Fallen Angels 06 - Immortal (17 page)

Ninety-nine-point-nine percent of him was ready to take her right here, right now. But the decimal point of decency forced him to be reasonable.

She was, after all, a virgin. And although there were a lot of rules that were off, given the fucked-up kind of existence they both had, she deserved better than a wham-bam for her first time.

Besides, it was entirely possible that she was going to come to her senses and regret this.

He slowed himself down, forced his hands to stay on the outside of her hips, told his cock to pipe-down-big-guy.

She sensed the change in him immediately. “Don’t stop.”

“Sissy—”

“Don’t you fucking dare.” She pegged him right in the eye. “Don’t.”

Well, considering the way she was looking at him? He was incapable of not giving her whatever she wanted: car, house, orgasm after orgasm after—

“How ’bout we compromise,” he drawled, dropping back down to her mouth and running his tongue across her lower lip. As she shuddered in his arms, he had to smile. “Yeah, how ’bout we just focus on you.”

“Jim, I want—”

“I know what you want. And I’m going to give it to you.”

There was nothing like this in the world.

That was the only thing Sissy could think of as she lay in Jim’s arms, half-naked and fully turned on. The rest of it was all instinct and heat, a need for something that she’d previously been lukewarm on, a drive to get closer to him than her own skin.

As she arched against him, he didn’t leave her hanging, coming back to her mouth and kissing her more. She had the clear sense he was holding everything back on his side, and that just plain sucked. If only she could—

That big hand of his, the one on her hip, shifted down to her thigh … and moved inside, inching its way up to the source of her heat.

Everything went heavy and sluggish—in the best way. Moving her leg up and to the side, she gave him all the access he needed as she hung onto the bulk of his shoulders and waited for him to get where she wanted him to be. He went slowly, oh, so slowly, but that was good too, because it meant she could feel everything—from the way his tongue penetrated her mouth, to the hard contours of his arms, to the straining at the tips of her bare breasts and the coiling urgency inside of her.

When he cupped her sex, she cried out and dug her nails into his shoulders—except he just stayed there and kissed her, as if he were giving her a moment to adjust. After a time, though, he began rubbing at her, the pressure and rasp of her panties and the sweatpants exactly what she needed. He wasn’t rough, but she wanted him to be. He wasn’t fast, but she wanted him to be.

He got the job done, and she wanted him to.

The urgency got raw quick, and Jim didn’t tease her. As if he knew this was the first orgasm she was going to have, he took her up steadily and let her body do the rest: That coil deep inside wound tighter and tighter and tighter—and when it snapped free, she felt like her blood had turned into gold, and her bones into fireworks.

His thumb continued to circle as he helped her ride the pulses out, and when it was over, she went completely limp. All she could do was stare up at him through heavy lids.

Well, now she knew why romance novels sold so well. Holy crap.

“Onv gokd tbaj okdrwa.”

Sissy frowned and mumbled, “What did you say?”

He repeated whatever it was twice before she heard him right: “We’ve got to get you dressed.”

Jim stretched an arm out, snagged her shirt, and pulled it back over her head. And then he arranged her in his lap, holding her close in his strong arms. The peace between them was as powerful as all the pleasure had been, especially as he stroked her hair back from her face. It was a surprise that a man like him could be so gentle—she felt precious, important, invaluable as he stared down at her like he didn’t want to ever leave her.

“What were you going to say to me,” she whispered, reaching up and running her fingertips down his hard cheek. The stubble that had grown in was rough, but the skin underneath was warm.

“It was—”

A set of headlights washed across the devastated front of the parlor, and Jim cursed. “Goddamn fast food. He should have gone somewhere fancier.”

Sissy had to smile. “I agree.”

“Hold on,” he grunted, shifting her and then gritting his teeth.

As he rearranged what was no doubt an erection and a half, she went right back to where they had just been, hot and hungry. Except now she wanted to pay him back.

Not that she had a clue how to do that. But given his talents? She was willing to bet he could show her.

“We’re not finished.” She turned his face to hers. “You and me … we’re not finished.”

There was the distant sound of a door slamming and then Ad called out from the back, “Hi, honey, I’m home.”

It was painful to watch the warmth leave Jim’s face, especially as he set her apart from him and put his clothes back in order.

“Jim,” she said. “We are not done.”

When all he did was rub his face, she told herself it was sexual frustration and a battle with the good side of his nature. But she wasn’t sure—

“I’ll come to you,” he said in a dark voice. “Tonight.”

His eyes slid over to her and they burned like bonfires. “And this time I won’t stop.”

Sissy’s lips parted so she could breathe properly. And the suffocation kept up even as Adrian came in with five stuffed Mickey D bags and started passing around the goods.

All she could think of was how fast they could eat the stuff … and get to bed.

Devina’s hands were bleeding.

As she sat on the foot of her bed, she noticed the blood when she went to pull down the ripped sleeve of her leather pantsuit.

There was also something in her eye. Wiping her fingers off on the bedspread, she discovered that one of her false lashes had come unglued and was hanging off the corner of her lid. She pulled the fuzzy caterpillar-thing free and let it drop to the floor.

It landed in a pile of flesh-colored powder … next to a shattered Estée Lauder compact, the mirror of which was cracked down the middle.

Taking a deep breath, her nose tingled at the choking scent in the basement: part Ysatis by Givenchy, Paris by YSL, and Chanel’s Coco and Chance Eau Tendre. She wondered idly how long the HVAC system was going to take to air everything out.

Long time.

Especially given that those were not the only perfume bottles she had shattered. The battered remnants of her makeup table were surrounded by broken glass and mangled spray mechanisms. She must have destroyed fifteen different scent containers.

It was nothing compared to what she’d done to her collection.

Looking past the immediate carnage of makeup, handbags, shoes, and clothes, she could not believe what she had done. In the aftermath of her explosion, she was in awe of herself.

Not a new experience, except this was not something to be proud of.

She had laid ruination to that which was most precious to her—when what she should have been fucking up was Jim’s arrogant ass. Worse? She couldn’t even remember what it had been like to let it all out. Her rage had been white-hot and blinding—and it wasn’t until she’d sat down here and realized that her hands were cut up that what she’d done dawned on her.

At least the Creator had bought her story about the portal, and let that part of things go. Hell, their confrontation after she’d left Jim’s had been kind of a letdown—almost as if He had expected it all.

And then she’d come here and …

God, how was she going to clean all this up? There were a hundred dressers and bureaus with their drawers pulled out, their contents spilling onto the concrete floor like intestines seeping from a gut wound. Her complex cataloging system, with its internal logic that made sense only to her, was a distant memory as her precious objects intermingled, time periods and geographic locations fucked to high heaven.

There were things that had gotten crushed underfoot, too.

Glasses trampled. Watches smashed. Brass buttons and metal clasps bent out of shape.

Devina flexed her hands and assessed the injuries on her palms. Evidently she’d done a lot of the carnage herself as opposed to working magic.

Getting to her feet, she went to take a step forward and fell to the side, throwing out one of her sliced-up hands to catch herself on a now-empty six-foot-tall shoe rack that was twisted out of shape.

Ah, yes, there was a problem with the shoes she had on. Her right one had lost its sky-high heel, so there was nothing to support her weight on that side.

She went to take both of them off … but there was going to be no finding any matched pairs in the mess she’d made. So she snapped the other heel from its base and made a pair of flats out of them.

Purse. She was looking for her purse, the saddlebag Dior she’d worn with the outfit before Jim had gotten lost over in Purgatory, she’d gotten him back, and he’d made some big show out of being reunited with that fucking virgin.

The fact that the bag was metallic silver was going to help with the locating. Should help.

Might help.

For God’s sake, she had way too much of the animal-print shit, she thought as she began to wade through the wreckage. Zebra. Tiger. Cheetah. Funny, when all of her handbags had been organized in color lots, she hadn’t really seen the rut she’d gotten in.

More lizard, she decided. Croc skin. Maybe some old-school patent leather, and Hermès …

“Like Grace Kelly.”

God, her voice sounded forlorn even to her own ears.

But damn it, someone like Grace Kelly wouldn’t have had her lover get wrapped up in some pencil-stick bitch.

She could dye her hair blond. Yeah, that might work.

“Why, why…”

Pushing a sky-blue Birkin out of the way, she kicked an older LV Manhattan onto a pile of Chanel quilted stuff.

It was not going to be enough to just win this round and get Sissy back. She was going to have to …

Devina looked around at her things.

… do
this
to that fucking virgin.

“Pony” by Ginuwine started playing softly and she wheeled around. Following the sound, she pawed her way through about fifteen thousand dollars of Prada before she found what she was looking for—although by the time she dug out her phone, whoever it was had gone into voice mail.

At least they helped her locate what she’d been looking for.

Wiping her still-oozing hand off on the ass of her trashed leather pantsuit, she called up her therapist’s contact info from the address book and hit
send
.

One ring. Two rings. And then came, in the woman’s irritatingly calm and sensible voice, “Hello, you’ve reached the offices of…”

Blah, blah, blah. Beep! “This is Devina.” She had to switch hands and rewipe. “I’ve had…” As she choked up, she thought about ending the call and starting over, but what the hell. The chick was used to hearing people who’d lost their shit. “I’ve had a setback. A serious setback. I’m not going to be able to wait until…” When was their next appointment? She couldn’t remember. “I need to come see you as soon as possible. Please … call me.”

As she ended the connection, she prayed that the woman had something open in the morning. Afternoon, at the latest.

Because she didn’t know how she was going to go on from here.

Like some pathetic loser, she let herself fall to the ground and just sat there, surrounded by the evidence of how fucked her immortal life was. She was too spent to get in touch with her anger and her hatred, too betrayed to marshal some kind of revenge, too heartbroken to even think about Jim.

Devina ducked her head and wondered if maybe this was the Creator’s punishment. She wouldn’t put it past Him to engineer this torture.

He said He had brought her into being to offer balance to His world and its various humans and creatures. He had always reassured her that she served an important purpose. But she knew better than to believe He was impartial. The truth was … He preferred the good.

Always had.

And that did not typically bother her. In fact, she liked being the fly in the ointment—most of the time.

Not at the moment, however. Not in this moment when she was more alone than she had ever been.

“Sooooo, I guess I’m going to head upstairs and take a shower before bed.”

As Sissy spoke casually, Jim was impressed with the subterfuge: Like she had no agenda and all the time in the world, she crumpled up the wrapper of the hamburger she’d eaten, put it into the closest bag and crammed an empty red French fry carton in there with it. Then she stretched her arms overhead and gave a yawn.

But Jim knew better—especially as she shot him a glance that could have melted paint off a car door. Fortunately, Adrian was all about his Filet-o’-whatever. Or had he started in on his Big Macs?

Like Jim cared.

“Night, Ad.” As Sissy went over to the guy, the other angel glanced up and offered his cheek. “Sleep well.”

“You, too, Sis.”

The kiss she planted on the bastard lasted about a nanosecond and was on an entirely innocent part of Adrian Vogel’s body—and Jim still had to call off his inner dogs so he didn’t rip his wingman’s throat open.