Forever Girl (11 page)

Lyric

    By the time I get home I’m ready for a nap. I’m mentally and physically drained. Dean takes me to my room and strips me down to my underwear and bra. He pulls the blankets back and tells me to get in. I get into my bed and watch him take his cut off and lay it on the dresser. He takes his shirt off and I see that his chest and stomach is a canvas of tattoos. Holy shit his nipple’s are pierced! I have to say he’s the sexist man I’ve ever seen. His pants come off but he keeps his boxer briefs on and gets in bed beside me. I tell him I can’t sleep long because the twins will be home soon. He pulls me to him and cuddles me.

“Don’t worry about the twins. There are enough people here to keep an eye on them and keep them safe.”

“I need to call Brian when I get up.” I tell him with a yawn.

“I don’t want to hear you say another man’s name when I’m laying with you in the bed.”

I find myself giggling. Once he meets Brian he’ll see how absurd his statement is.

“What do you find so funny about what I’ve said?” He says as he tickles me.

“Brian’s 80 years old.” I say with a laugh.

He cuddles me closer and I feel his cock start to raise against my ass. I think I feel a piercing on his fucking cock. I wiggle my ass against him to see if I can feel it against me again. He smacks my thigh.

“You need to behave or you’ll be screaming my name with your dad upstairs.” He says to me gruffly.

I sigh and he kisses the crook of my neck.

“Sleep baby. We’ll get reacquainted again real soon.”

I close my eyes and drift to sleep with him holding me tight. When I wake he’s not next to me. I think I might have dreamt he was here. When I turn over I can smell him on my pillow. I get up and get dressed. I go to the bathroom and brush my hair and teeth again. I make my way upstairs and find him and my dad watching a movie with the twins.

“There’s chicken in the fridge for you if you’re hungry.” Dean says to me when he notices me.

I give him a silent nod and go grab a plate of food. I eat and watch as my dad play with Jazz’s hair. Dean is giving Jamie a cuddle on the other side of the couch. More pieces of my heart fall into place.

“I have some important things to tell you. Zeus is my daddy and that makes him your grandpa.” I tell the twins when the movie is over.

They start to ask me more questions. I tell them that I have to tell them more important things.

“We’re going to be moving to a city called Harlan. We’ll be living with your daddy at his house in the mountains.” I say to them waiting on their reaction to the news.

I’m still unsure about living with Dean. I’m willing to try for the kids and myself. The worst case scenario is that I’ll have to find a place for us to live if things don’t work out with the two of us. I won’t worry about that right now. I’m excited to get out of here and start my life in Harlan.

    I called Brian on Sunday and asked if he and his wife could come over around 1 pm. When they arrived everyone’s gone except for my dad and Dean.

“We’re moving to Harlan, Brian. I’m sad to be leaving my home after all these years. However, I need to move where my family is.”

“Since you’re leaving, I’m just going to put the Townhouse up for sale.” He tells me.

“Would you wait to put it on the market.” I ask as a crazy notion pops into my head.

Everyone looked at me like I’m crazy. I know what I want to do with this place if I can buy it. Sometimes people just need a break like I was given. I would rent the townhouse to another person that really needs it along with the house I just kicked Ali out of. As they’re leaving I tell them I’ll be in touch with them tomorrow.

    I’m coming up the stair when Dean’s phone goes off for the second time in a row. He looks down at his phone and grimaces.

“You should answer it. It could be important.” I say to him.

“It’s not important. I will deal with it when we get home.” He says as he shakes his head.

I have a sneaking suspicion that it’s a woman on the other end of the line.

“Is it your girlfriend?” I ask

“I don’t have a girlfriend. I’ve not had a girlfriend since you. However, it is a female that keeps calling.” He says with a shake of his head.

“You need to take care of whatever the problem is before I move me and my children to your house. I’m not going to put them or myself in a situation where females are coming over banging on the door looking for you.”

I know I sound like a bitch. My reasonable brain tells me that he hasn’t been celibate all these years. However, I don’t want it flaunted in my face as soon as we got there.

“They’re no longer just your kids. They’re my kids also babe. I would never put them into a situation like that.” He says to me.

He’s getting ready to say more when that damn phone goes off again. I throw my hands up and growl.

“You need to take the phone call and get the matter dropped now.” Zeus says to him.

“What the fuck do you want?” Dean says to the person on the other end of the line.

He walks out on to the patio shutting the door behind him. I looked to dad and he shrugged his shoulders.

“Titan’s a man and he hasn’t lived as a monk. If you think you can’t handle the man he’s become, then you should walk away from a relationship with him now. You and my grandkids can still come to Harlan. I’ll move you into my home. You have choices when it comes to where you want to live. You need to think long and hard about what it is you want. If you decide not to move in with Titan. You’ll still have to see him often. It’ll be inevitable that you’ll see him with other women. Either at his house, on the back of his bike, or at the clubhouse. He’s made it pretty fucking clear that he wants you and his kids. His word is everything to a man like him. He can provide well for you. That’s one of the problems he’s having with that bitch on the phone. She’s trying to get him to give her what he’s willing to give you.” He says to me.

I look at him and ask him to explain. He shakes his head and sits me down.

“That’s a conversation that you’ll have to have with Titan.” He says with conviction.

I’m seriously jealous of the woman on the phone. It doesn’t matter that he was just fucking her. I hate that she even had a piece of him and I haven’t in so long. I have to decide if I’m going to take a chance on him and on us. If I’m being truthful I want him and everything he’s offering us. He’s been nothing but truthful with me since we meet. I decide that I don’t care about his past. He wants us to be his future so I’m not going to let his past hurt us. He walks back in after a couple of minutes and looks at me and shakes his head.

“You’re not going to like what I say next. It might fuck up everything I’ve ever wanted but I want to be up front with you.” He says as he walks towards me.

I know what he’s going to say is going to take the piece of my heart he put back to together and tear it apart again.

“Marley says she’s pregnant and its mine. I’ve never had sex without a condom. I think she’s lying about being pregnant. If she’s pregnant I don’t think for one minute that it’s mine. I told her I would be back in a week. I will go to the doctor with her and pay for a DNA test. If the test comes back that it’s mine; I’ll take care of my kid financially. I’ll share custody but there’s not a possibility of the two of us being a couple. I told her she’d never be my old lady. I informed her that I already have my old lady. She did a lot of screaming, cursing, and crying. She said that she deserved to be my old lady and I’ll regret making some other bitch my old lady. I told her that my woman and kids would be coming home with me. If she wanted to make trouble she’d face the wrath of the MC. She must have got the message because she said she’d make the doctor’s appointment. I don’t trust her so I’m gonna make one with Thorpe.” He says to Zeus and I.

“We’ll deal with the results. It doesn’t matter if the child is yours. You couldn’t have known that we would come back into your life. It’s part of your past but I won’t put up with that bitch’s nastiness. Especially if it turns out to be your child. We’ll have to have boundaries with her. I won’t put up with her calling you all the time trying to get you to take care of her. I won’t put up with you running to her every time she calls. If the situation’s about your child that will be different. We’ll work together to resolve the issue. However, I can see her now calling saying it’s an emergency with the child and she needs you to do this or do that.” I say after listening to everything he had to say.

He walks over to me and picks me up. He brings me to his chest and wraps his arms around me.

“I fucking love you. I’m so fucking happy to have you back. I’m never letting you go again. I would search the earth over for you if I needed to.”

“You’re crazy.” I say with a laugh.

“I’m a crazy motherfucker. I’m even more crazy about you.”

I don’t tell him I love him at that moment. I don’t want him to think I’m just saying the words back to him. I grab his face and kiss him. I move my face away a few inches so I can look into his eyes.

“I’ve loved you since I was sixteen. I’ll always love you.” I tell him and I mean every word I just spoke.

“I’m going to be heading back to Harlan with Hound. I’ll look into the Marley situation and see if anyone’s has heard about this pregnancy.” My dad says with a cough to remind us that he’s still there.

He comes over to me and picks me up in a hug.

“I’m so happy that I’ve found you baby doll. I love you and I’ll see you next week. Be strong for your man. He needs you as much as you need him. I’m going to stop at Nic’s and say bye to the twins. If you need anything call me no matter what time.” He says with love in his voice and eyes.

“I’ll call if I need anything or if I just want to talk. I love you, dad.”

Chapter 16

Lyric

    Dean and I are alone for the first time since we were kids. The energy between us is undeniable. I can see in his eyes and body language that he wants to tear off all of my clothes and devour me. I want to do the same to him. My clit pulsates and I get goose bumps all over my body thinking about it.

“We’re going to take a shower together. Then we’re going to spend the next couple of hours in bed getting reacquainted.” He tells me in a husky voice.

I moan and he picks me up and my legs go around his waist and cross my feet at his back. He walks us to the bathroom downstairs. He’s kissing me like a man that’s been in the desert and getting his first taste of water in years. I love the way he kisses me. I kiss him back with the same intensity. He pulls away from me and puts me on the bathroom counter.

“Stay there. I’m going to start the shower.”

He turns the shower on and starts to undress himself. He’s built like a Greek god. I’m watching him take his clothes off for the second time in twenty-four hours. This time I get to see him naked. I haven’t seen him naked in years and my eyes don’t know where to look first. I try to take him all in. He pulls the rubber band out of his man bun and his hair touches a little past his shoulders. I want to touch it but I stay seated like he said. His face is rugged with his full beard. You can tell his lips are soft though. He has the greenest eyes and a small scar above his brow. I focus back on watching him strip his clothes off. He pulls his shirt over his head and he has tattoos that cover just about every inch of his chest. Holy shit I really like the nipple rings. His arms are strong, wide, and look damn good on him. I look down his chest to his eight pack abs. I lick my lips thinking about running my tongue and fingers all over his well-defined torso. My eyes roam down to where his fingers are unbuttoning his jeans. He slides his fingers into the waist of his boxers. As I’m admiring him undressing he takes the boxers and his pants and pulls them down at the same time. He’s got a trail of light colored hair that runs from his belly button down his prominent V muscle to his cock. I want to put my lips on that muscle. I watch mesmerized as his long thick hard cock pops free of its confinement. He’s got a fucking Prince Albert and a Frenum Piercing on his fucking huge ten-and-a-half-inch cock. Fuck me that shit had to hurt. I bet it’ll feel fucking amazing when he his inside me though. I swear I’ve got saliva dripping from mouth. I wipe my lips just in case I really do. He’s watching me watch him and smirks.

“Do you like what you see?”

I can’t do anything other than shake my head yes. He stalks toward me and kisses me.

“Good. I’m getting ready to enjoy stripping all these cloths off of you and seeing what’s mine. I want to devour every part of you. I’ll ruin your pussy and make you forget every other man that’s seen or been with you since I was here last.” He says to me.

“What’s that look for baby?” He asks

I didn’t realize I had the look on my face of what I was just feeling. I clear my throat and look him in the eyes.

“I’ve only ever been with you.” I tell him.