BAEN BOOKS by SHARON LEE & STEVE MILLERThis is a work of fiction. All the characters and events portrayed in this book are fictional, and any resemblance to real people or incidents is purely coincidental.
Copyright © 2009 by Sharon Lee & Steve Miller
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ISBN-10: 1-4391-3287-9
ISBN-13: 978-1-4391-3287-6
Cover art by Alan Pollock
First printing, September 2009
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Lee, Sharon, 1952–
Fledgling : a new Liaden novel / Sharon Lee and Steve Miller.
p. cm.
ISBN-13: 978-1-4391-3287-6 (hc : alk. paper)
ISBN-10: 1-4391-3287-9 (hc : alk. paper)
1. Life on other planets—Fiction. 2. Parent and child—Fiction. I. Miller, Steve, 1950 July 31– II. Title.
PS3562.E3629F54 2009
813'.54—dc22
2009018224
Pages by Joy Freeman (www.pagesbyjoy.com)
Printed in the United States of America
The Liaden Universe
Fledgling
Saltation (forthcoming)
Duainfey
Longeye
The authors would like to extend special thanks to
the following people, all of whom made
Fledgling
richer,
and without whom you might be reading some other book.
Mike Barker, for his unflappable good nature, and deft touch with a wiki
Sam Chupp, the voice and the will
behind the
Fledgling
podcast
Shaennon K. Garrity, who was kind enough
to lend us the Antonio Smith Method
Donna Gaudet, for naming Melchiza
Robert Parks, for taking it to the street
Shawna Camara and Angela Gradillas,
for their promotion work in Second Life
Toni Weisskopf of Baen Books, our patient editor
Jennifer Jackson of the Maass Agency, our marvelous agent
The many, many supporters of the
Fledgling
on-line project, and especially the denizens of the Theo
_
Waitley Live Journal Community, who made it all happen, and happen well
Number Twelve Leafydale Place
Greensward-by-Efraim
Delgado
"Why do I have to go with her?" Theo demanded, and winced at the quaver in her voice. She'd meant to sound cool and remote and adult. Instead, she just sounded like a kid on the edge of a tantrum.
Housefather Kiladi looked up from his work screen and regarded her just a shade too seriously. Theo bit her lip.
"Because," he said in his deep, calm voice, "in the culture predominant upon Delgado, children—by which I mean those persons who have not attained what that same culture deems as their majority—are understood to be submissive to, and the responsibility of, their biological mother." He raised a strong eyebrow. "Surely you are aware of these things, Theo."
Well, she was. But that didn't mean she had to like them. Or live with them.
"You're the one who taught me that accepting cultural mores is
a choice
," she said, pleased that her voice was steady now, if still more heated than she would have liked. "I don't choose to accept these particular conditions."
"Ah." He leaned back in his chair, hands folded on the edge of his desk, considering her out of thoughtful black eyes. "But a decision to rebel against predominant standards is only half a decision. What will you do instead?"
"I'll stay here. With you." There. She'd said it.
Both eyebrows rose, and he tipped his head to one side, consideringly. Theo felt a brush against her knee, and a moment later black-and-white Mandrin leapt to the top of the desk and sat down primly next to the keyboard.
"A bold and straightforward plan," Father said eventually. "My congratulations." He reached out to scratch Mandrin's ears. "I must ask, however, if you have considered all the ramifications of this choice."
Theo eyed him. "What do you mean?"
"Decisions have consequences," he murmured, his attention seemingly centered on the cat, though she knew better. Jen Sar Kiladi had been her mother's
onagrata
for as long as Theo could remember. She knew him every bit as well as she knew her mother—
and I like him better, too,
she thought rebelliously.
"For instance," he told Mandrin. "Your mother will certainly be both shocked and saddened by this decision. She may exert her influence. Ethics and law are, as you know, on her side. How will you respond? To what extent are you willing to fund this choice? How much sorrow are you willing to cause? How much disdain are you willing to bear? Surely, your friends must recoil as you step beyond that which they feel and know to be proper. Your mentor may consider it incumbent upon her to alert the Safety Office, and the Safeties deem it their duty to intervene."
Mandrin shook her head vigorously, as if these possibilities were too awful to contemplate. Professor Kiladi smiled slightly and refolded his hands, gaze settling on the untidy stack of hard copy on the desk-side table.
"In fact," he told the papers gravely, "such deviance from the norm might come to the attention of the Chapelia, who would perhaps feel Moved to send a Simple to you, to ascertain if your rebellion might Teach."
He glanced up and pinned her in a sharp glance.
"If you were to ask me—which I note that you have not—I would say the price seems excessive for what may be at most a few months' inconvenience." He inclined his head. "You must, of course, please yourself."
Theo swallowed. "You don't
know
that it's only for a few months," she said, her voice unsteady again.
"Do I not?" he murmured in that over-polite voice he used when he thought you were being especially stupid. "How inept of me."
Theo looked down at the floor and the blaze of galaxies dancing there. Father's study floor usually projected the star fields; he said they helped to put his work into perspective. Theo's mother said they made her dizzy.
"Do you," she said, raising her head and meeting his eyes. "Do you know
for
certain
that it's only going to be a couple months?"
"Child . . ." He came out of his chair in one of his boneless, catlike moves, flowing toward her across the pirouetting stars, silent in his soft, embroidered slippers. "Nothing in life is certain. Your mother tells me that she requires a few months to concentrate on her own affairs. She is, I believe, at a delicate point with regard to her career, and wishes to do all that she may to advance herself."
He paused, head cocked to one side. "Who am I to argue with such excellent reasons? Kamele is scrupulous in these matters, and I, at least, admire her determination. For I don't hide from you, Theo, that I am a lazy fellow. Indeed, if I did not already enjoy tenure
and
a position I would surely be too indolent to seek them."
"You're not lazy," she said sullenly, and took a deep breath. "And the fact is, you don't know when—or if!—she'll decide to come back here. She might decide to, to . . ."
. . . to choose another
onagrata
, which was—unthinkable. Theo took a hard breath.
I won't cry,
she thought.
I won't!
"She may decide to remain separate from me," Father said, completing her thought smoothly, like it didn't matter. "She may decide to seek another arrangement for herself and for you. These things fall within her rights as an adult in this society. However, if you will give the matter only a little consideration, I believe you will discover that you have some rights, as well. For how long have we enjoyed our private dinner on Oktavi evening?"
She blinked at him. "Ever since Kamele started teaching the late seminar," she said. "Years and years."
"So, it is a long-standing arrangement to which your mother has given her consent. There is therefore no reason to discontinue our pleasant habit, unless you wish to do so."
"I don't!"
"Then there is no more to be said." He tipped his head, consideringly. "This is not, I think, something for Delm Korval."
He wanted her to laugh, Theo thought. Treating her like a kid. Well . . . she
wouldn't
laugh, that was all.
But she did feel, just a little, relief, knowing that the just-them Oktavi dinner would stand, no matter where Kamele—
The ancient mechanical clock wall mounted over Father's desk struck its two notes just then—one for the hour, and one for the eighth, which was seven—and a muted
thweep
from her pocket registered her mumu's agreement.
Professor Kiladi moved his shoulders in his familiar, supple shrug, and reached out to tousle her hair, like she was six instead of fourteen.
"The hour advances, child. Go finish packing. Your mother will wish to leave for the Wall before night opens its eyes."
"I—" She cleared her throat. "I'll come by your office on Oktavi, at the usual time."
"Indeed," he said solemnly. "I anticipate the occasion with pleasure." He smiled, then, gently. "Take good care, Theo. We need not be strangers, you know."
"I know," she said. Mustering her dignity, she turned to go, only to find her body overruling her mind, as it so often did. She spun, flinging herself against him in a hug, squeezing tight, feeling strong arms hugging her in return.
"You take care," she muttered fiercely into his shoulder. "
Promise me
, Father."
"I promise, child," he murmured, his deep voice a comfort. He released her, stepping back out of the embrace.
"Go, now. Be on time for your mother."
Theo dropped the case containing her music slips into the packing cube, narrowly missing Coyster's inquisitive pink nose.
"Keep out of there!" she told him, turning back toward the desk. "You don't want to get packed, do you?"
Coyster didn't answer. Theo swept up her biblioslips, the extra thread and her back-up hooks, and went back to the cube, walking so hard that the simulated koi swimming in the floor mosaic dashed away to hide under the simulated lily pads.
Bending, she put her things
carefully
into the cube and sighed, staring down into the half-empty interior. Beside her, Coyster sighed in sympathy and settled onto the rippling blue waters, white paws tucked neatly under orange chest, amber eyes serious.
"Hey." Theo knelt and tickled him under the chin. "I'm going to miss you, cat," she whispered, blinking hard. "Don't play with Father's lures, 'k? You'll get in trouble if I'm not around to untangle them for you."
Coyster squeezed his eyes shut in a cat-smile, and Theo blinked again before giving him one last chuck under the chin and rising to her feet.
Her bed was stripped and folded away; the desk was clear. The desk itself, and the bed, were staying right here; all the faculty apartments in the Wall were furnished, Kamele had told her, adding that one desk was as good as another.
Theo doubted that, but Kamele had made it clear that the discussion period was closed, so she'd kept the thought to herself.
She took a deep breath. Really, she was almost done. All that was left was to take the pictures down, fold up the closet, and decide about her old books—and the mobile.
The mobile—that was hard. She'd made it herself for an art project, back when she'd been a kid. It was the Delgado System, with its space station and twin ringed ice giants, built to micro-scale. With Father's help, she'd hung it up where the air from the vent would move it. Coyster had discovered it as a kitten, and had hatched all kinds of plans to reach it—from leaping straight up from the floor, to taking a running leap off the top shelf over the desk—but the mobile remained uncaptured.
Lately, he'd gotten above trying to capture it, but Coyster still harbored a fascination for the flying, spinning thing. Theo would entertain him—and herself—by changing the speed or direction of the air flow from the vent, to make the mobile twirl wildly, or spin
verrrrry
slowly. She turned her head. Yes, he was watching it now from his tuck-up next to the cube, ears set at a calculating angle.
Theo grinned, then nodded. That settled it. The mobile stayed; it would give Coyster something to do besides stalking Mandrin and playing with Father's fishing gear.
The books . . . She wandered over to the shelf, koi beneath her shoes, and fingered the worn spines.
Mr. Winter and the Mother of Snows
;
The Shy Kitten
;
I Can Find It!
—stories for littlies, that Kamele and Father had read to her until she could read them herself, and did until she'd memorized them. Her fingers moved on, tarrying on
Sam Tim's Ugly Day
, and a smile tugged at the corner of her unwilling mouth. "Is it worth taking to Delm Korval?" she whispered, and shook her head, eyes blurring again.