Fortune Like the Moon (20 page)

Was the man raving? Josse felt strangely uneasy, as if he were in the presence of madness as well as evil. ‘Stop that, Milon,’ he ordered. ‘It will do you no good. Your wife Elanor d’Arcy came to the convent as a postulant, assuming a false identity and calling herself Elvera. She met up with her cousin Gunnora, who, once Dillian was dead, stood between her and the inheritance of Alard of Winnowland’s fortune.’

‘No!’ Milon protested. ‘Oh,
no!
’

‘Between the pair of you,’ Josse continued relentlessly, ‘Gunnora’s brutal death was planned and executed. When I arrived, Elanor took fright and, fearing she would give you away, you strangled her.’ Holding Milon in his grip, so close to a man who had ruthlessly done away with two defenceless women, suddenly Josse’s temper boiled over. Shaking Milon like a terrier with a rat, he shouted, ‘You bastard! You foul, murdering bastard!’

Screaming with the agony of having both arms twisted up behind his back, Milon wriggled like a hooked fish and wrenched himself out of Josse’s grip. Turning a furious face on him, he screeched,
‘Don’t call me that!’

Then he collapsed, weeping, on to the ground.

Chapter Fourteen

For some moments Josse and Brother Saul stood staring down at him in stunned silence. Then Saul said, ‘I suppose we’d better get him up to the Abbey, sir. There’s nowhere down here in the valley where we can secure a prisoner.’

A prisoner. Aye, Josse thought, that’s what he is, from now on. And, once he has been tried and found guilty, his imprisonment will only have one end.

‘Let’s get him to his feet,’ he said, and he and Saul each took hold of one of Milon’s arms. As they dragged him up, Josse heard the thin, fine cloth of the young man’s shirt start to tear. Again, Josse felt the painful mixture of emotions surge through him; so proud, Milon had been, of his appearance, so careful of his fashionable clothes. And now look at him. In the pale pre-dawn light, he was revealed as a sorry figure, dirty, stinking, the daringly cut tunic stuck with burrs and covered in grass stains, the shirt with a sleeve all but ripped out …

Cross with himself – the youth was a double murderer! – once again Josse found that he was having to fight down his compassion.

And, with Milon as silent and unresisting as if he were walking in his sleep, they made their way up to the Abbey.

*   *   *

Dawn was breaking when they closed the door on Milon. Saul had suggested putting him in an end chamber of the undercroft beneath the infirmary, which was empty but which had a stout lock.

The young man kept up his silence until they were descending the steps into the undercroft. Then, as the dank darkness wrapped itself around them, he started to emit a thin, high screaming. An awful sound: Josse felt the hairs on the back of his neck start to prickle.

‘A light, Brother Saul,’ he commanded gruffly. ‘We cannot pen him down here in the pitch dark like an animal.’ Saul fetched a flare and lit it, sticking it in a bracket on the wall of the passage.

But the door to Milon’s cell had only a small grille, up at eye level. Little of the warm, comforting light would penetrate inside to him.

‘Is it clean?’ Josse asked as Saul turned the heavy key on the boy.

Saul said, with a slight suggestion of reproof, ‘It is indeed, sir. Abbess Helewise, she does not allow slack housekeeping, not anywhere within the Abbey.’

Josse touched his arm in mute apology, both for having suggested the cell might be dirty, and for the underlying accusation that Brother Saul would have put a prisoner in there if it had been.

Prisoner.

The word kept reverberating in his head.

‘If you have no further use for me, sir,’ Saul said as they left the undercroft, trying unsuccessfully to suppress a yawn, ‘might I be allowed to go and catch a few hours’ sleep?’

‘Eh?’ His voice brought Josse back from the disquieting paths where his mind had been walking. ‘Aye, Brother Saul. And my thanks for your company and your help this long night.’

Saul bowed his head. ‘I’ll not say it was a pleasure, sir, but you’re welcome none the less.’ He paused, and Josse was certain he had more to say. Then: ‘He is guilty, Sir Josse? Without any shadow of a doubt?’

‘It’s not for me to judge him, Saul,’ Josse said gently. ‘He will go to trial. But me, I have no doubts.’

Brother Saul nodded. He said dolefully, ‘It’s as I feared. He will hang.’

‘He almost certainly killed two young women, Saul! Nuns, who had done him no wrong except prevent him getting a fortune!’

‘I know that, sir,’ Saul said with dignity. ‘It’s just that…’

He didn’t finish. Sighing, as if all this were far beyond his comprehension, he lifted a hand in valediction and set off back to the shelter in the vale.

And Josse, after a moment’s indecision, went into the cloister and sat down to wait for the Abbess.

It would be, he was well aware, a long wait. But then he had nothing better to do.

*   *   *

Helewise saw him as she went to her room after Prime.

He was slumped in a corner, wedged in the angle formed by the junction of two walls. He looked hideously uncomfortable, but, notwithstanding that, he was fast asleep.

His craggy face was pale, and there were deep lines running from the sides of his nose to the corners of his mouth. The heavy brows were drawn down as if, even asleep, he was troubled and frowning. Poor man, she thought. What a night he has had.

Word had been brought to her of Milon d’Arcy’s arrest as she went into church for the Holy Office. Brother Saul had spoken to Brother Firmin, who had taken the tidings straight to the Abbess.

It had taken most of her reserves of self-control to proceed with her devotions, when everything left in her that was worldly – and there was quite a lot – was telling her to go straight to the undercroft and start demanding some answers from the murderer.

Now, though, she was glad she had made herself go to pray. The dignity, power and atmosphere of the Abbey church was always most moving, for her, in the early morning, and the solace and strength she derived then was the greatest. And, perhaps because of that, it was at the first service of the daylight hours that she felt closest to the Lord. It was, she often thought, as if God, too, was enjoying the innocence of the world as another new day began. Was, perhaps, like the Abbess – if the comparison were not sacrilegious – revelling in the purity of the morning, before the concerns of those who peopled their two domains, God’s so vast, her own so small, had a chance to sully it.

Feeling uplifted, strong from having come fresh from communion with the Lord, she crossed the cloister, approached Josse and gently touched his shoulder.

He shot into wakefulness, hand going to where, no doubt, he usually carried a sword, eyes glaring up at her.

Seeing who it was, he relaxed.

‘Good morning, Abbess.’

‘Good morning, Sir Josse.’

‘They’ll have told you.’ It was a statement, not a question.

‘Indeed. You and Brother Saul did well. And my congratulations on the accuracy of your prediction. You said Milon would come back for the cross. And he did.’

‘We don’t know for certain that’s what he came for.’ Josse was stretching in a huge yawn as he spoke, remembering only half-way through it to cover his mouth with his hand. ‘Sorry, Abbess.’

‘It’s all right. When do we speak to him?’

Josse got to his feet, scratching at a day’s growth of beard. ‘Now?’

She had been unaware she’d been holding her breath. Overwhelmingly relieved – she didn’t think she could have borne delay – she said, ‘Very well.’

*   *   *

She sensed a new tension in him as they went down the steps to the undercroft. She was about to speak, but just then she became aware of the noise.

Was it what had disturbed Josse? She would not have been surprised if it was. It was a dreadful noise, like that of an animal in a snare, containing both pain and, predominantly, despair.

As if he, too, felt the need of light in this suddenly terrible place, Josse took a flare out of its bracket on the wall and held it in his left hand as he unlocked the door of the makeshift prison, carrying it in with him as he and Helewise advanced into the cell.

She saw him immediately, for all that he was cowering right in the far corner. As the light from the flare fell on him, his face relaxed into a smile. But only for a moment; seeing who stood beside her, he gave a low moan, and slumped back against the wall as if he were trying to bury himself.

Glancing over her shoulder, Helewise noticed that Josse had positioned himself with his back to the closed door of the cell, his stance appearing to defy the prisoner to challenge him. His face, in the light of the flare, was stern; she was, she reflected briefly, now seeing the man of action, the King’s agent, making quite sure a murder suspect didn’t make a break for freedom.

The young man whom she knew must be Milon d’Arcy was now sitting with his legs drawn up to his chest, head dropped on to his knees. Stepping forward, Josse said, with a gentleness which greatly surprised her, ‘Milon, get up. The Abbess Helewise is here, and you must show her respect.’

Slowly the youth did as he was told. For the first time, Helewise was face to face with the husband of the late postulant, Elanor d’Arcy, known in this community as Elvera.

She hadn’t known what to expect. But it certainly wasn’t this thin, white-faced young man, whose fine bright clothes were muddied and torn, and whose eyes bore an expression which, although she couldn’t yet read it, struck a chill in her.

And who, quite obviously, had been crying.

Not knowing of any better way to begin, she said, ‘Did you kill your wife, Milon?’

She heard a brief exclamation from behind her – Josse, apparently, did not approve of her straightforward interrogation methods – but, after a tense moment, slowly Milon nodded.

‘And why was that?’ she continued, in the same quiet tone.

‘I didn’t mean to,’ he whispered. He sobbed, sniffed, and wiped his wet nose on his sleeve. Raising his eyes to Helewise, the pupils wide in the dim light, he said urgently, ‘She came to me, you see, that night, down in our secret place. Just like she always did on a Wednesday. I used to wait for her, on those nights, in the bed I’d made for us deep in the undergrowth. We’d lie together till the very first glimmer of light, then she’d run back to her dormitory and pretend to be asleep when the summons came for Matins.’

‘Prime,’ Helewise corrected automatically.

‘Was it?’ Incongruously, in that dread place, he gave a sudden swift smile. ‘She said it was Matins.’

‘Well, she was very new to convent life.’ Dear God, but this was difficult! ‘So, she came to you that night, Milon. And you – you spent some time together.’

‘We made love,’ Milon said. ‘We made love a lot, ever since we were wed.’ An echo of the smile again. ‘Before that, once, although we never told anyone. Many, many times, once we were man and wife and we were allowed to. She was pregnant.’ There was a distinct note of pride in his voice. ‘Did you know that, Abbess?’

Helewise nodded. ‘Yes, Milon. I knew.’

‘It was wonderful, wasn’t it,’ he hurried on eagerly, ‘for her to be with child so soon after our marriage? Of course, she didn’t tell Gunnora. Didn’t even tell her we were wed. So, apart from me, there was nobody she could chat to about how happy she is, how excited.’ He frowned. ‘That was sad. She needed to tell people, Elanor did. She always needs to share it when something good happens to her. That’s why it’s – why it was so hard for her being in the Abbey.’ He looked around him, as if suddenly remembering where he was. ‘Being here,’ he added, in a whisper.

Helewise wondered if Josse, too, had noticed Milon’s confusion of past and present. Turning to look quickly at him, she saw that his deep frown of disapproval had lifted slightly. And that, mingled with the outrage and the anger, was pity.

Yes, she thought. He has noticed. And, like me, he is torn between condemning this youth for what he has done and pitying him for the frailness of his mental state.

But now was no time to allow compassion to overrule justice.

‘The child – your and Elanor’s child – would have been rich, wouldn’t he?’ she pressed on. ‘Or she, of course. Born into wealth.’

Milon was nodding again. ‘Yes! Yes! He’d have had a silver spoon, all right! That was why, you see.’ He looked eagerly from Helewise to Josse, as if inviting their understanding. ‘We were thinking of ourselves at first, I can’t deny it, thinking how unfair it was, that, with Dillian gone, the old fool was thinking of changing his will and leaving the lot to Gunnora after all. And she didn’t want it!’ He opened his hands wide as if to say, just imagine! ‘That was the stupid thing! She hated wealth, and everything to do with it! That’s why she had to come in here – it was all part of her plan. She was going to—’

Just then Josse interrupted. ‘And you couldn’t bear the thought of your uncle-in-law’s wealth ending up in Hawkenlye Abbey, could you? So you killed her.’

‘No!’
The denial came out with such deep anguish that Helewise began to sense she had been right all along.

‘There’s no point keeping on saying no when we—’ Josse began furiously.

But Helewise said, ‘Sir Josse, if you please?’ and, with an obvious effort, he stopped.

She turned back to Milon. ‘So Elanor posed as the postulant Elvera, entered the convent and met up with her cousin. How did she explain herself?’

Milon smiled. ‘She told Gunnora it was for a bet. That I’d bet her a gold coin she couldn’t fool everyone into believing she really wanted to be a nun, and she’d claimed she could, and, what’s more, she’d show me. Of course, she said it wouldn’t be for very long, that, soon, she’d pretend she’d changed her mind and go again. Before they threatened to cut her hair off, that’s for sure!’

The sound of his laughter – bright, happy, as if he hadn’t a care in the world – was, Helewise thought, almost as dreadful as that moaning had been.

And then, looking confidingly into her eyes, he added, ‘She’s got lovely hair, hasn’t she?’

Fortunately for Helewise, who was, just at that moment, incapable of continuing, Josse took up the questioning.