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“It’s not fine.” Mitch sounded disgusted. “But it’s going to be: for these scenes. I II see to that.”

was up next, so he had no time to think about leaving. Dayne The sunlight was just right for the scene when he comes to the small town looking for Kelly, trying to understand why she’d come back home, hoping to talk her into returning to New York. It was a scene from the last half of the movie, but this was where it needed to be filmed, and with everything else lining up perfectly, Mitch had slated it next on the schedule.

Kelly was across the street in another cordoned-off area, talking with the actor who played her father. They’d finished one of their scenes. The others needed different lighting, so they’d wait until later in the day for those.

“Okay, Matthews, make the rounds.” Mitch nodded to the fans standing around the tape. The number had doubled since earlier that morning. “I need you on the set across the street in

five.”

“Right.” He took a step away from the director, and already the girls behind him were screaming. With a practiced grin, he saluted Mitch and turned toward the food table. Along the way he spotted a few regulars from the paparazzi crew, and he stopped and smiled for them.

They went crazy, snapping a continuous stream of pictures. “Hey, Dayne, how are things with Kelly?” one of them cried out. Normally the photographers said nothing. But in a setting like this, Dayne was trapped. He had to feign kindness toward them; otherwise the fans would think he had a bad attitude.

“Kelly?” He made the okay sign and gave a subtle raise of his eyebrows. Two of the photographers had been on hand the night last summer when she tried to kill herself. “Things are perfect.” He waved at them, the smile never leaving his face. “Thanks for asking.”

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tended to do it all day long. They wanted an off moment— a chance instant when he might sneeze or snarl or spill his Cokemanything that would make for interesting copy.

He kept smiling, making his way down the line A little girl held out an autograph book and a Sharpie. He took them and patted her on the head. “What’s your name, sweetheart?”

A few feet away, a woman screamed, “Oh, my goodness! He called my niece a sweetheart!” Another scream. “I’m gonna die! I can’t believe it.”

The little girl looked embarrassed by her aunt. She gave Dayne a toothy smile.

“My name’s Rachel.”

“Okay, Rachel.” He moved the pen quickly across the page, the way he’d done thousands of times before. Then he handed

the book and pen back to her. “Be a good girl, okay?” “Okay.”

The girl’s aunt was jumping, her chest flopping around. “Dayne… sign my shirt!

Come on, Dayne, over here!”

He pretended not to see her. A few more feet down and the teenage girls wiggled their way to the front of the tape. “Dayne! We need a kiss!” All five girls wore low-cut tank tops and tight jean shorts. The temperature wasn’t quite sixty degrees, so they had to be freezing. Still, they waved their poster at him, more hysterical the closer he came.

“A kiss, please, Dayne!” The tallest of the group grabbed his arm. “Come on, we drove four hours!”

Was that all it took? If someone drove four hours then he owed them a kiss? Why would they want a kiss from him, anyway? They didn’t know him and would never see him again. Besides, not one of them looked a day over eighteen. In the corner of his eye he saw the paparazzi still shooting, their cameras following him everywhere he went.

He waved at the girls and smiled. “I came two thousand miles!”

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most brilliant thing they’d ever heard. “Please, Dayne, take a ture with us!”

A picture he could do. He took three cameras from the and handed them to one of the gofers walking around inside cordoned area. He positioned himself with his back against tape, so the girls could form a group around him. Every one them was trembling, squealing as the man tried to figure out thel first camera.

Two of the girls had their arms around Dayne’s neck, and one leaned in close to his ear. “Wanna have a little fun later tonight? We’re staying just down the street.”

Dayne kept smiling. “Okay, everyone look at the camera.”

The gofer held it up and looked at the group. “One… two… three.”

While the gofer was getting the next camera ready, the girl on the other side of Dayne slid her fingers partway down the back of his jeans. He jerked a few inches forward, and the girl giggled. “Sorry.” She kissed him on the cheek. “I can’t control myself.”

He pretended to help the gofer get the next camera ready, but really he needed an excuse to keep his distance. When it came time for the picture, he kept himself just out of reach.

“We love you, Dayne!” the group chimed.

“The best fans are right here!” he shouted. The whole time he kept smiling, as if he was having the time of his life, hanging out with Midwestern teenagers, trying not to be molested by them. Where did the lines blur, anyway? His director wanted him to be friendly with the fans, but teenage girls sticking their hands down his pants? Grabbing him and kissing him? What if they were underage? What would the tabs say about that? When the last picture was snapped, he put four feet between him and the girls and waved at them.

By the time he arrived at the food table he wasn’t hungry. “Dayne!” the screams came from all around him. The house

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wives waved at him, leaning over the tape and reaching for him. “Come on, Dayne.

We’re desperate!”

He walked up to them, his arms open wide, and gave all four a group hug. His ears rang by the time he pulled away. He grabbed a few grapes from the table and returned to Mitch. “There. You happy?”

Mitch didn’t look up. “Very. The tabs got every minute. Dayne Matthews—America’s heartthrob.” He wrote something on his notepad. “You played the part perfectly.”

“That’s why they call me an actor.”

“Exactly.” Mitch looked at his watch. He picked up his bullhorn and aimed it at the people across the street. “Okay, attention. We’re picking up with scene eleven, like we discussed. Everyone not in the scene get back to the staging area. If you’re in it, take your places. I want to roll in two minutes.”

His announcement started a shuffling of activity, though no one looked to be in a hurry. Dayne stared at the cast and crew, heading in different directions, chatting and laughing, surrounded by an air of privilege and confidence. The crowd outside the yellow police tape was still growing: more cameras, more waving, more screaming fans, more chaos. Wasn’t it like this for every film, every time they shot on location outside Southern California?

So much money and time and energy.., for what? For a two-hour film no one would remember in a year? His eyes glazed over, and he remembered the Saturday morning rehearsal with the CKT kids, the way Katy had circled her students around her, comforting them and teaching them at the same time. Katy Hart’s work with the kids—now that was important. Something everyone involved would remember.

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wouldn’t go up any higher. The smile from earlier was still place. He nodded at the guy. “Thanks.”

Across the staging area, Mitch gave him a friendly wave, but his eyes told another story. The director was furious with him. Because of the paparazzi, none of them could show their real feelings, and that was something else that bugged him.

Dayne slipped a few of the grapes into his mouth and sauntered across the street to the area where the scene would be shot. Any other line of work allowed people to get upset. At a marketing meeting or in the midst of an advertising campaign, people could have concerns or doubts or harsh words, and it would all be in the line of work. In the movie industry, even what went on behind closed doors eventually wound up in the rags. On a day like this, the first day of shooting for Dayne Matthews’ next big film, every wary eye would be looking for a problem. That way they could gleefully tell the public that there was “trouble on the set” or “differing opinions between the director and the stars.”

Kelly was waiting for him, watching him as he stepped onto the sidewalk. Her smile came easily. “You look distracted.”

“Nope.” He could feel the cameras trained on them. His arm came around her waist, and he pulled her close for a kiss. He could be honest later. She stayed in his embrace for a few seconds, their faces inches apart. “Everything’s great.”

“Ready for action?” She pulled him close again, her eyes flirting hard.

The bullhorn squawked into action. “Okay, you two—” the voice was Mitch Henry’s—”save it for the film.”

Dayne gave her one more practiced kiss, waved at his director, and straightened.

Even this part felt scripted, and he could only guess how happy Mitch must’ve been making the announcement. It gave everyone in attendance—paparazzi included—a reason to think that Dream On was just a fictitious extension of the real-life love story playing out between Dayne and Kelly.

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The whole thing was a joke. A sarcastic laugh simmered in Dayne’s gut. The cameras might not be rolling, but the acting had started long ago. Not that it was Kelly’s fault. She meant well, and for a time, he’d enjoyed her company. Or maybe he’d only felt sorry for her. Either way, she didn’t deserve to be in a relationship with a guy whose attitude was so lousy.

It was one more thing they’d have to work out later.

People were taking their places. The scene would have Kelly and Dayne walking down the street, talking. Kelly’s character was confident and friendly, greeting people she knew, familiar with the layout of the street. Dayne’s character would lag a little behind her, baffled at how different this town was from the landscape of Manhattan. Halfway down the block, Dayne was supposed to get sick of her ignoring his questions. In a teasing manner, he was then supposed to grab her by the shoulder, pull her into an alleyway, and kiss her.

“Remember what I told you,” Mitch barked through the bullhorn. “This one might be outdoors, but it’s one of the steamiest scenes in the movie, let’s get it right.”

A round of hoots and applause went up around the perimeter of the tape. Dayne grinned at Kelly, and based on her reaction, his expression must’ve convinced her that everything was okay. She gave his hand a quick squeeze and took her place. They’d run through the lines a dozen times already, so there was a chance they’d get the take clean the first time. That was Dayne’s goal.

A makeup artist ran in and powdered his forehead and his nose, while a stylist patted his hair with a sheen they used for outdoor shots. All of it had already been done, but touchups were a constant part of the work. Beside him, Kelly got the same treatment.

Around the set a hush fell over the crowd.

“Okay, everyone.” Mitch sounded exuberant. “Quiet on the set.”

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Dayne took his position. He could feel Kelly at his side, and he wondered how much of his director’s upbeat tone was thinking and how much was his attempt at convincing everyone that the film was going to be a huge hit. He took a quick breath. Okay, Matthews, he told himself, make it count. He closed his eyes and imagined that he was a New York businessman accustomed to getting his own way.

Only now the girl he loved had run out on him, and he’d come to her small hometown to find her, to talk some sense into her because, of course, things would work between them.

Yeah, he could be the part. No problem.

He opened his eyes, and there—standing across the street near a tree outside the cordoned-off area—was Katy Hart. Next to her stood Jenny Flanigan and the choreographer, Rhonda. All three of them had Starbucks drinks in their hands, and they looked content to stay in the background. Jenny and Rhonda were talking, but Katy was quiet.

She had her eyes trained straight on him.

Even from fifty yards away, he could feel her in his arms, hear her voice the way she sounded a few days ago. He wanted to call for a break and run to her, but it was impossible. If he looked at her another second longer, Kelly would catch on and spot her too. Then even drawing on the best of their talent they wouldn’t be able to pull off the scene.

Dayne swallowed hard and looked away. He leaned close to Kelly. “Ready?”

“Ready.” She smiled at him. “Remember, let me take the lead.”

He nodded, but all he could think about was Katy. She had to know he couldn’t talk to her, yet she’d come. Did it mean she wasn’t willing to give up? Or had the others merely brought her along because they were curious?

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the street a few yards away. Still, he used the bullhorn. “All right, let’s slate it.”

One of the assistants held a black chalkboard in front of the camera and said, “Scene eleven, take one.”

Kelly set out at a relaxed pace. A few extras strolled by from the other direction, and Kelly waved at them. “Mr. Grover, Mrs. Grover.”

Dayne twisted his face in disbelief, looking over his shoulder as the couple passed and taking awkward steps to keep up with her, “What is this place?” He held his hands out at his sides. “You know everyone, or what?”

She spun around, her expression pleasant but determined. “That’s the idea.” She flipped her hair over her shoulder and kept walking. “Not that you New Yorkers would know anything about that.”

“Hey…” He took a few quick steps and reached for her hand. When she turned around, her eyes were impatient, perfectly so. “I’m here because I want to be here. Can you understand that?”

“Yes, but…” He had a line, and he searched his brain trying to find it. “Yes, but you…”