Fallen Angels 05 - Possession (45 page)

Man, he was amazing, Cait thought as she absorbed the sight and feel of her lover. To think her memories seemed vivid? They so didn’t compare to the real thing.

Wait, he’d asked her a question, hadn’t he.

Something about making it to dinner?

“I don’t know,” she said slowly as erotic flashbacks made her feel dizzy. Still, talking like civilized people for half an hour was probably a good short-term goal. Then they could … “Ah, let me show you around—not that there’s much to show.”

That awkwardness, the discordant, off-kilter stuff that she’d felt at the diner after the boathouse hookup, came back—and made her wonder about having him to her home.

He was, after all, still a stranger, technically.

Too late now, though.

Before she got a chance to lead any kind of tour, Duke glanced over her head with a remote expression. “Nice place. But I like the looks of its owner even more.”

“You haven’t seen anything.” She flushed. “I mean, of my home.”

He shrugged. “This place could be the Taj Mahal and I’d think the same thing.”

She pivoted away so the blush that hit her face wasn’t quite so obvious. At least the sexual connection was still alive and well between them. “So … this is the living room.”

She stopped the narration there or she was liable to point out such exotic features as the couch, the TV, the lamp on the side table … the frickin’ rug.

“And I work in here.”

Moving onward to the porch, she pulled a Vanna White, turning in a circle and feeling like an idiot. But at least she didn’t have to apologize for the shape things were in. She’d spent the last two hours cleaning everything from floor to attic—although that had been more because she was nervous than any sort of mess.

“Great light in here,” he murmured, putting his hands in his pockets and wandering over to the display of pages on the tables.

As he inspected each drawing, Cait crossed her arms over her chest and shifted her weight back and forth. The sight of this tall, broad man in black clothes standing over her work made her feel like she was in a funhouse, everything going wonky on her. He was not at all like Thom … or G.B. No, he was latent power and raw sex, a bonfire upright in a pair of black combat boots.

She wanted him.

Holy hell, she couldn’t wait to get her hands on him again.

“What’s this?” he asked, pointing without touching.

She walked over, smoothing her loose skirt and feeling her panty hose ride up. She’d worn a bra tonight—because she’d wanted him to take it off her with his teeth—but the reality was, she wished she didn’t have any makeup on, and was in sweats.

Long day. Very long.

She still hadn’t heard from G.B. And the time she’d spent in that church was lingering with her, hanging like a weight around her neck for no valid reason she could think of.

It was really good to see Duke, though. Just his presence reprioritized things, at least for the next couple of hours: There was nothing she could do right now about G.B. or Sissy’s funeral, and that was true whether or not she was alone. And what she and this man were likely to get up to? What a way to pass the night.

“It’s a book I’m working on,” she said, kicking herself back to attention.

“Nice dog.”

“I love Labs—I grew up with one. Are you a dog person?”

“Never had pets.” He continued to go down her storyboarding table, taking his time—and that made her feel a little more comfortable. Maybe they’d have things to talk about after all. “Did you always know you wanted to be an artist?”

Cait shrugged. “I just was one. Kind of like someone who’s good with math or science—I came out this way.”

“These are really good.”

“I teach, too.”

“Where?”

“At Union, actually.” As he glanced over his shoulder, she shrugged. “I didn’t get very far, did I.”

“You went from student to professor.” He turned back to her work. “That’s a hell of a distance.”

There was a strange note in his voice, but before she could follow up, the buzzer went off in the kitchen.

“’Scuse me.”

She could feel his eyes tracking her as she headed for the lasagna, and that itch to get him good and naked nearly made her derail the whole save-dinner-from-burning thing: After all, there was a couch in her living room with plenty of leg room—and that was a huge step up from boat cushions or linoleum.

Grabbing an oven mitt, she popped open the stove and leaned back so she didn’t melt her eye makeup off.

“Oh, thank you, Jesus,” she whispered as she took the pan out.

“That looks perfect,” he said next to her.

The sound of his voice made her jump, but she recovered quick. “I’m not much of a cook.”

“That would be a lie.”

As she put the lasagna on a mat on the table she’d set, she did a quick survey. Yup, everything was in place—

“Wine. I forgot to offer you wine.”

“I’ll get it. Have a seat.”

“It’s just the bottle over there on the counter.”

She picked the chair in the corner so she could watch him, and yup, that was a good plan. First thing he did was take off his jacket and hang it on the pegs by her back door—those arms. Dear Lord, those arms. And then luckily, he had to turn away to open that Italian red: As he took the old-fashioned uncorker-thingy and screwed it down into the bottle’s head, the bunching and releasing of his biceps and triceps made her thank God for the necessity of manual labor. And his back was just as spectacular, the expanse of his shoulders flaring out wide on top before his torso narrowed in tight at his hips.

And his … lower assets … were sheer perfection in those jeans.

Bruce Springsteen’s ancient album cover had a case of the middle-aged sags compared to Duke.

As he came over with the bottle, she picked up the spatula she’d laid out and got busy cutting squares through the melted mozzarella.

“You want some, too, yes?” he said.

“Please.”

As they served each other, she felt a little more relaxed. And then when he took a bite and was all about the
mmmmmmmmm
? She might as well have been Julia frickin’ Child.

“I’m glad you like it,” she said, sipping her wine. “I—oh, no, I put out
hors d’oeuvres
and forgot.”

Just another example of her game. Yup. Real player over here.

He glanced over at the crackers and cheese by the toaster. “I’m a main-event kind of guy.”

As his eyes swung back, they traveled down her body—and she had to rearrange herself in the chair. “Especially with you,” he tacked on.

In spite of the fact that it had taken her an hour to make the dinner and forty minutes to cook it, she was suddenly ready to push her plate away and finish the tour of the second floor in her bed.

“Can I admit to something embarrassing?” she blurted.

He cocked a brow. “This is really Stouffer’s?”

She shook her head. “No. I honestly did make it.”

“It would have been okay if you hadn’t. You don’t need to impress me like that.”

Cait dropped her eyes to her plate. “You’re sweet.”

“Not really. So what’s your ‘something’?”

“You’re the first man to set foot in this house.” As his head whipped up, she put her palm out. “No, no, it’s not weird or anything. I mean, of course, there’ve been workmen. Like the electrician when I—never mind. You’re just the first one I’ve, you know, invited in. For … a date.”

Duke lowered his fork and wiped his mouth with his napkin.

“Sorry,” she said slowly. “Did I cross a boundary or something?”

“No.”

Liar, she thought as she pushed at her food. Damn it, she should have just kept things light and easy. Except that wasn’t really her. Gym body or not, she wasn’t into casual sex and it was hard to pretend she was.

“I’m …” When he didn’t finish, she grimaced and wanted a do-over, starting at the front door. Or at least when she’d come in here to tackle the lasagna.

“I’ll be honest, too, then.” He wiped his mouth a second time, as if he needed something to do with his hands. “I don’t deserve the honor.”

The statement was factual, and he didn’t dwell on it—he just went back to eating.

“Why do you say that?” she asked.

He shrugged, and then nodded at her plate. “You don’t like this?”

“Why?” she repeated.

It was a while before he answered. “As you know, I didn’t graduate from Union. Looking around your house, I’m guessing that the men you usually go for finish things.”

Again, he clearly wasn’t in search of sympathy, or subtly manipulating her into an ego stroke: His voice was as level as if he had been discussing the weather.

As she thought of Thom and his career in finance, Duke cocked a brow at her. “Am I wrong?”

“I don’t have a long list of men.”

“Also not a surprise.” He took another bite and chewed. “And let me guess—you almost got married at some point, but it didn’t work out.”

“Maybe.”

“So that’s a yes.”

“It was a long time ago.”

“College was, it’s true.”

“Wait, why did you drop out?”

He glanced at the pan. “Mind if I have some more?”

“Not at all.” What she would like even more? For him to answer a question easily. “What about you? Did you ever marry?”

His harsh laugh was reply enough. “Nope. Not in the cards for me, as it turned out.”

“Sounds like I’m not the only one who almost made it to the altar.”

He paused with his seconds halfway to his plate. “You’re very smart, you know that.”

For some reason, the comment made her feel more beautiful than any other compliment he could have given her. “Well, the blond’s just hair color, actually.”

He hesitated again, his eyes narrowing. “Really?”

“I’d just gotten it done the night I met you, actually.”

When he seemed nonplussed, she frowned. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

Sitting cross-legged on her bed, Sissy had the book Adrian had given her on top of a pillow in her lap. Even with all the lights on, and her eyes being excellent, she was getting a tension headache from frowning at the tiny, faded writing.

Her Latin was so not good enough for this.

Leaning back against her headboard, she cursed softly.

“That bad, huh?”

Turning toward the open door, she saw Adrian standing there with a bag of Chips Ahoy!

He jogged the sealed cookies. “Want a little sin?”

“Yes. Please.”

As he limped in, she wished she knew how he’d been hurt. What had happened exactly. But she had a feeling that was seriously off-limits.

Sitting down at the foot of her bed, he did the deed of opening things up, and then offered the chocolate-chip cookies to her. She took four.

“You know,” Adrian said between bites of his own, “Eddie always did say that thing read like stereo instructions.”

“It’s nearly incomprehensible—and it’s totally discombobulated … like stream-of-consciousness stuff. No organization, just a series of random riffs.”

“Well, what have you got so far?”

“Can you people really do spells?”

“Jim can, yup. I’m okay at it. Eddie was better than I am—he used to tell me I had ADHD and that was the root of my problem. You need to focus properly.”

“Can you do one for me now?”

“Like I’m a trick pony?”

“Come on. I need a break, and I’m honestly curious.”

Adrian popped another cookie into his mouth. Then he held out a palm. Frowning in concentration, he made a waving motion with his free hand over it.

“Presto!”

She leaned in. “What did you do?”

“I made nothing appear. Just like magic.”

Sissy started to laugh. “You’re a freak.”

“Too right. And an idiot. I should have brought up the milk.”

She looked down at the book again and got serious. “Tell me more about the mirror.” When he didn’t reply, she glanced back up at him. “Please.”

“You hit me with this even after I hooked you up with the Ahoys?”

Except he stretched out across the end of her bed, propping his head up on his hand. He kept munching away, somehow not getting cookie crumbs all over the place.

“The mirror, the mirror …” He shook his head. “It’s the ugliest fucking thing you’ve ever seen. Old and decaying, just like her.”

“Whenever I’ve seen the demon, she’s been young and beautiful.”

“Just another of her lies.” He rubbed an eyebrow with his thumb. “Like I said, the thing with her is, she needs that portal. She loses the mirror? She’s stuck on this plane, at least from what Eddie always told me. Now, you’d assume the easiest thing to do would be to break it, but if you do? You get sucked into the shards and you ain’t never coming out. The key would be to get control of the POS. Take it out of her possession and make it so she can’t get access to it. Logically, that’s the only set of chains you’re ever going to put on her.”

“You found me in that bathroom.” She put her hand across her abdomen. “To protect…”

“Yeah.”

“Why didn’t you take the mirror with you when you left?”

Adrian blew out a curse. “Jim had flipped the fuck out when he saw you, and because he’d tripped her spell, she was coming back at a dead run. It was a choice between keeping the savior from attacking and probably getting shanked … or taking the mirror. We chose him.”

“So she’s killed someone else to replace me.”

The angel cleared his throat. “Yeah.” Abruptly, he reached out and put his hand on her knee. “Hey, hey … you need to stop thinking about all that. That’s not your biz.”

“If Jim felt that way, I’d still be in Hell.”

“Doesn’t mean you have to be a hero up here.” He took out another cookie. “Or down there.”

Sissy was quiet a long time. And then she heard herself say, “She hurt him.”

“Excuse me?”

“I saw Jim …” It was so hard to put it into words, and she didn’t know why she was bringing it up now. “She hurt him. Her … people hurt him. Bad.”

When Adrian didn’t reply, she glanced up. His face was set in stone, no expression to be found within the composite of his features. And that was when she knew … he’d had the same abuse done to him.

“Sissy, do me a favor?”