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It wasn’t her fault, after all, I’d thought.

I’d only needed the money to get home.

The host met me with the polite but slightly patronizing smile they always save for the parties of one. The surroundings were opulent: all golds and reds. It smelt of spices. There were only a few scattered tables: couples and businessmen taking late lunches.

Don’t die.

‘Table for one, miss?’

I supposed I didn’t look mature enough to be called ‘ma’am’.

‘No, a seat in the upstairs bar, please. And I’d like a port.’

He looked at me as though I’d slapped him with his own menu and I knew I’d found the right place.

‘Are you sure?’ he asked, his eyebrows contorting frantically as if they were live animals.

‘Yeah, I’ll wait here, don’t worry.’

‘May I ask your name?’

I sat down by the entrance and dropped my bag.

Any remorse I felt was displaced by necessity, as it was every time.

‘Tell Roman Katz that Seven is here,’ I said, smiling, ‘and I want to talk to him about his offer.’

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Emma Dyer left her parents’ house yesterday morning. She was going to meet a friend. She never arrived. Her family assumes she has run off with a boyfriend. Until the police find her body: beaten, raped, shot, and dumped in an alley.

In South London, if you want someone to disappear, you call Nic Caruana. And Emma’s father doesn’t just want his daughter’s killers to disappear; he wants vengeance. He wants suffering. And he’s willing to pay for it. But first, Nic has to follow Emma Dyer through the final hours of her life…

2000

There were three of them, standing on the corner between the main road and my house. I knew they were going to stop me. Around here, you just knew these things. My estate lurked in your peripheral vision like an abusive partner, silent until it lurched into spates of motiveless violence.

‘Hey!’

I avoided eye contact.

‘Oi! Oi, Nic!’

It would have been unwise to carry on walking so I stopped a few feet short of the tallest boy in the grey hoodie.

‘All right.’ I nodded, not too familiar but not abrupt.

Night was falling, casting long shadows across the pavement and making the boys’ already dark skin appear almost black. They looked about thirteen, even the one who was taller than me, though they might have been younger.

‘Got any money? My brother needs some fags.’ The tallest jerked his head at one of the smaller kids.

‘No, just on my way home.’

They made no indication of moving so neither did I. Four pairs of hands drifted into pockets. I had nothing. I had the sense to glare, but felt closer to vomiting or passing out.

‘You’ve got a funny surname, in’t ya?’

Silence.

‘Cariana? Bit gay.’

‘Caruana,’ I corrected him.

‘
Caruana
…’ he drew out the syllables. ‘Like
marijuana
?’

‘Yep.’

A red Honda passed by. I felt eyes scan the scene from behind a pane of glass and then they were gone.

‘I’m going home, lads,’ I said, dropping my gaze and taking a step forwards.

‘Na na na, mate.’ The tall kid stopped me with a hand to the chest. ‘Na na na, I asked you whether you had fag money, mate. Nic, mate. Nic, that’s you, right?’

‘Fuck’s sake, I don’t have any money on me!’ I took my hands out of my pockets to gesture and he punched me in the face.

The street became sky as two of them tackled me around the waist. The back of my head smacked against tarmac and hands went into pockets. I kicked out and connected with shins but I could hear them shouting.

‘Stay down! Stay down or I’ll shank you, I’ll fucking shank you!’

I froze, flat against the pavement with rainwater soaking into my back. It could have been an empty threat but I wasn’t going to take the chance. They searched my pockets, relieving me of my mobile while I looked up over their heads at the darkening cloud.

‘Take that off,’ the tall one said, pointing at my watch, my dad’s watch, black leather and silver numbers.

I hesitated and one of the smaller kids kicked me in the ribs.

‘Do as he says, bitch!’

‘Or we’ll fuck you up!’

‘Just take the phone,’ I said, wondering if I would ever reach my house.

This time the kick was in the face. I spat out blood and rolled on to my side to let it fall to the pavement. They would kill me over the watch; these kids would kill over a postcode.

‘All right, fuck,
all right
!’

I tried to undo the buckle with a trembling hand, praying that it was enough.

‘Hurry the fuck up!’

The tall kid grabbed my wrist and I saw the knife, an evil fucker of a stiletto blade. I panicked and lunged for the handle. An arm crushed my neck but I couldn’t let go. If I let go I was dead; another statistic, a face in a newspaper next to an embarrassingly optimistic list of my aspirations.

At first I thought I was just punching him, slamming my fist against his chest so that I could breathe again, but when he let me go and I was still holding the handle I realized what had happened.

He looked at me with dead eyes. Huge flowers of blood blossomed and spread across the front of the hoodie, bleeding into each other.

The other two kids started to run.

‘I’m… fuck…’ He turned and tried to limp towards the main road.

‘Wait! No, wait!’

I dropped the knife and followed him as he dropped to his knees by the kerb. I crouched beside him and searched his pockets for my mobile.

‘Wait, just wait…’ I didn’t know what I was saying. Words kept tumbling out without coherence.

‘I want my mum…’ He started crying, holding his stomach. ‘Please, you have to get my mum!’

There was blood on the handset as I tried to dial 999.

‘Please…’

‘Wait! Wait, just wait!’

The line was ringing and ringing and the tarmac I was kneeling on was slick with blood and rainwater.

‘Emergency services—’

‘Hello? Hello! I need… I need a—’

The kid wasn’t speaking any more.

‘Hello? Sir, hello?’

I thought I was just punching him.

‘Oh God…’ A hand went to my mouth to hold back the bile and the tears came instead. ‘Fuck.’

‘Hello? Can you hear me?’

I ended the call and struggled to my feet. The street was empty but that was to be expected. People would have turned their backs or disappeared into houses. No one wanted to go to court. No one was worth that.

I wiped the blood off my hands on to my shirt, and zipped up my jacket as if it would hide the stains.

I thought I was just punching him.

I went to take him by the shoulders to get him out of the road, but he was too heavy. I could only manage a few steps before having to drop him. He looked his age now, despite his size. His face was that of a child’s.

For a few moments, I was torn between trying to lift him again and running back to the knife.

I ran.

The blade was red all the way up to the handle.

It was surprisingly light when I picked it up. It had gone into him so easily that I hadn’t even noticed, like sliding it into butter. I retched, threw it away from me and heard it clatter against a drain.

I started walking, faster and faster, towards my house. The buckle on my watch was loose and I slid it back into place. I couldn’t believe how close I had been to getting home; five minutes later or earlier and this wouldn’t be happening.

I made it to my front door without seeing anyone else and wondered how long it would take for someone in the surrounding houses to phone the police or an ambulance. I couldn’t steady my hands enough to get my key in the lock so I knocked instead. For a second I worried what Mum would say about getting blood on the carpets.

I was only seventeen. That kid had been younger.

By the time my brother answered the door I found it too difficult to speak.

‘Tony…’ I choked.

‘Jesus, fuck, Nic!’ He grabbed at me, searching for the wound so that he could stem the blood, and paled as he realized it wasn’t mine.

‘Tony, we need—’

‘Oh, Jesus Christ…’ He leant out and scanned the street.

‘His mum!’ It was all I could get out through the tears as he dragged me inside by the front of my jacket. ‘Please, we have to get his mum!’

2010

The first time I killed someone I wasn’t paid for it. Like many other kids I drifted into my career by accident, because it was the first industry to offer me money, because, with my record, nowhere else would have offered me any.

I turned right off Marylebone High Street and into a road of detached houses. Like the stockbrokers and accountants still in their offices I didn’t have to be working, but I had dragged myself out of a shallow sleep on my sofa and into my car when Pat Dyer had called and offered me a job.

I pulled into a lay-by, got out into the excruciating cold and squinted at each front door. His daughter had gone missing, apparently. I didn’t know much about Pat, having only been introduced once in passing. I knew more about him by reputation, but they were all the same, these types: clever, self-important, predictably psychotic.

A gust of wind went through my coat and I gritted my teeth as I walked up to Pat’s house. I noticed, as I knocked, that any space where grass or flowers were meant to be had been covered with concrete.

A blonde woman opened the door and I faltered.

‘I’m… Hi, I’m Nic, Nic Caruana.’

She looked at my hand with her arms folded, before shaking it. Her wrists showed traces of white scars and she had the most desolate eyes I had ever seen. Pat sounded like the type to have a model wife, and she stood at least two inches taller than me.

‘Um, Pat called me over,’ I said.

‘Oh.’ She stood to one side, mimicking a smile. ‘Great.’

I’d almost rather have stayed outside.

‘Look, I know this is awkward but Pat left about five minutes ago,’ she said as I walked in. ‘I’m Clare, I’m his wife. He said… Well, he said to tell you anything you wanted to know.’

There was a slight accent to her voice; definitely Scottish.

I felt wrong-footed by the change in plans. It wasn’t that she was a woman, but their tendency towards overt displays of emotion made me tense.

‘When was the last time you saw her?’ I asked, driving past the possibility of small talk.

‘This morning, when she left. She was meant to be back by four.’

‘You know, she’s probably just at a party. Most of the time when I get called out to things like this I end up driving a sorry kid back from a rave somewhere.’ I smiled. ‘You know, begging them not to throw up in my car.’

‘Maybe, but I don’t think so.’ She returned my smile, but with the expression of someone who knew I didn’t have kids myself. ‘What do you do again?’

‘Private detective of sorts.’

‘Oh really? I heard you track people down?’

‘Yeah, I do that.’

‘And make them pay for things?’ Not once did her eyes leave my face. ‘Pat’s words.’

‘I…’

‘I see.’

‘That’s quite a… general description of my job.’

‘Well, PR has never been Pat’s strong point.’

‘Yeah, well, most people quite like their kneecaps.’ I regretted the low shot and looked back at the front door, willing Pat to return. ‘Sorry.’

‘Don’t be sorry.’ Contrary to my reaction she didn’t look bothered. I had misjudged her in assuming she didn’t know a lot. ‘I don’t like you. I didn’t like you as soon as I heard Pat call you.’

I wasn’t sure whether to be bewildered or amused. ‘That’s OK.’

‘Do you want to sit down?’

All of their furniture was a little too big for the house. The gold-rimmed mirror hanging in the hallway gave the impression you were sharing the space with too many extra people. In the living room the sofas were leather and the TV and computer were unnecessarily large. In a few years I could see us watching screens projecting life-sized images; no distinction between fiction and ourselves.

I sat on the edge of a sofa and Clare leant on the arm of another. She had tried to dress down the grey cocktail dress with a cardigan, and she wasn’t wearing any shoes. Maybe it was just her height, but she had quite a daunting presence for a woman.

‘We called her friend, the one she was meant to be meeting, and according to her she never even arrived,’ Clare said.

‘Where were they meeting?’ I asked, glad to be back on solid ground.

‘Tottenham Court Road tube station, I think. They might have been catching the tube from there, I don’t know.’