Every Man Dies Alone (47 page)

The inspector told them. He gave a little report on what had been done thus far and what had been learned. He did it extremely well: short, to the point, not without wit, all the while thoughtfully stroking his mustache.

Then came the chairman’s question: “And what proposals do you have to make for wrapping up this case, which has now gone unsolved for more than two years? Two years, Inspector Escherich!”

“I can only recommend further waiting; there is no other solution. But perhaps one might hand the case over to Inspector Zott for a second opinion?”

For a moment, there was deathly silence.

Mocking laughter broke out in various parts of the hall. A voice called out: “Slacker!”

And another: “First you make a mess of it, then you try to make a present of it to someone else!”

Obergruppenführer Prall slammed his fist down on the table. “I’ll haul you over the coals, you son of a bitch!”

“Silence, please!”

The voice of the chairman carried an undertone of disgust. The room fell silent.

“Gentlemen, the response we have just heard reminds me of—desertion in the face of the enemy. Cowardly running away from difficulties that are an inevitable part and parcel of any struggle. I deplore your conduct, Escherich, and relieve you immediately of your participation in this meeting. Go back to your office to await further instructions!”

The inspector, ashen-faced (he had not been expecting this), bowed. Then he walked over to the door, clacked his heels together, and, with extended arm, roared, “Heil Hitler!”

No one paid him any attention. The inspector went to his office.

The instructions he had been told to await came in the guise of two glowering SS men, of whom one said, “You’re not to touch anything here, understand!”

Escherich turned his head toward the man. This was a new tone. Not that Escherich was wholly unacquainted with it, but it had never been used on him before. A simple SS man—things must be in a bad way with Escherich if they talked like that to an inspector.

A brutal face: broad nose, prognathous jaw, inclination to violence, low intelligence, dangerous when drunk, summarized Escherich. What was it the commander had said upstairs? Desertion? Ridiculous! Inspector Escherich and desertion! But that was their style, always big words, and afterward nothing happened!

Obergrüppenfuhrer Prall and Inspector Zott walk in.

Well then, so they took my suggestion! The most sensible thing they could have done, even though I don’t myself believe that even that wily mind can make anything different out of the available material.

Escherich is on the point of giving Inspector Zott a friendly greeting, not least to show that he isn’t at all miffed about the handing on of his case, when he feels himself pulled aside roughly by the two SS men. The one with the thuggish face shouts, “At your service, SS men Dobat and Jacoby with prisoner!”

Prisoner
, Escherich thinks in bewilderment—are they referring to me?

And aloud he says, “Obergruppenführer, might I add that…”

“See that that pig keeps its muzzle shut!” roars Prall, who has probably gotten his knuckles rapped, too.

SS man Dobat hits Escherich flush on the mouth with his fist. The inspector feels a vivid pain and the disgusting warm taste of blood in his mouth. Then he leans over and spits a couple of teeth out on the carpet.

While he does all this—does it perfectly mechanically; not even the pain really hurts—he thinks, I must make my position clear. Of course I’m ready to do anything. Door-to-door searches the length and breadth of Berlin. Spies in every building that has more than one doctor’s or lawyer’s office. I’ll do whatever you want, but you can’t just tell your stooges to punch me in the face, me, a long-serving detective and holder of the Iron Cross!

While he is feverishly thinking such thoughts, and trying mechanically to get out of the clutches of the two SS men, and trying to speak—but how can he speak through his ripped upper lip and bleeding mouth?—while he is struggling, Obergruppenführer Prall has launched himself at him, grabbed him by the lapels with both hands, and begun screaming, “Now at last we’ve got you where we wanted you, you arrogant fuck! You always thought you were so smart, giving me the benefit of your bullshit lectures, eh? Do you think I didn’t notice how stupid you thought I was, while you were so smart? Well, now we’ve got you, and we’ll haul you over the coals like you won’t believe!”

For an instant, Prall, almost insensate with fury, stared at the bleeding detective.

Then he screamed again: “What are you doing spewing your vile blood all over my carpet? Gulp it down, you miserable hound, or I’ll give you one in the chops myself!”

And Inspector Escherich—no, miserable, terrified little manikin Escherich, who only an hour before had been a mighty Gestapo inspector—strove, death-sweat beading on his brow, to gulp down the disgusting warm stream of blood and not to foul the carpet, which was his own carpet, no, now it was Inspector Zott’s…

The Obergruppenführer watched the wretched inspector with sadistic pleasure. Then he turned away from Escherich with an angry, “Bah, scum!” and asked Zott, “Do you require this man for briefing purposes, Herr Zott?”

It was an unwritten rule that all long-serving detectives transferred to the Gestapo stayed together through thick and thin, just as the SS itself also stuck together—often against the detectives themselves. It would never have occurred to Escherich to betray a colleague to the SS, whatever his faults; rather, he would have been at pains to hide his shortcomings from them. And now he had to look on
as Zott, with a cursory glance in Escherich’s direction, coldly said, “This man? For a briefing? No thanks, Obergruppenführer. I’d do better briefing myself!”

“Take him away!” screamed the Obergruppenführer, “and give him a bit of a gee-up, boys!”

And Escherich was whisked down the corridor between the two SS men, the same corridor, incidentally, down which he had dispatched Borkhausen with a kick in the pants, laughing at the humor of it. And they threw him down the same stone steps, to lie bleeding on the same spot where Borkhausen had lain bleeding. Then he was booted upright, and tossed down more stairs to the basement cells…

Every joint hurt him, and then it was out of his clothes and into the striped zebra suit, and the shameless redistribution of his possessions among the SS guards. All amid continual kicks and punches, and threats…

Oh yes, Inspector Escherich had seen it all many times in the past few years, and seen nothing surprising or reprehensible in any of it, because that was how you dealt with criminals. Naturally. But the fact that he, Detective Inspector Escherich, was now ranked among these criminals and stripped of all rights, that was something he couldn’t get into his head. He hadn’t broken the law. All he had done was make the suggestion that a case be passed along, a case on which his superiors had had not one useful idea between them. It would all be cleared up—they would have to get him out. They couldn’t do without him! And until that time, he had to maintain his dignity, show no fear, not even show pain.

They were just bringing someone else down into the basement. A petty thief, he managed to overhear, who had been unfortunate enough to try to rob a woman who kept company with a high SA official, and had been caught in the act.

Now they brought him down here, after probably already softening him up: a whimpering creature, stinking of his own excrement, repeatedly going down on his hands and knees, hugging the SS men round their legs: please for the love of Mary not to hurt him! Have mercy—Jesus would repay them!

The SS men made a joke of letting the little fellow tug at their legs and beg and then smashing their knees in his face. Then the pickpocket would roll around on the floor, wailing—till the next time he looked in their hard faces, thought he saw a trace of clemency in one of them, and launched into a new round of appeals…

And it was with this worm, this excrement-stinking coward, that the all-powerful Inspector Escherich was made to share a cell.

Chapter 37

THE SECOND WARNING

One Sunday morning, Anna said a little nervously to her Otto, “I think it’s time we visited my brother Ulrich again. You remember, it’s our turn. We haven’t been to see the Heffkes for eight weeks now.”

Otto Quangel looked up from his writing. “All right, Anna,” he said. “What about next Sunday? Is that all right?”

“This Sunday would be better for me, Otto. I think they’re expecting us.”

“But one Sunday’s the same as any other to them. It’s not as though they have any extra work, the pussyfooters!”

And he laughed sardonically.

“It was Ulrich’s birthday on Friday,” Anna put in. “I baked a little cake for him that I’d like to take. I’m sure they’re expecting us today.”

“I wanted to write a letter as well as this card,” said Quangel grumpily. “That was my plan. I don’t like to make changes.”

“Please, Otto!”

“Couldn’t you go on your own, Anna, and tell them I’ve got my rheumatism? You’ve done it once before.”

“And just because I’ve done it before, I don’t want to do it again,” Anna begged. “It’s his birthday…”

Quangel looked at his wife’s beseeching expression. He wanted to oblige her, but the prospect of leaving his parlor today made him unhappy.

“But Anna, I wanted to write the letter today! The letter’s important. I’ve thought about it long and hard… I’m sure it will have a great effect. And then I know all your childhood stories, Anna, I know them all by heart. It’s so boring at the Heffkes’. I’ve got nothing to say to him, and your sister-in-law sits there in silence, too. We should never have got involved with relatives, family is a nightmare. You and I are enough for each other!”

“All right, Otto,” she half conceded, “then let’s make today our last visit. I promise you I won’t ask to go again. But today, when I’ve baked my cake and it’s Ulrich’s birthday! Just this once! Please,

Otto!”

“Today is especially inconvenient,” he said. But finally, overcome by her imploring eyes, he growled, “All right, Anna, I’ll think about it. If I can finish two cards by lunchtime…”

He finished his two cards, and so at around three o’clock the Quangels left their apartment. They had intended to take the U-Bahn as far as Nollendorfplatz, but just before Bülowstrasse, Quangel suggested they get off there—maybe they could do something.

She knew he had the two postcards in his pocket, understood what he meant right away, and nodded.

They walked down Potsdamer Strasse a ways, without seeing a suitable building. Then they had to turn right into Winterfeldtstrasse, otherwise they would end up too far away from Heffkes’ place. They carried on looking there.

“It’s not such a good area as round ours,” Quangel said unhappily.

“And remember, it’s a Sunday as well,” she added. “Be careful!”

“I am careful,” he replied. And then: “I’m going in there!”

Already, before she had time to say anything, he had vanished into a building.

For Anna the minutes of waiting now began, those painful minutes in which she was terrified for Otto but could do nothing but wait.

Oh God, she thought, looking at the building, this building doesn’t look good at all! I hope to God it goes smoothly! Perhaps I shouldn’t have talked him into coming here today. He really didn’t want to, I could tell. And it wasn’t just on account of the letter he wanted to write. If something happens to him today, I will never forgive myself! Here he comes now…

But it wasn’t Otto leaving the building, it was a lady who fixed Anna with a sharp look before going on her way.

Did she just give me a suspicious look? I could have sworn she did. Has something happened in the building? Otto’s been in there such a long time already, it must be all of ten minutes! Ach, I ought to know better, I’ve done it often enough: if you stand and wait outside a building, time always seems to crawl past. Thanks be to God, here he is at last!

She started to walk up and greet him—then stopped dead.

Because Otto hadn’t come out alone. He was in the company of a very tall gentleman in a black coat with a velvet collar, half whose face was disfigured by a bright red birthmark. In his hand the gentleman carried a large black attaché case. Without exchanging a word, the two men passed Anna, whose heart turned over with fear, in the direction of Winterfeldtplatz. She set off after them with almost fainting feet.

What’s happened now? she asked herself fearfully. Who is the gentleman walking alongside Otto? Is he from the Gestapo? He looks awful with that birthmark! They’re not saying a word to each other—Oh my God, if only I hadn’t approached Otto. He acted as though he didn’t know me, so he must be in danger! That dratted card!

Suddenly Anna could stand it no longer. She could take no more of the painful uncertainty. With a sudden access of determination, she overtook the two gentlemen and stopped in front of them. “Herr Berndt!” she called out, and gave Otto her hand. “I’m lucky to run into you! You must come to us right away. I have a burst pipe and the whole kitchen is under water…” She broke off, with the sensation that the man with the birthmark was looking at her very strangely, condescendingly, almost contemptuously.