Fixer: A Bad Boy Romance (36 page)

"That's just because you don't like seeing a dick bigger than yours," I countered. "No man does, it's a weakness of your entire gender. But I bet if he was just carving nothing but breasts, you'd be all over that artwork, wouldn't you?"

"A nice pair of marble breasts would look great in my bathroom," Carter mused, his eyes again momentarily straying to my own pair, once again practically spilling out of my dress when I leaned forward to wrap both my hands around my margarita. At first, I'd been self-conscious every time that I leaned forward, well aware of the spectacle I was creating of myself, but several drinks helped to calm my fretting about what Carter might see. He certainly seemed to be enjoying the view!

"I remember when my middle school took a field trip to an art museum," I went on, as I sipped at my third margarita. "Half of the boys were speechless, just staring at all the tits on display, probably grabbing at their crotches whenever they thought that a girl wasn't looking at them."

"Not our fault," Carter defended men everywhere. "They're just so distracting! You can't tell me that you weren't distracted, too, the first time that you saw one of Onyx's statues."

I thought back to that first interview in Uncle Preston's office, when my eyes kept tracking over to the eight-inch cock on top of his shelf. "Okay, maybe they can be a little distracting. But at least we don't totally shut up and go dumb whenever someone whips out their dick!"

"Guys don't go dumb at the sight of breasts," Carter said. He paused for a moment. "Okay, some guys do, but most of us are able to still think when there's a pair of breasts around."

"Really? So if I let my top drop a few inches, you would still be able to hold a conversation with me?" The tequila from my margarita was doing the talking again, but it seemed to have a good handle on the conversation, so I let it continue.

"Not fair - yours are different," Carter answered.

I raised my eyebrows. "Different how?"

His eyes dropped down to take a good look. "Those aren't made of stone."

"So that's what determines whether a guy is struck dumb by tits?" I shook my head in mock amazement. "As long as they're on an actual woman, you'll do anything to get your hands on them."

"Not just any woman," Carter replied, and his eyes returned back to mine.

I paused, whatever barb I'd been about to say next evaporating into silence. Before, his eyes had just been warm with laughter as he enjoyed the banter between us. Now, however, they suddenly burned with lusty hunger, enough heat to totally distract me and make me unable to think of anything but how good it would be to let him pull me closer, let him peel this stupid too-tight dress off of me and exult in my womanhood beneath...

We were both silent for a minute, before Carter finally coughed and I managed to find my thoughts again.

"You know, I've got work tomorrow - we probably shouldn't stay out too late," I managed to get out, casting about wildly for some topic of conversation that wasn't how much I wanted for Carter carry me off to the nearest flat surface and commit all sorts of nasty carnal deeds with me.

"Right, right - and I have to pack tomorrow morning," Carter said, making me pause.

"Pack? Pack for what?"

He sighed. "I've actually got to take a trip for a few days - I'm headed off to talk with some property managers in London," he said. "I was going to bring it up, but I didn't have a chance before now. I'll be back in five or six days - a week at the most."

I felt my heart sink. In part, Carter's absence was annoying because he might be able to find me some leads on getting a sale for Onyx's large statue. Even more than that, however, I was already hoping that, even if the two of us weren't officially dating, I could see him again, maybe follow up on whatever happened tonight. We'd been flirting so well, back and forth, the heat between us building - and then, with this revelation, it all fell away.

"And you leave tomorrow morning?" I asked.

He nodded. "Really, I ought to have stayed home tonight so that I could finish packing for the trip, but I can get to it tomorrow before my flight. I basically just dump a handful of suits into a bag, and make sure to bring my laptop. That's all I need to sell property."

I stood up, pausing only to gulp down the last swallow of my margarita. "Well, hopefully you've got time to take me home at least," I said.

He stood up as well. "Let me just pay the bill at the bar and I'll meet you by the entrance, walk you over to where I parked the car."

Once I walked over to the entrance, however, I suddenly felt the impact of those three margaritas that I'd consumed, sloshing back and forth in my stomach. I held onto the hostess's station until Carter arrived, and then switched my grip over to him, using him for support.

"I'm drunk," I commented, holding onto his arm. Man, he had nice muscles!

"Yeah, I can tell," he grinned at me, and I saw that little glint of humor flicker back into his eyes. "Here, let me help you get out to my car, Becca Grace. We'd hate for you to take a less than graceful spill."

"Oh wow, recycling the same joke as when we met," I groaned, but I had no problem continuing to lean on him for support as he led me out into the cooler night air.

We made it down the street and over to the gravel parking lot, but here I felt the treacherous stones sliding beneath my flat shoes, and I had to throw my other hand around his neck to keep from sagging down onto the ground. "Slipping," I grunted out.

Carter's hands landed on my hips, steadying me and holding me up. "Don't worry. I got you."

In the dim light coming from the lamps around the edges of the lot, the hard lines of Carter's face were softer, his brown hair casting a slight shadow across his eyes. His face looked almost like it belonged on a statue, I found myself thinking. Onyx could have carved him - although, if he was one of Onyx's works, he'd certainly be showing a lot more below the belt, wouldn't he?

"What's so funny?" Carter asked, still holding me up, as I giggled.

"Nothing. Just thinking about penis statues," I answered.

He shook his head. "I'm not sure if I should be flattered or insulted."

"Well, I don't have anything to compare it to," I pointed out. "So I guess it depends on what you might happen to be hiding, doesn't it?"

For a moment, Carter's mouth dropped open as he looked back at me. "You're definitely drunk, aren't you, Becca?" he asked.

I nodded happily. "Yup."

"So drunk that you won't remember this evening when you wake up tomorrow morning?"

I considered for a moment. "Nope. Not that drunk. I think I'll remember it all-"

"Good," he interrupted, and then pulled me close, across the last couple of inches between the two of us.

For just a moment, I felt myself as I pressed up against him, feeling his warmth through my exposed skin in all the areas that this damn little black dress didn't cover. My chest squished against his, my breasts giving way as they encountered his rock-hard pecs, one of his hands tightening and digging into the curve of my hip, the other hand sliding up the small of my back, up between my shoulder blades to wrap around the back of my neck-

And then Carter's lips were on mine, and I melted against him.

Damn it, I thought faintly as little fireworks went off in my head, did the man really have to be perfect at kissing along with everything else? I wanted to find at least one flaw with him, something that would make him easy to sleep with, but not so perfect that I wanted to date him and keep him around forever!

But no, this kiss was... well, quite honestly, it was amazing. His lips were warm and soft, firm against me as he guided me with his hands up against the contours of his body. I melted against him, feeling his hips, his abs, his chest press against me. I wanted him right here, even in this public parking lot. I wanted him to keep on sliding his hands over me, highlighting the curves of my body and pulling them to him, experiencing them and letting them arouse him.

He broke away after another minute, his eyes serious as they gazed back into mine. "Going to remember that tomorrow?"

"I don't think I'll be able to stop thinking about it," I answered faintly, wishing that he'd shut up and do it again.

Instead, Carter clicked the remote in his hand, and his car's lights flashed. "I should probably take you home," he said, opening the passenger side door for me.

"Okay," I answered faintly, my thoughts still all scrambled. Automatically, I climbed into the open seat that he presented to me.

Carter started up his car and headed back to my apartment building, while I sat next to him in silence and tried desperately to force my alcohol-soaked brain to come up with a way to invite the man up to my apartment.

Maybe I could tell him that I had something broken, and I needed him to come fix it, I considered. Or I could ask him if he wanted a nightcap - even though he had to drive home and pack to take a flight tomorrow. Maybe not another drink. Hell, what if I just told him, truthfully, that the first thing I was going to do as soon as I got upstairs was take off my dress, and I would be fine if he wanted to come watch? God, that sounded way too forward, but it would at least get my point across! I could always blame it on the margaritas doing the talking.

"Here we are," Carter commented as the car pulled to a stop. He threw the vehicle into park and got out, walking around to open up my door for me.

Was he being gallant, or was he expecting to come upstairs? Even though I'd just been intending to invite him to do that very thing, I suddenly froze, paralyzed with indecision.

Carter opened up my door, reached down, and helped me out of the car. Crap, I had to say something now!

"Do - do you want-" I stammered, but Carter leaned in and kissed me again, a light peck on the lips, before I could finish.

"Not tonight," he murmured to me, even as his hand slid around to give my ass a farewell squeeze. "But once I get back, we're going to have a very good night. I promise you that."

And he kissed me one last time, another full one that drew me to him and filled me with waves of red lust crashing over me to drive me crazy and make me moan with pleasure.

By the time my heart rate had slowed back down to something resembling normal, Carter was gone.

Chapter Fifteen

*

The next few days were a blur of agonizing waiting, happy daydreams and fantasizing, and overall sexual frustration. Even the impending deadline of getting the money for Barry, selling this damn sculpture, at times took a backseat to the sheer levels of hormones and desire that sometimes swept through me.

"Oh god, I'm never going to make it through the end of the week," I groaned to Portia, downing my glass of wine and looking around for another. "I keep on thinking about that kiss, every time I close my eyes! It's driving me crazy!"

Portia, meanwhile, just grinned back at me, leaning back and regarding me over the lip of her own wine glass. "It's good to see you this way, Becca," she said.

"This way? What, in physical torture because I can't get laid?"

"Happy," she answered simply, taking a small sip before putting the glass back down on the table. "Not worrying about Barry at the moment."

"Oh, I'm still worrying about him," I pointed out. "Remember, I still need to find his money somewhere, and that deadline keeps on getting closer. Now, though, I'm being distracted from my money troubles by my sexual troubles. Now, I've got two problems instead of one. So much better than before."

"Hey, don't lie to yourself," she said, pointing a finger at me. "Before, you were depressed, not just because of the money, but because you thought that you'd never find anyone to make you happy again. Now, just a few days later, you're already crushing hard for a new guy. What's that say about your future prospects?"

I just grunted as I slid off my stool and grabbed my wine glass to go get a refill, mostly because I didn't want to admit that Portia had hit the nail on the head.

"So, what about the other guy?" she asked, when I came back with a fresh glass of wine.

"Who, Onyx? What about him?"

She tossed her dark hair back over her shoulder impatiently. "You were telling me that he's super hot, too! Is he making a move, now that Carter is away?"

"You make it sound like the two of them are literally fighting over me," I said, not entirely put off by the idea. "And yeah, Onyx still stops by every now and then. His studio is nearby, and I guess he goes out for walks when he needs to find inspiration."

"Ooh. So you're inspiration, now, are you?" Portia raised her eyebrows at me. "Sounds sexy. Aren't Greek muses usually shown with bare breasts?"

"Portia!" I gasped, waving my hand at her to hush, and she just grinned. The woman didn't have an ounce of shame when she was teasing me.

Still, she wasn't wrong in pointing out that Onyx did seem to be dropping in more often as of late. Carter added me as a friend on Facebook, and I saw that, sure enough, he was posting pictures of London, having a grand old time eating fish and chips and riding around on the Tube. (I also made a furtive excursion into his old photos, and uncovered a shot of him shirtless at the beach that made me swoon hard enough to nearly fall off my chair.) Onyx hadn't exactly said anything about wanting to take me out on a date, but I did sometimes think that I caught his eyes lingering on my body.