Authors: Charlotte Lamb
my fault, I’m afraid. Marc offended me and I insulted
him to ... to get my own back.” The words sounded
childish and stupid as she said them, and she flushed
hotly.
His mother threw up a protesting hand. “I am at a
loss for words! But I am too relieved to see you both to
be angry. Come, my son, kiss me!”
Marc obeyed, and she clung to him.
“I hope you were not too anxious, Mama,” he said
gently. “We were quite safe once we reached land, but I
had no means of letting you know.”
Sam tumbled down the stairs, dressed in a sweater
and jeans. “Glad to see you, Sis,” he muttered, hugging
her clumsily. “We began to think you were in Davy
Jones’s locker.” Then he threw a nervous look at Mrs.
Lillitos and bit his lip.
She held out a hand to Kate. “My dear, I hope your
holiday has not been totally ruined by such an
unpleasant accident. I am so sorry this happened.”
Kate smiled, shaking her head. “I’m pretty tough,
Mrs. Lillitos. I was frightened at the time, but I’m fine
now.”
“But there is a bruise on your forehead. How did that
happen? It looks very painful.”
“I’ll ring the doctor,” Marc said brusquely.
“There’s no need,” Kate protested.
He turned on her, his dark face savage. “You’ll see
him! Even if you pay him yourself!”
There was an astounded silence as he slammed out of
the room. Kate forced a laugh, conscious of her burning
cheeks.
“I’m afraid he’s cross this morning. The boat is a total
write-off, you know.” She looked at his mother
nervously.
Mrs. Lillitos watched her thoughtfully. “Don’t worry
about it, my dear. Marc is a man of great depths of
emotion. He is quickly angry, quickly calm. Next time
you see him he will be his usual self, I’m sure.”
Kate doubted that. After what she had said to him,
Marc would dislike her intensely. His expression had
been dangerously violent when he turned on her just
now. She had had the impression that he could almost
have killed her.
She went to her room, meeting Pallas on the way, had
a short chat with her, and then, with relief, had a long,
hot bath. She lay soaking in the water, thinking back
over the events of the last few hours. She must try to
keep her temper. Marc couldn’t help treating everything
as a commodity to be paid for, could he? It was the way
he had grown up, in a mercenary world.
I must see Peter again, she thought. Already the day
she had spent with him seemed an eternity ago, as
though she had travelled hundreds of miles and changed
totally in the meantime.
She must reassure herself. She got out of the bath,
dripping wet, and stared at herself in the full length
mirror on the wall. She even looked different. She could
not be sure what it was, but her eyes had a new
expression. They were more alive, more secretive, as
though concealing something, even from herself. That
look of youth was beginning to go. Her mouth had an
adult bitterness in its curves.
She shivered, and began to dry herself vigorously.
Slipping into her new dressing-gown, she padded
towards her own room, and met Marc coming out of his.
He still wore his jeans and sailing shirt. They looked at
each other in silence for a moment.
“I’ve rung the doctor,” he said curtly. “He’ll be here in
four hours. He has to come over from Epilison and this
is not his usual day for visiting Kianthos.”
Kate shrugged, “There’s no hurry.” She went past
him, in a cloud of perfumed talcum, and he caught her
arm.
“Kate,” he said huskily, “why do you fight me all the
time?”
She couldn’t look up at him. She was too painfully
aware of him, big and dark and dominating, standing
very close to her. He waited for a moment, then dropped
her arm and stalked away down the stairs.
He did not appear at lunch, nor did his mother, who
was recovering from the shock of believing them both
drowned yesterday. Sam, Pallas and Kate lunched
quietly together. Then the doctor arrived, examined her
and pronounced her perfectly fit, but slightly shocked.
“No more excitement,” he ordered. “Rest, relaxation.”
He spoke little English, but Pallas translated for him,
while also acting as chaperone.
Kate spent the afternoon on the stone patio, with
Sam and Pallas, lying on well-sprung canvas loungers
enjoying the sunshine.
The storm seemed to have blown quite away, leaving
the island calm and peaceful. Out of the wind the air
was warm and still. The sun seemed almost hot on her
bare back and legs.
She wore her new bikini, two delicate scraps of black
cotton which emphasised her slender waist. Sam rubbed
sun lotion into her skin, offering to perform the same
task for Pallas.
“My complexion is intended for this climate,” she
claimed triumphantly. “The sun is kind to me. I never
use those things.”
Kate was very tired this afternoon. Her experiences
of yesterday had left her weary, and she drifted into
sleep as she lay on the lounger. She did not hear Sam
and Pallas get up and go off to play tennis, and they,
considering her, decided it would be kinder to leave her.
She slept on for several hours, her skin beginning to
redden as the sun poured down upon it, then woke with
a stifled cry of pain as a hand touched her red shoulder.
Marc was crouching beside her, his face set grimly.
“Now look at you!” he said furiously. “You have given
yourself sunburn! I can’t take my eyes off you for five
seconds without you getting into some scrape or other!”
She turned and sat upright, wincing at the agony of
her reddened back and shoulders. It felt as though red-
hot needles were stinging along her skin. Her head
swam dizzyingly. She looked at Marc, her eyes filling
with tears.
“Oh, good God!” he groaned, and the next minute had
picked her up into his arms and was carrying her, like a
child, into the house.
The doctor was back next day and tut-tutted over her,
waving his small hands and talking rapidly in Greek to
Pallas.
“He says you have been very silly,” Pallas translated,
smiling sympathetically.
Kate had had a bad night. She had tossed restlessly,
her whole body apparently on fire. “I didn’t realise the
sun was so hot,” she said wearily, on the point of tears
again. She could not understand why she felt so
emotionally disturbed. The slightest thing made her
burst out crying.
The doctor bent over, shaking his head and spoke
again.
Pallas translated again. “He says that the sun was
unusually hot yesterday, but you should never go to
sleep in the sun at any time. And he says,” she paused,
listening, “he says that the lotion should help, but the
pain will be bad for another day or two. And you are to
stay in bed and do absolutely nothing until he comes
again. It is an illness which makes you depressed, like
influenza, so try not to cry.”
Kate looked up at the doctor and smiled faintly.
“Thank him for me,” she told Pallas.
The doctor nodded, as Pallas spoke and smiled back.
Then he left, and Pallas tucked her up again, gently.
“Would you like to sleep now, or shall I stay and talk?”
“I think I’ll try to sleep,” Kate said. “This lotion has
made me more comfortable. I didn’t sleep at all last
night.”
“Poor Kate,” sympathised Pallas.
When she had gone Kate lay, in the semi-darkness of
her room, gazing at the white shutters which Pallas had
closed. Faint beams of light struggled through them and
lay in bars across the floor. Her headache was better
now, but her eyes felt hot and dry, and she was grateful
for the cool shadows around her.
Marc had carried her up here yesterday and laid her
gently on the bed. Through the hazy mist of pain she had
stared up at him, wondering why he looked so savagely
angry. She couldn’t help getting sunburn. Then she had
been suddenly, violently sick, and when she came back
from her desperate race to the bathroom, she had found
him gone, and Sophia waiting with cool water and
gentle, soothing hands.
Her eyes closed. She preferred to forget what had
happened yesterday. It had been a traumatic experience.
The next few days were quiet and peaceful. Pallas and
Sam came in every morning. Sometimes they played
cards with her, or just sat and talked. Sometimes she
slept for most of the day. The burning sensation had
lessened gradually. Her skin was now merely hot and
dry. In places it was beginning to peel, and she watched
it discontentedly. She was going to look a sight when it
flaked off on her back. She would not be able to wear her
bikini for the rest of the holiday.
On the Friday morning the doctor said she could now
get up. “But,” he warned sternly, “no more sunbathing.
No exertion.”
She promised eagerly. “It’s been such a waste of a
holiday,” she said to Sam.
He was looking pleasantly tanned, his freckles
merging with his healthy brown skin.
He gave her his hand. “Come on,” he said, “I’ll help
you downstairs.”
“I’m not an invalid,” she protested.
Sam grinned at her. “You’ve been acting the part jolly
well, then!”
To give herself confidence Kate had put on one of her
new dresses, a cool white voile, very feminine and
delicate, with a full skirt which reached half-way down
her calf, soft frills which left her throat bare, and tight-
fitting sleeves.
She met Mrs. Lillitos as she and Sam were going
down, and the older woman smiled delightedly.
“My dear child, how enchanting you look! A vision
from the past. But you need a hat.” She smiled. “I have
just the hat you need,
ma chere
.” She walked stiffly
back to her room, leaning on her cane, and returned in a
short time with a large picture hat of white straw,
trimmed with one very floppy pink rose.
Kate stood still while Mrs. Lillitos adjusted it. Sam
watched, smiling.
“Great, kid,” he enthused. “You look ...” he hesitated,
lost for words.
“Beautiful?” Mrs. Lillitos suggested teasingly.
Sam grinned. “You took the word out of my mouth,
Mrs. Lillitos.”
“And it covers up my sunburn,” Kate told them
confidentially. “My back and arms are still very un-
sightly. I wanted to hide them.”
They sat on the verandah, out of the treacherous sun,
until lunchtime. There was no sign of Marc, and Kate did
not dare to ask after him, but she gathered later that he
had been engrossed in business during her illness, and
had rarely emerged from his office, which was at the far
side of the house.
They were about to move in for lunch when Marc came
out on to the verandah. He stopped dead, catching sight
of Kate, and stared at her in silence for a moment, then
said politely, “You look much better. How do you feel?”
She murmured a vague reply. Sam and Pallas dis-
creetly wandered into the house, leaving them alone.
Kate stood up, feeling ridiculously overdressed. Marc
was wearing a light blue shirt and casual grey slacks.
“I went up to the temple and told your fiancé about
your illness,” he said abruptly.
“That was very kind of you,” she said stiffly.
“He would have come down to see you, but he had to
finish his survey, and as sunburn is hardly a dangerous
illness ...”
“I see his point,” she said, quickly breaking in. “Of
course he wouldn’t come until he had finished.”
Marc’s lip curled. “You don’t mind?” he asked. “You
lack the usual feminine vanity, then. Doesn’t it worry
you that he couldn’t care less whether you are ill or not?”
“You don’t understand Peter,” she said hurriedly. During
her illness she had had plenty of time in which to think
about herself, and she had come to a decision about
Peter. She had made up her mind to
ask him if he would release her from their engagement.
But she had no intention of letting Marc Lillitos know
that. She did not want to discuss the subject with him.
Marc was watching her, with narrowed eyes. “Do you