Frostbitten: The Complete Series (20 page)

CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
TO ALL THE WORLD

Charlotte looked up at the clock as it ticked passed midnight. Connor was still nowhere to be seen. It wasn’t totally unusual that Connor’s forgetfulness would see him home late—but naturally, given the deadly cold weather and the constant reports of grizzly homicides, Charlotte worried about her only son.

Charlotte’s multiple sclerosis had been dormant all night, and she had been able to manoeuvre the house by herself.

Charlotte was rarely up past midnight. Her eyes were becoming heavy, and she was beginning to doze off. Every little sound made her head turn towards the front door.

Charlotte took a deep breath, and decided to get up and go to bed.

As she stood up, she suddenly felt a pain in her chest. She placed her hand on the centre of her chest and took a deep breath. She was used to feeling spontaneous pains through her nerves, but this one was different—this didn’t feel like her nerves. It was deep, accompanied by an uncomfortably hot sensation in her spine. It was sharp, almost like a deep pinching.

She took another deep breath.

Charlotte began to panic. Her legs began to tremble.

Suddenly, in case things weren’t bad enough, the snow caused the power to go out. The television turned off, the heaters stopped working and house became completely dark. There was a nerve-racking silence in the still air. Charlotte could hear her heart racing as it battled the constricting pain.

Charlotte pulled her phone out from her pocket. She tried to dial her son, but she had no service—The weather took the town’s cell receptions down along with the power.

The chest pains began to intensify, eliciting a wince of pain from the frightened mother. She needed to act fast. Frantically, she grabbed the car keys from the kitchen counter and made her way to the front-hall closet. She quickly threw a coat over her body.

She winced in pain again as another hot jolt of pain tingled deeply through her whole body. After a moment of painful paralysis, she opened the door and began to walk towards her little car.

The frigid blowing snow made it difficult to see anything. The icy air quickly penetrated her clothes and began to seep into her vulnerable nerves and rigid joints.

She wasn’t even five steps away from the house when she began to slow down.

Her vision was becoming a blur, and her body was becoming overwhelmingly weak. She stumbled to remain on her feet.

A particularly strong and cold gust of wind sent Charlotte to the cold icy ground. Her knees slammed into the icy pavement, and she fell down onto her side.

She tried to pull herself back up, but she was too weak. She’d been consumed by a violent paralysis. Before her neck fully froze, she was able to look around. But between her blurry vision and the thick blizzard, she couldn’t see anything whatsoever. The cold had overtaken her faulty nerves.

Charlotte began to black out.

Suddenly, she felt two hands slip under her arms. Her frozen body was suddenly pulled up to her feet. The warmth of her mysterious saviour kept her from slipping fully into unconsciousness. One of the mysterious warm hands slipped off of her body. Charlotte could hear her car door opening.

Gently, her body was placed in the passenger seat of the vehicle, safe from the crippling cold winds.

As the car fired up and began to move through the terrible white out, Charlotte slowly slipped out of consciousness. Her hearing was nonexistent. All she could hear was a sharp ringing as the nerves in her ears fired in pain.

Images of her son flashed through Charlotte’s mind—the beautiful day he was born, his first day of school, his first hockey game—Charlotte didn’t want to die—she wanted so badly to see her song grow up. At the same time, she was tired of holding her son back.

Perhaps it was time for her to move on...

“Try to stay awake,” a fleeting voice reverberated through her head. “Stay with me.”

“I love you, mommy,” a little five year old Connor said as he wrapped his arms around Charlotte on Christmas morning. His happy, little warm body snuggled into Charlotte’s embrace.

“Stay awake!” the fleeting voice said again. “Try to keep your eyes open!”

“Mom?” a nine year old Connor asked.

“Yes, honey?” Charlotte replied.

“Why are you crying?”

“It’s complicated.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Mommy’s sick—But she’ll be okay.”

“Sick with what?” the little Connor asked.

“Something very nasty.”

“Is it lice? A kid in my class had lice. He got to stay home for a whole week.”

“It’s not lice, honey.”

“Oh. Are you going to die from it?”

“Some people die from it.”

Connor’s eyes began to water. “You’re going to die?”

“Oh—Baby, I’m not going to die.”

“You promise?”

“I promise.”

“I don’t want you to die. I don’t want you to leave me.”

“I won’t die. I’ll never leave you, Connor.”

Charlotte bent down and wiped the tears from Connor’s eyes with her sleeve.

“Never?” Connor confirmed.

“Never.”

“We’re almost there,” the mysterious fleeting voice said again, bringing Charlotte back to reality.

Charlotte’s eyes opened slowly, and she could see the big red glowing hospital sign in the distance. She could feel the car turning into the hospital’s emergency ward. As she was able to make out the word, “Emergency”, her vision began to blur again.

“Your son missed practice again, Mrs. Knight,” Connor’s coach said to Charlotte on the phone.

“I’m sorry—I needed him to take me to my appointment. It won’t happen again. I promise.”

“That’s what you said last week. Connor’s a great player, but we have an attendance rule. I can’t keep looking the other way. Other players are already complaining.”

“I’m sorry—Really, I am.”

“Can I ask you a personal question, Mrs. Knight?”

“Uh—Sure. What?”

“Why don’t you hire a home nurse? My mother has one—I can give you her number”

“A home nurse? I—I can’t really afford that.”

“Have you looked into care facilities?”

Charlotte bit her lip. “Yeah.”

“There are some very good ones around.”

“I—I know.”

“Have you considered one? For your son’s sake.”

“I’ve looked into it. It’s—It’s not really in the budget.”

Connor’s coach was silent for a long moment. “I can look the other way on Connor’s attendance,” he said. “But when Connor moves up to the next division, it’ll be out of my control.” The coach had an awkward sheepish tone behind his voice.

“I understand...” Charlotte said, looking at her feet, embarrassed.

“Keep those eyes open,” the voice reminded.

Charlotte tried her best to remain awake. She could feel her heart slowing. Each beat was weaker than the last. The sharp pain began to dissipate and Charlotte’s body began to feel light. As her consciousness began to falter, a strange light began to appear before her.

All of her cold pain had vanished. She was weightless—floating through an intense euphoric plane.

The transient voice was becoming increasingly distant.

“Mrs. Knight!” the voice cried.

As her vision parted, so did her stress and anxiety. She suddenly couldn’t feel her heart beating.

The sound of a roaring audience became audible in Charlotte’s memories. The packed auditorium at the Grand Théâtre de Bordeaux clapped enthusiastically as Charlotte caught her breath behind the curtain, stage right. It was a memory of the final night of the most important tour in Charlotte’s career—moments after Charlotte’s most incredible performance.

“Mesdames et messieurs— Le présentateur a demandé un tonnerre d’applaudissements lorsque elle a annoncé l’artiste. Please give a round of applause for the lead of our show...” a man announced in a thick French accent.

The lights dimmed and a lone spotlight formed at centre stage, between the rows of smiling dancers. The crowd began to die down.

“ ’étoile du nuit—Giselle dans notre représentation. The Prima Ballerina, Charlotte Genevieve Reneux!”

Charlotte took a deep breath in as the packed audience erupted into cheer. She stood up on her toes and straightened her back. Then, with a perfect and extraordinarily elegant pas de bourrée, Charlotte floated onto the stage, towards the centre stage light.

The crowd stood up on their feet, cheering the incredible ballerina.

The incredible moment was only a dozen seconds or so, but it lasted a lifetime. It was a memory that Charlotte would hold with her forever.

Forever until the day she died...

Right before Charlotte stepped off of the stage, she looked up at the car’s driver.

Hanna, dressed in her big coat and her toque, held the cold steering wheel tightly with her small hands. She had all of her focus on the dangerous roads as she carefully turned into the hospital’s emergency ward. Charlotte didn’t recognize the girl—to her, it was a total stranger—Possibly even an angel.

A gorgeous bouquet of red flowers landed at Charlotte’s en pointe feet. “Tu fais mon cœur danser,” the note read—“You make my heart dance.”

“Belle nuit ô nuit d’amour,” the announcer’s voice elegantly echoed through the back of Charlotte’s mind. “Une belle nuit, tout le monde!”

Part of French’s beauty has always been lost in translation.

Any French teacher or translator would tell you the announcer said “Good night, everyone.” What was really said was “Beauteous night, O’ night of love. A most beautiful night, to all the world.”

Charlotte began to slip away again—her vision being overtaken by the impossibly bright light. Her body began to float upwards.

Before she completely whited out, she noticed something peculiar—

In the rear-view mirror, she could see nothing—nothing except for the bare back of the driver’s seat, behind Hanna’s body. Hanna didn’t have a reflection.

Hanna was a vampire.

Another bouquet of flowers landed at Charlotte’s feet.

“Il a été une belle voyage,” the announcer concluded.

Charlotte surrendered to the infinite whiteness.

It’s has been a beautiful voyage...