Read Fear the Worst: A Thriller Online
Authors: Linwood Barclay
Tags: #Thrillers, #Suspense, #Fiction
“Where?” I asked. “When?”
“She came in here, I don’t know, two weeks or more ago. Looking for some part-time work. I didn’t have anything.”
“Did she tell you her name?”
He shrugged. “Maybe, but I don’t remember it. I told her to try another place, one of their summer staff quit all of a sudden, they were looking for help.”
“What place?” I asked.
“Uh, hang on. Touch the Cloud.”
“What?” Bob asked.
“The inn. That’s the name of it, the Touch the Cloud Inn. It’s further up the road, on the way to Smugglers’ Notch, where the road starts climbing.”
“Do you know if she got a job there?”
“Beats me,” he said. “Now you can go wake them up.” He ushered us out of the office and killed the light.
Back in the car, the guns removed from the backs of our pants, we carried on up Mountain Road, driving slowly so as not to miss any of the signs.
“Whoa, go back!” Bob shouted. “I think it’s in there.”
I backed up the Mustang about thirty yards. Even at night, it was clear to see that the Touch the Cloud Inn had seen better days. The towering rustic sign out front needed paint, a mock split-rail fence around the garden below it appeared to have been used for bumper impact tests, and one of the bulbs over the office door was burned out.
We parked again, tucked the guns into our waistbands, and did the whole routine all over again.
A second after the first knock, a small dog started yapping. I heard nails skittering across the floor, saw the shadow of something small scurrying across it.
“Yap yap! Yap yap yap!”
Even before the lights came on inside, a woman was shouting: “Mitzi! Mitzi! Stop it! Be quiet!”
She was in her forties, streaky blonde hair, good-looking—not easy to pull off this time of night in a frayed housecoat and no makeup. She was also very wary. She looked at us through the glass of the still-locked storm door and asked, “Who are you?” We introduced ourselves. “What do you want?” she shouted over Mitzi’s yapping.
I said, loud enough to be heard through glass and over Mitzi, “We’re trying to find my daughter. It’s an emergency.” I said I thought she might be working there, and gave her Sydney’s name.
“Sorry,” she said. “I’ve got no one here by that name. Mitzi, Jesus, shut up!”
The dog shut up.
I pressed Syd’s picture up against the glass. The woman leaned in, studied it, and said, “That’s Kerry.”
“Kerry?” I said.
“Kerry Morton.”
“She works here?” I asked.
The woman nodded. “Who’d you say you were again?”
“Tim Blake. I’m her father.”
“If you’re her father, how come her last name’s not the same as yours?”
“It’s a long story. Listen, it’s very important that I find her. Do you know where she’s staying?”
The woman kept studying me. Maybe she was looking for some sort of family resemblance. “Let me see some ID. Him too.”
I dug out my wallet, pulled out my driver’s license, and put it up against the glass. Bob did the same.
The woman was debating what to do. “Hang on,” she said. She left the office and could be heard in a nearby room saying, “Wake up, wake up, pull some pants on.” Some male grumbling. “There’s a couple chuckleheads here want me to walk off into the night with them, and there’s no way I’m going out there alone.”
A moment later she reappeared with a young shirtless and barefooted man who looked like he’d just walked out of an Abercrombie & Fitch ad. Washboard stomach, rippling arms, hair as black as the woods. The faded jeans he’d just pulled on were zipped but unbuttoned. Bob and I traded glances. A boy toy. But a boy toy who didn’t look like he should be messed with.
“This is Wyatt,” she said. He blinked sleepily at us. “He’s joining us.”
“Great,” I said.
“We got several out-of-town kids working here,” she said. “Wyatt’s one. We got a few mini-cabins out back for them.” Evidently Wyatt was favored with better accommodations, at least tonight. “Kerry’s staying in one of those.”
“Where?” I asked. “Do they have numbers? Can you tell me where—”
“Hold your horses,” she said and, along with Wyatt, led us down a sidewalk, around the side of the building to a row of cabins dimly lit by some lamps attached to wooden poles. They all backed onto a wooded area. I hoped Wyatt was groggy enough not to notice the bulges under the backs of our jackets. It was dark out, so I figured we were okay.
“It’s this one over here,” she said. “This better be a real emergency, because she’s going to be pissed, getting woke up in the middle of the night. I know I am.”
I didn’t have anything to say. I was so excited about finally finding Sydney that my body was shaking.
The woman reached the door and rapped on it lightly with her knuckle. “Hey, Kerry, it’s Madeline. Kerry?”
The windows stayed dark. I didn’t hear any stirring inside. I came up to the door and called out, “Sydney! It’s Dad! Open the door! It’s okay!”
Still nothing. “Open the door,” I said to the woman I now knew to be Madeline.
“I’ll have to go back and get the—”
Bob had come around behind her and kicked the door in. “Hey!” she said.
“Whoa!” said Wyatt. It was the first word we’d heard from him. He grabbed hold of Bob’s arm, but Bob shook him off and reached around inside the door, found a light switch and flicked it on.
It was, at best, six by nine feet. A cot, two wooden chairs, an antique washstand. No running water, no bathroom. A quaint prison cell, in many ways. There were a few toiletry items on the washstand: a hairbrush, a set of keys, a pair of sunglasses. The cot didn’t look slept in.
“Where the hell is she?” Madeline asked. “She needs to be stripping beds first thing in the morning.”
I stepped over to the washstand, picked up the keys. There were three house keys—that made sense: my house, Susanne’s, and now Bob’s—plus a remote and a car key, both stamped with the Honda emblem. I touched the hairbrush, then picked up the sunglasses.
They had
Versace
written on the arms.
“This is Sydney’s stuff,” I said to Bob, trying to keep my voice from breaking.
I began looking about the cabin for any other clues, anything that might give me a hint as to where she was now.
“When did you last see her?” I asked Madeline, who was huddling up close to Wyatt.
“Sometime today,” she said vaguely. “I don’t really keep track. Kerry usually works an early shift, finishes up midafternoon. After that she can do what she wants.”
“So she did work today?” I asked. “You actually saw her?”
“Yeah, I saw her.”
“What was she like? How was she?”
“You mean today, or since she got here?”
“Both, everything.”
“She’s just about the unhappiest girl I ever did see. Mopey and down, skittish, always looking over her shoulder; you come up behin
d her and say something and she jumps out of her skin. Cries all the time. Something’s wrong with that girl, you don’t mind my saying.”
I’d felt so hopeful moments earlier, now very uneasy. We’d come so close to finding her. Where would she have gone in the middle of the night?
What if someone else had already found her?
I looked in the corners of the cabin, in the washstand, under the cot. I found some shorts, underwear, a couple of tops. What few items there were looked brand new. Syd had left Milford without packing, after all. There were a couple of prepaid phone cards she must have used to make long-distance calls, and some sheets of paper with material that had been printed off the Internet. Some of it was from the website I’d set up to find her. There was an online version of a
New Haven Register
story on her disappearance.
“You have a computer here people can use?” I asked.
“There’s one in the office I let the kids working for me borrow. Send emails home, that kind of thing.”
“Has Sydney—Kerry—used it?”
“Yeah, she sneaks some time on it every day. And yeah,” she said, nodding at the papers in my hand, “she’s printed some stuff off it, but I don’t know what it’s about. She was always clearing the history every time she was done.”
I asked Madeline, “Did you hear anything unusual tonight, see any people around you didn’t recognize?”
“I run a tourist business,” Madeline said. “I see different people around here every day.”
“How about you?” I asked Wyatt.
The boy shrugged. “I never talked to her,” he said.
I turned to Bob. “I don’t know what to do,” I said.
He stood there in the dim light of the cabin, shaking his head. He didn’t seem to have any ideas either.
“Maybe it’s time to let Detective Jennings in on things,” he said. “Tell her where we are, see if she can get the locals involved.”
“Locals?” Madeline said.
“How about some of the other people you have working here?” I asked. “You have other kids working for you for the summer? Kids Sydney might have talked to?”
Madeline said, “Two cabins down, there’s a girl here for the summer from Buffalo. I’ve seen the two of them talking a few times.”
“We need to talk to her right now,” I said.
Madeline looked as though she was preparing to argue, then said, “What the hell.” With her housecoat flapping in the light breeze, she led us to the door of the other cabin and knocked on the door.
“Alicia? Alicia, it’s Madeline!”
A light flicked on inside, and a few seconds later a sleepy-eyed girl, black, nineteen or twenty years old, opened the door. She was in a T-shirt and panties. When she saw that it wasn’t just Madeline at the door, but three men, she narrowed the opening to about six inches, showing nothing but her face.
“What’s wrong? What’s going on?” Her eyes shifted from Madeline and Wyatt to Bob and me and back again.
“These men need to talk to you about Kerry,” Madeline said.
“Why?”
“I’m her father,” I said. “We need to find her. It’s very important.”
“She’s in the cabin two doors down,” Alicia said, like we were all idiots.
“No,” Madeline said. “She’s not. She’s gone.”
Then Alicia began to nod slowly, like maybe that made sense to her. “Okay,” she said, drawing the word out.
“What?” I asked.
“Well, okay, Kerry’s already pretty jumpy, right?” She looked for confirmation from Madeline, who nodded. “But today, she was totally freaked out. I was just sitting out front, reading Stephen King, and Kerry comes running up from the main building, she looks like she’s seen a ghost, you know? She was totally freaked out about something. She goes into her cabin and I went in to see her and she was putting on her backpack and I asked her what’s going on and she wouldn’t say anything. She just said she had stuff to do and she had to go right away.”
“She didn’t say why?” I asked. “She didn’t say what had freaked her out?”
“No, but it was something, that’s for sure.”
“When was this?” I asked.
“Like, late this afternoon?”
“Where did she go?”
“I don’t know. She started walking one way, then she looked over toward the parking lot, stopped all of a sudden, turned around and started going the other way. And she was walking along the trees there, you know? Instead of going down the pathway. Like she didn’t want people to see her.” She looked directly at Madeline. “Is she gone? Am I going to have to do all her chores in the morning?”
“We’ll talk about that later,” Madeline said.
I asked, “Did you talk to Syd? I mean, Kerry? Before this thing today? Did you talk to her much?”
“Some. A bit. I guess.”
“What did she tell you about herself? Did she tell you why she was here? Did she talk about anything? Why she was on edge?”
“Not really. But she’s majorly screwed up, honestly. She doesn’t want to do any jobs where she has to go into the dining room or work the front desk. She only wants to do stuff where she won’t run into people. I don’t think she really likes people. I mean, she’s the first person I ever met didn’t have a cell phone. She said she didn’t use them anymore, that they weren’t safe. I know they say if you talk on them too much they make your brain get cancer or something, but I think they’re safe.”
To Madeline, I said, “You have a pay phone here?”
“No. There are a few around town, but we don’t have one.”
“If you wanted to use a pay phone, where would you go? I saw one at the main intersection downtown.”
“You wouldn’t have to go that far. Just down the road, where the pizza place is, they’ve got one there.”
I looked at the sliver of Alicia in the open doorway. “Thank you for your help. I’m sorry we troubled you.”
She said, “Did you say ‘Syd’? A second ago?”
“Yes,” I said. “That’s my daughter’s name. Not Kerry, Sydney.”
She vanished for a moment, then, when her face reappeared, she extended her hand to me. There was a piece of folded paper in it.
“This got slipped under my door earlier tonight,” she said. “Someone got the wrong cabin, but I didn’t know anyone named Sydney so I didn’t know who to give it to.”
I took the paper and unfolded it. It read:
Syd: I’m here to bring you home! Meet me by that little covered bridge in the center of town! Love, Patty
.
FORTY-FOUR
“W
HAT
?” B
OB SAID.
“What does it say?”
I handed the note to him. It had filled me with a mixed sense of hope and puzzlement. He read it a couple of times and said, “Didn’t you say Patty was dead?”
“Yeah,” I said. “But maybe I was wrong. I hope I’m wrong. But this note could be some kind of trick. It might be from someone else, meant to lure Sydney out into the open.”
I asked Alicia, “You didn’t see who left this? You haven’t seen anyone around? A girl with streaks in her hair?”
Alicia shook her head.
So I thanked her again, and walked back to the office with Madeline and Wyatt. I had Madeline take down my cell number in case Syd reappeared, or anything else happened. Then Bob and I returned to the Mustang, fishing the guns out of the back of our britches before we settled into the seats. I wanted to study the note, so I gave him the keys.
“We’ll check out the covered bridge,” I said, once we were in the car.
“Yeah,” said Bob.
The note was handwritten. I was trying to recall whether I’d ever seen a sample of Patty’s handwriting. If I had, I couldn’t remember. It was hard to tell from the note whether it bore any of the trademarks of a teenage girl’s style. It appeared to have been hurriedly written, and on a rough surface, as if the paper had been held against the side of the cabin when the pen was applied.
“If it isn’t Patty who wrote this,” I said, “whoever did write it will be looking for Sydney, not us. And if it is Patty, she’ll certainly know us when she sees us.”
And, I was thinking, if it really was Patty, what the hell was she doing? How did she know Sydney might be up here, and why was she trying to mount a solo rescue?
“The thing is, Sydney may not be around anymore,” Bob said, interrupting my thoughts. “Something spooked her, made her run.”
“Maybe,” I said. “And if she’s worried about being seen, she may not want to be standing at the edge of the highway with her thumb out.”
“You think she has a car?” Bob asked.
It was possible. I was guessing she ditched the Civic because she was afraid the bad guys would be looking for it. Did she grab another car? Did she hitchhike to Stowe?
“I don’t know,” I said. “Let’s assume she’s still around, otherwise there’s no point in our being here. And if she’s going to call anyone, maybe she’ll use that pay phone by the pizza place.”
“That’s an idea.”
We turned the car around, powered down both of the windows, and pulled onto Mountain Road, heading in the direction of the town’s center. Bob was taking it slow, scanning the sides of the road, attempting to peer onto porches, down side streets, occasionally glancing into the rearview mirror in case a car started bearing down on us in a hurry.
We were looking for not one girl now, but two.
“Sydney might have gotten a room somewhere else,” I said.
“Maybe,” Bob said, watching out his side.
I continued my scan. Bob said, “Take a look behind us. Is that a car back there, with no lights on?”
I twisted around in my seat, looked out the back window. “Hang on, I’m just waiting for it to go under a streetlight… Yeah. You’re right. Looks like one of those new Chargers. That, or a Magnum. It’s got that big grille, you know?”
“Yeah,” Bob said, his palms sweaty on the steering wheel. “I think it might have picked us up just after we got back onto the main road.”
“It’s definitely holding way back.”
“Covered bridge, dead ahead,” Bob said.
I turned eyes front. It was odd, as covered bridges went. Only the pedestrian walkway, on the left side, was protected with a roof. The roadway itself was uncovered. In darkness, it was impossible to tell whether anyone was hiding under the covered part.
“You want I should pull over?” Bob asked.
“No,” I said. “Not if that other car’s following us. Try to get past it, turn a corner or something, I’ll jump out and run back to the bridge.”
“Okay,” he said. “Do you know my cell number so you can call me?”
I took out a pen and wrote it on the back of the note that had been left for Sydney, wrote my own number on a corner of the page, tore it off and handed it to Bob.
The Mustang rolled over the bridge. The other car, a dark, menacing shadow, was about twenty car lengths back.
“Okay,” Bob said, “get ready.”
He made a stop at the sign, turned left and floored it. Then he hit the brakes, and I prepared to jump out and run down between two buildings.
“Gun!” Bob whispered.
I nearly fell over reaching back into the car as Bob handed me one of the Rugers. Whether it was the one with one bullet, or the one with three, I had no idea. I tucked it into the back of my pants.
I scurried off into the shadows as the Mustang pulled away.
The car with its headlights off slowed at the intersection without signaling or stopping and continued on after Bob. It was a Charger, with tinted windows. I couldn’t tell who was behind the wheel, or whether the driver had company.
Once that car was a safe distance up the street, I ran across the road and down the other street in the direction of the bridge. All there was to hear was the sound of my shoes hitting the pavement, and my hurried breathing.
I got to the end of the bridge, entered the covered portion, and waited a moment for my eyes to adjust.
“Patty?” I called. Not too loud, but loud enough.
I waited two seconds for anyone to respond.
“Patty?” I called again.
“Mr. B.?”
I could detect movement on the bridge, at the midpoint. I started walking, quickly. “Patty!” I said.
I thought she might run toward me, but as I approached I could see that she looked frightened, as though she doubted it was really me. But when I got to her, and threw my arms around her, held her next to me, she said, “The fuck are you doing here?”
“You’re okay,” I said, holding on to her, not wanting to let go. “You’re okay.”
“Yeah, I’m okay,” she said, and now she was hugging me, too. Her hands touched the gun in the small of my back and pulled away suddenly. “Why wouldn’t I be okay?”
I let go of her enough to look into her eyes. “I thought you were dead.”
“Fuck, no, here I am,” she said.
I gave this girl—this girl I now knew to be my daughter—another hug.
“What’s the deal, Mr. B.?” she said. “You’re crying.”
“I’m sorry,” I said. “I’m just glad to find out you’re okay.” I tried to focus. “Everyone’s been worried sick about you. We were thinking the worst.” I thought about Carol Swain, whose level of concern wasn’t exactly off the scale, but she needed to know that her daughter was okay. “You have to call your mother,” I said. “You have to let her know you’re safe.”
“Yeah, sure,” Patty said, rolling her eyes.
“You do. But Patty, have you seen Syd?”
Patty shook her head. “What are you even
doing
here?” she asked me. “How did you…”
“What about you?” I asked. I needed to get past my emotional response and ask some questions. “What are
you
doing here?”
Patty seemed to be struggling for an answer. “I’m here looking for Sydney.”
“I figured that,” I said. “But how did you know?”
“She called me,” Patty said quickly. “She called and told me she was here.”
“When?”
“Just, like, yesterday?” Patty said.
“How is she? Is she okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, she’s cool, she’s good.”
I felt relief starting to wash over me, but I still had many questions. “How did you get up here?”
“I, you know, I hitched. Took a while.”
“Patty, why didn’t you just tell me? If Syd told you where she was, why didn’t you let me know? I could have brought you up here.”
Her mouth twitched. “I… I was pissed at you. About the other night. I wanted to make you proud of me. I wanted to bring Syd back myself.”
“Oh, Patty,” I said. “Is that why you weren’t answering my calls?”
She nodded. “I wanted to do it myself. Syd got a job up here, and I went there to find her, but she was gone. I was kind of screening my calls. I didn’t feel like talking to anybody.”
“You left Syd a note,” I said.
“Yeah, but I guess she didn’t get it.”
“You left it at the wrong cabin.”
“Shit.”
“How long have you been on this bridge?”
“Off and on, for hours,” she said.
“Sydney got scared off,” I told her. “She ran away from the inn. I think she saw one of them, looking for her.”
Patty looked scared.
I took hold of her by the shoulders. “This is something you can’t do alone, Patty. These people, the ones who’ve been looking for Syd, they’re very dangerous. They’re killers, Patty. And I think they’re up here right now. There’s been a car following us aroun
d.”
“Us?”
“I’m here with Bob. We started driving up when we learned Sydney was here in Stowe.”
“How did you know that?”
“I found out from one of them. Patty, I shot a man tonight. I shot him to find out what he knew. And he told me Sydney was up here.”
Something Jennings had told me shortly after Bob and I started heading up from Milford came into my head.
“Patty,” I said. “This call you got from Sydney. Telling you she was up here. You got that when?”
“Yesterday,” she said.
“Was that the first call?”
“Huh?”
“Was that the first time she called you? Yesterday?”
“Yeah, of course,” she said.
“Because the police, they’ve been looking for you for the last couple of days, and they were checking your cell records.”
“Yeah…”
“And they said there were other calls from Stowe. Much earlier ones.”
“That’s crazy,” she said. “They must have that wrong.”
“No, I don’t think so.”
“It doesn’t make any sense,” she insisted.
“Did Sydney call you before? Has she been keeping in touch with you? You haven’t known all along where she’s been, have you?”
She opened her mouth, but nothing came out. Not for a second, anyway. “What?” she said. “Are you crazy?”
“I’m just trying to figure it all out,” I said. “And I can’t figure out why Sydney would call you to come and get her. Why wouldn’t she have called me, or her mother?”
“I don’t know!” she shouted. “I don’t know! Shit!”
“Patty, what’s going on? I need you to be honest with me. I need you to tell me what’s going on.”
“Honest?” she said. “You want honest? I’ll give you honest. My whole life has been one long fucking joke. It’s been shit, that’s what it’s been.”
“Patty.”
“And you know why? You know whose fault it is?”
“Patty, this isn’t the time. We have to find out where—”
“It’s my fucking parents’ fault, for sure, but you know who else? Huh? You know who else?
You
. That’s who. That’s who’s fucked up my entire life. You.”
“Patty,” I said again.
“Because you’re the reason I’m here,” she said. “You’re the reason I
exist
.”
I let that one hang out there a minute before I said, “I know.”
“What?”
“I know. I saw your mother. I know about the file. You found the file, didn’t you? The detective’s report.”
She stared at me, stone-faced. “Yeah. I saw it.”
“You’re my daughter,” I said.
“Yeah,” she repeated. “Big whoop.”
“You should have told me. When you met Sydney, when you came to our house, you must have figured it out.”
“I knew before,” she whispered. “That’s why I got to know her, kind of snuck into that math class. Because I wanted to get to know
you
. I wanted to know who my real father was. And now I know. I found out the other night. I saw the real you. When you told me you had one daughter and that was enough.”
“Patty, I didn’t know. If I’d known—”
“If you’d known, what? What would you have done? You’d have freaked out, that’s what you would have done. And listen, don’t even worry yourself about it. Because I really don’t have any father, okay? All you are is just some guy who had it off with a cup.”
“I’m sorry,” I said. “You make decisions when you’re young, you never think about the ramifications of—”
“Oh, fuck off,” she said. But while she sounded angry, I could see, in the limited light, that she was crying.
“Patty,” I said, “when did Sydney first call you?”
She wouldn’t look at me.
“How long have you known she was up here? What did you tell her? Why have you been keeping—”
My cell phone rang.
“Yeah?”
“Tim? It’s Bob. I’ve got her. I’ve got Syd.”
FORTY-FIVE
I
HEARD THE PHONE BEING RUSTLED.
“Daddy?” Sydney said. “Daddy?”
“Syd!” I said while Patty watched me. “Oh my God, Syd, I can’t believe it’s you! Are you okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m okay!”
“How did Bob find you?”
“I found
him!”
“What?”
“I’ve been hiding out all over town for hours after I got spotted at the inn. So I saw this car drive by, and the window was down, and I was sure it was Bob, so I phoned him!”
“That’s great, honey! That’s fantastic!” I brought my voice down a touch. “They’re still around. There’s some car prowling around with its headlights off.”
“I know, I know,” she said. “Did you find Patty? Bob said Patty left me a note?”
“I’m with her right now.”
“Oh thank God,” Sydney said. “Is she okay?”
I smiled at Patty, who seemed to be studying my facial reactions. “She’s good. She’s okay.”
“Patty’s been so great,” Sydney said. “Right from the beginning. I mean, it’s been awful, hiding out like this, but at least you knew I was okay.”
I looked at Patty. I wasn’t sure whether she could hear Sydney’s voice coming out of the cell. I turned slightly away. “What’s that, hon?”
“Whenever I called Patty, she kept me posted on everything. How the people from the hotel were watching you and Mom, about the fake website you got Jeff to set up to make them think you really didn’t know where I was. How the hotel people had our phones all tapped and were listening in on everything. Patty said as soon as it was safe to call you, and come back, she’d let me know. I can’t believe it’s finally over.”
“Yeah,” I said. “I can’t believe it, either.” Patty tried to inch closer to me, wanting to hear what Sydney was saying. I said, “You’ve been up here the whole time?”
“Pretty much,” she said. She was trying to hold off crying, but she was unable to stop her voice from shaking. “The first day, after it happened… Oh God, Dad, I swear I didn’t mean to shoot that man. I was walking down the hall and this girl was screaming, and when I used the passkey to go into the room, this man, he was doing these awful things to one of the Chinese women who worked there, he had her tied down and—”
“It’s okay, honey.”
“And I started to scream, and then this guy got off the bed and started coming after me. That’s when I saw the gun sitting on the dresser, so I grabbed it, and—”
“It’s okay. You can tell me all this later.”
Full-out crying now. “I shot him. I couldn’t believe I’d done it. Then Carter and some of the others came in, and I was freaking out, you know?”
“I know, I know.”
“I told them we had to call the police. I knew I had to call them. But then they all started freaking out, too. Said we couldn’t call the police. Said they couldn’t find out what was happening.”
“Okay,” I said. “And then what?”
“So they took my cell, and they left me in the room with the dead man and Owen was standing outside the door so I couldn’t get away, and they ripped out the wall phone so I couldn’t call anybody. I was so scared, and I couldn’t think what to do, and I knew Patty was coming over, because we were going to hit the mall real quick when I finished work. So I thought, maybe that dead man had a phone on him, and I reached into his jacket, and oh, Daddy, I got his blood all over my hands—”
“It’s okay,” I said softly.
“And I called Patty with his phone and told her I was in trouble.”
I looked at Patty. She wasn’t making eye contact.
“So Patty, she had this idea. She snuck into the hotel, pulled the fire alarm, snuck back out, and then I guess everybody was running around, and then she ran around to the window of the room I was in—it was on the first floor. I slid it open, it only went about a foot, and there was a screen, and Patty kicked out the screen, but I couldn’t squeeze through, so Patty grabbed my arm and pulled and pulled and it just about killed me but she got me out.” Syd took a moment to catch her breath. “But she told you all this, right?”
“Sure,” I said.
“And Patty, she could see everything so clearly, she was so cool. She told me to just go, and keep going. Because I’d shot a guy, right? She said the police would never understand, that they never believed teenagers, and those bad people at the hotel would be after me, too. Patty told me not to think about anything but getting away, and she’d explain to you and the police what happened before everybody, you know, started flying off the handle. So I got in the car and just started driving away like crazy.”
Another breath, then, “So I ditched the car, because I figured everyone’d be looking for it, and hitched my way up to Stowe. I remembered this friend of Evan’s talking about living up here, getting a job, so I figured, it’d be as good a place as any to hide until you told Patty to tell me it was safe to come home.”
“Syd,” I said, “tell Bob I’m on the bridge with Patty. He can scoop us all up, we can get the hell out of here, sort it all out on the way back.”
Patty had her back to me. She had her cell out and was punching in a number.
“Hang on,” I said to Sydney. To Patty, I said, “Who you calling?”
“Like you said,” she snapped. “I’m calling my mom.”
I almost reached out and took the phone from her, but instead said to Syd, “Hon, put Bob on for a second.”
“Hang on.”
Then: “Yeah?”
“What about that car that was following us?” I asked him.
“I did a couple of quick turns, think I lost it. I’m parked with the lights off in some driveway by a hotel.”
“Okay. When you think it’s safe, whip down to the bridge and we’ll all get the hell out of here.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Bob said. “Hey, I know there’s a lot of bad shit coming down, but there’s some good news.”
“What?”
“I asked Sydney here if Evan had knocked her up, if she was pregnant. But she’s not.”
“Bob!” Sydney shouted, and grabbed the phone back from him. “What’s wrong with him?”
“Don’t worry about it,” I said. “The only thing that matters is that you’re okay.”
Patty, talking into her own phone, was saying, “Yeah, I’m here with Mr. Blake, on the bridge, and Bob and Sydney are going to be here in just a second, and then we’re all supposed to head back.”
Now Bob was back on the phone. “Hey, Tim,” he said, “doesn’t some of what Sydney just told you sound kind of goofy?” To Syd, he said, “No offense.”
“Yeah,” I said, looking at Patty. “It does.”
Patty said, “Okay, see you soon.” And she put her phone away.
I said to Bob, “Get here quick.”
“Give us a minute to make sure the coast is clear,” he said.
I put my phone away. Patty eyed me nervously. “So that’s great,” she said, trying to smile. “We’re all going back.”
“What’s this game you’ve been playing?” I asked her, keeping my voice level. “Telling Sydney to stay up here until it was safe? What was going on in your head?”
“Don’t yell at me,” she said.
I took hold of her by the shoulders. “You think this is yelling? Patty, why did you do this?”
She tried to wriggle away, but I held on to her.
“I hate you,” she said. “I thought I could love you, but I hate you.”
I wasn’t letting go. “Why did you do it?”
She stopped fighting me, but wouldn’t look at me. “At first, I thought if she came back, I’d be in deep shit.”
“You? Why would you be in trouble?”
“Because… I gave her the tip to work for the hotel. I put her in touch with somebody.”
I thought about what Andy had told me, about finding Gary and Patty meeting over a milk shake.
“You knew Gary,” I said. “Andy saw you together.”
Now she looked at me. She was puzzled. “Knew?”
“Gary’s dead,” I said.
“Dead?” Patty said.
“How did you know Gary?”
“I did some work for him. Couple of places I worked.”
“Stealing data off credit cards?”
“It was no big thing.” She looked away. “But I knew, if Sydney came back, and told everybody everything, it’d come back on me. How Syd got the job, that I knew Gary, that I used to rip off numbers for him. I’d be in deep shit.”
“Patty, Patty, Patty,” I said softly, thinking of all the anguish she’d put me, and so many others, through the last few weeks. “Didn’t Gary, and the others at the hotel, didn’t they think you’d know where Sydney was? Because you were friends?”
“They didn’t know we were that close. I mean, they came to see me, right? I wasn’t going to tell them where Sydney was, but I had to give them something, so I told them they should watch your house and Sydney’s mom’s place, but so what? I knew Sydney wasn’t going to show up, because she was listening to me. She’d call me every few days and I’d tel
l her to keep laying low, right? And come on, let’s face it, she’s been safe all this time, right?”
I heard a car pull up, a door open and close.
“But you still could have told me,” I said. “It didn’t make any sense to trick Sydney into staying away.”
“The thing is…”
“What?”
She bit her lower lip. Then, “I liked it that she was gone.”
I felt a chill that had nothing to do with the night air. I thought of all the times Patty, since Syd’s disappearance, had dropped by to see me. Showed up with dinner. Popped into the dealership.
Patty wanted to take Sydney’s place. She could be my daughter if Sydney didn’t come back
.
Then why had Patty finally decided, in the end, to come to Stowe to bring Sydney back?
Unless that hadn’t been the plan at all.
That’s when I realized that someone was standing on the covered walkway only a few steps away. I’d been so focused on Patty, trying to figure out what she’d done, that I’d failed to notice we were no longer alone.
I whirled around. There was a woman standing there. She was holding a gun, and it was pointed at me.
It was Veronica Harp.
FORTY-SIX
“Y
OU LITTLE BITCH
,” V
ERONICA SAID TO
P
ATTY.
“You mean you knew where she was all along? You waited until
yesterday
to tell us? You couldn’t have mentioned this a couple of weeks ago?”
So, there it was.
Patty had led Veronica here. To get Sydney. I could guess when she’d decided to make her betrayal of Sydney complete. After I’d told her I had one daughter, and didn’t need another.
“He has a gun,” Patty told Veronica.
Great.
Veronica, keeping her weapon trained on me, said, “Take it out slowly and toss it over the railing.”
I reached behind me, pulled the Ruger from behind my belt, and did as I was told. A second later we heard it splash into the creek.
“Do your Yolanda Mills voice for me,” I said to Veronica. She held back a smile. “Emailing me that picture was what really clinched it.”
“That was a bit of luck,” Veronica said. “I really was trying to figure out how to take pictures with my phone. I’m not very technical, you know, but I want to be able to take lots of shots of my grandson, and I don’t want to have to carry a camera around if the phone will do the trick. So I was fiddling with it up in the hall when Sydney walked by. Who knew it would come in handy later?” To Patty she said, “You told me you hardly knew this Sydney kid. You’re friends?”
More than that, I thought.
“I didn’t want something to happen to her,” Patty said. “Then.”
Veronica sighed. “Working with children, I swear.”
I said, “I don’t get it.”
“You don’t get what?”
“How does someone like you, a goddamn grandmother, sleep at night doing what you do? Bringing people into the country, farming them out as slave labor. Taking all their rights away. Turning them into prostitutes and God knows what else.”
Veronica became indignant. “They get lots of good jobs. Nannies, hotel work, restaurants, construction. Let me tell you something. They’ve got it a lot better here than they did back in the countries they came from. You see any of them trying to go home?”
“Would you let them? What do they pay you to come here? What kind of horseshit stories do you tell them to convince them they’re going to have a better life when they get here?”
Veronica had nothing more to say. When it was clear she wasn’t interested in debating with me any longer, I said to Patty, “You know she’s going to have to kill Sydney. And me. And Bob.”
Patty said nothing.
“And probably you, too,” I said.
“Don’t listen to him, Patty,” said Veronica. “You fucked this up, but you’ve been a lot of help to us. You made the right decision, telling me how to find your friend.” She was agitated. “Where are the rest of them?”
“They should be here any second,” Patty said. “If they see your car—”
“It’s across the street, behind a gift shop. Go out onto the road, flag them down, tell them to come onto the bridge, that Mr. Blake has turned his ankle, something. You’re good at lying.” She smiled. “Aren’t you, sweetheart?”
Patty took a couple of hesitant steps.
“Go!” Veronica hissed.
Patty ran.
“The shit’s hit the fan back in Milford,” I said. “Have you heard?”
She looked at me.
“Gary’s dead. Carter is dead. Owen’s in the hospital.”
I could tell that she didn’t know about this. She was trying to hide her surprise.
“The whole thing’s unraveling, Veronica. You’d be smarter to forget about us and just get in your car and drive as far away as you can.”
“Shut up,” she said.
“You can’t go back. I’ll bet the hotel is swarming with police right now. When Owen’s able to, he’ll probably tell them everything if it means he can cut some kind of a deal. I’ll bet he gives you up first.”
“I have friends,” Veronica said, but her voice lacked confidence.
“Out in Seattle, maybe? Did one of them send you that cell phone in the mail?”
“Just shut up.”
“I don’t care how many friends you have. I don’t like your odds now. I think, basically, you’re fucked, Veronica.”
Her eyes dazzled angrily as she held the gun on me. “I don’t think so.”
We could both hear a car approaching. Then, in the distance, Patty yelling, “Over here! Over here!”
My gun was down in the creek, but Bob would still have his. The problem was, he had no idea he was going to need it. If I didn’t think I could get the drop on Veronica—she was careful to stand several feet away from me—I would have to wait until I was sure Bob and Sydney were out of the car before I started shouting.
I heard the echo of a car door closing, then some girlish squealing. Patty and Sydney embracing. Sydney genuinely excited, Patty giving an Oscar-worthy performance.
They needed to quiet down, just for a second.
I could hear them approaching the end of the covered walkway.
“Run!” I shouted as loud as I could.
“Fuck!” Veronica said, and fired.
I was already moving, but not quite fast enough. My left ear suddenly felt very hot and my hand went up to it instinctively. I could feel blood trickling out between my fingers. The bullet had nicked the top of my ear. The shock of it bounced me off the walkway wall and down to the floor.
Instead of scaring everyone away, the shot brought people running.
Bob was in the lead, reaching around to his back, which suggested to me that he had the Ruger with him. He could see me down on the bridge, and Veronica, gun still in hand.
He brought out the weapon, fired one shot wild, using all the skill he’d employed when he’d taken a shot out the window of the Mustang.
Veronica threw herself up against the wall and fired back, even though Sydney and Patty were already on the bridge behind Bob, and at risk of getting hit.
Bob, as it turned out, was an effective cover for both of them. “Oh shit!” he shouted. The gun fell out of his right hand. He grabbed his upper right arm with his left hand and tripped over his own feet. “Jesus!” he said. “I’m fucking shot!”
Sydney screamed.
Now Veronica was running down the bridge, away from me. Sydney turned to run, but Patty blocked her way long enough for Veronica to grab her. She took hold of her by the arm and started dragging her back to where I was leaning up against the walkway wall.
Veronica said to Patty, “Get that gun!” Meaning Bob’s, which had slid away from him. He was in too much pain to try to reach it.
Patty did as she was told, held the weapon down at her side in her right hand.
Veronica turned on Sydney and said, “Get over there.” She kept pushing Sydney along the bridge, then shoved her down when they reached me.
Sydney threw her arms around me, her fingers getting smeared with my blood.
“Dad, are you okay? Are you shot?”
“It’s okay,” I said. “I’m okay.”
“Why is Patty helping her?” she asked. “What’s going on?”
I put an arm around Sydney, pulled her into me. I wanted a chance to hold her before Veronica ended up killing all of us.
“It doesn’t matter anymore,” I said. “We’re together. I love you. I love you so much.”
Veronica looked down at Sydney. “God, what a pain-in-the-ass little bitch you turned out to be. All we wanted was a nice, English-speaking face on the front desk, and look at the trouble you got us into.”
“He was a bad man,” Sydney said through her tears. “Mr. Tripe was a very bad man.”
“You think I’ve been hunting you down to get even for that?” Veronica asked. “I just want to shut you up, once and for all. As long as there was a chance you might come back, tell the police about the hotel…” Veronica shook her head, called over to Patty, “Bring me that other gun, would you, love?”
Patty approached.
The gun hung from her right arm. I wondered if Bob had ended up with the Ruger with only one bullet left in it. If so, it was empty now. That would mean at least Patty was not a threat.
But how many bullets did Veronica still have in her weapon?
Patty stopped a few feet away, gun still in her hand.
“You know how this is going to go,” I said to Patty. “If you ever thought there was going to be a chance for us to connect, to have anything, it’s not going to happen. She’s going to kill me. And your sister.”
Sydney said, “What?”
“Just shut up,” Patty said.
“She’s your sister,” I told Sydney.
“Shut up! Shut up!” Patty shouted.
I was still looking at Sydney. “Patty is… Patty’s my daughter.”
Sydney couldn’t find any words.
In the distance, a siren. People, no doubt, had heard the shots.
“Shit,” said Veronica. “We have to get out of here.”
It sounded as though more than one siren was approaching. A cop car, probably an ambulance, too.
“I’m sorry,” Patty whispered. She looked at Syd and me. “I’m sorry. I really really fucked this up. This isn’t how I wanted it to go.”
A solitary tear ran down her left cheek.
Veronica pointed her gun at my head. “We have to run,” she said. “Bye-bye.”
I got ready. I tried to pull myself over Sydney, to somehow protect her.
And then the shot came. Loud.
But it didn’t come from Veronica’s gun.
Then there was another shot.
Bob, evidently, had taken the gun with three bullets.
Veronica’s body was thrown up against the railing. Feebly, she raised her weapon and fired it once at Patty before she slid down to the planks of the covered walkway.
The one shot Veronica managed to get off had caught Patty in the chest. The gun fell from Patty’s hand as she collapsed against the wooden beams, then slumped down into an awkward sitting position.
I lunged for Veronica, grabbed her wrist and slammed it against the railing. But there was no fight in her. The gun went over the side and down into the creek. Veronica didn’t move.
Syd was screaming.
I got my arms around her. “It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay,” I said. I kept telling her it was okay, that it was over, that we were going home, that she was going to see her mother, that everything was going to be okay, that the nightmare had come to an end.
Even though the sirens were closing in, suddenly it seemed very quiet.
I kept holding Syd. I wanted to hold her forever, never let her out of my arms again, but we weren’t totally out of the woods yet. People were hurt. Patty. And Bob. Even though I’d only been nicked in the ear, I was feeling very faint.
No doubt a large part of that was emotional. This roller-coaster ride we’d been on for weeks was coming to an end. I felt like I was shutting down.
“Sydney,” I said softly, trying to calm her, “it’s over. You’re coming home. You know that, right?”
I felt her head go up and down.
“We’re going home. We’re going home now.”
“I know,” she whispered. “I know.”
“The police, the ambulance, they’re coming,” I said. “They might see Bob, but they won’t know anyone’s in here.”
Another nod, a sense that she was pulling herself together, at least slightly. “I’ll tell them,” Syd said.
“I’ll stay here with Patty,” I said. “She’s shot pretty bad.”
“You too,” Syd said, looking at the blood running down from my ear.
“It’s not that bad. But… I’m feeling a bit weird.”
Then we both looked at Patty. There was a huge black spot rapidly spreading across her chest.
“Daddy,” Syd said, not able to take her eyes off the blood, her voice shaky. “You said she was my—”
“Hon,” I said. “Go. Now.”
She looked at both of us a moment longer, sniffled, nodded, then started running down to the end of the bridge.
I slid over, put my arm around Patty, pulled her into me, felt the warmth of the blood that was soaking her clothes.
If only I’d known. If only I’d known
.
“They’re coming,” I said to her. “Just hold on.”
“I’m sorry,” she said.
I barely made out the words. They came out raspy, bubbly.
“Don’t talk,” I said, trying to comfort her, putting my face up against her cheek, our tears coming together. “Don’t talk.”
“I just wanted you to love me,” Patty whispered.
“I love you,” I said. “I do.”
I stayed and held Patty as she drew her last breaths while my other daughter flagged down the ambulance and the police.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
As always, I want to thank my terrific agent, Helen Heller, and at Bantam, Nita Taublib and Danielle Perez for their continued support. Also, thank you to Deborah Dwyer, for her usual meticulous copy-edit. My friends Carl Brouwer and Mike Onishi, two retired car salesmen who’ve both persuaded me over the years that I really did get a great deal, were generous with their time in explaining how their business works. Dale Hopkins filled me in on credit card fraud, and told me a slew of private detective stories I hope to rip off from him one day. Finally, none of this would mean anything without Neetha, Spencer, and Paige, who deserves a special thanks. Eating the eggs I’d made her one morning, she said, “Suppose you came to pick me up at my job, and found out I’d never worked there?”
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
LINWOOD BARCLAY is a former columnist for the
Toronto Star
. He is the author of several critically acclaimed novels, including
Too Close to Home
and
No Time for Goodbye
, a #1 bestseller in Great Britain. He lives near Toronto with his wife and has two grown children. His website is
www.linwoodbarclay.com
.
Fear the Worst
is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
Copyright © 2009 by Linwood Barclay
All rights reserved.
Published in the United States by Bantam Books, an imprint of The Random House Publishing Group, a division of Random House, Inc., New York.
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Barclay, Linwood.
Fear the worst : a novel / Linwood Barclay.—1st ed.
p. cm.
eISBN: 978-0-553-90696-7
1. Missing persons—Fiction. 2. Fathers and daughters—Fiction. I. Title.
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