Authors: Katharine Kerr
I feel the poison.*
*SsssslowwwwIy. It ssstronnng,* the ancient tree thought.
Angie thought, *If it dies, have I killed a species?*
*I ... made it. Not ... natural .,. being. Mistake.*
Angie spent days tracing Kelton's branches and admiring the
angles his twigs made. She basked in warm awareness of his
tree-gaze on her bark, but also felt Stoker's lustful pull and trem-
bled, her leaves agitated. Would she have to endure this for cen-
turies?
In the dark time Angle's thoughts slowed. But she knew when
the creature crept, ever so slowly, to drop at Stoker-tree's roots.
*Don't touch me. Pain,* his anguished thought crawled into her
mind.
The first welcome rays of sunlight wanned her, and with her
thousand eyes she saw the creature, its scalelike leaves pale,
brown at the edges. It writhed, scratching at the ground. Then it
stopped, collapsed in on itself. Stoker-tree rejoiced.
But she mourned. *I'll never study it now.*
Pain began. Her sap dried, her roots and branches withered.
*We die with the creature!*
Other plant-people screamed, trembled. Trees twisted as if a
capricious whirlwind meandered through the grove. And not just
trees; a waxy white flower convulsed near her roots.
She could no longer see, could barely communicate. She
hoped she would fall across Kelton's tree body when her roots
gave way. *Kelton. I love you.*
*Angie, my love.*
Her mind twisted with pain.
Angie uncurled, stretched, looked down at her scratched and
naked body. Something furry brushed her arm—a rabbit, dazed
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and blank-eyed. So it didn't eat the animals, she thought in near
hysteria. It changed them, too.
I'm alive.
Kelton.
He lay curled nearby, eyes closed in a face drawn with the ag-
ony of tree-change. "Kel, sweetheart." She massaged his back,
rubbed his arms and legs. "Wake up."
He stirred finally, sat up. "We didn't die after all."
"No." She leaned against him, soaking his chest with tears.
"Where are the others?"
"I'm sure they'll wake up soon. I want to enjoy you." She
snuggled against him, and his arms tightened around her,
"What happened to the creature?" he said into her ear.
"The herbicide finally killed it."
"I know. But is the body still about?"
"Hey, that should have been my question, mister business ex-
ecutive. I'm the one with the overwhelming scientific curiosity."
She sat straight up, looked around. Stoker lay nearby, barely
breathing. Seeing him made her remember her nakedness. She
looked for her clothing; found rags mixed with the dirt where she
had stood for—how many days?
The creature lay like a drift of crisp autumn leaves, already
disintegrating. She slid her tattered shirt carefully under the rem-
nants. This much, at least, she could study.
Kelton reached over and squeezed her hand. "Let's get back to
camp. We've got to get dressed, find the others, and ... and sort
out this mess."
"I have a feeling there's a lot more mess than we expect. What
about the guy who made that creature? And those other old tree-
people? Who are they?"
Back at camp they pulled on shorts, T-shirts, sandals. Sub-
dued, shivering students wandered in from the forest. Laurie
talked incessantly about the tree next to her; Colleen clutched at
her and sobbed. 'Told you so," said Helen—Angie and Kelton
nodded.
Something inside Angle's head drew her up-valley. She led
Kelton with her into the forest. Trees shivered around them,
though there was no wind, as something tree-tall and not human
emerged from amongst them. Branches and leaves crowned an
almost-head, grasping limbs angled below, and long root-toes
writhed forward, sank into the ground and drew it forward in an
oddly fluid stride.
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"Little-one. You ... free us ... from my ... folly." The voice
whispered and boomed all at once.
Angie clutched Kelton's hand, then relaxed. After what they'd
been through, a walking tree was nothing to be afraid of. And
she knew "who" this was. "Where are the other people we
heard? All I see are the ones who came with me."
'Too ... long ... they ... be tree. Now ... like me. Stay.
Care for ... children."
"Children?" she asked.
All about, aspens shook and writhed in no-wind. "Few ...
trees here ... once men. Others ... we seed. Children.... We
... free to ... nurture ... now."
Pollination—natural reproduction, for trees. Seeds growing
into trees—children of changelings. They'd lived so long as
trees, they were more tree than human. How long were we trees?
Weeks, at least. Guess I've got roots here too.
"I wish you—and your children—well," she said. "I must care
for my own now."
"You -.. may ... return." Trees rustled again and the aspen-
man was gone.
/ will.
They went back to the students—to her students.
"George, Steve, get Dr. Stoker, help him back to camp. We
don't want to leave any noxious weeds in the forest. Pack up,
folks; it's time to go home."
Bennow
by Nancy Etchemendy
Nancy Etchemendy lives and writes in the San Francisco
Bay area. Her short stories and poems have appeared in
F&SF, The Year's Best Fantasy and Horror and a number
of other anthologies and periodicals both here and abroad.
She has also written three novels for children.
I never would have guessed the boy had a thick crop of green,
shiny leaves on his head. He wore an Oakland A's baseball cap
pulled low, so he looked pretty ordinary, maybe a little young to
be hitchhiking, thirteen or fourteen I thought. He carried a ma-
roon duffel bag, stuffed full, but with no signs of wear. I've been
around enough teenagers to know a runaway when I see one. He
was a textbook example.
"Thanks, mister," he said, as he climbed onto the seat of my
pickup.
I had been to Garberville for grocery shopping, something I
try not to do more than once a month, so the truck was filll. The
back had twenty heavily loaded bags in it, plus my old Labrador
retriever. Scratch. The overflow of two or three bags had ended
up in the cab with me. I watched as the boy carefully moved
them to make room for himself and his duffel as far away from
me as possible. A package of lamb chops poked up from the top
of one bag, and he eyed it as if he wouldn't mind ripping it open
and wolfing them down on the spot It seemed likely that he
hadn't eaten in a while,
"Just call me Chet. Glad to be of service," I said. "Where are
you going?"
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"Benbow," he replied. "You know where that is? It's supposed
to be around here somewhere."
He had a pleasant voice, stiil fairly high, but rich and even,
not squeaky as is common among boys his age. I couldn't see
much of his face because he hunched down and turned away as
if he were trying to hide. What I glimpsed of him was dirty, like
his clothes, which were stained and specked with dead leaves.
He had clearly been sleeping outside. All my old instincts as a
teacher, a school principal, and a repentant absentee father rose
to attention.
I pulled onto the pavement and started slowly down the wind-
ing road, wondering what I should do. "Yeah, I know where
Benbow is," I said. "You know, there's nothing there anymore.
The last of the hippies left four or five years ago, and they didn't
exactly build to last. It's just a few empty shacks in the middle
of me woods. Nobody lives there but raccoons."
His shoulders went practically rigid. "I know," he said. He
was a bad liar, which was a very good sign as far as I was con-
cerned.
"Sure you still want to go there?" I asked.
"I have to. It's important. Real important."
"Okay, whatever you say."
I drove on in silence for a while. I had the window on my side
open. A summer day just like this one first convinced me that the
northern California coast was the place to retire. The resinous
smells of deep forest filled the mild air. The road meandered
among oaks, pines and even the occasional redwood. Bird songs
mingled in a pleasing cascade. We crested a hill, and I sighted
the Pacific Ocean. I knew if I parked and stopped the engine, I'd
hear the surf like a distant whisper. The big cities and their trou-
bles lay far away. I didn't even bother to lock my doors at night,
and it felt deeply good and right. Not everything between
Garberville and the sea was perfect. We had our own kinds of
problems in the coastal woods. But they didn't usually include
lost, hungry runaways.
"What's your name?" I asked the boy.
"Birk," he said without looking at me, still hunched forward,
his shirt collar turned up and his hat pulled down.
"Got a last name?"
He did look at me then, though he said nothing, just turned his
head. His eyes were dark and full of pain, his face pale and wor-
ried- I noticed for the first time that his hair, though I couldn't
see much of it, was full of leaves. The sight made me shiver,
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though I couldn't have said why. Maybe I knew, in the back of
my mind, that there was something strange about him. It didn't
hit me till later that the leaves were green and fresh-looking. I
thought he must have gotten them from sleeping on the ground,
and that triggered in me a powerful urge to help in any way I
could.
I shrugged and said, trying to sound nonchalant, "None of my
business anyway. Well, Birk, there's a cafe in Whitethorn just
down the road from here. We have to pass it on the way to
Benbow. How wouid you like to stop there for a sandwich and
a piece of pie?"
He licked his lips, and a little smile skittered across his face.
But it was soon gone, replaced by the look of strain and worry.
"Thanks, but I can't."
"Why not? If it's a matter of money, it can be my treat. I'm
a rich old geezer anyway." Which was a long way from the truth,
and I could see he knew it. After all, what would a rich old gee-
zer be doing in a twenty-year-old pickup truck with 150,000
miles on it? I just didn't want him to think I was making some
kind of big sacrifice by inviting him to lunch. It might have hurt
his pride.
He hunched even further forward, and tugged his shirt collar
up higher. "I just can't, that's all."
I knew if I said the wrong thing, he'd be out of the truck like
a jack rabbit as soon as I slowed for the next curve. Why would
a starving kid shy away from a cafe? I had offered him a free
handout and he had turned it down, so it couldn't be money.
What was it then?
"You've got to eat," I said. "A growing person can get sick
and weak pretty fast without food."
"I know," he said for the second time since I'd picked him up.
There was a tremor in his voice. I had the impression he would
have said more, but he didn't want to risk crying in front of me.
He was a hard one to reach. If I wanted to find out anything
about him, I would have to hurry, because the window of oppor-
tunity was going to close at the tumoff to Benbow.
I tried to remember the contents of the three sacks of groceries
beside us. I had bagged them myself because that's how it's done
at the Garberville Discount Food Mart. I'm a sixty-five-year-old
man with high blood pressure. I don't buy much in the way of
snack food. But I had picked up a package of granola bars, and
I seemed to remember tossing them in with the lamb chops. I
lummaged through the bag with one hand, a challenge on a road
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so curvy it takes an hour to go 23 miles. I found the granola bars
and slid me package toward Birk.
"Try some of these. They're nothing compared to Milky
Ways, but they're all right if you're real hungry."
That got me a little grin. He wasted no time tearing them open
and shoving two bars into his mouth practically whole.
"There's milk in mere, too, if you want it," I said. "It's skim,
and I don't have any cups, but you could drink it from the car-
ton. It's okay."
He pulled the quart container onto his lap, opened it, and
gulped it down greedily. Out of breath, he beamed and swiped at
a milk mustache.
"Thanks, mister," he said. For the first time since I'd picked
him up, he had a little color in his cheeks.
"Chet," I said.
**0kay, Chet. Thanks."
It was the first time he'd called me by name. I allowed myself
a smile.
The Benbow tumoff was now about ten minutes away- I had
no time left for finesse. "Look, I hope you don't think I'm trying
to butt my nose in where it doesn't belong. But there's something
you ought to know about these woods. They're not safe unless
you know exactly where you're going."
He frowned and turned away again.
"I don't mean dumb stuff, lions and tigers and bears, that kind
of junk. I don't even mean getting lost, exactly. I mean drug
dealers."
"What?" he said, looking at me from the comer of his eye as
if to say, How stupid do you think I am?
"No, I mean it. I'm not just making up stories to scare you,
There are a lot of marijuana growers up in these hills. Believe
me, they want their operations kept secret. They don't take
kindly to trespassers. The woods look real peaceful, but they're
full of shotgun snares and bear traps. You can get yourself in a
pile of trouble if you wander down the wrong path."
"So are you letting me off at Benbow or not?" he said, eyes
slitted.
"If that's what you want, I'll do it, but I don't have to like it."
We traveled on in silence for a few minutes. We passed
through Whitethorn and I waved to Milt Perry at the lumber
yard. The woods closed around us again, quieter now, dimmer, m
another hour, the sun would set.
Coming up on our right was a rickety hand-lettered sign that
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said "BENBOW," with an arrow under it. I pulled over and set
the handbrake. "Here is it," I said. "You have to walk a couple
of miles down that trail. I'd take you in there, but I'd probably
need four-wheel drive and a chain saw."
He rolled down his window and looked out. The undergrowth
was fierce. Ferns, briars, and poison oak formed a matted wall
through which the path delved like a deep wound. The trees
above it shut out most of the remaining sun. Something rustled,
and the hoot of an owl wafted out of the twilight, hi the back of
the truck. Scratch growled deeply and continuously.
Birk reached hesitantly for his duffel. I could see this was
something he did to save face, not because it was really what he
wanted anymore. He had hoped to find people at Benbow, some-
one he knew, or someone who could tell him what he needed to
know. But the place was deserted, an ominous ruin. Carpe diem,
I thought.
"Maybe you'd rather wait dll you have some daylight. I could
bring you back up here tomorrow. I've got a little place down the
road at Shelter Cove. I built it myself. It's not much, but you're
welcome to the spare bed. Lamb chops for dinner, and a hot
shower. If you want a way to pay me back, I could use some
help in the garden."
Relief washed over him, visible as rain, loosening his muscles
and his troubled heart. He trusted easily, which meant that, what-
ever was wrong, he might heal easily, too. I had won a chance
to help him. It was one of those moments of great atonement that
I have sought since I left my own children half-grown and went
off to do things I thought were more important than being their
father. If I had stayed home with them, my son might well be
alive today. It's a hard thing to live with, even though it hap-
pened years ago.
When we arrived, Birk jumped out of the truck and started
carrying groceries into the kitchen. I didn't even have to ask.
Somebody had taken the time to civilize him beautifully, some-
body who loved him and was probably worried sick about him.
He stopped briefly to watch me lift Scratch down from the
back. "What's the matter with him?" he asked.
"Oh, he's just old. I've had him eleven years. He's got cata-
racts and rheumatism. It hurts him to jump down, and he can't
always see where he's going to land."
He held out his hand, and Scratch licked it, wagging his tail