Authors: Charlotte Lamb
to you and your family.”
After what you did for me?” Pallas made a face at her.
“You changed my whole attitude to life. Even Marc had to
agree that that was so! Now look, he is letting me study in
Paris. A year ago he wouldn’t hear of that! It is all your
doing!”
“I’m glad I helped,” said Kate. Her throat was dry. So
Marc agreed that she had changed Pallas? She could
believe that, but he had not intended to be flattering, no
doubt. He did not approve of the changes in his little sister.
It was difficult for her to say goodbye to Mrs. Lillitos.
The older woman seemed quietly disapproving, as though
Kate had hurt her in some way. Not that she said anything
to her, but there was a puzzled, sad expression in the dark
eyes as they said their farewells.
She looked down at the island as they flew far above it.
The sea ran round the shores, deep blue as the sky, with
white frothy foam topping the waves. The hills and valleys
were levelled from up here. It looked unreal, dreamlike.
That was what it was, she thought. An island of dreams.
For her they had been unhappy dreams, but they had been
beautiful, all the same.
She did not, in the long run, repent or regret anything.
She still loved Marc, even though she despised him. He was,
after all, a rich and attractive man. No doubt many women,
in the past, had been only too happy to amuse him. He could
not have realised how differently she felt. She remembered
the evening when he had taken her to the Black Swan, the
obsequious waiters, the curious stares, the whispering.
Living in that artificial atmosphere, it was not strange that
for him love should merely mean pleasure, a commodity to
be bought like any other.
At least the visit had cleared her mind, shown her the
falseness of her relationship with Peter. She might have
married him and been disastrously unhappy.
England was oddly noisy when they got to London.
Traffic deafened her. People were frighteningly busy and
bustling. Cars hooted, pavements were crowded. It was a
nightmare.
How quickly one became accustomed to the peace and
quiet of an island like Kianthos, she thought. She had lived
in an urban atmosphere for most of her life, yet after only
two weeks away, she found her eardrums banging with the
noise, her head aching, her eyes shrinking from the vivid
colours.
It was not that Greeks did not talk loudly. They did. They
shouted at each other, in the kitchen at Kianthos. She had
often heard the servants arguing, discussing, their gestures
and faces lively and dynamic.
But somehow it had all been more good-humoured, less
hurried. The pace of life was different.
Her mother embraced her warmly, held her away from
her to stare. “My goodness, you do look well!”
Kate laughed, “Do I?” She did not think that that was
true. She felt tired and mentally worn.
Then Mrs. Caulfield looked at Sam and exclaimed over
him. Brown, healthy, cheerful, Sam looked the very picture
of health.
Later, Kate explained to her mother that her engagement
was broken. Mrs. Caulfield took it calmly. She did not seem
surprised, nor did she ask questions. Kate was relieved, yet
wondered why her mother took it so well. Mrs. Caulfield
had never, by word or look, hinted that she did not
thoroughly approve of Peter. Yet she just smiled and said, “I
see, dear,” without so much as a blink of the eyes. Kate was
puzzled.
On returning to school, Kate had an interview with Miss
Carter. The Headmistress seemed quite resigned to the fact
that Pallas had left so suddenly after such a short stay at
the school.
“I think we did her good, Kate,” she said, smiling. ‘“Don’t
you think so?”
“I hope we did,” Kate agreed.
“I’m sure of it—she was very depressed and difficult
when she came here, but at the end of term I thought she
looked a changed girl, lively, cheerful, full of beans. A great
improvement, and I must congratulate you. You did what I
expected you to do. Now, did you enjoy your holiday in
Greece?”
“Very much,” Kate said politely.
After a few remarks about her own holidays in Greece in
past years, Miss Carter dismissed her, and Kate went down
to her class with a heavy heart. Now, she thought, it’s all
over. I can forget the entire episode. With Pallas gone, there
was nothing to remind her of Marc.
She met Peter in the High Street some weeks later. He was
talking abstractedly to a thin, brown-faced girl whose
untidy clothes and intense face put her in the student body.
Kate’s eyes met Peter’s, and he blinked, then smiled,
without rancour. “Hi, Kate!” he called, lifting a hand.
She smiled back but did not stop. Some other girl, she
thought, was going to have to learn that for Peter the only
thing in life was archaeology.
At least the little incident cleared her conscience. It was
obvious that Peter was not suffering at all. He seemed
perfectly normal.
The next weekend she went to the Lake District, with
one of the other teachers, to do some hill walking. The
weather was splendid, warm without being humid, and
never too hot.
The weekend was very pleasant, and, congratulating
themselves, the two decided to do it again sometime. They
met a party of fellow enthusiasts on the hills on the Sunday
and spent the day with them. All in all, Kate came home
feeling very much better.
But her mother looked up as she came into the kitchen,
still smiling, and said, “Mr. Lillitos was here yesterday,
Kate!”
Kate froze, her eyes for a second out of control, the pain
flashing into them before she had time to force a smile.
Mrs. Caulfield straightened. “Kate!” Her eyes filled with
concern. “My dear girl, whatever is it?” She frowned.
“Something he did while you were there? Kate, he didn’t
hurt you in any way, did he?”
Kate laughed, artificially. “Of course not, Mother. What
an imagination you’ve got!”
“Kate, don’t pretend with me,” her mother said, stricken.
Kate sighed. “I’m sorry, but please, don’t let’s discuss it.
What did M ... did he want?”
“He wanted to see you,” said her mother, watching her
uneasily. “He seemed angry when I told him you were away
climbing. Wanted to know who you were with—I thought it
odd, his asking in such an abrupt fashion. Kate, what’s
going on?”
“He ... I ... Oh, Mother, don’t let’s discuss it,” Kate burst
out. “Really, I’d much rather forget him.” She ran out of the
room, leaving her mother staring after her with a disturbed
expression. She wondered what had happened between her
daughter and the tall, dark Greek, to make Kate behave so
strangely.
Next morning, as Kate was leaving the house, the
telephone rang. Mrs. Caulfield hurriedly shouted after her
that she was wanted on the telephone. Kate stood,
hesitating. “Who is it?” she asked warily.
“A man with a foreign accent,” said Mrs. Caulfield. Kate
looked at the phone with loathing. “Ask who it is, and if it’s
Marc, tell him I’ve left for school.” Her mother obeyed, with
a worried look, and then said, “It’s someone called Jean-
Paul, I think.”
Kate came back. “Hallo, Jean-Paul!”
“
Bonjour,
Kate,” he said quietly. “I am ringing from
London, but I am just flying back to Paris. I have little time.
I want to ask you if you could come to Paris next week.
Pyrakis is giving a concert and I have two tickets. I would
be happy if you would come with me.”
Kate was astonished. “Well I ... thank you very much,
Jean-Paul, but I ...”
Quickly he interrupted, “I have English friends who
would be pleased to put you up for the night. They have a
large apartment and only one child, so there is a spare
bedroom you could use.”
Kate thought hurriedly. “That’s very kind of them. Are
you sure I would be no trouble?”
“They have said they would be delighted,” Jean-Paul
assured her. “They are very ordinary people, you
understand—a family, but charming and kind. Henry
Murray works with me.”
Kate said, “I didn’t even know you had a job, Jean-Paul!”
He laughed. “You thought I was a parasite?
Mais non,
I
am a worker bee, I assure you. I run one of Marc’s
companies.”
“Oh,” said Kate flatly.
Jean-Paul was silent for a second, then he said, “But you
will come, Kate? I would so like that. And Pyrakis would
like to meet you again. I saw him yesterday and he
mentioned you with great admiration.”
Kate felt herself blushing. “Well, thank you very much,
then, Jean-Paul. I would like to come.”
“You will fly? Shall I arrange your ticket?”
“No,” she said hastily, “I’ll do all that. When shall I
arrive?”
“Saturday morning, perhaps? I will meet you at Orly if
you give me the time of your flight. Drop me a postcard. I
must run now.
Au revoir, ma chere
.”
“
Au revoir,
Jean-Paul,” she said, as the phone clicked.
She turned to face her mother, still flushed. Mrs.
Caulfield looked dazed.
“What was all that about?” asked her mother.
“Someone I met in Greece, asking me to Paris for the
weekend.” Kate kissed her quickly. “Must fly or I’ll be late.”
“Kate!” her mother called after her, protesting, but she
was gone.
Mrs. Caulfield shut the door with a bang. Visits to
Greece, trips to Paris for the weekend with strange
Frenchmen! What was happening to her daughter?
When Kate got home, she asked her about Jean-Paul,
and Kate told her enough to set her mind partially at rest.
Kate could see that she was still longing to ask questions
about Marc Lillitos, but, since Kate obstinately set her face
against discussing the subject, there was little her mother
could do but accept the fact.
Kate managed to book a seat to Paris, very early on the
Saturday, and wrote to Jean-Paul’s Paris address giving the
time of arrival.
She was curious about his invitation. Why did he want to
see her again? He had no interest in her, she was sure of
that. But if so, what was his reason for inviting her?
She left for London on the Friday after school and spent
the Friday night in a small hotel near London Airport. Her
flight to Paris arrived on time and she came through
Customs, carrying her light overnight bag, to find Jean-
Paul patiently awaiting her.
He took her bag, smiling. “I am glad to see you again,
cherie
!”
She glanced at him oddly. Suddenly she had a suspicion
that he was up to something, but what?
They went directly to the apartment of his friends, to
leave her bag there, and Kate liked the friendly English
couple on sight. Henry Murray was short, sturdy with
brown eyes and a quiet smile. His wife, Clare, had a French
elegance coupled with British informality. She chattered
easily to Kate, as she showed her to her room.
“It’s nice to have someone to talk to now and then. Have
you known Jean-Paul long? I like him a lot, but he is a bit
deep, isn’t he? Doesn’t give away much. I wish you could
stay longer than one night, but I suppose you’ve got a job,
like the rest of us. Although my job is Sacha. You’ll meet
him tomorrow morning, I expect. He’s a demon—four years
old and knows everything! Of course, we christened him
Stephen, but everyone calls him Sacha, I don’t know why.
What lovely hair you’ve got. Do you mind my saying that? I
hope the bed is comfortable. I do hate a lumpy bed, don’t
you?”
Kate was kept busy just nodding or shaking her head.
She did not even try to get a word in edgeways.
After a cup of strong French coffee, Jean-Paul took her
out to lunch at an expensive and luxurious restaurant,
where she ate a shrimp omelette with green salad, and
frothy zabaglione. Afterwards they walked through the
shopping streets, Jean-Paul patiently amused as she
studied the windows with rapture. He took her on a
lightning tour, in his little red sports car, round the famous
landmarks, then drove her back to the Murray apartment
to change.
Clare Murray greeted them cheerfully, carrying a small