Encompassing Love (5 page)

CHAPTER 7

“I felt like I had been freed even though I never knew I was in a cage.”  -- from the Book of Tomorrow

As the fire died down she woke up because of the cold and moved over towards him.  She laid down and put her body in the same position with his as she had the night before.  She stared out at the new world.  Then she heard him moaning in his sleep.  Wanting that to end, she decided the best cure was to go to sleep again, herself.

When the sun rose she unwrapped herself from him and began her day as she had the day before.

He woke up and as he got up, he looked over at her.  Again squatting.  He reached up to his face and wiped the sleep from it but kept moving both hands back to tug at his own hair.  “Why do you insist on peeing in every spot we find that we can make a camp out of?”

“Why do you moan when you sleep?”  She asked in return, standing to re-button her trousers.  “Do you have bad dreams or something?”

“No, you do.  More like bad girl dreams.  Not the kind that are easy on me trying to be a decent gentleman in reaction to.”  He said as he again realized this camp was lost.  He turned away to relieve himself.

“What do you mean by that?”  She asked.

“A gentleman is hard to define.  I’ll think about the definition of that and get back to you.”  He said.

“I meant about my dreams.”  She noted.

“Even harder to explain.  I’ll think about that too, since clearly today is a walking day again.”  He turned and pointed at the puddle she had left.  She pointed at his face as it went red with frustration.  “I wouldn’t have, if you hadn’t already!”  Then he saw her shrug at him and he walked over and picked up the pack.

“Do you have a wife or a girlfriend?”  She inquired.

“Not an easy thing to answer.  I suppose my mistress is what most people call fear.”  He answered.

She looked at him sideways.  “Then you’re a pretty bad lover.  You don’t pay any attention to her.”

He considered her comment.  Then he responded, “I’ve been married and I have children.”

“Where are they now?”  She cut deep and she knew it.  She didn’t know the entire story, but she wanted to make her point.  Realizing she really didn’t know the circumstances that brought him here she brushed her fingers through her hair, ready to follow him again.  She said, “You were right.  Snake is pretty good.”

He considered how many thousands of ways he tried to change outcomes for everyone, but he smile and said, “Cows taste a lot better.”  He replied while looking up at the sun.  He held out his hand, arm’s length in front of his face and began folding fingers back into his palm. Then he begins to walk.

“When do we come across one of those?”  She asked.

“There aren’t any cows in the desert.  Mostly it’s lizards, mice, rats, snakes, birds and coyotes.  Although it’s been a while since I have seen a coyote out here.”  He explained.

“Oh.  So what do coyotes taste like?”  She asked.

“Generally people don’t eat coyotes.  Usually it’s the other way around, although coyotes, like desert foxes, mostly eat mice and lizards.  Actually most canines eat mice.  However, when they hunt in packs they sometimes eat deer or even cows.  But coyotes are usually lone.”  He picked up his step.

She could tell he was walking faster because he was irritated with her, but she was curious.  “What do you mean by that?  The way you used the word pack.”  She tries to keep up with is pace so she can glimpse his face and gather some idea of what he’s thinking.

He stopped and looked at her, “Ahh, Well, let’s see.”  He thought for a moment on how to explain and then decided to just begin talking.  “We, as humans, chose to be social.  For the same reasons wolves and other species choose the same survival strategy. It may not have been the best plan, but once it was conceived, it meant survival.  Neons, that’s what we used to call them, they do it.  They are what we called schooling fish.  Humans will kill other humans, especially if they see them vulnerable.  Therefore, a pack may gang up on someone, meaning attack in numbers, or they will see the other person has a pack of their own and determine that it is not worth the risk to attack.  Basic Risk vs. Reward thinking.  If you are solo, then your best plan of action is to form a pack.  The same is true of species that humans hunt and vice versa.”

She considered this concept and determined it was true.  Although her experience with other species was limited, she certainly knew how this worked down where they had come from and where she had spent her whole life.  Then she turned to him and asked, “So if you can do that magic thing and take us anywhere, why are we in the desert?”

“Because you could use the sun.”  He smiled to himself at the joke, but knew she didn’t know about beaches.  “Also, if you want to know what I’m thinking you don’t have to look directly at me.”

She nodded.  “Ok, when I get enough sun, can we go to one of the other places?”  She asked.

“If you can find food here, then you can find food anywhere.  One day at a time, girl.”  At that, he stopped and turned towards her.  “By the way, what’s your name?”

She asked, “What’s yours?”  Then she watched his brows furrow.

He looked at her for a long time and then he said, “I’ve gone been called a lot of things.  You can call me by the name I was originally given.  It’s Adam.  So out with it, what is your name?”

“My mother called me Tomorrow.  She said she got the name from something she remembered the martyr saying to her.  He said he never wanted her to stop hoping for tomorrow, so she named me that.”

“Well, your mother is about as good at naming people as my daughter was.  I suppose they would have gotten along well, had they met under better circumstances.  And can you stop calling him the martyr?  His name was Phillip.”

“How do you know that?  Did you know him?”  She asked, her heartbeat rising.

“Not well.  My Grandson knew him better.”  Then as he saw the suspicious look on her face he added, “The two men on the rise we were watching.  One was my grandson, Brian.  The other was Phillip, his son.”

“That’s impossible!”  She yelled loudly while squeezing her fists together yet holding them down to her side while trembling with anger.  “The martyr died to save us all!”

“Yes, he did.  My daughter died with him.”  He took a step towards her.

“Liar!” Tomorrow yelled at him with extreme anger and then she swung and hit him hard striking him in the face.

He backed a step away and then said, “That’s what I meant when I said we’re back to now.”

She paused considering hitting him again but she wanted to hear him.  “That doesn’t make sense and how could we see a dead person?”

“We were in the past.  I can’t do that too much anymore.  I also cannot travel ahead.  At least not in a way I can explain.  The future is something created by the superimposition of events from the past and current, watched like a movie with other movies played under it, in layers.”  He stopped, realizing the explanation was not changing her mind.  Then he continued trying again.  “It’s like the thing with the rocks.  But I can do it with time too.  They didn’t know we were watching them that day.  It felt good to see them.  But I know how they think and I could see that Brian was teaching his son a hard lesson.  Phillip didn’t know then that he was talking to his father.”  Then his eyes looked up and his finger raised to his own chin, “Actually, I think Phillip knew, but he wasn’t sure.  Not then anyway.”  He saw that he was getting nowhere, but continued anyway.  “See, Phillip thought his father was dead.  At least that’s what his mother thought. So that is what he was brought up knowing about his father.”

“How can you be that old?  No one lives that long!”  She looked at him waiting to hear more of what she perceived to be falsifications.

Pausing, to consider what he was going to say next, he decided just to blurt it out, “This is going to sound strange, but Phillip was my older brother.  I was born after him and I wasn’t that old when he gave his life.”   Adam looks at her realizing he is confusing her as much as convincing her that he’s making it all up.

“That was just before I was born.  I’m not as old as you.”  She thought on what he was saying for a while and then said, “So it doesn’t make sense!  What made you so crazy?  Eating snake or the hot sun up here?”  She looked at him, studying his face.

“Yeah, well there’s a thing about time.  I’ve lived a lot more of it by moving through it, staying in some of the times for long periods and then back at different times.  So even though I age slower, it’s been long enough that it’s beginning to show.”  He gave her a look wondering if she was understanding his explanation at all.  Then he added, “I’ve gone around the sun more times in my life than the planet has, if that helps to explain it.  Therefore more years in my time than, for instance, you.  You stayed in the same place, relative to the sun.”  He thought about that and looked at her and then said, “Never mind.  I can barely explain it to people who get the concept of relativity and time travel, let alone to someone who...”  He abruptly stops himself.

“You still think I’m stupid?”  She asked.

“No, I think you haven’t been given the chance to learn.  That’s what I’m trying to do.”  He looked down into the sand and asked, “Do you want me to take you back now?”

“Just stay in front of me and give me your knife.  I’ll think about it.”  She held out her hand and tapped her foot as if she was in a hurry.

He reached into his shirt and handed over the knife then he asked, “What made you decide I wouldn’t just use it on you when I pulled it out?”

Tomorrow looked at him.  She gestured with the knife for him to keep walking as she answered, “Because you’re crazy.  You think you’re doing what you are supposed to do.”

Adam turned and began walking while laughing, “Not bad logic at all.  Wrong, but not bad.  Plus, if I’m crazy from eating snakes and the hot sun, why do you want to stay up here?”

Tomorrow replied, “Hard to explain.  I’ll think about it and get back to you.”

Adam turned to see her smile as he himself began laughing.  “Clever.  I told you I didn’t think you were stupid.”

CHAPTER 8

“The truth is a fleeting creature, like a shrew.  I was told if you see one three times in your life you die.  I met a lot of shrews.” – from the Book of Persistence

“Sir, we know what you actually trained him in, off the books.  There were witnesses.”  The General’s face contorted as he spoke and his hand moved to wipe the look off of his own face.  “What were you thinking?  He already wasn’t like us, you made him faster, smarter and taught him how to do things I any normal man would go pale at considering.”

“I made him realize he needed to survive, because people like you would hunt him if they knew what he could do.  I taught him what we are supposed to teach.  Survival.  Good luck getting a tag on that one.  He’s not going to come in easy.  You can sit there with that look on your face like you are in control, but I promise you, he’s in control of his life.  That’s what we are supposed to teach.”  The Lieutenant pauses and then adds, “I serve for a purpose.  When I see someone like that, I’m supposed to act.  Don’t think for a minute he had it easy, I made sure of that.  Think instead of what he does for us because we forged him.”  The Lieutenant looks over at his bottle of whiskey.  “I wouldn’t change a thing and if we could go back and redo it, think of all of the things that would have gone horribly wrong that we are responsible for making sure don’t”

The General sits back and considers the words for about a second and then sits up and says, “I think he’s more dangerous than all of the threats he may or may not have had a hand in stopping.”  The General raises his voice, “He has own plan!”

The Lieutenant fires back, “The funny thing is, we’ll never know what all he did, but I know he did a lot.  I saw him, on more than one occasion, sir, after he got back.  What had happened to him was more brutal than my people could stomach.  You may not understand him, but he’s not shy to accomplish the goals.  He is an asset of immeasurable quality.”

The General stands, “That’s the point.  You can’t measure.  Here’s the point, kill him.”

“You say that like it’s a simple request.  Even if I thought it was a proper order, I must point out, I’ve seen what he’s survived and what kind of conditions he did it under.  Neither you nor I would want to ever love through what he has.  So what makes you think I can, even with all of my resources?”  The Lieutenant realizes his career may be on the line, but he also realizes the request is not official, although he also knows he would have a hard time making that point from the brig.

“I’ve read your reports.  The ones on paper.  Some of it is still redacted, but I read enough.  I didn’t bother with the stupid crap in the system.  It won’t be easy, but I want you to get it done.  This isn’t a request.”  The General looks at him as he speaks to get across the gravity of the situation the Lieutenant created and is tasked to fix.

“Sir, you do realize that we need him to fix one more thing, at the very least?”  The Lieutenant pointed out.

“I said, kill him.  I don’t care if it takes a thermobaric missile to do it.  The other thing we’ll deal with.”  The General was no longer in a mood to hear the objections.

Looking up, the Lieutenant is only briefly shocked at what he sees, “Sir, with all due respect, always watch your bow, sir.”  The Lieutenant replied while he hears the Sergeant give the warning.  He grimaces at the resulting next few seconds as he says to the man, “I suppose you expect me to clean up after you again?  That won’t be easy, but do what you must.”  As he watches the figure, after the moment, he pours himself the Scotch he had been eyeing.  He looks over at the body on the ground and wonders what comes next.  He thinks to himself, “That seems over the top, but he usually knows what he’s doing.”  Then the Lieutenant considers how calmly the Sergeant informed the General.  If he had really wanted to save avoid the eventual result, he would have yelled “Six!” and taken the shot.

The Lieutenant looks at the man responsible and wonders how he could know this particular conversation would happen at this particular time.  As the man vanishes, the Lieutenant decides the only thing left to do is chuckle to himself.  He suspects, based on previous conversations with the figure who had just created a mess he has little idea how to deal with, it wasn’t the first time.  It’s the only explanation for how he could have known the when and where.  He also considers the General’s words.  He pours another drink to ease his mind from the totality of what is going on around him and the pressure of what it means he will have to do next.

After the incident, the Lieutenant looks at Sergeant Brady, “He’s right, you would make a good cop someday.”