Experiment (Hybrid Book 2) (23 page)

Tenset closed his eyes as her scent increased in the room. He was sure Connor had some fancy scientific explanation for what her scent did to them, but he didn’t care. He needed to be close to her, every minute of every day and nothing was going to change that.

After several moments of Connor taking her scent from her neck, she attempted to push him away, her hands still trapped between them. Connor wasn’t having any of that, he wrapped one large hand around both her wrists.

“Sshhhh, Kittycat, we won’t let you miss out on this experience. We know you’re worried about letting your barriers down, instead letting your instincts do it for you. We want you, not what you can do, not what your instincts make you do. You Chesara, not the healer, not the Dakaran, you.”

He scooped her up, and leaving the sheet piled on the floor, and returned her to the bed where Tenset waited.

Tenset leaned forward and tasted the flesh hidden under her hair, he loved the taste of her neck, soft and feminine, and covered with those fascinating markings. He licked down her neck, and across her shoulder. Connor spoke next.

“You’ll never be anything else but loved and valued, for who you are, not what you can do. The fact that we can give and receive pleasure is a bonus. But hear this little Dakaran, we are in charge when it comes to your wellbeing. It nearly killed me when you were in danger, and I know Tenset feels the same way. At least one of us will always be with you, but our aim is to love you and keep you safe, not restrict you.”

Connor’s words didn’t seem to be relaxing her, in anything the reminder of her lack of memory was tensing her up. He just wanted to enjoy this first night with her, and if ‘scratch an itch’ made her comfortable, he could do that. It was certainly better than her doing another runner.

“I have a cunning plan, us Kalzirians are good at those,” Tenset whispered against her neck. “Let’s have a ’fuck-a-thon’ and make Connor watch, I’ll even tie him up and gag him so he can’t interfere. What d’ya say sexy?”

Connor shot him a look that would have had a less confident main quaking. It seemed each of them had a slightly different agenda to work through, and Chesara wasn’t giving up any more than he and Connor were.

“Quit trying to distract me, dumb ass. I’m trying to make sure I’m not going from the frying pan to the fire.”

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he tried to push Tenset away as he murmured, “It seems to be working, sweetcheeks.”

She growled in frustration no matter what she said, he certainly was distracting, all hard muscles and masculine scent, and those hands tracing the markings on her side, so terribly slowly, were driving her mad. Tenset shifted position slightly, and she briefly thought she’d gained an advantage, but he was just moving down her body, and started to lick lazy patterns on her side and hip as if he had all the time in the world.

It was hard to express her feelings, she’d always covered up with wise cracks, or concentrated on work, and she didn’t want to offend these men who had given up so much for her.

She tried again. “It’s just that, I want, no I need, both of you to want me the way I am, for who I am.”

“We do sweetness, that’s what we’ve been telling you,” Connor murmured as he flicked her erect nipple.

“Bloody listen, you zalupas; I’m a brain as well as a body. I can’t ask you to want me for who I am, when I don’t know who, or even what I am.” She looked up into Connor’s his face. “Please tell me you understand?”

Although she looked at Connor, her hand on Tenset’s shoulder included him in the question. He moved back up the bed, turning her so she lay on her back, and looked into his one intense blue eye.

“We’ve all changed a great deal in the past few weeks. Do you think any of us know exactly who we are anymore? Let’s take this journey together sweetheart.  All I want, sorry, all we want, is for you to be happy. Trust us to take you on the journey. Can you trust us?”

She looked into herself, searching for the answer. The fact that his life had changed drastically showed on his ruined face, and the scars on his back and chest. She knew that she and Connor had also experienced a great deal, except she couldn’t remember it.

“Answer the question Chesara, will you trust us?” Connor’s voice still had an echo of hardness in it, and she found it immensely sexy. She couldn’t question their devotion to her, and frankly the thought of leaving some of the responsibility of her future to these loving and highly capable men felt decidedly reassuring, even liberating. Some of the crushing weight of what had happened, and what would happen, lifted from her shoulders.

She looked each of them in the eyes in turn. “Yes, I trust you, both of you. With my life and with my happiness.” But her old self couldn’t help adding “and I’ll kick both your scrawny asses if you mess it up.”

Tenset grinned and leaned to kiss her, but Connor wasn’t finished.

“To prove it to us, you’ll let us do whatever we want to you tonight, agreed?”

Tenset held back, until she hesitantly nodded.

“Good girl,” he said with a satisfied smile.

“I may not be human, but I’m not a dog either Tenset.”

Tenset leaned up on one elbow, slowly stretching his body alongside hers. He pushed some hair out of her eyes, before bringing her palm to his mouth, kissing it slowly, and then stroking his tongue between each of her fingers.

Connor spoke quietly, gently to her. “Relax Kittycat. I can see it in your eyes, you’re working everything out in your mind whilst trying to fight what you want. It’s simple. I want you, he wants you. Do you want us?”

She knew the question wasn’t just about now, this moment, it was about their new lives.

“Yes,” she whispered.

Tenset stayed resting on his elbow, casually stroking her collarbone with his index finger, although she could tell he was holding back for Connor’s benefit. The fact that neither man was trying to dominate the other, that they were being sensitive to the other’s needs, further enforced the idea that this might just work.

Connor placed his forehead on hers.

“I’m starving for you Chesara. Watching you shiver on Tenset’s tongue, I wanted to commit murder to touch you that way. When a man starves for a woman, what does he want?”

“Her?”

Tenset replied. “He wants everything, he wants it all.”

Connor’s tongue swept across his lower lip. “I can smell your heat Kittycat, do you know what its saying to me?”

She had a sudden urge to say something flippant, like ‘Knock, knock whose there?’ but she knew that was the nerves talking, so she just shook her head. She was determined not to muck this up, it was too important to him, to them.

“It’s saying eat me, and I will do that, and I’ll do it slowly. But when I put my head between your thighs, there’s not going to be a damn thing you can do about it, nothing.”

Her mouth opened and closed a few times before she decided to shut it. This dirty talk was a turn on, but it also made her feel uncomfortable. She was much more comfortable with the less emotionally intense ‘fuck-a-thon,’ Tenset had suggested.

This was deep, and she didn’t know if she was ready to give up that much of herself to anyone, even to someone as close to her as Connor. It’d mean a permanent move from the familiar ‘friends’ category to something else entirely. Tenset was already in a ‘lover’ category in her mind, so that wasn’t so hard, but Connor was different. She needed a friend, would she lose that?

Tenset slid a hand under her shoulders, lifting her up on the pillow. “Don’t worry sweetcheeks. I’ll be here as well.”

It was as if he’d sensed her apprehension at Connor’s intensity. Taking her face between his finger and thumb, he licked at her lips for a while before claiming her mouth in a crushing, passionate kiss, taking both her worries and control.

Connor moved closer, then whispered in her ear as Tenset kissed her.

“You are so undone Kittycat, your nipples are hard as pebbles, and your chest is flushed. His large strong hand grazed the valley between her breasts, teasing her but avoiding her nipples. “You have no idea how good it felt watching these bob up and down, when you took me on Kalzir. I was so determined not to come in you, I was so sure of my control, but with you, none of that worked.”

Their words and caresses were swallowing her, taking everything away and replacing it with nothing but them. Bit by bit, muscle by muscle, she felt herself letting go, letting them, willing them, to take control.

Both men stilled for a moment, and took in a deep, shuddering breath.

“God, I love these pheromones,” Connor whispered against her stomach. “Before you were hot, but this, this is eating me up from the inside out.”

He twisted his tongue inside her belly button, and she jerked, gasping into Tenset’s mouth. ‘God almighty’ she thought, who knew there was a direct connection between my belly button and my womb? She felt it clench in reaction, like lighting shooting through her.

Tenset left her mouth, “I’ve got to find out what caused that.”

He moved down, until he was parallel to Connor. Slow licks from her two men circled her stomach; they were tracing her marking with their tongues. Her womb clenched repeatedly as one then the other invaded her belly button. Her hips started to move, unconsciously, undulating in time to their ministrations, she moaned in her need.

She felt them both stop, and she nearly cried out in frustration. Connor spoke, his breath warm against her overly sensitive belly.

“Stay still, that’s an order. Remember our agreement, you trust us.”

She froze, not wanting this to end, needing it to continue.

Silky hair tickled her torso, as two pairs of large, warm hands rubbed her thighs, a relaxing gesture which nevertheless kept her nerves twitching. She felt desired, admired and loved. It was almost overwhelming that these two incredible men felt this way about her, had given up their lives for her. She wasn’t worthy, but it appeared that she didn’t have a choice. All she could do was try to make it worth it for them.

Connor, she was sure it was him, as the hand was less calloused, pulled her knee up and moved down to the junction between her thigh and body, tracing it gently, before moving over to play with her folds. She felt him shift, and a tongue flatten right above her clit before he rose to stand up at the end of the bed.

His wicked smile was unexpected on her friend’s face. “I want you to explore every inch of me, with your fingers and tongue, and I want to watch you do the same to Tenset.”

She stared at his erection; it was already wet on it’s broad, blunt tip. She licked her lips, wanting to learn his flavour.

“Can I?” she started, her tongue poking out, licking along her lower lip as if it had a mind of its own.

Staring at her mouth, Connor’s face contorted as if in pain. He cupped the back of her head, helping her, pulling her gently into a sitting position and then onto her knees.

“Open real wide, don’t worry if it seems too big, just ease off if you want to.”

Despite his warnings she leant forward eagerly, she needed to taste him. She kissed it first, licking the drop of fluid from the slit on top, causing him to groan, before opening wide and sliding the smooth, soft skin over her tongue. He had his own unique flavour, and she wanted to bathe in it.

“Put your tongue underneath, keep it straight, that’s it,” and he closed his eyes in pleasure as she followed his instructions, then sucked slightly. Dagus had let her explore him on her own, but knowing she was doing exactly what Connor wanted, what would give him the most pleasure, give her a thrill.

The grip in her hair tightened, and Connor thrust a little into her mouth. She felt the tension in his body as she reached around and caressed his hard butt. He thrust in a little harder and she started to pull back, worried that he’d try to fuck her mouth as Dagus had done, but he was too big, it would choke her.

Tenset’s voice in her ear was firm. “No, don’t pull back. Let him have this moment, I’ll help. I’ll make sure you’re ok,” and he replaced Connor’s hand on the back of her head with his own.

Without the complete mind numbing fog of desire, she’d experienced in the shuttle, this felt a little scary. But she trusted them, she truly did, and she wanted to know how to do this well for them. She felt Connor relax a little and Tenset gently pushed her nearer, she knew he was experienced, and she was confident he’d help her.

“Relax your lips and breathe through your nose, open just a little more, that’s it. Relax your jaw, let him do the work.” With Tenset’s gently whispered advice in her ear, she managed to let a little more of Connor’s length inside.

“Suck a little, see how that affects him.” She glanced up to see Connor’s face tense and relax as she varied the intensity of the suction.

“Pull out Connor, let’s teach her a little more.” She felt the shaft move out, until she only had the head left and she ran her tongue across it, forcing a groan from its owner. Tenset carried on talking slowly and calmly his hand running up and down her spine.

“Keep your tongue still sweetcheeks. Look at him, see how much it means to him, let him know who you’re thinking about as he rides your tongue.”

Tenset had one hand behind her head, and the other moved up to steady her neck.

“Watch him, learn him. Trust us.”

Staring up into Connor’s familiar brown eyes, she saw them cloud over with desire, with love, and she felt supremely powerful. Tenset released her throat and played with her nipple.

“God I could come from just looking at these,” he murmured.

Connor started to slide in and out of her mouth, but the need in her core was starting to rev up, she knew she’d need help there soon. She steadied herself with a hand against his butt, pulling him closer again. Tenset’s voice whispered in her ear again.

“Look at him, see the tension in his neck? See how his head’s thrown back? He’s trying to hold back, trying to make it last as long as possible. You can help, take his balls in your hand, squeeze gently. Relax your throat sweetheart, let him go a little deeper.” His hand still supported the back of her head.