the bridge. "Have you ever considered there might be such a thing as being too honest?"

"Wheesht! You actually sound angry I didn't take your money."

"Not angry. Only concerned for you, with your habit of chasing all over England." The sun peeked through the clouds just as the road fed onto Bridgegate. "I won't always be here to protect you."

"My
habit
of chasing all over England? I've never been here before. And it will be a long time before I'm tempted to come back.
And
I can take care of myself."

He'd seen no evidence that was true, but he was wise enough not to argue. Stopping at the bridge's end to wait for a cart and two mounted riders coming from the other direction, he wondered how she managed on her own. As unpleasant as this association had been, he felt he'd be signing her death warrant to allow her to go it alone. His father would never have left a woman to cope by herself.