don, conclude that this is the end of the world as we know it, and still feel fine. Yet happy endings in women's writing, as we have also seen, are the triumphs of nonclosure, multiplicity, and limitlessness. Happy endings in women's writings often replace "integration" and "reaffirmation" with recognition and realization. As Weldon writes in Letters to Alice, happy endings do not mean "mere fortunate events" but a reassessment or reconciliation with the self, not with society, ''even at death" (p. 83). But part of women's defiance, and one of Weldon's strongest comedic structures, is the refusal of women to accept finality, even the finality of death or marriage. Her novels often end with the dissolution of a marriage, with the defeat of reason, with the triumph of the female Lucifer, with the abandonment of children, or with the laying to rest of a ghost. Weldon systematically inverts the normal happy ending, so that we applaud Chloe's abandonment of her husband at the end of Female Friends . Chloe's triumph rests on the fact that she has finally stopped understanding and forgiving her infuriatingly narcissistic husband. "As for me," she says at the novel's conclusion, "I no longer wait to die. I put my house ... in order, and not before time. The children help. Oliver says 'But you can't leave me with Francoise,' and I reply, 'I can, I can, and I do'" (p. 311).
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Similarly, at the end of Praxis, we have an old woman with a broken toe, who laughs in delight at her own triumph. "Even here," says the heroine, "in this horrible room, hungry and in pain, helpless, abandoned by the world in general and the social worker in particular, I can feel joy, excitation and exhilaration. I changed the world a little: yes, I did. Tilted it, minutely, on its axis. I, Praxis Duveen" (p. 50). Triumph at undoing the structures, undermining the system, likens daily life to a battle, "an exhilarating battle, don't think it wasn't. The sun shone brightly at the height of it, armour glinted, sparks flew" ( Female Friends, p. 309). Weldon sheds her particular light on what has remained shadowed in the typical happy ending, the acceptance of mutability and possibility. As she instructs her female reader: "... days can be happywhole futures cannot. This is what grandmama says. This moment now is all you have. These days, these nights, these moments one by one" ( Female Friends, p. 310). Therefore, she insists that womenand men as wellmust "treasure your moments of beauty, your glimpses of truth, your nights of love. They are all you have. Take family snaps, unashamed" ( Remember Me, p. 310). Madeleine, soon to die in a car crash on the A-1, buys heather from a poor woman, taking coins from the milk money: " 'Never mind,' says Madeleine from her heart. 'Never mind. Good times will come again. Or at any rate, we had them once' " (p. 18). It is in Remember Me that Weldon's refrain
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