Enough (2 page)

After doing the bookwork, I bagged deposits for each day separately and stored them in the safe. A guy, Stork, would be by every day or two to collect invoices, credit card receipts, and the cash and check deposits, which was another odd bit because no one accepted checks anymore. But the Brotherhood did, along with other questionable practices.

I’d volunteered to do the deposit drops, but Jericho swept away the suggestion, saying the bank was in Ardmore and no need for me to make the extra trip. Most bosses were all about others doing the grunt work, but then they didn’t have an unknown numbers of bikers at their beck and call.

When I’d asked about how to get more cash for the registers, he’d told me to call the number taped to the desk, and Stork or one of his guys would bring it to me. I’d nodded and planned to ask more questions, when Jericho distracted me with the salary and free apartment that was part of the position.

The need to escape my previous life had trumped my vague unease about the Brotherhood’s operations. Now my gut twisted like it had during the interview. What had I agreed to do? Did it matter if everything I did was legal if I worked for a dirty business? Despite my inner apprehension, I had no sense the business was a cover for anything else. In fact, the shop had lots more appointments scheduled than the last place, and the quality of the operation, from ink to artists, was the best I’d ever seen. Despite the extra overhead of quality product, the shop turned a very respectable profit, according to the ledger I’d flipped through.

“Lila, come see this,” Zayn yelled from the back.

Happy for the distraction, I hurried to the workroom. Dare focused on Mark’s shoulder, inking the outline of the piece with a steady hand. A man with an ink iron always caught my attention, and I almost tasted his sexiness—spicy with a touch of sweet.

Zayn showed me the tribal pattern Dare had drawn. A complicated set of markings like the tats on The Rock’s arms—he’d made tribal artwork crazy-hot.

I flipped through the art book Zayn handed me. A Chinese-inspired dragon impressed me. Wow. The dragons chased each other in a circle, destined to be frustrated for eternity. The center held a yin and yang on backgrounds of fire and ice.

“Beautiful.” The word escaped and I clamped my mouth shut.

“Dare’s a fuckin’ artist.” Zayn smirked. “He can draw anything.”

I’d noticed the
Z
and
D
in the corners of some drawings. Dare’s art had a fantasy flair while Zayn’s was darker, sort of gothic. They were two of the most talented artists I’d met.

When the buzz of the needle stopped, Dare gestured me over with a nod of his jutting chin.

“Hey.” He cocked his head. “What do you think about some deep red accents?”

Did Dare want me to comment? I grinned at Mark, a guy about my age, who assessed his work in the mirror.

“Show me where,” Mark said.

Dare grabbed my hand, using my finger to trace Mark’s skin in the area Dare proposed adding the crimson accent. A zing of electricity shot from where his hand touched mine and ricocheted through my body in a distracting, haphazard path, but it managed to hit all my important bits.

Both guys gazed toward me.

“What do you think?” Mark’s boyish smile gave him just the right combination of sexy, not that my bits responded to him, at all.

Nope, my body lit up like a winning pinball machine for Dare.
Not going there
, I reminded myself.

“It’d feel more like a fighting piece with the red, so it depends on the vibe you want.” I struggled to keep my words steady despite Dare’s distracting touch.

He still hadn’t released the finger he’d hijacked.

“Badass—that’s the vibe I need.” Mark traced the same place I had a moment before.

I attempted to shake off the spell Dare created. “I would go for the red, then. You’ll be a total badass.”

Dare’s mouth twitched in a hint of a grin, and I imagined kissing his seductive lips. Sucking in another breath, I moved away before I lost my impulse control.

It wasn’t a problem he appeared to share. He finished the outline with a quick precision I respected. Mark waved away the offer of a break, so Dare started filling in the design. Intense concentration lined his brow and tightened his lips. He rarely spoke, working faster than any other artist I’d seen. The front door jingled and woke me from my trance.

“That’ll be Mary.” Zayn waggled his eyebrows. “She’s wanting a boob piece, you can come watch me.”

“She might want privacy.” I rolled my eyes at him. “And your undivided attention.”

“Well, that’s true.” He followed me to the front and welcomed his client.

As I thought, she batted long lashes at Zayn, dressed in tight-fitting jeans I wished I could wear and full makeup. She was angling for more than good customer service, and by the spark in his eye, she might just get lucky.

The rest of the day was on fast-forward between the clients and trying to figure out how the shop ran. I only saw the guys a few times as they brought customers to me for check-out.

Dare appeared next to me before closing time. “Lock the door.” Dare surprised me. Why did he want me to lock up early?

I frowned up at him, pausing from counting my drawer. “We’ve got twenty minutes until close.”

He stood arms crossed, waiting for me to do as told, I guess. I strode over and flipped the sign before turning the two dead bolts on the door.

“Closing is simple, we clean our areas before we go, you make the front decent, close the register, lock up the deposit, and you’re done.”

This was much easier than my last job where I’d had to do the final sanitizing on all the stations and clean the floors. I understood why shops had to be more sterile than hospitals and hadn’t minded the work of sanitizing, but not being responsible for the workroom was a huge relief. I’d be out of here in minutes, not hours, which was great tonight because the first day kicked my ass. Totally.

“Z is already at Blue’s drinking beer, I’m headed over. You joining us?” The words were totally innocent, but his sexy undertone asked an entirely different question.

“Not tonight.” I laughed. “I feel like I’ve been run over.”

He frowned and parted his lips.

“It’s good, I just need a day or two to get the routine down and let my brain catch up. But, I’m ready to hit my bed tonight.”

The worst thing to say
,
ever.

A grin spread with a slow sexiness that hit me hard right in my already overstimulated parts. Dare might be a walking sex god who would enchant me if I didn’t leave fast. I hurried to the safe with the deposit, hoping he wouldn’t see the blush burning my cheeks.

“Next time,” he called to my back, a laugh in his voice.

I trudged up the stairs, tired from the ten-hour day. I hoped I wasn’t expected to work all the hours the shop was open. Why hadn’t I asked Dare? Instead, I’d almost invited him to my bed.
Way to hold strong
,
Braham
.

Inside, I kicked off my boots, undressed and slipped between the covers of my fifty-dollar blow-up mattress from Walmart. The mattress welcomed me like a million-dollar bed tonight. I fell asleep in seconds.

The next morning my alarm blared, and sun hit me in the face.
Shit.
I
don’t want to wake up.

I groaned and smacked the alarm. My body ached, not from work yesterday, but in sexual frustration. All night, I’d dreamed of the sexy biker, but dating the boss was one screwup I planned not to repeat. Too messy. My job was too good to lose for a nice ass and the bluest eyes on earth.

I stepped into the hot shower and steam enveloped me.

Dare pulled tight on the knot binding my ankles.
He’d created a maze of ropes across my torso
,
firm but not tight.
When I moved
,
the ropes slid across my skin
,
my nipples.
I
arched back
,
unable to resist the sensations.
He positioned me with my ass in the air and secured my hands to the bed in front of me before he fingered me.

In the shower, the images played over again in my mind while my fingers traveled to my pussy. The hot water beat on my sensitive breasts, my fingers plucked with purpose, and I climaxed, remembering the intense orgasm from my dream. Panting, I leaned against the wall. One day, only one day, and he’d invaded my dreams.

Between the long shower and fitful night, my morning routine took longer. Unable to speed up despite three cups of java, I managed to take almost an hour on my normal thirty-minute routine. I’d just picked up my trail of clothes from the night before when I glanced at the clock.

Damn. It was five minutes until noon, I was beyond late by my standards.

I almost ran out of the apartment and down the stairs, hurrying to hit the code and get set up for the day. Thankfully, our first appointment came in at two.

I walked in to foreign voices, and stopped a minute before I called out, “It’s Lila, the new girl.”

“Damn, girl, thought we’d have to open. You always late?” A gnarled guy well past thirty stared at me with beady eyes—snake eyes.

“Weasel, lay off the new girl, you old goat.” A Hispanic-looking guy with bulging muscles leaned against the doorway. “I’m Rock, the ornery one is Weasel and his old lady Angel is piercing a chick now.”

“Lila.” I frowned, worried I’d messed up already, missed an appointment, not even two days into my new job. “Great to meet y’all.”

Weasel growled and turned back to the work area, so I moved up front, and Rock followed.

“Don’t mind Weasel and Angel, they’re always sour.” Rock laughed. “I got enough sweetness to make up for them both.” He winked at me.

I laughed and scoured the books. “Did I miss the appointment?” I bit my lip.

“Nah, Angel called me this morning saying a girlfriend of hers needed a piercing, so I came in with them.” He still grinned. “You settled in?”

Chapter Two: Lila

Rock and I joked all afternoon. Tears rolled down my cheeks from the jokes he and Zayn cracked. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d laughed so much. Rock did great imitations, and Zayn’s sarcasm bit deep.

The bell jingled and I tried to swallow the rolls of laughter with no luck. Dare stood inside the front door, entirely too damn kissable with his wrinkled brow.

“What’s the joke?”

Zayn wiped at his watering eyes. “Rock told the story of the first time he met Weasel.”

Dare smirked. “Shit. Not often you see a guy’s dick before his face. The old horndog.”

I burst out laughing again, trying not to picture said horndog’s package. I didn’t need a visual. Thankfully, he’d taken his package and sour attitude away almost an hour ago.

“What did Angel say?” I glanced from one to the other.

“It wasn’t his old lady, some other chick.” Rock shrugged. “Not in a hurry to cover up, and that only pissed old Weasel off more.”

Suddenly the story lost its humor. Cheating was not a big deal among these guys. Figured.

But the guys didn’t pick up on my change in mood. They laughed and threw out jabs for another few minutes. Rock’s client arrived and broke up the powwow.

“Hey, can we talk about the order?” I asked Dare after Rock, Zayn and the client moved to the back.

“Yeah.” He strode toward me, then kept coming until he crowded me in the tight space behind the counter. “I missed you last night.” He paused.

Stepping back, I gulped and found myself backed into the wall.

“At Blue’s. You have to come with us tonight.”

I craned my neck up and up to meet his gaze. “Uh, we’ll see. About the order, we need more inks, needles, paper and antiseptic.” I bit my lip.

I peeked up through lowered lashes. He glowered down at me with a vertical line between his brows.

He leaned even closer. “Don’t.”

“What?” I squeaked, and pushed against the wall, but he’d trapped me. My pulse spiked and I swallowed the nervous fear.

“Bite that lip, unless you want me kissing it.” His callused index finger stroked my bottom lip. He stared down a few more seconds before he turned and strode away.

“Order whatever we need.” He didn’t look back.

I slumped with my clammy palms pressed into the wall, heart pounding in my ears.
Kiss
echoed through my mind. While I should protest, resist his commandeering manner, I might surrender. Not two seconds later my sense returned.

No way, kissing led to sex and I’d be back in my same old place. I’d promised myself it’d be different this time.

A busy few hours flew by as I navigated clients, inventory and the order process via phone since we had no computer. By the time we slowed down at seven, I was starving, out of sorts and ready for this day to be over.

Now that I understood my closing chores, I had the reception area gleaming, had counted down the drawer and started working out the deposit on a piece of scrap paper so I’d be ready to fill it out and split within minutes of flipping the closed sign. Rock and Zayn sauntered up front, both full of smiles.

“You two look suspicious.” I frowned. “You put a bucket of water over the back door? What do you have planned?”

Both guys went wide-eyed with innocence stamped on their faces. “Nah, we’d never prank you, just the guys.” Rock moved closer, leaning on my clean counter.

“Off—I just cleaned all the damn prints off that.” I made shooing motions and he stepped away.

I re-cleaned the smudged area. “You gonna tell me what’s pasted happy faces on such dangerous bikers like you two?”

“Dare called. He says close up and get our asses to Blue’s.” Zayn headed to the front door and flipped the sign before locking up. “He says not to take no for an answer from you. He’s buying the booze and the food.”

“Blue’s has food?” I might yet survive the night. To prove my point, my stomach chose that exact moment to grumble and gurgle with gusto in the quiet room.

“Yeah, burgers, bar food, and your stomach already voted.” Rock grinned at me, and I swear I’d never seen him without a smile “You’re going.”

“I never argue with my stomach.”

The three of us headed out the back door and walked the short distance to Blue’s. The summer sun hung low in the sky, but hadn’t yet given up to the night. This was the reason summer was my favorite season. I could never get enough sun, enough outside, enough of the clean smell summer brought.

Blue’s actually had swinging doors like you see in old Western saloons, and I wondered how that worked come wintertime. For a Thursday night, the bar was busier than I’d expected. Dare held up a hand from a table, a long table bigger than the four of us needed.

“Who else is coming?” I asked Zayn.

“You never know who will drop in, we all like Blue’s.”

He meant other bikers, and the anticipation of a pop and burger turned to unease. I hadn’t planned to really interact with the club, in fact, I’d made it a rule. On autopilot, I kept moving toward the table while my mind whirred for excuses, exit strategies, anything. But the smells of delicious greasy goodness topped even my imaginative scenarios of doom.

Dare motioned me to sit next to him, and I gave in to this tiny treat. I mean I couldn’t get into too much trouble with the guys around in a bar full of people. Rock sat on my other side, and now I was a bit like the last slice of pizza between the two who wanted it. Hopefully, no one would make a grab for me, because I didn’t want to find the energy to resist.

A waitress about my age headed straight for us. Her cut-offs and half shirt left little to the imagination, which probably netted her awesome tips. I’d always wished I had the nerve to flaunt my assets with clothes like that. Not that I wore baggy sweats, but I didn’t own a single thing that fit my body like her shorts hugged her hips. And all three guys noticed her effort with visible approval in their expressions.

“Hey, Rachel.” Rock gave her the nod. “Looking fine tonight.” He smiled big and wide but managed not to make it a leer. He had skills.

“Hey, I’m Lila, the new office manager at the shop.”

She chomped gum and grinned down at me, a real grin I think, instead of the false claw-your-eyes-out kind. “Nice to meet ya, and that place needs someone keeping these boys in line.” She pulled down the neck of her shirt and showed off her considerable cleavage, which was decorated with an assortment of tattoos. “All the guys have inked one, some more than one.” She winked at Zayn.

“Good work. I like the tropical flower—beautiful. All my work is on my back, working my way up and out.” My back was almost full, then I’d start on my shoulders and work down my arms, or start on my chest, but I didn’t have as large a canvas there as Rachel did.

“Let me see!” She handed Rock her tray. “Stand up.”

I followed her commands, used to showing off my work. It was a common request since I worked in a shop. I stood and leaned forward while she lifted my shirt.

“Damn, you weren’t kidding when you said you were working your way up. You have a full back of art, but the yin and yang, that’s beautiful. I think it’s almost as good as Dare’s work.”

With those words, all three guys scraped back their chairs, congregating behind me to see my ink.

“Which is newest?” Rachel traced on my back.

I assumed she followed the different designs. “The compass on my right shoulder blade.” Tony had done it two weeks before I’d left him He hadn’t known he was giving me the tombstone to remind me about his cheating ass.

“Like the browns in it.” Rachel pulled my shirt up higher and I held the front of my green T in place so I wouldn’t be giving a show in front as well as back.

“Damn, you have solid work, almost ready to cover those shoulders.” Rock whistled.

“Yeah. Nothing makes me happier than new art. I have almost endless ideas, it’s just the cash to make it happen.” I tugged my shirt back in place and sat down.

“Lucky for you our employee discount is wicked low.” Rock and the others laughed.

I opened my mouth to ask more but Rachel interrupted.

“You all want burgers or you going all exotic and changing things up?”

Dare sat down but kept looking at me with this strange expression—not the sex god vibe, even more intense. I wish I knew what the look meant, but there was zero chance I’d ask him.

“So I’m starved. Rachel, the burger and fries sound super.” I needed to change the topic.

“Sure thing, sweetie. And to drink, what’s your poison?”

Now I had to say it.

This might be more awkward than the tat show. “Just a sweet tea, I’m likely to fall face-first in my burger with anything stronger. These guys are slave drivers.” I winked at her.

With a laugh, she moved around the table, but I didn’t hear the other orders because my heart beat too loud in my own ears. Mouth dry, I glanced around but none of the guys stared at me like I had a third eye or some other strange deformity. Good, the first time was always the hardest for me.

I never drank liquor, or any kind of alcohol to be precise, at least not since I was eighteen. Booze and I were a bad combination, and I’d seen firsthand what it could do if I embraced its tempting numbness. My no-drinking policy had been a sticky point for some in my past, but not even Tony, who tried for months to get me to drink, had succeeded. It was one area he couldn’t control and I’m sure that’s why he’d tried so hard.

The guys took turns telling stories of stupid clients, and Rock turned to Dare.

“Bro, you have the worst story, tell it.”

Dare hesitated and then smiled wide. “Saved by the food.”

As if on cue, Rachel brought food out and slapped down my burger and fries first. The heavenly scent of greasy beef and thick wavy fries made my stomach sound off again. She handed out burgers all around, and as soon as the last plate was down, I bit into my burger.

Oh yeah, this burger was orgasmic, so good, better than an orgasm, at least an orgasm from my vibrator. I dug into the food, enjoying each bite. After the first three or four bites, I began to feel human again. I looked up to find the others eating just like me; probably nobody had eaten today.

The food and company were good. It helped me become part of the group, like friends, and I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been out without someone owning me. It was damn nice to be a free agent who would go home alone and sleep like the dead.

I popped the last fry in my mouth and finished off my sweet tea. “This has been fun,” I told the guys. “But I’m out. I need to recover for day three.” I said a quick round of goodbyes and moved toward the door.

“Wait,” Dare called, and caught up to me in a second. “I’ll walk you home.”

“It’s feet away, really—”

He gave me his flat stare.

“Love to have the company,” I muttered.

He should’ve been named Brick instead of Dare—the man was stubborn.

The sun had given way to night and stars shone overhead. I loved how I could see stars in Barden, even Texarkana had too much street light to see them in town. “Thanks for dinner.” I had to say something because the silence was heading toward awkward.

“Yeah, anytime. You’re fun, and you get shit done without lots of drama. That’s a talent.”

Had he just complimented my skill? I think yes, he had. That was new for me. Realizing I’d stayed silent, I hurried to say, “Thanks. Every day gets easier. Another couple, and I’ll be reigning queen of Marked Man.”

Stupid.
Why did I say that?

“Red, you’re funny.” He snorted then punched the code to the outer door. His hand brushed mine on the way down to his side.

Like every time our skin touched, heat shot through me. I’d been so aware of him in the bar, despite my efforts to ignore my attraction. Tension, which was obviously two-sided, ran through me.

“You need help getting your door?”

Dare earned extra points for smooth. The words were so mild but he’d moved closer and his expression had softened. All I had to do was kiss those lips or nod my head. He’d be in my bed faster than I could say
condom
.

“I got it. Thanks though.” I hurried through the door and up the steps before I changed my mind. My self-control wouldn’t last long, so I needed to be locked on the other side of my door before it burst, leaving me a puddle of
yes
,
please.
I refused to look back as I unlocked my door and hurried inside, afraid if I saw him there behind me, my will would break.

* * *

It was a long night of tossing and turning amid X-rated dreams of Dare, and when I woke the next morning I was more tired than I’d been since starting. Thankfully, I’d opened alone and had a precious two hours of quiet so far.

The phone rang. “Marked Man... Oh hey, Fred, yeah we can get you in for more work.” I fumbled for the book I hadn’t retrieved from under the counter yet.

The door jingled and Dare strode in, making an impatient gesture for me to hang up.

I ignored him, looking for a date that’d work for Zayn and Fred.

“Red, I need numbers, now.” Dare spoke into my ear.

I tamped down the spike of pleasure his rumbled words created inside me. “Busy with a client,” I whispered while holding my hand over the phone.

“Gonna be late to the club.” His tone lacked playful flirting.

“On my desk, in the office.” I spoke low and shooed him toward it.

Tension stretched every muscle tight. “If I—”

Oh damn
,
not good.
“Fred, let me call you in five, then we can find time for the back—”

He grabbed the phone from my hand and flipped the calendar to him before pointing to the office. I hurried to grab the report, almost running back to him. Talk about Jekyll and Hyde. Why was he so pissed off? He’d said no paper, I guess he meant it.

“Yeah, Zayn will be here Sunday, nine in the morning. He has the whole day, whatever time it takes.” Dare hung up, glaring at me with his foot tapping and his lips pressed in a tight line.

“Okay, we’re up twenty-two percent from this time last year, this week’s revenue is $6,359 leaving $4,211 profit after expenses. Ledger is updated and ready for pickup, um, whenever.” I bit my lip. “I’m, uh, sorry...”