Five Ways to Fall (19 page)

His head tips back as he looks up to the sky. “Who do you think?” With a deep groan, his eyes rake over my exposed chest. He bends down for one last chaste kiss on my lips and then steps away, leaving me to button my pants and affix my bra and shirt just as a red pickup truck with a thick white stripe around the center pulls up.

Wilma hops out of the high cab quite easily for someone her age. “Benjamin James Morris, did you bring this young lady out here in the hot sun without anything to drink?”

Scratching the back of his head lazily, he mutters, “I guess I did. Sorry.”

I purse my lips tightly. Considering what Ben brought me out here in the hot sun to do, I think a cold drink was definitely not on his mind.

“It’s like I didn’t raise you at all, sometimes.” Coming around the other side, she opens the passenger door and pulls a cooler off the bench. Ben’s at her side in seconds, relieving her of the weight. “Mama, you know you shouldn’t be lifting heavy things.”

“Oh, hush. I’m not an invalid. One tiny heart attack isn’t going to kill me.” Ben’s stern glare of disapproval only makes her smile wider at him. I can see where he got his impish charm from. But I can also feel the weight of his fear at Wilma’s words. In just one afternoon, I can see how this woman might leave a sizeable hole in many people’s lives when she’s gone.

“I wasn’t sure what you’d like, Reese, so there’s some water, sweet tea, and Coke in there. I also packed a light snack. Some scones and homemade marmalade. Ben’s favorite.”

“Of course it is,” I tease, reaching up to pinch Ben’s cheek playfully as he sets the cooler down on the tailgate. “Thank you so much.”

“How’d you know where to find us?” Ben asks as he fishes through the selection.

A knowing smirk curls Wilma’s lips. “Because this is your favorite spot in the grove. Did you honestly think I didn’t know it was you and Jake leaving beer cans out here?” She looks at me and shakes her head. “You know, Ben and his brother would sneak out here at night—thinking I had no idea—and then try to convince me that the grove workers were drinking on the job. Oh, but I wasn’t
ever
allowed to confront or fire them without better evidence. My little future football-player-slash-lawyer was so worried about potential lawsuits for doing that.”

Ben has the decency to look a little sheepish as he sucks back a gulp of water. “So, is that why you came out here, Mama?”

She gives him a pointed look but then says, “I really need you to take a look at that tractor before you go.”

“Sure,” he offers, pulling his phone out to check the time, and heaves a sigh. “I didn’t realize how late it was.”

“Well, maybe you should just stay for dinner.” I hear the hopefulness in her voice. She really likes having her son here. I’m betting she’d love to have her other children here, too.

“Yeah, I’m sorry, Mama. But I’m just learning the ropes at work. I’ve already lost a lot of time today.”

By the tone of his voice and his sincere look, I can tell he’s disappointed. I guess I didn’t really help with that, given the change in plans I forced this morning, all in the name of revenge. “We’d love to stay,” I interrupt, elbowing Ben gently in the ribs. “I’m already stuck with you all week. I guess they’ll be long days.”

He peers down at me for a moment, an unreadable look on his face.

And then he winks.

Chapter 14

BEN

“I’ll remind you of this the next time you mock me for taking her cooking home.” I give Reese’s ass a playful slap as she passes me on the porch, her arms laden with leftovers.

“I didn’t. I mocked you for being a mama’s boy, and that still stands,” she clarifies, sticking her tongue out at me.

Since my bold move earlier today, out in the grove, I’ve been itching to get my hands on her again. I’m seconds from chasing her down the steps when my mom appears with a box of her homemade jams and preserves. “These are for Reese,” she clarifies, shoving it into my chest. “Carry them for her, darling.”

“There’s enough for me, right?” I ask, counting out eight jars.

I get a smack upside the head for that—I don’t know how Mama, at five-foot-one, always manages to reach me, at six-foot-three, when she needs to do that.

With her arms free, she meets Reese at the bottom of the porch. “Don’t you be a stranger now, you here? We’d love to see you here again.” Pushing a strand of fallen hair off Reese’s face, she grasps the girl’s shoulders and leans in to lay a kiss on her cheek.

I’ve only ever seen Reese unnerved twice—the day we ran into each other in her office and yesterday, running into her ex. Now, though, she’s peering up at me with wide, questioning eyes, looking as stiff as a tree. That doesn’t dissuade my mom, who rubs her back as she adds, “And the ‘we’ includes Ben.”

Oh, hell.
Why’d she have to go and say that? It’s true, but, still.

Caramel eyes flash toward me, a sudden wicked gleam in them. “Only if Ben lets me drive that dune buggy out next time.”

“Oh, Ben. You didn’t let her drive?” Mama scolds, a stern furrow in her brow.

Of course, Reese hams it up, her bottom lip pouting out just enough to look sad without seeming pathetic. “I begged, but he said something about women not belonging behind the wheel.”

My mouth drops as Reese scampers away with a howl of laughter, just as I get a second—gentle—smack upside the head. “I think you’ve met your match,” Mama murmurs, adding, “I like her.”

“That’s because she humored you by going through my baby album.”

“And I’ll be sure to dig up your awkward years for next time,” she retorts, beaming.

I shouldn’t let this go on. “She’s just a friend, Mama,” I remind her.

“Yes, I heard you before, son.” Her voice is light and airy. Dismissive.

“I’m serious. Don’t go booking any ceremonies with your pastor. Reese is the stepdaughter of my boss and if I get caught with her as anything more than just friends, my ass is gone from Warner. You don’t want me getting fired, do you? I’ll end up settling fishing disputes in Alaska.” I pull her frail body toward me, remembering a lifetime of car rides to football practice before the sun was up, when she was struggling to balance running this place and five kids in their teenage years. The woman has given me so much. “
Then
who’s gonna come out here and take care of you?” Sure as hell none of my brothers. They’ve all but washed their hands of this situation.

“You don’t worry about me. I’d rather see you happy.”

“I
am
happy.”

“With a wife,” she clarifies sternly.

“Well, I can guarantee Reese isn’t looking to become a wife again anytime soon.”

“Again?” Mama repeats, her brow arched.

“Yeah.” I give her a knowing look as I add, “Until her husband cheated on her.”

Mama makes a
tsk
ing sound. A pause, and then she murmurs wryly, “You didn’t seem too worried about losing your job out in the grove earlier today.”

I open my mouth but she hushes me with, “Oh, Benjamin. I’ve watched you chasing girls since you were six years old, so don’t pretend otherwise. I can only imagine what you’ve been up to all these years, working in that club. This one’s different, though, isn’t she?”

“No.” The bells. The fucking church bells are ringing in her head. I just know it.

“I’m your mama, Ben. I know when you’re lying.” She pauses. “You haven’t been this relaxed at home in years.”

I can do nothing but sigh. She’s right, to be honest. Usually when I turn into this driveway, all I can think about is how lonely the place is, how much fun I
used
to have here. But today, I got to see it all new again through Reese’s eyes, which lit up as she took it in.

I glance over to see her ass sticking out from the backseat as she loads the food in and I chuckle, a flash of Cancún hitting me. “Think whatever you want, Mama, but don’t get your hopes up.”

“I don’t know why you have to be so thick-headed about settling down.”

“You know exactly why,” I remind her softly, leaning down to kiss her forehead. “See you next weekend.” I’m halfway toward the car when I remember why she called me. “That tractor needs a good tune-up is all. Don’t let Bert sell you on anything more.” That tractor is as old as I am. Years of watching Granddaddy and then Josh working on it has taught me the basics.

“Okay. Thanks, son.”

“No problem.” Mama shouldn’t have to deal with any of this. That sorry hump of flesh hiding out in that old barn should be man enough to do it. Unfortunately, he proved what kind of person he is years ago.

Reaching Reese, I slide the box into the backseat.

“She could sell this stuff,” Reese murmurs, lifting out one of the jars. “She could have her own little shop, like in a farmers’ market or something.”

“Yeah, she could,” I agree. “A lot of groves have markets on their property nowadays. She talked about doing that but, again, it’s just more work and she’s all alone.”

Reese ponders that, a crooked curl of her lips. “Too bad. That barn would be a great place for it.” She points out the old building.

I fight against the shudder that threatens. It happens every time I think about stepping in there again. “It’s full of saws and shit. My dad’s woodworking tools.”

She nods slowly and I hear the unspoken question.
Why didn’t he come eat with us? Why hasn’t he come out to say hello?
I already told her more than I usually tell people.

“We should get going.” Waving a hand at the backseat, I add, “And we’ll pretend like you’re getting all of this. Maybe I’ll let you have one jar if you’re
really
nice to me on the ride home.” My eyes graze over her body. I can’t even think about the afternoon in the grove. It’s torture. In fact, most of this day has been torture. It’s also been a ton of fun.

An impish grin passes across her face. “Wilma! Ben says he’s not sharing if I don’t—”

I hug her from behind, pulling her tight against me as I muffle her yells with my hand. “You brat!” I’m rewarded with a wet tongue against my palm. I start laughing. “After Cancún, you think a bit of spit on my hand is going to gross me out?” Sharp teeth digging into the meaty part of my forefinger a moment later has me jumping back and checking for blood, a curse trying to push its way through my gritted teeth.

“He’ll do no such thing, honey. And if he does, you call me right away. You’ve got the number now,” Mama calls back from the porch.

What? They’re swapping phone numbers?
Ah, shit
. I’m about to ask when the hell my mother gave Reese her number when the sound of doors rolling on casters fills my ears. The hairs on the nape of my neck instantly spike. I turn just in time to see my father stumble out from inside the barn, his only hand wrapped around a bottle of Wild Turkey, the dank darkness of his workshop a fitting backdrop beyond. The remains of his other arm hangs there, the stump that begins just above his elbow proudly displayed in an old, navy-blue T-shirt.

He normally goes out of his way to keep it covered with a long sleeve, even in the hottest of Florida days, so I know this is intentional. A reminder, for me.

“Joshua, come say hello to Reese,” Mom calls out. I hope Reese can’t hear the strain in her voice. Mama’s worried that we’ll start fighting, but there’s no need. I have nothing left in me for this man. No hatred. Certainly no love. All of that was lost long ago. I’m over him.

Joshua Morris Senior takes slow, steady steps forward and gives Reese a nod, his eyes drifting over her and then shifting to me again.

“Hi, Mr. Morris. I’m a co-worker of Ben’s,” Reese explains. By her voice she sounds at ease, but by her shrewd eyes, narrowing as she regards him, I know she’s anything but. I understand why. I may look like my dad but the hard, cold glare in his eyes separates us completely. Almost hesitantly, she adds, “Jack Warner is my stepfather.”

A slow, wicked smile creeps over my dad’s face. “Earning your way to the top the hard way, Ben?” he slurs.

“Joshua!” My mother’s sharp, surprised cry pulls his attention away from us.

“My dishes are in the barn, Wilma,” he mutters almost incoherently, hanging his head as he turns and picks his path up to the house, staggering all the way up the stairs to disappear inside.

My mama’s face is a mask of sorrow and embarrassment. “I’m so sorry, Reese. Ben and Joshua just . . . He . . . he must have had a bad day.” Mama stumbles over a suitable apology, though nothing about that explanation would make sense to anyone with half a brain. I can’t keep the snort from escaping. Yeah. Real bad day, staring at his tools and nursing a bottle of whiskey all while hating the world and this “shitty life” that was handed to him. Mama waves us off and follows him inside, but not without first mouthing, “I love you,” my way.

It’s not until we’re both seated in my Jetta and I’ve cranked the engine that Reese speaks up. “So, your father’s charming.”

I wondered how she’d respond to that display. “I warned you, didn’t I?”

She seems to ponder that for a moment. “Annabelle’s usually four gin martinis in by dinnertime. But she doesn’t have a ‘problem,’ ” she mock-clarifies, making air quotes with her fingers. After a pause, “How’d he lose his arm?”