Fugitive Nights (41 page)

That was the day he got the phone call from Officer Nelson Hareem, the newest rookie member of the Palm Springs Police Department. Nelson called to tell him that Jack Graves had had a terrible accident while hiking in the Indian canyons. When he hadn't returned to his car the Indians had searched and found his body at the base of Upper Palm Canyon Falls, lying all alone on the rocks.

Nelson tried to reassure Lynn that Jack Graves couldn't have suffered much, falling from that height, and Lynn said no, Jack Graves couldn't have suffered much.

When he hung up the phone he couldn't stop thinking about Jack Graves, alone in that little mobile home. Alone on the granite rocks in the lonely canyon. Alone.

Lynn Cutter began to assess his options in life.

After the funeral, where he saw Breda only briefly, Lynn decided to conduct an experiment: He wanted to survive a month without taking a drink, just to prove that he could. On the sixth day of sobriety, an amazing incredible miraculous thing happened: He woke up to find he had an erection! Just like when he was a young sober man!

During his twenty-ninth day of sobriety, after his fifteenth AA meeting, he used up his first pension check at a bike shop. Three hours later, on a Saturday afternoon, the doorbell rang at Breda's house in Cathedral City. She went to the door and peeked out, but no one was there. Then she went to the window and saw him in the driveway, sitting on his tangerine bike.

When she opened the door, he gave her a self-conscious, silly smile. He was wearing a red and white biking helmet, a red shirt, and black biking pants with a Day-Glo yellow stripe. He was on a bike that she knew must have cost $500, quite an investment for him. He was dripping, having ridden all the way from Tamarisk Country Club, nothing but a sprint for her, but a killer ride for him.

“Whaddaya think?” he asked.

“That's a pretty decent bike,” she said.

“Yeah, the doc says it won't hurt my knees if I don't ride up mountains. The only thing I changed is, I got rid a that razor blade they call a seat and put on a cushier seat for more ample bottoms.”

“It's really a nice bike,” she said.

“Notice anything about me?”

“Yeah,” she said. “You got skinny legs.”

“Anything else?”

“You still got a lotta blubber around the middle.”

“I'll soon be lean and whippetlike,” he said. “Haven't had a drink in twenty-nine days, eighteen hours and fifteen minutes. Notice anything else different?”

“You got rid of your mustache.”

“Yeah!” he said. “Whaddaya think?”

“You don't remind me
quite
so much of Saddam Hussein,” she said.

“See how sweet you can be when you wanna?”

“What's it feel like?” she asked. “Quitting drinking?”

“It's easy. You just gotta find substitute activities to occupy your mind. Me, I been eating live lizards. Don't worry, not the endangered fringe-toed lizards, just your average backyard dirtbag lizards. Got any lizards under your house? Wanna go for a bike ride?”

“I don't think so,” she said. “I rode this morning.”

“I rode all the way over here,” he said. “And I'm still full a juice.”

“Thanks anyway,” she said.

“It's your
age
,” he said sympathetically. “You can't exercise in the morning and the afternoon. And it's your body chemistry. Something about women, I don't know what. You people can't take too much. I understand.”

Then he saw it. That mean little killer grin of hers. She said, “Yeah? Give me
five
minutes.”

“Sure,” he said, “I'll listen to music.”

He took a transistor radio out of his seat pack, tied it to the handlebars with a little bungee cord, and tuned to the country station.

She came out of the house carrying her lightweight custom speedster, wearing her black Coolmax shirt and Lycra pants. Her lustrous earth-brown hair billowed from under the black and white helmet. Jesus, she looked buff in black!

“You gonna listen to a radio while you ride?”

“Sure,” he said. “I'm one a those people can do two things at once. Sometimes I even clip my toenails when I'm watching the news.”

“We'll take it easy,” she said. “Maybe go up to Dinah Shore, out to Bob Hope, back on Gerald Ford. And all the way to Frank Sinatra if you're up to it.”

“Make it easy on yourself,” he said, to make it more fun for her when she started ratcheting up to his pain threshold.

When they got out of the traffic and onto Dinah Shore Drive, he wondered if something spooky would happen on the country scene. It did. Don Williams started singing to him.

I wanna hear a heartbeat
,

In the darkness
,

Ev-er-ry night
,

Of my life.

He was so fatigued just from the ride to her house that he was puffing and blowing. He rode two bike lengths behind, at what was for her a slow cruising speed. Then when the traffic thinned out he panted up beside her, trying to breathe through his nose to keep his tongue from lolling, and turned up the volume so she could hear.

I wanna hear your heartbeat
,

In the darkness
,

Ev-er-ry night
,

Of my life.

“Oh, man!” he cried.

Breda looked over and said, “What's wrong?”

“This guy that's singing?” Lynn said. “He's at least our age. And he's got our number!”

I wanna hear your heartbeat
,

In the darkness

Next to miiiiiine.

“Night after night,” Lynn said. “Alone like Jack Graves.”

“Huh?”

“As alone as … as a fugitive,” Lynn said.

“What're you
talking
about?” She pulled closer to the sandy shoulder as a Sun Bus whizzed by, blowing Lynn's bike in her direction.

“I'll tell you something!” Lynn shouted, dropping back just a few yards, while she kept her face forward.

Beyond her the desert sky was showing streamers of cherry red across a glaze of twilight blue. He smelled sage. The desert was performing right on cue.

“You'll tell me
what
?” She was irritated because he was blabbing about some cowboy when she was supposed to be enjoying a ride.

He said, “I'll tell you that fifty percent of a salary,
tax free
, and forty percent of another salary based on a salary that was more than the first salary, equals one hundred percent of either salary, no matter how you wanna look at it.”

“What in the
hell
are you jabbering about?” She downshifted the bike, sat upright and rode no hands, looking at him.

“Just that you could probably rent out one a your bedrooms with that extra bath, and get quite a good piece a change. Which wouldn't hurt, what with a kid in college and all.”

“Have you totally lost your mind? Maybe you
oughtta
start drinking again!”

“Not me. I don't like those parties where I'm the only guest to RSVP my own invitation. I'm gonna stick to diet Coke and reptiles. Anyway, whaddaya think?”

“Are you saying you wanna live in
my
house?”

That caused him to drop farther back because he didn't want to look her in the eye. “Only in one bedroom and one bathroom. I wouldn't use the rest a the house till you get more mellow, say in ten years or so. Whyn't you think about it? We could start out this new relationship by exchanging Polaroids in our bike suits. I'll attach yours to my fridge with this souvenir palm tree magnet I got. Soon as I can afford a fridge. Better yet, I could pay you an exorbitant percentage a my pension check and use
your
fridge to store a couple oranges in so I don't get scurvy, okay?”

Breda rolled her eyes, mumbled something, and started pumping. But she hadn't said no!

He watched her ripple inside those black Lycra pants while he pedaled to keep up. It was hard to yell things. His voice was pretty shaky, but he hollered, “We have a lot in common. We're both very enthusiastic about pain, as long as it's
mine.
We could take turns beating me up. In fact, I'm suffering so much at this very moment, I sense that we're both supremely happy!”

She shot him that mean little grin one more time, like he
might
be right, for once.

He sensed he was getting to her with all those money bribes. Lynn put his head down and pumped for all he was worth. He kept thinking about heartbeats in the darkness, and the terrible absence of same. When he saw it!

“OHMYGOD!” he cried.

“What is it now?”

“I can't tell you yet. Maybe someday!”

I wanna hear your heartbeat
,

In the darkness

Next to miiiiiine.

Maybe there
was
a kind of destiny at work. It couldn't be a coincidence, not after all he'd been through. Her bike shorts had crept up. There it was: inescapable, undeniable, inevitable.
Another
one of those goddamn bittersweet chocolate freckles. It was
just
behind her left thigh!

HARBOR
NOCTURNE

Joseph Wambaugh

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

As ever, special thanks for the terrific anecdotes and great cop talk goes to officers of the Los Angeles Police Department:

Randy Barr, Jeannine Bedard, Jennifer Blomeley, Adriana Bravo, Kelly Clark, Pete Corkery, Dawna Davis-Killingsworth, Jim Erwin, Brett Goodkin, Jeff Hamilton, Brett Hays, Craig Herron, Jamie Hogg, Mark Jauregui (ret.), Rick Knopf, Rick Kosier (ret.), Fanita Kuljis, Cari Long, Rich Ludwig, Al Mendoza, Buck Mossie, Thongin Muy, Julie Nelson, Scarlett Nuño, Al Pacheco (ret.), Victor Pacheco, Bill Pack, Helen Pallares, Jim Perkins, Robyn Petillo, Kris Petrish (PSR ret.), Brent Smith, Bob Teramura, Rick Wall, Evening Wight

And to officers of the Los Angeles Port Police:

Kent Hobbs, Ken Huerta, Rudy Meza

And to officers of the San Diego Police Department:

Michael Belz, Matt Dobbs, Mike Fender, Doru Hansel, Fred Helm, Jeff Jordon, Charles Lara, Lou Maggi, Adam Sharki, Mike Shiraishi, Merrit Townsend, Steve Willard (S.D. Police Historical Association)

And to Debbie Eglin of the San Diego Sheriff's Department

And to Erik Nava and Ken Nelson of the San Diego District Attorney's Office

And to Mike Matassa (ret.) of the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms, and Explosives

And to Danny Brunac, longshoreman of San Pedro

HARBOR

NOCTURNE

ONE

“S
O NOW I
'
M
like, a hottie hunk on account of my fake foot, is that what you're telling me? I'm all irresistible or something?”

“It's not that you're irresistible,” the young sergeant said. “It's what your prosthesis represents to certain people, those who suffer from a kind of paraphilia. Specifically, their disorder is called apotemnophilia.”

“And what's that mean exactly?”

“The manifestation of a desire so intense that therapists have a hard time even explaining it, possibly a desire with a powerful sexual component. It's a fascination with amputation that sometimes goes so far that the person wants to
be
an amputee.”

Sergeant Thaddeus Hawthorne was a twenty-eight-year-old UCLA graduate who, like thousands of Angelenos before him, had learned that his BA degree in the liberal arts had very little practical application in the job market of the twenty-first century. He had tested for, and joined, the LAPD just shy of his twenty-second birthday because of the good pay and job security. He had a very high forehead, and a sparse dark mustache crowded the limited space between his long, bulbous nose and upper lip. He anxiously looked from one blue uniformed cop to another as he spoke, both sitting across the table from him in a booth farthest from most of the bustle on this Friday evening at Hamburger Hamlet.